Is she unhappy
The question deeply hurt Lu Anru. Of course he was happy here. He didn't have to work hard to perform dangerous tasks every day, and his life was simple and fulfilling.
But, she must go back!
Her relatives and friends are waiting for her in normal times, and she still has to prevent many tragedies from happening.
The home in the future world was changed to an ordinary community, and the two of them sat side by side on the edge of an artificial lake.
The weeping willow sprouts green buds and sways gently in the wind. The moon on the second day of the Lunar New Year was reflected in the lake, casting an afterimage. The slow evening breeze blew sparkling ripples on the water surface, breaking the silver glow and adding a cold feeling.
Just like Lu Anru, she drank so much that Chui woke up and her heart became cold.
He used his little finger to pick up the stray hair on the side of his face and pushed it behind his ears, and said truthfully: "I'm very happy here, Xiao Ming. But I can't stay here alone to be happy. I have a reason to go back."
"Can,"
Sheng Ming just uttered a word of persuasion, but Lu An stopped her with a smile, "Let me finish."
She stretched her arms forward, crossed her hands behind her head, and said mockingly to herself.
"Human, you shouldn't say that about me. I'm such a contradictory person. When I was very tired and annoyed, I imagined countless times that one day I would suddenly grow up, and in the blink of an eye I would be able to overcome all the troubles and hardships and directly step into happiness. Such a lucky thing happened in my life, but I found that there are many things I can't let go of. I know that the real world is very bitter, and there is only a little bit of sweetness to comfort me in the bitterness. The key is that I can't let go of it. A little bit sweet people. It is they who hold up my light in the darkness. Now that we are all trapped in the darkness, I can’t just enjoy myself selfishly.”
The moonlight shrouded Lu Anru's body, stretching the petite shadow very long.
She was not as tall as any tree by the lake, and not as wide as the entire lake, but when she stubbornly insisted on her inner decision time and time again, in Sheng Ming's eyes, she seemed to have the ability to stand up to all injustices.
It was like in that battle, his sister pushed him away and faced five pheasants alone.
However, he promised his parents that he would live well. After the war, when Lu Anru was seriously injured and fell into coma, he secretly swore that as long as the most important person in his life could wake up and live happily, he would be willing to follow all of his wishes, even marry Ella.
He withdrew his gaze, restrained his almost wavering thoughts, lowered his eyes and said in a deep voice: "Sister, what can you change if you go back? Do you have the confidence to make the future better than the present? Do you have the confidence to stop Ning Guang from uniting the leaders of many countries? Bloodthirsty massacre?”
Leng Rubinggu's question was raised, and Lu Anrurang hesitated. If he had to ask for 100% confidence, she definitely didn't have it.
She is not a darling with a magic weapon to win. She remembers that when she was a child, her mother told her "Journey to the West", one of the four famous works of the Xia Dynasty.
How powerful is the Monkey King in it? He has several heaven-defying magic weapons in his hand, and he has to be taught his skills by famous teachers. In the early stage, the heaven was messed up, otherwise he would not be able to escape from Tathagata Buddha's Five Finger Mountain.
Talking about personal strength in the face of absolute rights is purely self-defeating.
But for many things, you don’t just give up if you don’t have much hope. Someone always has to do something that you know you can’t do.
She is not that selfless, nor is she greedy for honor. Just like the taxi driver who met this world a few days ago, he praised many team members as heroes. It sounds great, but how many lives were paid for this honor.
The world looked and heard it and thought it was great, but she felt nothing but heartache. The reason why she insisted on going back even though she knew there was danger was to change this ending.
Do you have to sacrifice a lot of people to create a hero
No! Since Brain Beast and Nan Kequan said she was arrogant, then she would be arrogant again!
Not only does she want everyone to be this hero, but she also wants to avoid mass sacrifices among academy members and her brother's legs and health problems.
After thoroughly understanding this point, people will also become enlightened.
He held his face in his hands, raised his eyebrows proudly, and said confidently: "Yes, you have to believe in sister."
"I believe you," Sheng Ming squeezed the edge of the stone where she sat with her fingers and expressed her long-cherished wish: "But I hope my sister is just an ordinary happy little girl."
"Don't worry, sister will defeat the bad guys and fight for the happiness she wants with her own hands." Lu Anru swore with clenched fists in the moonlight.
"Let's go home. I also believe that I can influence my sister and keep her here."
Sheng Ming came to Lu Anru, bent down, and slowly walked home with her on his back.
She didn't say anything more, as it would be wrong to stab her baby brother's heart with words repeatedly, not to mention that the other party still had her best interests at heart.
