After the only girl who could adjust the atmosphere was driven away by their 'cooperation', leaving the two men face to face, there was only a 'cold and chill' atmosphere left.
And it's still downstairs in the girls' dormitory, so nondescript that it doesn't fit in, enough to make people who come and go look sideways in surprise.
"Isn't it convenient for you to talk here now?"
After a while, Zhiyu finally opened her mouth, her voice still cold, she glanced at him and turned to leave: "Change to another place."
Jiang Qi didn't say anything, but followed silently.
He also didn't suggest going back to the parking lot next to the teahouse to pick up his car, but followed Zhiyu to his car.
The man drove an Audi A8, and the car incense was mint and lemony, and it felt a little bit cold as soon as he entered.
"I guess we've already finished our meal with that girl of yours." Zhiyu was not polite, got into the driver's seat and lowered the car window, lit a cigarette - and threw one to Jiang Qi at the same time, his sharp eyebrows were faint: " Do you smoke?"
Jiang Qi nodded, took it and bit it between his lips.
In fact, he is about the same age as Zhiqi, and both are four years younger than Zhiyu, but he is precocious and has never had the so-called "sentimental period". Naturally, there is no generation gap.
Just because he is Zhiqi's elder brother, Jiang Qi has always been very polite to him.
It was still the same at this moment. After the silence of half a cigarette, he took the initiative to say hello: "Long time no see."
"Not for a long time." Zhiyu smiled, but unfortunately there was no warmth in the arc of the raised lips, he looked at Jiang Qi's side face, and said lightly: "During the years you came in, Xiqi begged me several times Let me help you find out your whereabouts, I know which prison you are in, and I have visited it... But I didn't tell her."
In fact, at that time he was about to graduate from university, and it was easy for his own contacts to find out about Jiang Qi's whereabouts, but he just lied to Zhiqi that he had no news.
Because Jiang Qi didn't want Zhi Qi to know where he was, and Zhi Yu also understood this truth. Similarly, he didn't want his sister to have any contact with Jiang Qi.
Why should Jiang Qi have to suffer hardships in Jiang Qi's place for the daughter who was held in the palm of his hand and raised up? People don't want to see you, is there any point in rushing
Zhiyu doesn't feel that she did something wrong, so she speaks out with confidence.
Jiang Qi was silent for a moment, his slightly lowered eyebrows showed no emotion, and after a while, Zhiyu heard him say softly: "It's pretty good."
He understood Zhiyu's actions so well, it was normal not to tell Zhiqi.
Not to mention the little girl's brother, even I feel that I am not good enough for her.
Good
"You really think it's good?" Zhiyu couldn't help laughing, somewhat ironically: "If you really think so, why are you related to Qiqi now?"
These words can be called murderous, Jiang Qi couldn't help but clenched his fingers for a moment, his thin lips turned white.
Because of his guilty conscience, Jiang Qi couldn't explain his ugly behavior, because he really couldn't help getting close to Zhi Qi—and knowing that he was unworthy, Zhi Yu was literally every word.
Seeing the chaotic eyes on the young man's face, Zhiyu turned her head away, and a moment of unbearableness flashed in her eyes.
In fact, Zhi Qi was kept a lot of secrets from adults, and he didn't know the cause and effect, and what happened, but he knew all about the boy's experience.
Zhiyu knows about Jiang Qi's family background, childhood trauma, the cause of the haze in the past and the prison...
But just because he knew it clearly, he realized that Jiang Qi was not someone he could rely on. Zhiyu insisted on his own point of view, thinking that Jiang Qi was a "dangerous person"—so how could he rest assured that his sister who had been in love with him since he was a child and his younger sister and his brother were all friends? What about dangerous people
After a dead silence, Zhiyu flicked the cigarette ash with her slender fingertips, and asked in a regretful tone, "I don't need to ask how you are now, how was it a few years ago?"
How about it? Can life in prison be easier
After all, Jiang Qi was not a gentle person, and there was a bit of lazy disdain in the front of his words, and he snapped back: "Since you know where I am, you should also know what virtue is inside."
