Ye Shicheng was so anxious that he fainted on the spot; Wang Hui couldn't stand kneeling on the bed and cried, and almost vomited blood; even Ye Tao seemed to have lost his soul, standing in front of the bed in a daze, calling him whatever he called it. not awake.
Ye Ying was also stupid, she had thought about everything, except that Ye Wei would die.
She thought that this time, Ye Wei would return to Ye's house, and her parents and brother would make up for what they owed her before.
But she actually died
Died without warning
How could Ye Wei die? How can she die
But Ye Wei really died.
She was lying on the newly bought big bed, the bed was covered with soft cotton wool, the quilt was red, a fiery red, bright and festive color, and it was embroidered with delicate flowers, which should be grandma's favorite; Hanging mosquito nets that should be bought new, the mosquito nets are clean and white.
Everything in front of me is new, bright, and full of hope.
But Ye Wei, who was lying on the bed, was lifeless. Her face was gray, and her thin body was covered under the red quilt. Everything in front of her looked like a joke.
She hoped that Ye Wei would lift the quilt, then look at her with those bad eyes, and tell her, "I'm teasing you."
I'm kidding you.
…
Ye Wei left a suicide note. The suicide note was found under her pillow. She should have expected that she was going to die, so she prepared everything early in the morning. She had her buried next to Mrs. Chen and their mother-in-law. The rest of the money left by the two grandsons was donated to Hope Primary School, and the 3,000 yuan that Mrs. Chen held at the foot of the bed, she distributed 1,500 yuan to Chen Xiaolong.
The suicide note came to an abrupt end.
It seems that apart from these, she has nothing to let go, nothing to miss, nothing to think about.
She did not mention the Ye family.
It seems that they have been forgotten, as if they do not exist at all, there is no resentment or hatred, they are nothing to her.
They didn't even have time to make up for the mistakes they made before, they didn't have time to ask Ye Wei's forgiveness, and Ye Wei died before they did anything.
The regret and pain of being unable to do anything and being too late to do anything almost became a thorn in Ye Shicheng, Wang Hui, and Ye Tao's heart forever.
They can't believe that Ye Wei is dead, they just hope that everything in front of them is a dream, and one day, the dream will wake up,
Zhang Yu rushed to the news overnight, and Jiang Fei went with him.
When Zhang Yu arrived, he saw white lanterns hung in front of the low earthen house, two coffins were placed in the hall where he used to lay the ground floor, and finally a refrigerator and washing machine were placed in the humble house.
Is Ye Wei dead? He doesn't believe it.
He couldn't believe that Ye Wei had just died like this. He had sent her a message not long ago, and he had persuaded her to go back to class. She promised to go to study when she was done playing.
He even prepared review materials for her, but why did she die suddenly
Zhang Yu couldn't believe it, even if he saw Ye Wei lying in the coffin, and saw her lying there lifelessly, quietly and well-behaved, he still felt that it was all a prank.
Ye Wei can't die, how can she die
He saw Ye Shicheng kneeling in front of the spirit silently, Wang Hui's crying swollen eyes, Ye Tao with dull eyes, and Ye Ying in a trance.
He went up to light a stick of incense and burned the paper. He wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything.
It was not until Ye Wei and Madam Chen were buried together, looking at the two graves piled up with mud, that Zhang Yu finally had a sense of reality. He had to admit that Ye Wei was dead and died of kidney failure.
"Did she say anything before she died?" Zhang Yu couldn't help but ask.
"She said she went to find grandma." Ye Tao covered his eyes, he still couldn't accept Ye Wei's death.
Looking for grandma
"That's it? Nothing else?"
"..." Ye Tao nodded solemnly, "No more."
Is it gone
Zhang Yu looked at the tomb bag that belonged to Ye Wei, he thought that with Ye Wei's resentment and hatred towards the Ye family, she would at least say something, but what would she say? He couldn't imagine it, just like he didn't expect Ye Wei to leave only such a last word.
But in fact, it doesn't seem to be surprising. After all, she should have been ill for a long time, but she has been hiding it, not telling anyone, not even Ye Shicheng and Wang Hui. She didn't even think about going back to the Ye family when she was about to die. It was enough to see that she had lost the slightest hope for the Ye family, so how could she possibly say anything
I'm afraid she has nothing to say to them.
Until this time, Zhang Yu seemed to understand why Ye Wei didn't go to school. He sometimes mentioned it, and she always said to wait, wait, just because she was seriously ill at that time, and she knew that she didn't have much time left. , so I used the remaining time to accompany Mrs. Chen.
Jiang Fei nodded and said, "It's normal, from Ye Wei's point of view, Mrs. Chen is her only relative, and Mrs. Chen is also the only person who is really kind to her. She was so painful before she died, and the first thing she thought about was definitely Go to Grandma."
