Mad Dog

Chapter 38: In truth, she wanted to make a bet with herself

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Accompanied by the girl's hoarse but soft narration, the silence in the hospital corridor could almost be heard as a needle drop, and everyone felt a feeling of brain failure.

In fact, Shen Lei knew a little about Jiang Qi's bipolar disorder, because the boy had frankly confessed to him before.

But the bad thing is that he didn't take it seriously.

Shen Lei looked at Jiang Qi and thought it was normal on the surface, but he was a little bit stunned, thinking that his so-called 'manic depression' was just the kind of depression that most young people suffer from nowadays. Not a problem.

How did he know it was so serious...

Shen Lei listened to Zhi Qi's narration, the more he listened, the heavier his heart became, until the girl finished speaking, his heart finally settled.

After all, people's hearts are fleshy, and he still prefers Jiang Qi who he brought into the circle with his own hands.

Moreover, now that it has been confirmed that the juvenile has deep bipolar disorder, which can almost constitute the level of identification of neuropathy, the judiciary can be much more lenient in the process of identifying Jiang Qi's "hurt or not".

At least, when the two actors who beat him heard that Jiang Qi was mentally ill, they probably knew in their hearts that there was a high probability that they would fail, and they would probably agree to the money compensation plan.

As for Qu Heng...

"Director Qu." Shen Lei pondered for a moment, looked at the dazed Qu Heng, and said calmly: "Since Jiang Qi can have a doctor to prove his neurological problems, after the announcement, it must have brought some serious problems to the crew. The loss will not be that big, can Director Qu be accommodating and not sue Jiang Qi?"

In fact, these things are what Xiao Yongfei, the manager, should say, but he was stunned when he heard it just now.

Shocked by Shen Lei's words at this moment, he hurriedly said, "That's right, Director Qu, now that Jiang Qi has a medical certificate, suing is not a good choice for both parties."

In fact, how could Qu Heng not know these things? Just for a moment, he also hesitated.

In fact, good directors and good actors have always cherished each other. It is undeniable that Jiang Qi brought him a lot of joy and "freshness" during the half-month filming time of "Arrogance", and even more challenges sense.

Because of this, he was even more angry at Jiang Qi's self-defeating atrocities.

Because Qu Heng has put too much effort into "Jiao Si", and all of this will be wasted with Jiang Qi, so how can he not be angry

But now tell him that Jiang Qi is a patient.

That’s right, that’s right, there is sometimes a thin piece of paper between geniuses and lunatics, that’s all, that’s all.

Qu Heng sighed silently.

He didn't talk about suing Jiang Qi again, but asked: "Then can he continue filming?"

If possible, even if it cannot be screened and cannot pass the review, he still wants to complete the work "Jiao Si".

But no one answered Qu Heng's question, and there was a dead silence in the stairwell.

No one knows how Jiang Qi will go in the future, whether Chen Ding will terminate the contract with him because of this incident, and the liquidated damages for the advertisements and other announcements that were originally received...

No one knows whether this young man will continue to hang out in the entertainment industry, and whether this Vanity Fair will still have the name 'Jiang Qi'.

Gradually, everyone dispersed at the same time.

In the end, only Shen Lei, Xiao Yongfei and Qiu Mi were left standing outside the ward. They looked at Jiang Qi through the glass window, and left with sad faces.

After all, Qiu Mi had been with Jiang Qi day and night for several months, her eyes were red.

After Zhiqi sent the three of them away silently, she silently recited the three names "Shen Lei, Xiao Yongfei, and Qiu Mi" in her heart. These three people may be the only "friends" who have entanglements with Jiang Qi.

The girl stood in front of the elevator in a daze for a long while before turning back to the ward.

The young man lying motionless on the hospital bed fainted due to excessive stimulation. He seemed to be uncomfortable even falling asleep. His handsome brows were slightly frowned, and his thin lips were slightly pursed.

"Jiang Qi." Zhi Qi walked over and sat on the chair next to the hospital bed, the girl's soft little hand held the boy's cold fingers, and she murmured his name.

Afterwards, Zhi Qi bowed her head lightly, resting her soft chin against the boy's hard shoulder blades, blinking her long eyelashes.

"Jiang Qi." The girl smiled in the silent ward, as sly as a cat whose paws have reached a cat teaser, she whispered softly: "Finally, there are only two of us left."

For them, being alone is really a luxury.

Zhiqi felt that not only Jiang Qi, she might be sick.

The girl then took out the vibrating mobile phone in her pocket, looked at the phone calls of her parents, Zhi Yu, and Meng Chunyu and other friends on the screen, she silently cut it off, and then simply turned off the phone.

She doesn't want to care about anything now, she just wants to take good care of Jiang Qi.

"Good boy." Zhiqi tapped the young man's pale lips with his fingertips: "You will get better."

In fact, she didn't tell them about the follow-up to the 'accident' a few years ago.

From seeing the pale Jiang Qi outside the office of the doctor's clinic until he left, there was about five minutes in the period, the little girl's mind was frozen, and after the blank, there was a battle between heaven and man.

