Mad God

Chapter 52: inner struggle

Views:

I was the host in the center of the main hall, at a loss as to what I should do. The main reason I set aside the gold and silver was to avoid them making trouble, and they kept pulling me to play here and there. The elder brother’s words still echoed in my heart. To my ears, 'Women are always the last victims', I grabbed my hair with both hands, pointing my elbows on my thighs, and the guilt made me feel extremely uncomfortable.

After an unknown amount of time, a soft voice sounded, "Your Highness, what's wrong with you."

"Ah!" I looked up and saw it was Bai Jian. I forced a smile and said, "Didn't you say you wanted to call me by my name? How is your mother?"

Bai Jian blushed slightly, lowered his head and said: "Lei Xiang, mother is fine, she has already fallen asleep."

"Oh, that's good, Jian'er. If you have time in the future, I will trouble you to help me spend more time with her. My mother was hit too hard before, and I don't want her to suffer any more."

Bai Jian nodded and said: "I will, this one, return it to you, it's too expensive, I really can't take it." She held up the amethyst I stuffed for her.

I frowned and said, "What are you doing? Since your mother has adopted you as a goddaughter, then we are a family. It's just a stone. It's not precious, so just accept it. Besides, don't you want to learn magic?" Is it? It will be of great help to you."

Bai Jiandao: "I, I." Her face turned red suddenly, she was just accepting a gift, as for the reaction so big, I gave her an encouraging look, "Accept it."

Bai Jian seemed to have made some important decision suddenly, a firm look flashed in his eyes, he put the amethyst in his arms, and said: "Thank you, Lei Xiang." She called my name again, which is not the same as before. So jerky.

"Why are you polite, you are my sister."

"Are you unhappy about something just now? I think you look very painful."

I sighed and said, "Yeah, I'm too ashamed to say it."

"Then tell me, it will make you feel better. Besides, I can give you some advice. Our white fox clan is very smart."

I looked at him, pointed to the chair next to him and said, "Sit down, it's tiring to stand all the time."

Bai Jianen said, and sat on the chair next to me. He didn't rush me, just looked at me quietly.

I opened my mouth to speak several times, but I didn't say it out. How can I say this kind of thing

"Is it difficult?" Bai Jian asked.

I nodded and said bitterly: "It's very difficult. It's probably like this. There is a girl who has nothing to do with me. I hurt her. What do you think I should do?"

Bai Jian smiled and said: "What's so embarrassing, it's inevitable that there will be harm between a man and a woman. Why don't you explain it clearly? Do you like her?"

I smiled bitterly and said: "The key is that I can't explain this matter at all, and I don't know if I like her or not. I already have someone I like. I feel that the relationship with the girl I hurt is very uncomfortable. It makes me feel uncomfortable. I always feel sorry for the person I like. Tell me what should I do."

Bai Jian's face suddenly turned a little pale, "Does the girl you hurt like you?"

I shook my head blankly and said, "I don't know. We were hostile when we first met. At that time, to save a friend of mine, I injured her. Later, her subordinates killed her again. I killed my subordinates, and I killed her subordinates. At that time, I hated her and wanted to seek revenge from her. One day she came to me and tried to harm me several times. It hurt her. I didn't realize that she liked me, she seemed to only hate me."

Bai Jian was also taken aback, "It's so complicated, no wonder you are in such pain, I suggest you go to her once and explain everything clearly, maybe it will be better."

"Will she really listen to me?" Thinking of Mo Yue's eyes when she left, I felt a chill in my heart.

Bai Jian asked: "Why are you so depressed, how did you hurt her, it made you so embarrassed."

I glanced at her with embarrassment on my face.

Bai Jian's eyes suddenly widened, and he covered his mouth with his hands and said, "Could it be, can't you, can't you. You..."

I looked at her surprised look and knew that she had already guessed it. In this case, I have nothing to hide. I smiled bitterly and said, "It's exactly what you guessed. I don't know why I did that at the time. Did you Think I'm bad."

Bai Jian's face was full of horror, "You, you really..."

I nodded affirmatively, "That's why I am in such pain, I really feel sorry for her."

