Ye Wei is dead.
No one thought she would die.
She died suddenly and unexpectedly. When the news came back to the school, classmates and teachers were shocked beyond belief. Not to mention Ye Wei's family, they all didn't believe Ye Wei would die. Well, how could she die
Ye Wei was being talked about in the school.
"I heard that Ye Wei was kidnapped when she went to the hospital to see Shen Ran. She died so miserably that her throat was cut..."
"It hurts just thinking about it. Ye Wei is too pitiful. Although she usually has a little temperament and looks a little annoying, she just died..."
"How is Shen Ran?"
"I heard that Ye Wei was kidnapped by what Brother Hao wanted to threaten Shen Ran, but Shen Ran said that he would not be threatened for Ye Wei's sake. In the end, Brother Hao would kill Ye Wei when he was provoked!"
"Isn't it, is Shen Ran so cold-blooded and ruthless? After all, it's a human life. I thought he was just too rebellious to fight, but I didn't expect him to be so scary... "
"Ye Wei likes him so much, but he doesn't care at all, and finally killed others..."
"Shut up! What the hell are you talking about? Are you courting death?"
The chattering people were suddenly yelled, and they were all startled. When they looked back, they turned out to be the friends who were close to Shen Ran, and Shen Ran was standing aside at the moment, looking colder than before. Even scarier.
A few people closed their mouths and didn't dare to say anything more. They thought that with Shen Ran's temperament, they would definitely teach them a good lesson, but Shen Ran didn't even look at them, and his face was expressionless. walked over.
As soon as Shen Ran left, several male classmates breathed a sigh of relief and ran away.
In fact, Shen Ran didn't believe it, how could Ye Wei die? She should live well, live arrogantly and domineeringly, how could she die? She can't die!
But she was dead, still in front of his eyes, and he saw her close her eyes and let out her last breath.
"I killed her..."
"If I'm obedient, if I'm not so confident, then Ye Wei won't die, it's me who hurt her, it's me!"
"I killed her."
Shen Ran is now full of regrets and blames himself so much that he can't wait for the time to come again. If the time comes again, he will definitely not be so arrogant, so self-righteous, and he will not use that kind of attitude in that situation. Stimulate Brother Hao, then Ye Wei won't die...
Unfortunately, no matter how much he blamed himself or regretted it, it was of no avail.
He saw Ye Wei close his eyes and watch her burial with his own eyes.
He personally sent her out of this world.
From then on, there were traces of blood in his dreams, Ye Wei's eyes were closed and he was dead.
…
Liu Zhenzhen had dreamed of Ye Wei several times. One second in her dream, she was arrogant and domineering, threatening her to stay away from Shen Ran, but the next second, she was lying on the ground, with blood flowing from her slender neck. There, there was no sound.
She also thought countless times that if she hadn't compromised and agreed with Ye Wei to go to the hospital with her, maybe she wouldn't have died. She was still the arrogant and domineering young lady. Live this life peacefully and smoothly.
Instead of turning into a pile of powder and living in a small clay pot as it is now.
She was full of guilt, and guilt was the most useless thing, and guilt could not save her life.
After Ye Wei's death, she and Shen Ran exchanged several times. In the past, when they exchanged with Shen Ran, when he passed through, he was either hiding smoking on the top floor of the teaching building, hanging out with his group of friends, or Playing games in Internet cafes, or on the way to skip classes, these times, he has been honest, either hiding at home or in the classroom, so quiet that it doesn't look like him.
Liu Zhenzhen knew that Shen Ran was the one who felt the most guilt, remorse, and regret for Ye Wei's death.
He is so confident that he is almost arrogant. In his 18 years of life, he has hardly encountered any setbacks, let alone anything unsatisfactory. Once, at the cost of another person's life. He finally knew that not everything could be as he wished, it turned out that he was not omnipotent, and he paid the price for his self-righteousness.
She didn't comfort him, and she didn't tell him not to blame herself. Ye Wei couldn't blame him for his death, and he could only blame Brother Hao, because he was the one who killed. - She couldn't say such words because Ye Wei was already dead.
She may never forget Ye Wei's death in front of her eyes for the rest of her life.
This day, when Shen Ran came to her to get her phone back, he said to her, "Ye Wei is dead, are you blaming me too?"
Liu Zhenzhen: "Well."
Shen Ran sneered: "I killed Ye Wei, Ye Wei's death has nothing to do with me, I understand."
Liu Zhenzhen: "It's your arrogance and self-righteousness that killed Ye Wei, you always feel that everything in this world is under your control, you think you are omnipotent, and you take Ye Wei's life for it Bet, you are responsible for Ye Wei's death. I have it too, it was the hospital I brought her to, so I am also responsible."
Shen Ran was silent for a long time. After all, he was a half-year-old boy of seventeen or eighteen. Ye Wei's death was pressing on him, making him breathless.
He suddenly asked her: "Ye Wei called your name before she died, why?"