At that time, Zhi Qi had already made a decision: no matter what, she couldn't ignore Jiang Qi.

So the girl grabbed the medicine list prescribed by the doctor just now, raised her foot, and chased in the direction the boy had just left—Jiang Qi didn't take the elevator, and just walked through the safe passage.

Because her hesitation had been delayed for a few minutes, Zhi Qi was afraid that Jiang Qi would have gone too far to find him, so she ran very fast.

But the girl never expected that when she panted and pushed open the heavy door of the safe passage, she would see a scene she would never forget.

Jiang Qi didn't leave, he was wearing the half-dried school uniform that had been doused by the rain, sitting in the corner of the steps of the safe passage, biting his arm expressionlessly.

Zhiqi looked in amazement at the scars he had bitten her fair and slender arm, and the skin that had formed old scars was covered with fresh tooth marks one after another, so deep that blood oozes...

"Jiang, Jiang Qi?" Zhi Qi looked at him, his voice trembling: "What are you doing?"

Jiang Qi didn't speak, he didn't even raise his eyes, he still repeated his self-abuse behavior dully, it turned out that this was his 'self-mutilation' - even if it was so scary in the stairwell, if he returned home and had tools, he would How will you treat yourself

Zhi Qi didn't even dare to think about it, subconsciously rushed over and hugged Jiang Qi's shoulder to stop him.

"Don't bite yourself, I beg you!" Zhiqi whimpered hoarsely, as if he was tortured to the point of dying: "Jiang Qi, can we cure the disease?"

She knew that the boy had heard everything, so she didn't want to repeat what's the boy's disease to stimulate him and hurt him repeatedly.

But Zhiqi wanted Jiang Qi to treat his illness.

"Let's go." The boy with downcast eyes said coldly, "Don't talk to me."

Zhiqi held his cold fingers and shook her head, the girl pursed her lips with an extremely stubborn look.

"Don't you understand what I say?" Jiang Qi raised his eyes, his light-colored pupils were like amber without warmth, extremely cold: "Are you still not afraid of me hitting you?"

"Jiang Qi, you don't need to scare me." Zhi Qi smiled: "I'm not afraid of you."

She wanted to make a bet with herself that Jiang Qi would never hurt her no matter what.

Therefore, Zhiqi wanted to stay by Jiang Qi's side to prevent him from hurting others and herself, she kept affirming her thoughts: "We can cure the disease, it can be cured."

However, Jiang Qi did not accept her love.

"Go away, I can't control myself." The young man pulled his fingers out of the soft grip, belittling himself endlessly indifferently: "I just realized that being crazy is no different from a mad dog, you go .”

"No, you're not a dog."

Zhiqi squatted in front of Jiang Qi and looked at her. The girl who had been strong and enduring her eyes turned red in an instant when she heard him belittle herself so much.

"Jiang Qi... Let me tell you something." The girl sat on the steps of the stairs with the boy, and the two of them leaned against the wall, and they didn't feel cold with their wet clothes sticking to their bodies. In a corner of silence, only Zhiqi's soft voice whispered—

"I remember I told you before that when I went to university, I wanted to apply for the major of wildlife protection. Everyone said I was impractical, but you didn't say that."

Zhiqi sniffed, as if aggrieved: "But I know it's unrealistic. You may not be able to find a job after graduation. Protecting animals is definitely not something that one person can do, but... but No matter how difficult things are, someone has to do them, right?"

"When I was ten years old, I went to the aquarium with my mother to watch a 'show' featuring seals, sea lions and dolphins. I couldn't understand anything at the time, so I thought it was quite fun."

"After the end, everyone went out. Before I could go out, I found that the souvenirs my mother bought for me were left inside."

"I went back to pick it up, and I saw that the group of staff who guided the animals to perform hadn't left. They were beating a little dolphin. I was petrified. I heard them say that the dolphin made a wrong move. They were beaten and not given food."

This scene was so deep that Zhi Qi remembered it clearly after so many years.

Even in a daze, a ridiculous 'wish' formed in her mind, she wanted to protect them, such as the hoarse and screaming little dolphin.

"Jiang Qi, you're not a dog, you're just... you're just trapped."

Zhiqi held the boy's cold hand again, and the girl leaned her head on Jiang Qi's thin right-angled shoulder, and murmured softly: "You are my little dolphin."

She will heal him, she will.

No matter in the past or now, because Jiang Qi has never been the kind of person who is 'incurable'.

The sixteen-year-old Jiang Qi's face gradually overlapped with his present one, a pale boy lying on a hospital bed.

This is the second time I have seen Jiang Qi fall ill, but is this really the second time? Or just what you see.

Isn't prison the most vicious and brutal place to go? Jiang Qi was in there, had he ever been so unable to control himself? During the years when Jiang Qi was separated from her, in the days and nights that she didn't know...

Zhiqi's eyes swept across the thin and slender body of the young man under the thin sheet, and his heart skipped a beat.

A bold and crazy thought suddenly flashed through the little girl's mind, causing Zhi Qi to stop breathing and her breath became short.

She wanted... She wanted to see those places on Jiang Qi that she couldn't normally see.