Ye Tao: "..."
Zhang Yu: "..."
Jiang Fei explained carefully: "Don't you understand this? Because grandma will feel sorry for her, just like when we were bullied or injured when we were young, the first thing that came to our mind was to find our mother."
Ye Tao: "..."
Zhang Yu: "..." He glanced at Ye Tao's increasingly ugly face, and wanted to talk about this friend less.
But it's very strange. Although he thought so, he didn't stop Jiang Fei. Seeing Ye Tao's ugly face, he felt a little happy
What made him even more strange was that when he looked at Ye Ying, who was crying with tears and sadness on her face, he felt that he should be distressed and that he should go to comfort her, but he also felt that his heart was very calm and there was no waves.
He would always think of Ye Wei, he still remembered the last time she saw her, she was still lying on the hospital bed, annoyed because she only took 500,000, and said, "I'm so stupid, I missed 50,000!"
Jiang Fei also said seriously: "It's okay, it's normal for you to be short-sighted and not thinking so much. It's not bad to get 500,000 yuan. Be smart in the future. If there is anything you don't understand, you can ask me."
He remembered that Ye Wei's expression when he saw Jiang Fei was a little subtle.
At that time, he thought that these two people were not fools, right? One dares to speak and one dares to listen!
He missed it a little now, how could he know that it would be the last time he saw Ye Wei, but it wasn't, he had also seen Ye Wei lying in the coffin.
…
Ye Shicheng's health was not good at all, and being stimulated by this, it was even worse. The day after Ye Wei was buried, he was hospitalized, and Wang Hui was not much better. She was heartbroken and remorseful. Can't stop crying.
She thought about not taking Ye Wei home before, but she could bring Ye Wei back during the holidays, winter and summer vacations, and it was not too late for their family to slowly cultivate their relationship. But in Ye Wei's opinion, her decision was abandonment, so Ye Wei was full of resentment.
She thought later that although Ye Wei was full of resentment, as long as they sincerely made up for her and treated her well, they could always heal the pain in Ye Wei's heart, and their family would be fine. But she waited, and then came farewell.
Until Ye Wei died, she failed to make up for Ye Wei, failed to heal the pain in her heart, failed to let Ye Wei come out of the shadow of her abandonment...
Until Ye Wei died, she did not ask for her forgiveness.
What made her more painful was that Ye Wei was so sick that she didn't say a word to them.
Is she resentful or hateful towards them? Or disappointed
How much disappointment and injury was it that she didn't want to look at them even when she died
If they didn't receive the news that Mrs. Chen was dead, if they didn't arrive in time, they might not even see Ye Wei for the last time!
No, no, she should be blamed. If she had gone to her earlier, would she have found out that Ye Wei was sick? If she found out that Ye Wei was ill early on, she could take her home for treatment, then at least there was hope, and Ye Wei might not die.
Why didn't she find Ye Wei earlier? Why didn't you find her sooner
This realization made Wang Hui extremely sad. Ye Wei was her own daughter, but she owed her a lot.
She gave her life, but did not let her appreciate the beauty of life.
"I killed her, I killed my daughter." Ye Shicheng thought so many times, he killed Ye Wei, if he didn't want Ye Wei's kidney, Ye Wei would not have kidney failure, then She will not die.
He would rather die than himself, and the person he doesn't want to die is Ye Wei.
How old is Ye Wei, she is only eighteen, she has suffered a lot in the past eighteen years.
She still hasn't been to a lot of places, seen a lot of things, eaten a lot of things, she hasn't gone to a college campus to experience college life, she hasn't met a boy she likes, has a relationship, and she hasn't got married yet , have not yet enjoyed the beauty of life...
Every time he thinks of this, he regrets it deeply.
It's a pity that people die, and regret is useless.
The entire Ye family was shrouded in gloom and gloom, Ye Tao also had a heavy face, and the aunts who worked in the Ye family became cautious and didn't even dare to laugh, because they all knew that the real eldest lady of the Ye family, died.
Ye Ying knew that Ye Shicheng and Wang Hui were in a bad mood, she wanted to comfort them, she wanted to go home, but when she got to the door of the house, the uncle the doorman wouldn't let her in.
The janitor had worked in the Ye family for more than ten years, almost watching Ye Ying grow up, but now he stopped her from the door.
"Sir and wife said, thank you for not seeing the guest."
Thank you for not seeing the guest? guest
Ye Ying was stunned: "It's me, I... can't I?"
The doorman shook his head helplessly, "I'm sorry, miss."
Ye Ying looked up at the Ye family mansion, the place she had lived in for 18 years, the place she called home, and now she had been turned away.
She could understand that her parents were in pain because of Ye Wei's death, and Ye Wei's knot and resentment towards them were all because of her.
