Lust After the Breakup

Chapter 20

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I hooked my hands around her back and let her lean against my chest.

"Tong, I promise I won't bully you again. I promise I won't make you suffer anymore."

"Really?" Tong raised his head from my chest and asked with narrowed eyes.

Standing in the room where I had lived for three years, holding a spatula in my hand, I was filled with emotions.

Tong got his head under my arm, put his arms around my waist, and looked at me with a silly smile without saying anything.

"Don't come here, dear. What will happen if the oil splashes on your face? It will disfigure you and make you look less beautiful."

Tong still said nothing and smiled brightly.

Picking up a piece of meat, "Try how it tastes." Tong raised his head and opened his mouth obediently.

With such a good opportunity, why would I give up on cheap food? I put my tongue in it.

We are conjoined twins.

We are all babies, babies who stop growing at 2 years.

Jing and I said we were going to see Wei, so we lived with Tong for two days.

We held hands and went to the supermarket. I took bags of snacks, and Tong secretly threw bags of snacks out.

We went to the cinema to watch a movie, and I took the opportunity to secretly touch Tong twice in my seat.

We went clubbing, and I ordered Tong not to wear anything too revealing.

We took a nap, and when we woke up, we found that the child was not asleep. He was sitting next to me, stroking my face with his hands, and his eyes were red. "I can't sleep. I want to see you more and touch you more." I pulled her off. "It's so beautiful. It's a pity that we have to be together for the rest of our lives. It's such a waste of beauty... "

We watched TV and each held a plate of fried shrimp crackers. Seeing Song Hye Qiao coming out, Tong excitedly held the shrimp crackers in her mouth and slurred at me while saying, "Look, I just said I lost weight and looked like her. If you still don't believe it, do you look like her now?"

I'm going home, but Tong Zui insists on sending me off. And he was so shameless that he promised to take me out, but he followed the car all the way to my door. Tong didn't dare to go in. He sat in the taxi and watched eagerly as I walked back in step by step.

Tong, who was ahead of Jing, has now become a sneaky third party.

It's so uncomfortable.

This parting is so fucking hard.

I even had the urge to have a showdown with Jing right away.

Jing didn’t ask me much about my visit to Wei. My "affair" was not discovered. When I went to work on Monday, in addition to the wages to be paid to employees, I took out all the working capital and gave it to Jing.

In this way, except for the company, all other existing assets are in Jing's hands. I just want to wait for the Dongchuang incident to happen, and I don’t want anything else. I just want to make up for it by leaving the house.

During lunch and dinner, apart from socializing, I will definitely eat with Tong. I lingered with her until 1 o'clock in the evening, and then went home after putting the child to bed.

Of course Tong was not asleep, she just pretended to be asleep.

Every time I walked out of the door and looked back, I could see the lights on in Tong's room again.

I thought that in such a life, Jing would find out within three days, but unexpectedly, it lasted only two months.

Jing seems to understand that I am "busy at work" and is not surprised by my husband who leaves early and comes home late.

I also went to accompany the children on weekends, and slept at her place on Saturday nights. Even when I came home on Sunday, I would just use the phrase "I was late playing cards, so I slept at XX's place."

Reason to send Jing away, she did not blame me.

Could it be that Jing already knew this but was unwilling to tell the truth, deliberately pretending to be deaf and dumb to maintain the marriage

I feel sad for Jing. Comparing the burning feelings with Tong, I really don't know if living a quiet and calm life is love. But Jing saved me when I was most frustrated.

I'm grateful and don't want to hurt her.

Jing married me before I started my company. Although the business later became successful and I never treated her badly in terms of living conditions, Jing can be regarded as my miserable wife. If Jing is really pretending to be deaf and dumb, then the sacrifices she has made for our marriage and the injustice she has suffered are something I will never be able to compensate for in my lifetime.

Still like a mother, tolerate me.

And children are like my children.

Tong never asked me when I divorced Jing, never asked Jing if she discovered anything today, she just silently sent me out again and again.

If it's still the case in another month, I will take the initiative to file for divorce from Jing.

This kind of life is not about enjoying the blessings of others, it is torture.

