Lust After the Breakup

Chapter 15

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Tong choked even harder. "If you come to me and I tell you that I don't love that person, it's just because I want to provoke you to come out, and I have a child, I can't hide my belly, and I want to find someone to marry as a substitute father?" "Where is life? There are so many ifs." I was afraid and didn't want to mention it or open up the dusty feelings. "What if none of this is true?" Tong cried out. Every time we break up, it won’t take more than a month for me to come to you crying, but not this time. Isn’t it strange? Because, on the day we broke up, I already knew that I was pregnant with our child again. do you remember? You said a lot of harsh words that day and said you looked down on me. How can you still be so considerate even though you are such an adult? I depend on you for everything. I thought, okay, I won't tell you that I have a child, and I will handle the breakup alone. Then you will definitely think that I am strong and praise me. This is the only time I'm not afraid of you saying you want to break up. I giggled and wanted to break up? You can't escape my Wuzhishan. I have gynecological diseases and it was so difficult to get pregnant that I got pregnant again. It's just like the last time we broke up, I accidentally washed the engagement ring you gave me into the sewer and picked it up again. , all prove that we are destined to be an inseparable couple. So, if you are acting like a child, just ignore you. Isn’t it said that men are all children who will not grow up? If you want to break up, let me make some noise and be free for a few days. I also have to learn to be tolerant so that I can take care of your two children in the future. Having children, motherhood makes people mature. However, more than two months have passed like this, and you haven't come to me. Maybe, you're waiting for me to call first? Maybe, you really don't love me anymore. I don’t want to give up, and I can’t lose face. I miss you so much, but I don’t want to be looked down upon by you—how can a woman have the nerve to take the initiative to find a man every time? So I asked Wei to tell you that I am getting married. Later, I found out that he had fallen in love with me. It should be for this reason that he deceived you and also deceived me. At four months, Wei told me that you were married. Is this true or is it also a lie by Wei Sa? Did you really get married just four months after we broke up? I have no face and answer Tong. At that time, I felt like the sky was falling. nothing left. No matter how hard you try, it won't work. I have fantasized about getting back together many times, but it has become impossible. When you get married, you are truly breaking up with me. Tong sniffed, took a deep breath, and grabbed my trembling hand. I'm very willful, don't you often say that about me? If I hadn't been so willful and went to the hospital to induce labor, my life might not have been so... so... gloomy. I really want kids, you know. No, I'm afraid I may not be able to get pregnant in this life. And, most importantly, there is no chance in this life of being pregnant with your child. I decided that I must give birth to this child. The school is very strict, and having children out of wedlock is definitely not allowed. In order to hide my identity from others, I posted posts everywhere on the Internet, soliciting netizens to fake marriages and become the surrogate father of my children. As a result, I really found it. It's the person Wei showed you the photo of. Of course, there is no free lunch in the world. He wanted 50,000 yuan. He is not a doctor who has returned from overseas. I don’t want you to read it in a negative light, I made it up. Am I willful enough? Because of my willfulness, I did not go to prenatal check-ups. I was afraid that gynecological diseases would affect the child, that the doctor would say the child was unhealthy, and that others would persuade me not to have this child. I even lied to my parents. I lied to them that I had been with this "nominal husband" for a long time and that the child was his. When the child was born, I was tortured to death. Every time I start doing it with you〈! —gt; When we were in love, I thought you were thick and it hurt me. Do you remember that you also scared me, saying that I was afraid of pain when I went in and out of ham sausage? Then if I have to give birth to a child with a head as big as a ball, wouldn’t it hurt? Die? It really hurts. It hurts so much that even if I cut my hand or break my foot in the future, I won’t feel any pain. To hold on, you must give birth to the child and show it to him. When I was in labor, I relied on this belief to persevere. When the doctor held the child in front of me and said, "It's a son, weighing seven pounds," I cried. Haven't you always been unwilling to take advantage of your future son-in-law rather than a daughter? If you were around at that time, you would be very happy. I really want to tell you personally, really, I gave you a son. I burst into tears. Tong patted me on the shoulder and said, "It's all over. It's okay. Don't cry. Once you cry, I have no claim." Tong actually comforted me. My mother stayed with me in the hospital to give birth. But when the doctor held his son to show his mother, she was stunned. Then, she ran out of the hospital and never said a word to me again, and she remains the same to this day.