*If I want to possess you unscrupulously, isn't that a bit too mean
Zhi Qi asked Jiang Qi this sentence with a smile on his face, but after the question was over, there was only silence in the room.
He clearly captured the frozen look in the boy's eyes after the surprise, and the girl's smile changed little by little.
"Jiang Qi?" Seeing his silence, Zhi Qi couldn't help but shake his hand: "Why don't you speak?"
"... Qiqi." After a long time, Jiang Qi opened his mouth with difficulty, his light-colored eyes were bright and obscure: "If I say I don't want to, it's a lie."
Zhiqi's eyes lit up, as if there were crystal stars mixed in the dark sky: "Then you just want to?"
"I want to, but I don't dare." Jiang Qi looked at her, and moved his fingers on his knees slightly—he resisted the urge to touch her, and spoke the truth in a cold voice: "Qiqi, I have nothing but illness."
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He is even worse than a normal person.
He has no education, his resume is not clean, even now he has no 'job', no money, only scars all over his body and mania that will break out at an unknown time.
Such a me, why should I have Zhiqi
Jiang Qi is not a person with low self-esteem, but sometimes he always thinks... even if he is an ordinary person, maybe he has the courage to pursue Zhiqi, but now he is really not worthy.
Because the little girl is so good, so good that he can only think about it, but can't touch it.
Wouldn't it be a bit too despicable if you want to possess her unscrupulously when you know how bad your conditions are
Therefore, at the moment when he told all the truth in the dilapidated house in Chenkong Hutong, Jiang Qi also said that Zhiqi can "break the appointment", even though the two words almost pierced through him at the moment he said them. darling.
only…
"Jiang Qi, I won't miss the appointment." Zhi Qi smiled as if she understood what he was thinking, and looked at him with big black eyes blinking on her delicate slapped face: "Why do you think about so many other things?" ? You only need to think about the two of us."
Just think about whether he wants to be with him or not.
"Qiqi." Jiang Qi took a deep breath, "I can't help but think about it."
If it was himself, then he would never care about the outside world, but if Zhi Qi was involved...he couldn't help it.
He couldn't help but think that he wasn't good enough for her. With a boyfriend like himself, Zhiqi would be 'unable to handle' and be laughed at by others. He couldn't do the so-called 'have a car and a house', only without a father No mother.
Besides, Jiang Qi couldn't miss the little girl's family.
Zhiyu had already made it clear before that he was against him, not even talking about the step of 'being together', he was against just being in contact with Zhiqi.
Moreover, he had said that their whole family was against it.
If she was with Zhiqi, she would even be blamed by her family.
Jiang Qi was reluctant.
So the boy could only shake his head, and continued to say against his will: "No, you can find someone who is much better than me."
"But I also said that there is only one Jiang Qi in this world." Jiang Qi's thoughts were just a blank sheet of paper in front of Zhi Qi, she could see what the young man was struggling with, so she couldn't help but smile : "Besides, now that everyone knows that we are boyfriend and girlfriend, you still want to deny it?"
Just now she glanced at her phone, Zhiyu Meiran and the others made countless calls to herself.
—So the heartless girl turned off the phone directly.
Zhiqi was determined to establish a relationship with Jiang Qi today, and she made it clear.
Don't want anyone to bother you.
"Jiang Qi, don't tell me those useless lies, you don't want to drag me down, but you are not willing to leave me, I want you to tell the truth..." Zhiqi said, leaning over and holding Jiang with her small hand Qi's shoulder, under the surprised eyes of the latter, the little girl pushed him against the back of the sofa.
And myself, sitting on his lap, close at hand, breathing intertwined.
Jiang Qi almost didn't dare to move his whole body, staring blankly at the girl's pair of clear eyes which were extremely close.
Zhiqi has been good-looking since she was a child, everything from her hair to her toes is exquisite, delicate and bright, her facial features are all signs of lightness and beauty, her complexion is ivory white, her lips are red and her teeth are white.
At this moment, the bright red lips under the bridge of the tall nose are in front of her eyes.
Jiang Qi's Adam's apple rolled down unconsciously, and the hand on the girl's side tightened unconsciously.
His eyes are light in color, and he is not good at hiding in front of her, so Zhi Qi can clearly see the forbearance, repression, and unstoppable emotions inside, she couldn't help but smile.
"Jiang Qi, tell me the truth." The girl lowered her head slightly, and moved closer to him. The girl who was always pure and clear looked like a bewitching enchantress for no reason at this moment, and her soft ending sound was full of lingering lingering: "Do you want to?" Kiss me?"
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This is probably the least thought-provoking question in the world.
But Jiang Qi gritted his teeth and kept silent.
He turned his head away, restraining himself from looking at Zhiqi's sly eyes and bright red lips.
"Qiqi, stop talking nonsense." The girl sat on him, rubbing her soft body back and forth, making Jiang Qi's voice hoarse: "Go down first."
"I'm not talking nonsense." Zhi Qi pursed her lips, raised her small hand and turned Jiang Qi's face, looking at him seriously: "I want to kiss you, I've been thinking about it for a long time."
If one person's desire for 'physical contact' with another person cannot be suppressed, then it is a hopeless liking.
Since she was a child, Zhiqi has always been repulsive to other people's touch, even if it's just holding hands or something, but for Jiang Qi... she just wants to get closer.
Although he was still talking hard, he could naturally see what the young man was thinking.
Zhiqi smiled, gave him another chance in Jiang Qi's glazed eyes, and said softly, "Kiss me."
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There is actually only a thin string between emotion and rationality. If there is that 'poppy' who repeatedly stretches and teases, then naturally he can't help but break it.
What's more, Jiang Qi has never been a "good" person.
Jiang Qi's restrained and decent speech and behavior in front of Zhiqi, pretending to be personable... In fact, he has always tried hard to pretend.
If a person could have no sense of morality, then he couldn't help but lock up Zhiqi, or even imprison her, so that the girl belonged only to him.
In fact, he has always been extremely extreme, and only wants to be a person in front of Zhiqi—but the girl won't let him be this person.
Under Zhiqi's watchful eyes, Jiang Qi's eyes gradually became darker and darker. His big hand that was originally on the sofa pinched the girl's slender and soft waist. He wrapped his hands around her waist, and wrapped one around the girl's thin and thin shoulders.
In a moment of dizziness, Zhi Qi, who was originally sitting on Jiang Qi's lap, was pushed down on the sofa by him.
The boy's handsome and evil face was bent over her, and his thin arms rested on both sides of her head. For a moment, Zhi Qi was like a weak animal trapped in a cage.
And Jiang Qi is the 'cage' that she willingly gets into.
"I gave you a choice, but you don't want it, Qiqi, you chose this situation yourself." The young man spoke word by word, and unknowingly, the fragile sickness lingered around him again.
The extreme possessive desire urged him, and Jiang Qi lowered his head and bit Zhi Qi's soft lower lip with his teeth, rubbing gently.
Years of long-cherished wish came true, Jiang Qi seemed to be afraid of the girl fleeing, his big hand clasped her soft and slender wrist, firmly controlled it, and murmured almost sickly: "Now you don't want to escape."