The blood on Bai Jian's face faded, he took out the amethyst I gave her just now from his bosom, put it on the table, and said lightly: "I'm sorry, I can't accept your gift. I'll go down first, what's your order?" You call me again."

Bai Jian's actions immediately brought me a lot of excitement. I knew that in her eyes, I might have become a despicable and shameless hooligan. Even Bai Jian, a girl I just met, would be like this. Wouldn't it be stronger if they knew about it? I don't have any reason to keep Bai Jian, I watched her walk towards the gate quickly. Walking to the door, Bai Jian stopped suddenly, turned his back to me and said: "Since you have made a mistake, you must face it bravely and take up your own responsibilities, otherwise..." She went out without finishing her sentence.

I know what she's going to say, or you're not a man. She is right, since you have done something wrong, you must face it bravely. I will make it clear to Ziyan and Zixue, and I will also go to Mo Yue. Although I know she hates me, I will definitely be responsible to her. . As for Zi Yan and the others, I can only hope that they can forgive me, otherwise, I have no choice but to admit it. The word love is really...

Demon Palace.

"Daughter pays homage to Emperor Father." Mo Yue Yingying knelt down and bowed to the Demon Emperor.

The Demon Emperor laughed and walked down from his throne, helped Mo Yue up, looked her up and down, and said, "My good daughter, why are you so thin, did you play too crazy this time? "

Hearing her father's question, Mo Yue couldn't help but think of the scene in the forest, her face blushed, and she said angrily, "Dad—"

The Demon Emperor smiled and said: "Okay, stop being coquettish, you go back to the harem first, I still have something to talk to you Uncle Gu Chuan."

Mo Yue nodded and said, "Yes, father." She turned and left. The Demon Emperor looked at her leaving in a daze. This was not like the usual Mo Yue. Usually, she would always pester the Demon Emperor, so she wouldn't be so obedient.

The Demon Emperor turned back and asked Gu Chuan, "What's wrong with Yue'er, she seems to be a different person."

Gu Chuan smiled bitterly and said, "I don't know what happened to her. The night before we negotiated with the orcs, Yue'er sneaked out, and she became like this after she came back. I didn't protect the princess well, Your Majesty." , please punish me."

The Demon Emperor shook his head and said: "This girl is too crazy, let alone you, I can't control her, it's fine, as long as she comes back safely, you don't have to blame yourself too much, you did it beautifully this time, I am very satisfied, have you seen the heads of the orcs, are they really as powerful as Sucha said?"

Gu Chuan nodded heavily, and said: "Your Majesty, it seems that the orcs will no longer be under our control. The orcs who led the troops to attack us this time are King Beamon Leo, his third son Lei Xiang, and a group of beastmen." A two-headed werewolf, and a Hydra man, except for King Beamon, the rest of them have good strength, especially the young man named Lei Xiang, he has a human appearance, and I can't I can see through him, he once joined forces with Hydra and Two-headed Wolf to resist my attack, although Hydra was severely injured, I was also injured a little bit."

The Demon Emperor groaned, and said: "So, they all have the strength no less than fallen angels."

Gu Chuan replied: "Yes, on the surface, the hydra is the most terrifying, but I feel that the most threatening one is Lei Xiang, the third son of King Bimon. He always has a feeling of unfathomable, and he does have It is no less intelligent than human beings. According to our spies, this raid was exactly his idea. After the battle, they returned to the Beastman Kingdom, and the Beast Emperor actually handed over the position of the commander-in-chief of the Beastman Kingdom to this man who is less than 20 years old. A boy who is 50 years old, it can be imagined that he must have something extraordinary, we must make preparations early."

The Demon Emperor pondered: "Is there any possibility of buying this person?"

Gu Chuan shook his head and said, "In order to win over him, the Beast Emperor adopted him as his adoptive son and made him a prince. I'm afraid it would be extremely difficult to bribe him. Besides, Your Majesty, I found that the princess's skill seems to have increased a lot."

The Demon Emperor was surprised and said: "Really? Yue'er's skill has not improved for a long time, I will go to see her later, let's do this about the beastman first, by the way, brother, you know how I Did you deal with Sucha?"