Liu Zhenzhen was stunned for a moment, Ye Wei was not there when she died, and the situation was chaotic. When she saw Ye Wei's injury, she only had the idea of calling a doctor quickly. She didn't know that Ye Wei called before she died. got her name
"What did you say?"
"I said, Ye Wei looked at me, but it was your name."
"...Did you hear it wrong?"
"No, I'm pretty sure that when she said 'Liu Zhenzhen', she... seems to recognize me as you?"
Liu Zhenzhen opened his mouth in surprise, but he didn't know what to say for a while: "Really?"
Shen Ran's dark eyes stared at Liu Zhenzhen: "Really."
Liu Zhenzhen frowned, thought about it, and finally said, "Do you remember the night when I met Ye Wei downstairs in the hospital? We were afraid that Ye Wei would hear our conversation, but luckily she didn't. Heard. But she did hear it, and she has known our secret since then."
Shen Ran stared at Liu Zhenzhen with wide eyes: "Why didn't you tell me?"
Liu Zhenzhen said, "I'm sorry."
Shen Ran suddenly realized: "No wonder, no wonder I felt that Ye Wei was weird after that day, she always looked at me and smiled inexplicably... It turned out that she knew that the person in your body might be me, so she was dying before she died. Seeing me calling your name because she thought I was you? Why?"
Liu Zhenzhen thought for a while and said, "I went to the hospital with Ye Wei, and we have been together since she was kidnapped by Brother Hao. She knew that I was me, and we didn't exchange. As for why she thought before she died You are me, and I don't know... But Shen Ran, I think you should know this best. "
… he knows best
Shen Ran didn't expect Ye Wei to know his secret long ago. What he couldn't understand was why Ye Wei thought he was Liu Zhenzhen at that time? Was it because of what he said didn't care what she said? Because those words hurt her heart, she was too sad, she didn't want to admit or admit that those words came from him, so she deceived herself and would rather believe that Liu Zhenzhen said it, so that she would not be so Sad…
This thought made Shen Ran feel more guilty and remorseful. Those words he said were not from the heart at all. He just wanted Brother Hao to think that Ye Wei was an irrelevant person and knew that Ye Wei could not threaten him. Ye Wei will be released. But he didn't expect Brother Hao to be so crazy. He was simply a lunatic. For people who had no use value, he would choose to kill them directly!
It is a pity that Ye Wei is already dead, and there is no proof of death. He has no way to investigate the truth.
Until Chen Hao found him and brought him a notebook.
Since Ye Wei's death, the relationship between the Ye family and the Shen family has dropped to a freezing point. And Shen Ran is naturally the object that Ye Wei's parents hate the most. If it wasn't for his self-righteousness, how could Ye Wei be killed
So Chen Hao came to him with Ye Wei's notebook, and he was very surprised.
"I didn't want to give it to you, but Ye Wei, that dead girl..."
He threw the notebook directly to him, and Shen Ran hurriedly took it over.
This thick notebook finally made him understand what kind of damage he had done to Ye Wei.
He saw her write about herself word by word, she remembered he liked dessert, she remembered he liked strawberries, she knew he liked to skip class to go online.
She knew more clearly how much he hated her and didn't want to see her.
It wasn't because he saved her once that he forgot it in a blink of an eye, but she remembered it for so long.
[Shen Ran accepted the cookies I made, happy! 】
[Shen Ran ate the strawberries I gave, so happy! 】
[Shen Ran said "thank you" to me, he finally didn't tell me to get out of the way, he seemed to be a little bit nicer to me, would he like me? 】
[Shen Ran told me to get out again today, obviously it was fine yesterday. :(]
…
[It turns out that Shen Ran has never been better to me, Liu Zhenzhen is the one who speaks well, and Shen Ran is the one who hates me and tells me to get out. 】
[He has never changed. 】
【When will he know that I really like him... 】
It turns out that she is not not sad, and she is really thick-skinned. He treats her like that, why won't she give up? If she can give up, she will not come to him, then there will be nothing in the future, she will live well and be her eldest miss of the Ye family.
At this time, he finally knew why Ye Wei finally called him "Liu Zhenzhen".
Because he in the diary was only cold, mocking, and driving away to Ye Wei, and the only person who had a good face towards her and said thank you to her was not him, but Liu Zhenzhen.
So when she saw his worried appearance before she died, she thought that he was not him, but Liu Zhenzhen.
Shen Ran wouldn't care about her, since it wasn't Shen Ran, it could only be Liu Zhenzhen.
Because she always knew that Shen Ran didn't care about her at all.
Shen Ran remembered that when he was injured on the basketball court, the lively and beautiful girl jumped off the stand in panic and ran in front of him, "Shen Ran—"
It's a pity that he doesn't even have the chance to say sorry to Ye Wei. In the past, he felt that Ye Wei would always come to him and send him this and that, which made him very annoying, and wished that she would disappear forever.
Now his wish has come true, Ye Wei will not come, she will never come to him again.
He was young and frivolous, but let others pay with their lives.
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