In the next few days, Lu Anru enjoyed the wonderful life of a white-collar worker. During the day, I used my mission experience as a plug-in to compose the thrilling journey of the game characters. In the afternoon, I played all kinds of crazy games with Ella, Sheng Ming, and Ning Guang, without having to consider the burden of homework or missions at all.
The late night snack every day is the highlight of the whole day. You can try all the delicacies of Xia Guo in the future, especially the roasted sweet potato skin, garlic crayfish, beef noodles, Chuanchuanxiang, and spicy hotpot.
Happy days always fly by, and there is only one day left before the appointed time.
Lu Anru lay on the bed, savoring the delicious food, and kept licking his lips with greed, wishing he could take these things back.
If you let too many desires dominate you, you will never be able to sleep peacefully.
I was tossing and turning on the bed like making pancakes. I had eaten a midnight snack just an hour ago, but I was hungry again due to my endless desire for delicious food.
Pick up the computer and enter the group chat to summon the late-night snack team: let’s go out and have another meal.
Ella was the first to reply: An Ruru, are you pregnant? Your food intake has increased significantly recently. @宁光, tell me, are you two planning to get married
Ning Guang: We have plans. Let’s go and have some more food with my wife.
After getting two approval votes, Sheng Ming didn't reply for a long time.
Lu Anru put on his coat, opened the door and saw his parents and Sheng Mingquan sitting in the living room. The three of them looked solemn and seemed to be discussing something very important.
Her heart suddenly lifted, and the ten days of happy life were so numb that she forgot about the real thing.
What if the bad guy Bai Jie instigates her parents to hold her back and make her miss the appointment
Tiptoeing back to the house, he pinned Yincang to his waist and buttoned his coat.
Looking down at the half-exposure of the sword, going out to meet her parents like this was tantamount to showing that she was on guard again. Feeling a little sorry, he took out his belt and tied the sword to his stomach.
Not only was the position ridiculous and painful, Yincang kept sliding down, as if in silent protest: Yuexiang's most powerful weapon was not immune to such humiliation.
Touching the hilt of the eagle-headed sword, he gently comforted Da Yincang for a while, but he still failed to cooperate, and the sword slid downwards at an increasing speed instead of decreasing.
I was looking for new tricks when there was a knock on the door.
"Anru, I'm mom, is it convenient for me to come in?"
Lu Anru untied Yincang, held it in front of him and shouted: "You stinky old man, I can't help him up."
Then he stood at the table, within reach of his hands, turned his head and replied: "Come in."
Mom opened the door and walked to her. Before she could speak, there was a "clang" from her leg. Yincang slid to the ground in a striking way, and her mother's expression changed at the same time.
The mother frowned slightly, her eyes filled with heartache, and asked in a harsh voice: "Why did you take it out?"
She was full of embarrassment that couldn't be wiped off her face. She glared hard at Adou, who was retaliating against her, and explained in a covert manner: "I've been eating too much and doing nothing lately. Ella said I'm fat, so I took it out to exercise."
"Um."
Her mother responded without asking any more questions. She sat beside her bed and said thoughtfully: "The leader of your company contacted me in the afternoon and said that you took a long leave. He thinks more highly of you and can't directly ask you why, so please come to me." Okay, let me ask you what’s on your mind.”
Lu Anru lifted Yincang up, feeling that it was about to fall again, so he simply put it flat on the table.
Putting one hand on the hilt of the eagle-headed sword, he looked out the window sadly and said faintly, "I quite like this leader too."
Who doesn't like a silly leader who gives out bonuses whenever they disagree with her? She has been on the job for ten days and has received five figures in bonuses alone. She can buy as many things as she likes.
Compare the leaders in the other world, Huang Qite and Zhou, each more harsh than the other. When she thought of Huang Qite's punishment rules, she felt very bad. It was too unfriendly to someone like her who was powerful but didn't like to be punctual.
"An Ru, in this world there are always horses with thousands of miles, but not always Bole. Now that you can meet a Bole who understands you, you should cherish it." Her mother took her little hand and patted it meaningfully.
Her nose was sore from excessive regret, and she sniffed and replied: "Well, when you see me next time, remember to tell me so that my brain won't be too dull. At work, I can design the tasks and test situations into the game."
Leave the wealth code to yourself in this world, and hope that the other person will be lucky enough to realize her good intentions.
Mother looked away in a panic and asked softly: "An Ru, what are you going to do on leave?"
This thought obviously did not distort her out-of-key words. She really wanted to tell her mother the truth, but she was afraid that there would be another unpleasant incident before leaving, so she could only find excuses to lie.