Gu Chuan smiled and said: "He suffered a defeat this time, but I think you must not have severely punished him. After all, he still has many followers. Now is not the time to turn against him."

"You're right. I didn't punish him severely. I just asked him to go home and reflect. At the same time, I deprived him of the military power in his hands. I'm afraid he is also upset." The Demon Emperor and Gu Chuan looked at each other and smiled. In fact, If Sucha hadn't been too careless at the beginning, with the 200,000 troops he led, even if they couldn't break through Stanla City, they wouldn't have lost so much. It can only be said that he was fooled by the Demon Emperor.

The Demon Emperor ordered Gu Chuan to rest, and went back to the harem alone to find Mo Yue. He had more than a dozen children, but the only one he cherished so much was Yue'er. She found the figure of her beloved concubine in her body.

"Yue'er, Yue'er." The Demon Emperor walked into Mo Yue's bedroom.

Mo Yue was sitting on the bed in a daze. She could always recall the scenes in the forest in her mind. She clearly remembered that the meridians in her body seemed to explode for a while, but what did that person eat for herself? After coming here, I found that my skill has improved greatly. Mo Yue's mood at this moment is no less complicated than that of Lei Xiang, even more so, Lei Xiang is mainly regretful and ashamed, while Mo Yue, she not only hates, but also has some wonderful feelings in it. Even she couldn't explain clearly, Lei Xiang's resolute and handsome face was still lingering in her mind.

"Dad, why are you here?"

The Demon Emperor smiled and said: "I came to see my good daughter. Why did you stay in the room so well today? It's not like you. Is it tiring to go out this time?"

Mo Yue shook her head and said, "I'm not tired."

The Demon Emperor suddenly raised his left hand to grab Mo Yue's right shoulder. Mo Yue was startled, his subconscious body shook strangely, and a force came from his shoulder, and he pushed the Demon Emperor's grasp aside. The force of the shock made the Demon Emperor's palm slightly numb. The Demon Emperor was shocked. Although he hadn't recovered to the four-winged state, the Heavenly Demon Art had already recovered to the sixth floor. The seemingly simple grab actually blocked all the dodging routes of Mo Yue, but unexpectedly it was This kind of result.

Mo Yue said angrily, "Dad, what are you doing?"

The Demon Emperor asked in surprise: "Yue'er, what level have you reached in your Heavenly Demon Art?"

Mo Yue shook her head and said, "I don't know, it seems to have improved a lot."

"Hold out your hand, let Dad have a look." Mo Yue stretched out her left hand, and the Demon Emperor put three fingers on her pulse gate, slowly mobilized his power, and explored Mo Yue's body with dark magic power. He found that the dark magic power in Mo Yue's body was abnormal. Filling, not much worse than his current situation, the pulse is steady and powerful, and the meridians in the body are wide and tough, which is obviously a phenomenon of reaching the sixth level. No one is more aware of the Heavenly Demon Art than the Demon Emperor. The cultivation of this technique can only be improved step by step, and it is extremely difficult to practice after reaching the fifth level. But Mo Yue actually made a big leap in just one month, which made him extremely surprised.

The Demon Emperor frowned and said: "What's going on, Yue'er, your Heavenly Demon Arts has reached the middle of the sixth floor, how is this possible? How is this possible? Tell Dad quickly, if you have any adventures. For example, eating What kind of genius and treasure have you lived?"

Mo Yue felt a pain in her heart. She knew very well that this was the result of intercourse with Lei Xiang. Although Lei Xiang took away her most precious thing, it also greatly improved her skills. This may be a gain but a loss. How can she say this kind of thing? If she told her father that she was raped by Lei Xiang, his father might go to Lei Xiang to settle the score. Now she doesn't want to hurt Lei Xiang anymore. The feeling made her face hot, and now, she can only make up a lie, "I, I don't know what happened, I ran out to play that day, and suddenly felt very sleepy in a woods, so I fell asleep In the past, it was like this after waking up, I checked the forest, and there was nothing unusual."

The Demon Emperor was stunned, "Could it be, could it be that the Demon God and his old man taught you the skills from the lower realm, otherwise, it would be impossible for you to skip the fifth floor and directly enter the sixth floor."