In fact, those years in prison have always been days that Jiang Qi doesn't want to remember.
There may occasionally be some "warmth" scenes in the prisons of movies and TV series, but the prison life in real life is real, cold and bloody.
Just like what Zhiyu and Zhiqi said before - the prison is the filthiest place in the world, where all the ugly souls, ghosts and ghosts are gathered, there is no lower limit, no bottom line, because there is no 'morality' at all.
Everyone is fighting hard enough there, and only living blood-stained can protect what they care about.
For example, Jiang Qi understood the fact that many people 'coveted' his sex during the first month he entered.
At first he felt unreasonable and couldn't help laughing, but later he realized that this is actually a very common thing in prison.
Without a woman, what should I do? You can only use men to 'satisfy', especially a good-looking man like him. Jiang Qi went to prison, no matter who he is, he looks like a sheep that fell into the wolf's pit.
It's a pity that the person who really regarded Jiang Qi as a "sheep" found out later that he was wrong.
Jiang Qi remembered the first time someone tried to touch him. The time when the words were ambiguous was in winter. They were being beaten by the prison guards and holding a shovel to shovel away the dead grass. The man's cold hand touched his neck, and his own The great arteries seemed to be throbbing faintly with blood.
The boy's face was gloomy, and then he clenched the shovel in his hand, and shoveled the man's calf mercilessly!
When the latter fell to the ground amidst the wailing and screaming, Jiang Qi stepped on his face heavily.
"Want to fuck me?" The young man's eyebrows seemed to be covered with ice, colder than the harsh January day, Jiang Qi looked at the man on the ground who couldn't help but wailed and bruised and swollen, the tyrannical factor in his cells seemed to be switched A certain emotion was touched, and the expression on the boy's face was almost cruel: "Go to hell."
Later, the prison guards pulled him away.
Jiang Qi had already broken the man's leg bones unconsciously, and almost used a shovel to cripple the man's lower body before he tried to rub against his lower body. He didn't increase his sentence because he was a minor, but he was inevitably hit with five batons As punishment for 'fighting in prison'.
He had just entered the hospital at the time, only seventeen years old, and his thin body hadn't matured yet. He spent almost a week lying on the hospital bed with five batons.
Because the strength of the baton hitting the back is actually heavier than the cold shovel.
It's just that Jiang Qi didn't regret it, and even felt that it was worth it these few times.
Because a week passed, when he returned to the prison 'dormitory', many of those coveted and ambiguous eyes had changed, and he was a little jealous.
.
That's it, Jiang Qi's life creed has always been like this.
——I would rather let everyone be afraid of him than let people bully him wantonly.
Because people only bully the weak and fear the hard.
Therefore, when it is inevitable to encounter this kind of thing later, Jiang Qi will only choose this violent solution.
Beating the reform-through-labour prisoners in the prison, even the 'boss', being taught a lesson by the prison guards... I was scarred all day long.
Even if everyone said he was like a mad dog, he didn't know how to 'flex' at all.
Heh, use your body and a moment of flattery to exchange for a peaceful life? Jiang Qi would rather not want that day.
So, let him be a sick dog.
When he left the prison, Jiang Qi had actually suffered more injuries in the past four years than what Nei Jiang Quan had 'given' him in the past ten years.
But no matter what, he is spiritually free, because Jiang Qi knows that these are the ghosts and monsters that he can get rid of as soon as the time limit comes.
Unlike Jiang Quan before, it was the hatred engraved in his bones, and he was in constant fear...
Fortunately, they are all gone now.
It's just that the price he paid for this is to become an ordinary person in society, an existence that he can't understand and hates very much.
Just like normal people don't like people who have been in prison. Zhiyu doesn't like him being normal, but Jiang Qi understands it very well, but it's a bit difficult for him to leave Zhiqi.
"Maybe I'm a bit despicable. I know I'm not good enough for her, but..." Jiang Qi admitted very soberly. "But I don't want to be far away from her."
He had tried, but failed.
