Lust After the Breakup

Chapter 16

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Later, my father told me that it was because the moment my mother saw the child, she understood everything. The child is carved out of the same mold as you, with single eyelids, a fleshy nose, and thick earlobes. You can tell at a glance that this child is definitely yours and not my "husband's". Dad said to me, Tong, you are too willful and disobedient. Your tragedy is your own fault. After he finished speaking, he turned away and cried. You also know what kind of character my dad is. He laughs and laughs all day long. Even though he is older, he still likes to make jokes. But he actually cried in front of me. I was like crazy and couldn't hear anything. In addition to what my mother told my father - "A blind person can tell whose evil offspring it is." I am happy that my parents can see it at a glance. Then in the future, if I meet you with my children, you will definitely be able to recognize me at a glance. Give birth to your own children, right? I shouldn't have watched so many romantic movies. I foolishly thought that even if you get married, as soon as you find out that I gave birth to your child one day, you will still come over to recognize us. Isn’t that how things are played on TV? But it’s just television after all. Less than a week after the child was born, it was discovered that his heart and lung function were congenitally deficient. It was all caused by gynecological diseases because I was willful and did not check during pregnancy. I begged the doctor to save the baby, but it was no use. After 7 days, the baby died. The baby died and I wanted to die too. Besides wanting to die, I still want to die. I don't think there is any hope for life. I don't feel God has any mercy on me either. Maybe, even God would be angry with such a wayward child and couldn't bear it, so he wanted to abandon me just like you. When I was pregnant with my baby, I went to a children's clothing store every day, read parenting books, and got prenatal education. My life without you would become more fulfilling. Breaking up with you doesn't seem to hurt that much. It’s my kids who cheer me up. It is my children who give me hope. It is also the last hope. Now, God has taken him away. This time, I don’t know what else can cheer me up? According to the agreement, the "husband" filed for divorce at this time, but I couldn't come up with 50,000 yuan. Even if my parents are no longer related to me, it is impossible to borrow money from them, and I have no savings. I offered to pay in installments, but my "husband" didn't agree. He was so angry that he sent a copy of the signed contract to the school. So he was fired. But it didn’t matter, anyway, I was suffering from severe depression at that time. I couldn’t go to class. I huddled in my room every day, not going out, not eating, not sleeping. At that time, I lost more than 20 pounds. Then Wei showed up. He watches over me every day, talks to me, feeds me, and advises me not to give up on myself. "I love you." Wei said. "I've fallen in love with you since you started telling me about you and him. I hate why I can't meet such a crazy girl. The more you tell me how you love him, the more I fall in love with you." Really. ? Do you like to hear it