On Sunday, I went home. It was midnight, but the lights were not on at home. During my "overtime" time, Jing must have arranged a lot of activities for myself.

Why…

I sighed, went upstairs, opened the door, and turned on the light.

Jing shocked me. She was at home, sitting in the living room without turning on the light or talking.

Did she find out? It seems that our marriage is really coming to an end.

I didn't say anything, placed the room key gently on the coffee table, and sat next to her.

Jing handed me a piece of paper.

Not a divorce agreement.

The letterhead reads City Maternity and Children's Hospital. It had names and symbols on it that I didn't understand.

"What's this?"

"The test report shows that I have XX, which is one of the sexually transmitted diseases. Tell me the truth. Was it when I asked you to see a doctor that you didn't do it? Or are you okay now?"

I was stunned.

Jing has a sexually transmitted disease!

If Jing has a sexually transmitted disease, then I must have it, and so must Tong.

I haven't liked saunas or looking for chickens since I was 25 years old, and I haven't had a one-night stand for a long time.

To deal with a wife and a lover at the same time, and to find another woman, the iron rod will be ground into a needle.

I know very well that among the three people, I am definitely not the source of infection.

If it wasn’t me, it would be Jing or Tong.

Is it Jing? Then she would show me the test results openly

Is it Tong? Wei has been detained for several months. Besides me, does that boy have any other men

My head is spinning. No matter which possibility it is, it seems impossible. But there are only two possibilities.

I really hope that I have fainted. Maybe I went out to call the chicken one day and don’t remember it

No matter what the truth is, it will surprise me and subvert the human nature I know.

Is it Jing or Tong

I can't believe that Jing can act like a good wife and mother after having sex so calmly.

I couldn't believe that Tong could still act like he was infatuated after he had messed around, eagerly waiting for me to go and see me off every day.

In front of Jing, I can only admit that I infected her. Since it was admitted last time, we can only admit infectious diseases this time.

Maybe, this is an opportunity, an opportunity for divorce.

But, is it transmitted to us from children? If yes, after divorce, are you still with Tong

"I didn't go to see a doctor last time. I never thought it would be so easy to win the bid."

"It doesn't matter if you go out to play, but you come back sick and infect me. Isn't it too immoral? Thieves have their own ways. Please remember to wear a condom when you go out to have sex in the future!"

Every word was quiet and there was sound, and I was choked with nothing to say.

"I will accompany you to the hospital for treatment tomorrow." I had to say.

"Instead of accompanying me, you also have to go. You may not have symptoms as a man, but you must have an infection and we need to treat it together."

"well."

I feel extremely depressed. Couldn't sit down for a moment.

I never thought something so messy would happen to me.

I slept with two women at the same time, and finally got my retribution, my wife and my beloved. I couldn’t be sure who gave me the infectious disease.

If it is Jingde, then I really underestimate her. In my eyes, she has always been a virtuous, capable and good wife. I married her because I thought Jing was more virtuous than Tong, but now she makes me cuckold so hard that I feel nothing. It's amazing.

If it was Jing, the result would be simple. I had made plans to divorce her anyway.

If it belongs to Tong De, then Tong De has been lying to me. The so-called deep love is just her acting. Can Tong act so realistically? Maybe. She is very good at pretending to be pitiful.

If it was Tong, should I break up again and go back to Jing? My illness will become a dark spot in my marriage for the rest of my life. What if Jing retaliates against me for cheating on me in the future

One is the wife, the other is the lover, no matter who it is, it is me who is the cuckold.

This is really a test of human nature. As long as the two women don't admit it, I will never know the truth. It will be torture to continue living with any woman with such doubts.

I walked around the living room repeatedly by myself.

This day is very boring.

I'm anxious, I'm anxious, I'm annoyed.

I went straight out to Tongna.

Regardless of whether there is any result, I am going to ask Tong.

Downstairs, the light in her room was indeed on. I heard the TV still playing softly in the room.

"Who?"

"I!"

After waiting for a long time, Tongcai came to open the door, looking like he was in a hurry.

"What are you doing? Why did it take so long to open the door?" An ominous feeling surfaced, and I became angrier.