It was understandable that her parents didn't want to see her, but she was still lost and sad.
Ye Tao heard the news and came out, Ye Ying called her brother and asked him, "Are your parents okay?"
Ye Tao shook his head and said, "Not good."
Ye Ying: "I'm sorry, brother, you take good care of your parents. They are old and if they are always sad like this, their bodies will definitely not be able to take it. The deceased has passed away, and I feel sorry for my parents. I don't think my sister wants to see my parents so sad. …”
Ye Tao said, "En."
Ye Ying: "..."
She paused and said, "Then I'll leave, come back next time."
Ye Tao hummed again and said, "Ye Ying, don't come here for a while. Parents can't forget Ye Wei. When they see you, they will remember what happened before... This will make them more painful."
Ye Ying was stunned for a moment and said with red eyes, "I will make my parents suffer more? Also, it's all because of me that my parents didn't pick up my sister right away. It's all my fault, my fault..."
Ye Tao looked at Ye Ying a little strangely, not because he was distressed, but a different kind of doubt: "Yingying, if you really wanted your parents to take Ye Wei home, you wouldn't go with the flow, agree. No change, I agree to keep everything as it is. If you really want Ye Wei to come back, if you really feel sorry for Ye Wei's experience, even if your parents make that decision, you can still refuse, right? As long as you refuse, as long as If you firmly refuse..."
Ye Ying didn't expect Ye Tao to say such a thing. Her face turned pale, as if something she was hiding in her heart had been pierced, "Brother, are you blaming me now? You're blaming me for not letting my sister go home?"
"Yes, I'm blaming you, I'm not only blaming you, I'm also blaming myself, my parents, each of us is responsible for Ye Wei's death, not only we, but you too." Ye Tao said, "Yingying , the decision was made by us, the same, you accepted it, didn't you? So Ye Wei hates you and resents us, it's not without reason. We are all wrong."
Ye Ying looked at Ye Tao in front of her. For the first time, she realized that Ye Tao had lost his gentle skin, and he could be so indifferent and sharp. With this appearance, she could vaguely see Ye Wei. Ye Wei had also looked at her with this kind of eyes, and the clear eyes that seemed to see through her made her feel ashamed.
She bit her lip and suddenly saw Ye Shicheng standing by the window on the second floor.
He didn't know how long he had been standing. When she looked over, she wanted to call her father, but Ye Shicheng glanced at her, then turned around and walked away.
Ye Ying looked at the empty window and felt extremely sad for a while.
She knew that if she hadn't cried and cried and was not afraid that Ye Wei would snatch away her parents and brother when she came back, if she hadn't acted so sad, if she hadn't been afraid to go back to the small mountain village that belonged to her, if she No fear of losing everything in front of you...
Then Ye Wei will come back to Ye's house as soon as possible, her parents are so nice, they will treat Ye Wei well and teach her carefully, then Ye Wei will have a happy life, even if she is really sick, the Ye family will have a great career Big, she can also get the best treatment.
Instead of a desperate and helpless person, he died in Chenjiagou.
Ye Ying didn't want to admit that she was so bad, because of her temporary selfishness, Ye Wei couldn't return home, and finally lost her life.
She left the Ye family in a trance, because she was not in good spirits, and she was often distracted in class. She also had too much anguish in her heart that she had nowhere to say. Even if she didn't want to face it, she knew clearly in her heart that Ye Wei was dead. , Mom, dad and brother will not forgive her while not forgiving themselves.
Because they are the culprits who killed Ye Wei, no one can escape!
She endured and endured, and finally couldn't help telling Zhang Yu about her sadness. Maybe she wanted to hear comforting words from Zhang Yu, or maybe she wanted someone to tell her that she couldn't blame her, because she didn't think about it. In the past, things would come to this point, she just simply didn't want to leave the Ye family.
Zhang Yu looked at the helpless Ye Ying, his mood was a little complicated, he seemed to comfort her, and he seemed to be mourning Ye Wei's death, which made him unable to say anything for a while.
Jiang Fei floated out from behind: "Don't say Ye Shicheng and Wang Hui will think of Ye Wei when they see you, even if I see you, you will also think of her, Zhang Yu, don't you think of Ye Wei when you see Ye Ying?"
Zhang Yu: "Yes." When he saw Ye Ying, he would think of Ye Wei, and even if he didn't see Ye Ying, he would think of Ye Wei. It was very strange, obviously he didn't have much contact with Ye Wei, and he still hated Ye Wei at first. Targeting Ye Ying indiscriminately, she felt that she was a terrifying person.
Jiang Fei shrugged: "Look, you go ask, who sees you and doesn't think of Ye Wei?"
Ye Ying: "..."
So she will live under Ye Wei's shadow all her life
Does she have to live in the skin that killed Ye Wei all her life
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