At that time, the huge energy generated by Lei Xiang and Mo Yue's yin and yang intercourse entered their bodies respectively. Lei Xiang's foundation was much deeper than Mo Yue's, and he was more sober at the beginning, channeling the fused dark magic power to run through. For a period of time, he absorbed more than Mo Yue, so he broke through the sixth level and reached the beginning of the seventh level, and Mo Yue also benefited a lot. Relatively speaking, he was luckier than Lei Xiang, not only changed his physique , It also made the dark magic power break through to the middle of the sixth floor in one fell swoop.

"Dad, what's wrong with this?"

The Demon Emperor shook his head and said: "It's not bad, but it's great. I was worried that your physique would not be able to continue to practice advanced magic skills, but after this time, the meridians in your body have completely adapted to the dark magic power. I believe , you must be able to become the youngest person to break through the sixth level and reach the four wings. When you break through to the four wings, the emperor will announce you as my successor. I believe that the demons will definitely flourish in your hands. "

Mo Yue was shocked and said: "How can it be done, I have several older brothers, they won't agree."

The Demon Emperor snorted coldly, and said: "Who made them so useless? Up to now, only your elder brother has reached the skill of the fifth-level Heavenly Demon Art, and the rest have not even broken through the two wings. How can you let me feel at ease? Leave it to them, don't worry, child, strength is everything in the royal family, and the throne shouldn't be mine. Sucha is the son of the previous demon emperor. The royal family who turned into fallen angels held an open competition. The final winner of the competition was me, and Sucha did not even make the top three. It is precisely because of this that I was able to sit in this position. This is why Sucha The reason why I kept messing with me but I didn't do anything to him, after all, the throne should belong to him, and in a few years, I will also hold the same contest as the previous Demon Emperor. Your Uncle Gu Chuan has no interest in this position, and He is older than me, and few of the younger generation have reached the sixth floor, so as long as you beat the crowd, no one will say anything. However, you have to keep this secret now, and in the future, you will be Dad's The secret weapon."

"But, Dad, I'm a woman. No woman has ever been a Demon Emperor in the history of the Demon Race. Moreover, I don't have a strong desire for power. If I take your position, how can I play in the future?"

The Demon Emperor laughed, and said: "Silly girl, it's not easy, you find a good man in our royal family, and let him be the Demon Emperor when the time comes, you can assist him, just like your Uncle Gu Chuan assisting me Same. Let me think about who in our royal family is worthy of my good daughter." Due to the special genes of the demons, close relatives can marry, and it will not affect the next area. Especially the royal family, in order to maintain the purity of blood, they often intermarry, as long as they are not their own brothers and sisters, there is no restriction.

Mo Yue's face was flushed, and her heart was constantly churning. She thought, since she had lost her precious virginity, who would marry her? Besides, there was really no one she liked in the royal family. Unconsciously, she compared these transforming youths in the royal family with Lei Xiang, and finally found that none of them could compare with that despicable half-breed, but she knew that she and Lei Xiang were of two races People, in the past, the two races of Warcraft could still intermarry, but now, the two sides hate each other. Mo Yue covered her burning face, and said to herself: How could I think so, he raped me back then, and besides, he still has someone he likes. Thinking of this, Mo Yue felt sad.

The Demon Emperor thought his daughter was being shy, so he laughed and said: "Silly girl, getting married and having children is a major event in life, don't worry, Dad will definitely find you the best one."

Mo Yue murmured: "Father, I won't marry, I want to stay with you."

The devil's heart warmed, and he said kindly: "How can that be done? Dad knows that you are filial, but girls always want to marry. Moreover, after you get married, you can also stay by Dad's side. Dad will definitely make you a The happiest person in the world, my father promises you that unless you fall in love with me, I will never force you, so that's all right."

Hearing what the Demon Emperor said, Mo Yue secretly breathed a sigh of relief, tilted her head and said, "It's fine to let me marry, I have two conditions."

The Demon Emperor said with interest: "Oh, let's hear it."

Mo Yue snapped her fingers and said, "First, I ask him to be about the same age as me." The Demon Emperor smiled and said, "This is easy. What's the next one?"