"I have made a lot of money recently. I plan to take a break and travel. I will visit the beautiful mountains and rivers of Xia Kingdom and come back after a while."
The mother held her hand and suddenly broke out in layers of cold sweat. Her delicate almond-shaped eyes stared at her again, as if she had many unspeakable things to say.
Lu Anru felt bad, this was a sign of a showdown.
He took out his hand and grabbed Yin Cang. Before he landed on the sword, he heard his mother whispering: "As long as you and Xiao Ming are safe and happy, your father and I will fully support any decision you make."
The hand that was about to grab the sword paused for a few seconds, then slapped the table and exclaimed: "I am so happy to have parents like you!"
Under the mother's sad smile, they held each other's hands again and made righteous promises.
"Mom, I have grown up and will no longer be willful. Don't worry, you and my dad will spend your old age in peace, get back in the car and go out for travel. You have your own life, there is no need to just do it for Xiao Ming and I are about to start a family and start a business. We can make money and treat our physical problems. If you and my dad continue to be dragged down by us, I will only hate myself for being unfilial."
"Mom's little Anru is the most sensible."
Her mother hugged her and held her in her arms. Not long after, the cheek against her shoulder made her pajamas wet.
Lu Anru's heart was as sharp as a knife, and he patted his mother's back gently.
It seems that besides being able to comfort her mother in this way, all she has left is to go back early to change the future and give her mother a healthy son.
Her mother did not go back to her room at night, but hugged her and slept with her all night.
Lu Anru didn't close her eyes all night. On the one hand, she felt uncomfortable, and on the other hand, she couldn't completely let down her guard. And the pain in her heart was precisely because she couldn't let down her guard. This kind of torture made her stiff until dawn.
In the morning, after eating a breakfast made with love by my mother, I waved goodbye to my mother and father and went to work.
Sitting on the sofa in the hall, Sheng Ming stayed beside her for a long time, which made her feel heartbroken.
After adjusting her breathing that was disturbed by her impatience, she asked in the tone of a sister who cares about her younger brother: "Xiao Ming, your children's magic training class seems to open at 9 o'clock in the morning."
"Yeah." Sheng Ming responded solemnly.
Lu Anru raised his eyes and looked at the watch hanging on the wall, and reminded him thoughtfully: "It's 8:40. You should hurry up and get busy. Don't keep the parents waiting."
"Sister, are you leaving?"
The question came out of the blue, and Lu Anru's heart tightened again. She was almost infected by the sorrow in Sheng Ming's voice, and blurted out the truth.
After calming down for a moment, she then imagined from a self-deception perspective that Sheng Ming was probably asking her if she was going on a trip
Hehe laughed happily and replied: "Yes, the first stop is XJ Yili, go to the prairie to eat delicious grilled lamb chops."
"I'll go with you, okay?" Sheng Ming asked her almost in a pleading tone.
Lu Anru bit her lower lip and refused cruelly: "You have your own things to do, so don't follow me around. I'll come back after a while when I've had enough fun."
I believe that once she leaves, she no longer takes up the resources of this time and space, and Lu Anru of this time and space will naturally come back.
"No, you won't come back, you are lying to me. If you like to hear me call you sister, I will keep calling you sister. If you like me and Ella to be together, I will marry her. Whatever you like, I will What are you doing, please don’t leave? Even if you have to leave, please take me away with you?”
Sheng Ming lowered his head, and a drop of crystal tears fell to the ground, followed by countless tears, soaking his worn-out slippers.
Lu Anru recognized the pair of slippers. When Sheng Ming was 14 years old, she used her first exam reward to buy a pair for each of them. Five years later, the slippers are already worn out, but Sheng Ming still wears them every day.
The brother she had always been proud of, the brother she had always regarded as her supreme treasure, the brother she had never bowed her head to, the brother she had never cried for, was crying and begging her.
In an instant, tears blurred her vision...
"Sister, don't let me gain and lose again. I will really collapse. I don't want to live alone in my life without you."
Her precious brother's words turned into countless long needles, pricking her heart. Although the pain was not as severe as the damage caused by the sharp blade, it made her heart sore that it became difficult to breathe.
"Xiao Ming, I am not from this time and space."
She really couldn't hide or deceive Sheng Ming.
He sniffed, swallowed the liquid blocking his nose and throat, and sobbed: "Stop crying, ah, you cry makes me so uncomfortable. Only after I leave can Lu Anru of this world come back."
"No, she can't come back. She died in the war in 2041. She died to protect me who was seriously injured." Sheng Ming leaned back on the sofa and let tears wash away all reason: "I really can't lose anymore It’s time for you, Anru.”
(End of chapter)