If he could only look at Zhiqi from a distance, but not get close to her or talk to her, he would not be able to bear it.
Zhiyu looked at the young man's cold side face, frowned and was about to speak when the mobile phone in his pocket vibrated inappropriately.
He cursed secretly, picked it up a little anxiously and looked at it, and found that the information was sent by Zhi Qi: [Brother, if you bully Jiang Qi, I will never talk to you again! ]
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This unpromising thing even uses a '! ' to express their anger.
Feelings, is he nosy? Fuck, who the hell am I worrying about
Zhiyu resisted the urge to make a phone call to scold Zhiqi, and put away the phone as if nothing had happened.
"It's useless if you don't want to." The man turned his head away, deliberately didn't look at Jiang Qi's face, and said calmly, "I know Qi Qi likes you, but our family won't agree with you."
Zhiyu's point was that they would not agree as 'elders', so they came here to beat and warn Jiang Qi.
But Jiang Qi's main point after hearing this sentence was "I know Xiqi likes you", his mind suddenly burst into colorful fireworks, and his heart was full of joy.
Zhiqi likes him, likes him.
So he will definitely work hard, he will finish his studies again to obtain a degree, have the same starting line as others, work hard to earn a lot of money, and make himself worthy of Zhiqi...
After leaving Zhiyu's car and walking alone on the road, many crazy thoughts kept circling in his mind.
Jiang Qi knew he couldn't restrain himself, because his inferiority complex couldn't match his desire.
From Landa to the teahouse, it took almost half an hour to walk with Zhiqi, but it only took ten minutes to walk alone.
Jiang Qi returned to the car and turned on the mobile phone that had been turned off in the corner all the time. In an instant, a large number of messages "ding dong ding dong" overflowed in, almost making the mobile phone dead in an instant.
…
Jiang Qi frowned, and ruthlessly deleted these messy messages with one click.
Then Zhiqi's phone call came, and the young man hurriedly picked it up.
"Why did you turn off the phone just now? I was shocked." The little girl's soft and clear voice was loud in the car, and she asked anxiously: "I just sent a message to my brother and he ignored me, Jiang Qi, he didn't make things difficult you?"
Jiang Qi knew that the girl couldn't see it, but he subconsciously shook his head, very well-behaved: "No."
"That's good." Zhi Qi was visibly relieved.
"Qiqi." Jiang Qi paused for a moment and asked, "Can I visit you if I'm free?"
"Ah? Are you coming to our school? It will attract crowds." The two skipped the topic of 'Zhi Yu' tacitly, and Zhi Qi smiled: "Let me go and see you."
Jiang Qi was silent.
In fact, he knew in his heart that what the girl said was right, but he couldn't help but feel that it was a bit useless for him to always let Zhi Qi come to see him.
Jiang Qi couldn't help but think, is this an attitude of chasing people
Although he still doesn't dare to say it openly, but if he wants to chase Zhiqi, it's best to 'tie' the little girl by his side.
Once this kind of perverted thought is born, it will be like the weeds that germinate in spring and will never sleep, and it will never be burned.
"Qiqi, can you come over the day after tomorrow?" Jiang Qi thought of that trophy again, and got it by himself, but he didn't have time to give her the best actor trophy.
He wanted to do something, so he said, "I have a present for you."
"Huh?" Zhiqi asked curiously over there: "What gift?"
There was a silent smile in Jiang Qi's eyes, but he didn't answer.
"Yeah, you've learned how to play tricks." Zhiqi couldn't help but laugh: "Okay, see you the day after tomorrow."
In fact, she also knew in her heart that Jiang Qi wanted her to see him on purpose - and this was what she cared more about. As for the gift or something, she wasn't looking forward to it very much.
Before hanging up the phone, Jiang Qi stopped her again: "Qiqi... good night."
He hesitated to speak, but there was actually one thing he didn't say to Zhiqi.
Just now, Jiang Qi discovered the most difficult thing in the world for him.
—not the hardships of life, the pain of death, but telling him to leave her.