Tong left me a message on the computer, "Don't doubt me. Maybe you won't believe what I say. After all, you have thought of me before. However, I can swear that apart from Wei, you are the only man. The first one is you." , the last one is also you. If I hadn’t had mental problems at that time, maybe even Wei wouldn’t have contaminated my body. Remember, didn’t I say that Wei felt like his personality was split when he went to bed with me for the first time? At that time, Severe depression has caused me to have a mild schizophrenia. After that, being able to be with you again was the happiest 2 months for me, second only to the time when we first met. I think you are really my medicine. Poison It was you who made me immortal and insane. It was you who gave me the elixir that cured my mental illness. Half a month ago, I found discomfort in my lower body and went to the hospital for a check-up. It was a sexually transmitted disease that caused the recurrence of many gynecological diseases. In addition to the sexually transmitted diseases you know, pelvic effusion, cervical cysts, cervical erosion, ovarian inflammation, and almost all gynecological diseases you can imagine. You know, after giving birth to a baby, all gynecological diseases can be cured I know very well that it was either you or your wife who infected it. Of course, you should know best now whether it was you or your wife. You ask me why I didn’t tell you? Can I say? If it were you, I wouldn’t I said, I can still pretend to continue to be with you. I said, the result of breaking out and tearing up your face will only push you towards your wife; if it is your wife, you have always called her a virtuous and elegant wife, Hong How much of a blow will you suffer if Xing cheats on you? And I know from my mouth that even if you believe what I say, you will feel even more embarrassed when I know that you chose a wife who is more virtuous than me and makes you cuckold. . You are so concerned about face, how can you feel hurt? So, I decided not to say it. Anyway, if I don’t say this kind of thing, it will be obvious to the world in a short time. But, I didn’t expect that you would doubt me. Hey. You always need You need 10,000 reasons to insist on loving me, and you can give up on me with just one reason. And I will not give up on you even with 10,000 reasons. I can stick to you with only one reason - love. But can I still stick to it this time? ? Do you know how happy I have been in the past two months? My dreams are all sweet. But, I am worried as much as I am happy. I am afraid that it is easy to wake up from sweet dreams. I don’t know one day you will disappear again, so I am with you Being together, sleeping is a waste. I could have used this time to look at you quietly and touch you for real, but once I fell asleep, I did nothing and wasted several hours. How happy it is to find you again. It's so painful to lose something again. Last night you walked out of my house decisively, and I collapsed. Maybe you will never come back in my life. From that moment on, I felt dizzy, dazzled, nauseous, and my heart was pounding violently. , seemed to be about to pop out, my hands and feet were cold and numb. I didn't sleep all night and kept calling you, just to tell you, come and save me, I can't hold on anymore, I will go crazy! But I called you I can't get through, and I can't get through all the time. I can only write you a final message while I'm still awake at the end. Don't doubt me, I haven't... "The paper airplane pulled out of Tong's hand was made from her ultrasound examination report It was folded with a scoposcopy report sheet. In addition to sexually transmitted diseases, it also wrote about pelvic effusion, cervical cysts, cervical erosion, vaginal inflammation, bacterial infection... almost all the gynecological diseases that I could imagine. Going to the doctor with Jing, I know how painful the process of examination and treatment is for women, and Jing, apart from sexually transmitted diseases, has far fewer gynecological diseases than children; and Jing, I accompany her during the examination. At the request of Tong's parents, I sent Tong to a mental hospital in her hometown. Compared with some patients, Tong is not aggressive. He only lives in his own world and murmurs conversations with one person. That person is the "I" she loves deeply and who loves her deeply at the same time. I went to see her, but she didn't recognize me either. Maybe she decided that I didn't love her. This is fine, for children. She can live with her lover forever. Jing and I divorced. Before the divorce, confess everything to her. Jing was surprised, but she readily admitted that she had slept with someone else, and the STD was probably transmitted to her by someone else, and then to me, and then to the child. "I'm sorry," Jing said, "I also doubted whether he infected me, but compared to you looking for a chicken, I thought it was more likely that you infected me, so I blamed it on you. Sigh..." Jing sighed, "If I had known that it would involve another woman and cause her to go crazy, I would have told you the truth. I thought that, like me, you lost your favorite and just found a suitable partner. , who knows you still have a chance to stay with your favorite. Hey, I really don’t know, I will definitely quit if I know. I am also a woman, and I have had a favorite before. You won’t blame me, right? For me , I will never lose my love, so it doesn’t matter. I thought you and I had reached a tacit understanding, so I knew you were cheating and never mentioned it; similarly, you didn’t mention my cheating. Hey..." Jing sighed again, "Who knew it was because you still had her in your heart that you didn't pay attention at all?" I no longer wanted to accuse Jing. After all, it was me, not her, who ultimately caused Tong to go crazy. Moreover, I was also betrayed in this marriage. When signing the divorce agreement, Jing insisted on returning half of her property to me and moved out quietly. And I have always lived in my and Tong's home and will never leave again. At this point, this deep-rooted love is finally finished. If I told you that in the end I atone for my sins with the condemnation of my conscience and stayed by the crazy child's side for the rest of my life, you might scold me a little softer and be more accepting in your heart. Then, please leave after seeing this. If you want to see my real life now, then please read on.