Mo Yue said: "Secondly, I require him to have strength equal to or higher than that of a four-winged fallen angel."

The Demon Emperor said in surprise: "What? How is this possible?"

Mo Yue said: "How is it impossible? If he doesn't have strong strength, how can he protect me? Moreover, if his skill is not as good as that of his daughter, how can you let me marry him willingly?" After saying this, Mo Yue secretly thought Thinking: I don't know if Lei Xiang and I have improved our skills after XX. ah! Why do I always think of him, what's wrong with me.

Mo Yue was thinking about other things with all her heart, trying to sweep away Lei Xiang's shadow, but that human face was always lingering in her heart, and no matter how she swept it, she couldn't get rid of it.

The Demon Emperor scratched his head and said, "My dear daughter, haven't you created a problem for Dad? Ask Dad to find such a person for you, not to mention that our Demon Race doesn't have one, I'm afraid even Dragon God doesn't have one." Well, think about it, those dragoon generals of them are all over 50 years old. I have never heard of any new generation of masters appearing."

Mo Yue pouted and said: "I don't care, anyway, I insist on these two conditions, otherwise, I will never marry for the rest of my life." She thought sadly that she was no longer a virgin, and not marrying might be her best choice. Thinking of this, Mo Yue's eyes turned red.

The Demon Emperor couldn't see his daughter crying the most, so he hurriedly coaxed: "Okay, okay, okay, anyway, you are still young, let's not be in a hurry, not in a hurry."

Mo Yue nodded with her mouth flattened, and said, "Then you can't force me."

"Of course, didn't Dad just say that unless you want, otherwise, Dad will never force you, let's go, are you hungry, Dad asked them to prepare your favorite food for you."

Mo Yue burst into tears and smiled: "Okay!" He hugged the Demon Emperor's arm and walked out.

Three months have passed, and Panzong and Jinyin have not left the customs. I have not been idle these days. I practice Mad God Dou Qi in the daytime and Tianmojue in the evening. The dark magic power in my body is already very full. During these days Here, I have been able to successfully master the dark magic below the seventh level. At the same time, I can also master the four magics of water, fire, earth, and wind to about the sixth level. It's a big step forward, but until now I haven't tried the power of four-wing transformation. Because, whenever I want to transform into four wings, I will think of Mo Yue. Without her, I would not be able to make this second qualitative leap.

Ever since I found out about me that day, Bai Jian has always avoided me, and I am too embarrassed to look for her again. We have always kept a distance between us, like an indestructible barrier. Until now, I don't understand why I told her about myself. Although she is very smart, she wouldn't understand if it wasn't for me. Perhaps, I need a confidant too much. Fortunately, Bai Jian is not a talkative person. Although she has always kept a distance from me, she has never told this matter, which has become a secret between the two of us.

"Lei Xiang, mother told you to come over." Just as I was thinking about her, she came and stood at the door of my room. Although her voice was still clear and soft, there was a sense of distance. I raised my head and saw He glanced at her, nodded and said, "I see, I'll be there right away."

Bai Jian nodded at me, turned around and left, I tidied up my clothes, came to my mother's bedroom, knocked lightly on the door, "Mom, it's me."

"Come in." I opened the door and walked in. Suddenly, my mother shouted: "Look at the trick." A small water bomb flew towards me. I was startled, and a faint black mist appeared on the surface of my body. When the little water polo broke into the black mist, it quietly disappeared.

Mother froze: "What kind of kung fu is this, is it magic?"

I smiled and said, "It's magic, mom, congratulations, you are able to use magic." Last time, I promised to let Yin teach Baijian to learn magic, but Jinyin went to retreat, so I had to write a basic magic book by myself. Mother, let mother study with her, and did not give her directly because she was afraid that she would not accept it. In her heart, maybe I am a mean and dirty person. This time my mother asked me to come, obviously wanting me to show my achievements.

The mother said proudly: "Mom's comprehension is not bad, I can use the first-level magic of the water and wind elements now."

I walked up to my mother, kissed her on the face, and said, "Mom is the smartest person in the world, isn't it fast to learn magic? It won't take long for you to surpass me."