"Nothing done."

Suddenly I saw a basin on the floor in the living room with coffee-colored water in it.

"What are you doing? Washing your feet? Washing your face? Washing..." Brown fluid was still flowing from the child's feet, which had already soaked the hem of her nightgown. She was obviously sitting on the basin while watching TV. Because she opened the door, she didn't have time to wipe it.

"Are you sitting on the basin?!"

Tong didn't speak.

I picked up the potion next to the basin and saw that it was a topical potion for treating sexually transmitted diseases.

"What's the disease? Bring me the medical records."

Tong lowered his head and still said nothing.

"I know where your medical records are. It's in this drawer..." I opened the drawer and flipped through Tong's gynecological medical records. XX was severely infected, level three!

"You have an STD? Why didn't you tell me?"

"I won't say it because..."

"Pa", I kicked the basin over and water flowed everywhere. "You don't say it because you are embarrassed to say it! You don't say it because you are embarrassed to tell me that you can't bear to be without a man for a moment now! You know that I am with my wife every night, so if you are not balanced, you also have to be with a man Sleep! You have a sexually transmitted disease. It doesn’t matter if you passed it on to me, but I also passed it on to my wife! Do you know how much harm it caused to her physically and mentally when she got this disease out of nowhere? Oh, are you blaming me for not divorcing her and deliberately letting her suffer? I gave my wife an STD and she found out. If we get divorced, I can be with you forever, right?"

Tong cried. "How do you know it was me who infected you? Did you go out..."

"Holy shit! Do you still suspect that I went out to mess around with young ladies and infected you all? Am I such a person?"

"It's not necessarily a girl, maybe it's a one-night stand? You had a one-night stand before we broke up!" Tong cried.

I had a one-night stand with an online friend, and it was the only time I succeeded in it in three years. But that time, because the other person was old, lustful, and dull, I almost forgot about it.

I never told Tong, and Tong never mentioned it.

"Okay, you brought that incident up and said that after so many years, it turns out that you have always known and remembered it. How shameless! Before I said it was your fault, you doubted me first. If you don't believe me, let's break up. !”

It's already clear. If she wasn't Tong, how could she not tell her that she had a sexually transmitted disease and secretly treat it behind my back

Tong cried and came over to hug me. "Don't go...don't doubt me..."

"I hate it when people lie to me and treat me like a fool. Let me go. Do you think you can stop me from leaving with your own strength?"

"Okay, okay, I let you go, then why don't you leave?"

Not leaving? My mind is in chaos, and staying here can't solve any problems. Besides, I didn't tell Jing when I went out just now.

"Let go, I won't leave." I lied to Tong. She became stubborn and troubled, and she would stay up all night today.

Only then did Tong let go, and I grabbed the door and walked away.

The child was wailing behind me. "You lied to me! Why did you leave? If you leave, will you never come back again?" Her voice was sad, and it still lingers in my mind.

I'm so fed up! I'm tired of being stuck between two people! I'm so tired of guessing!

I went straight downstairs without looking back. Five minutes later, Tong started to call my cell phone. I pressed the end button frequently and didn't even bother to turn off the phone.

In the middle of the night, there was a heavy rain, lightning, and thunder.

The next day, it cleared up and the sun was so big that it made people feel empty.

I tried to turn on my phone in the morning and wanted to call the company to explain the matter. Unexpectedly, Tong's phone call came right away.

Two years later, she actually hasn't changed.

Jing was next door, so I quickly turned off my phone.

He and Jing went to see a doctor together, doing examinations, tests, prescribing medicines, and hanging medicine bottles until three o'clock in the afternoon. Then send Jing home.

"I'm going to visit the company."

I went to Tong's home. Regardless of whether she was infected or not, I couldn't let go of her after all. Tong's sad cry last night made me even more worried.

The door was unlocked. When I opened the door, I saw Tong sitting on the ground, wearing my clothes and pants, with disheveled hair, folding a plane.

"Tong, what are you doing, wearing my thermal underwear on such a hot day, Tong, Tong..."

Tong didn't even look at me. He just sniffed his clothes and murmured, "The smell of my husband..."

Tong went crazy.