My mother scolded with a smile: "Okay, don't give me so much magic soup, do you know that Bai Jian's talent is better, she can use the second-level magic of the fire department now, and the other departments can also use the first-level magic. She is serious about studying, besides talking with me here and taking care of everyone's daily life, she is almost cultivating."

"Oh, so she wishes she could gain power."

The mother nodded and said: "It should be. The white fox people must be often bullied. This child must want to use his own strength to help the tribe become stronger in the future."

If she accepts my amethyst, maybe the progress will be faster, but I can no longer give it to her now, I don't want to let myself be rejected again, I know, she will definitely not want it. At this time, Bai Jian walked in, holding a plate of fruit in her hand. Seeing her come in, I said to my mother: "Mom, you can eat some fruit. I'm going back to practice. When you practice magic, you'd better choose only one department. It will be easier to concentrate and improve much faster."

Mother thanked her, and said: "Don't be too hasty in cultivation, you know?"

"Don't worry, I will be careful myself."

"That's good, let's go. It's enough to have Jian'er here to accompany me. I am the happiest thing to recognize this daughter. With Jian'er who often talks with me, I feel much younger."

I nodded to Bai Jian and said, "Mother will get rid of you."

Looking at my leaving back, Bai Jian's eyes were a little lost. With his mother's intelligence, he naturally caught the abnormality at this moment, and smiled: "What's wrong with you and Xiang'er recently, it seems that something is wrong, I recognize you As daughters, you are naturally sisters and brothers, so the birth status is not good. This child Xiang'er was lonely since he was a child. I have never been able to give him the warmth of his mother,... "

"Your Highness." I had just walked out of my mother's room when a guard stopped me, and I asked, "What's wrong?"

"Someone came from the palace, saying that His Majesty wants to see you."

"Oh, I see." The Beast Emperor wants to see me, what can I do? Ordinarily, there should be no place that needs me now. Could it be that something happened to Meng Ke? Since the last time the Beast Emperor announced that Meng Ke will replace me After the mission, Meng Ke took a group of people away, but there has been no reply until now.

I changed my clothes and brought four lion guards into the palace, "Father, you are looking for me."

The Beast Emperor put down the memorial in his hand, and said: "Come here so soon, sit down." Ever since he was made a prince by the Beast Emperor, he asked me not to show too much courtesy when meeting him, so I sat on the chair next to him and asked : "Father, what happened?"

The Beast Emperor smiled and said: "If nothing happens, can't the father ask his son to have a look? What a fool."

I respectfully said: "It's my son's fault, I should come to the palace more to pay you a visit."

The Beast Emperor said: "I have called you here this time. I really need you to do something yourself. According to reports from our spies in the Dragon God Empire, colorful rays of light often appear in the Dragon God Empire at night, as if some treasure is about to be born. Spy It is said that the Dragon God Empire has sent people to search for the place where Xiaguang appeared, and the demons have also made movements. Since their appearance is very similar to humans, the news is better than ours. They have already sent people to the Dragon God. It proves that there is indeed something that attracts them. Therefore, I hope you will go to the Dragon God to find out what attracts the Dragon God and the Demon Race so much. I know that it is almost impossible to get this thing in the territory of the Dragon God , I just want you to take a look, if it’s just gems and the like, it’s okay to have no effect on us, if it has any effect, you have to find a way to destroy it, and you must not let them use this thing to our family’s detriment. I didn't want you to go in person, but I thought about it and thought, only you are the most suitable for this task, so you just go."

I'm bored at home, so it's good if I can go out for a while. Since I'm going to Dragon God this time, I can just make it clear with Ziyan and Zixue. If they can't forgive me, I will send my mother back to the Duke later. I don't see them anymore. They are still young, without my interruption, maybe there will be a better choice. I can't give up on Mo Yue. After finishing the task this time, I will go to the Demon Race in person. If Mo Yue doesn't forgive me, I'd rather die by her hands. If she forgives me, I will definitely let her be my wife. What Bai Jian said is right, I have to be responsible for what I do, and after thinking about where I belong in the future, I feel much more relaxed.