Lu Anru was struck by lightning and couldn't utter a complete question for a long time. According to the bad news mentioned by Sheng Ming in the future, it means that she will only have about 2 years to live after she returns
No, if this is really the case, she still shouts that she wants to help the team members change their destiny, which is too high-minded.
She should make her own survival her primary goal! But compared to going back to fight for a chance of survival, it seems that staying in the future is a better choice.
People's selfishness often becomes particularly apparent when their own interests or safety are seriously endangered. Her unwavering determination was like a withered leaf in the wind, and she just wanted to let it go.
After all, as a human being, if you don't understand what happened before you, just looking for a good name behind you, you are just a fool, and at the same time, you are a great fool.
However, she is not that aware. Instead, she believes in what Yin Yi said. This world exists because of her. What’s the use of a better world if you’re not here anymore.
Restraining the compromising thought of agreeing to stay, I repeatedly asked myself to calm down quickly in my mind.
Looking at it from a different perspective and treating it as a conspiracy, including the purpose of causing her mission to fail, I feel a little better.
As soon as he calmed down, anger followed, and he said angrily: "Xiao Ming, maybe I shouldn't call you Xiao Ming. Maybe you gave up to Duan a long time ago. Your method of forcing people to stay is very unfair."
Sheng Ming had already guessed that she would question it, so he took out a slightly yellowed newspaper from his pocket.
Judging from the color, the newspaper is quite old, but the paper has no damage, and it can be seen that it was well preserved by Sheng Ming.
Sheng Ming wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, as if she was afraid that if her tears fell on the newspaper, the words would be blurred.
He unfolded the newspaper meticulously, laid it flat on the coffee table, and tapped his finger on the most conspicuous headline.
Lu Anru, adhering to the mentality of wanting to expose the trick after seeing it, looked at the location pointed by Sheng Ming.
Eye-catching big characters come into view: [Heroes do not ask where they come from]
The specific content is even more shocking: [Today, May 27, 2041, our army successfully occupied the Xia Kingdom Palace and arrested Ning Guang and his guard leader Wu Hao. According to reliable statistics from the drama, the biological monsters that concern the most, the Terror Crane, have been completely eliminated by the Yuexiang warriors. This victory was inseparable from their fearless efforts. Just yesterday, we lost another 3,060 soldiers. Alerts will be sounded across the country at three o'clock this afternoon to remember the heroes and let us remember their names forever!]
The names should be arranged by rank, and her name is clearly in the first row, followed closely by the names of Li Mo, April, Dai Qiyang and many other old members.
"After the war, my parents and I tried to transfer your soul to other media, but all the mutated creatures were wiped out, and there was no energy to support the success rate of transfer. We repeatedly tried other methods, but all failed. Half a year later, I don’t see any more fluctuations in the soul sensor, so I can only be forced to accept that you are really dead.”
Sheng Ming paused here, carefully put away the newspaper, and wiped his face with both hands. The tears that had been suppressed for a long time were stained between her fingers, and the emotions that she had not dared to express in front of her parents were now pouring out.
"I insisted that my parents leave a room for you in the new house, filled with things you used to use, just because I could have a spiritual sustenance. Thirteen days ago, when I came back to clean your room, I saw you looking calm and peaceful. Lying firmly on the bed, you still have the same face as before you left. Even if you are unconscious, you still hold Yin Cang tightly. "
Lu Anru covered his ears with his hands, shook his head wildly and shouted: "Stop talking, I won't believe what you say, you must be in touch with Duan. You all want me to fail the mission, but I don't go along with your wishes. I don't listen."
Sheng Ming grabbed her wrist and agreed mutely: "Okay, you don't have to listen, you can go back to the past. I told my parents last night that I will go with you. I don't know that there are two people in the same time and space. What will happen to me, but I would rather die than continue to live in ignorance. You have been gone for three years, and I have been a walking zombie for three years."
The roar pierced her ears and penetrated her heart without any hindrance.
She suddenly realized her mother's grief last night, and at the same time understood the deeper meaning of her mother's words.
'Your father and I fully support whatever decision you make. '
But the premise is to be safe and happy...
If two identical people appear in one dimension of time and space, the result is obvious and they will inevitably be unable to coexist.
She has read books on related discussions, and the extreme view is that the conservation law of the universe does not allow large deviations. Once many planets deviate from their orbits, it means that they will be destroyed by impact at any time. The same is true for the creatures in the star. Once a certain creature has a serious deviation, it will be erased. Not only the body, but also everything related to it will disappear, including the memories it left in people's minds.
The conservative view is that from the perspective of biological existence itself, the appearance of another identical person is equivalent to the fission of everything about the existing person. The self will not allow the other person to rob one of one's luck, resources, and space.
The terrifying effect made her unable to sit still and wait for death. She withdrew her hand angrily, grabbed Sheng Ming's ear, and shouted: "Please wake up. I am sacrificing myself here to protect you. You are so sluggish, can you deserve me?"
Sheng Ming looked at her after a few seconds, with unconcealable joy on his face, and asked, "Are you willing to believe me?"
Lu Anru took out a tissue and put it on Sheng Ming's face. He moved his hands irregularly in circles and wiped his face clean like punishment.
Throwing the tissue into the trash can, he said fiercely: "Ella, Ning Guang, the taxi driver, and my boss, you brought them all here to act, right?"
"Well, I'm sorry."
Sheng Ming apologized in a deep voice and slowly told the whole story: "I kept watch over you all night that day and you didn't wake up. My parents advised me not to be too happy because they thought there was something fishy. But I heard from your little babble. I heard that you were entering the nightmare realm. Then I remembered that when you just completed the Nanke mission, you told me that you had been to the future, but you couldn't explain many details. I mistakenly thought that you just did it. It's like a nightmare in the future. It's all my fault. If only I had listened to you sooner."
In fact, when she saw Li Mo's name, Lu Anru connected the threads of many strange things, but she just didn't want to accept the cruel facts.
When he woke up on the first day, his father hesitated several times. What he wanted to say was suppressed by his mother's winks.
She knew Sheng Ming's character very well. Sheng Ming fell in love with someone and would not bring him to meet his parents hastily. He would give the other person the best sense of ceremony within his ability.
When Ella came that day, she did have a ring on her hand, but it was just on the ring finger of her left hand. An ordinary plain gold ring, in the style of a twist, without any inlays.
Wearing a ring on the ring finger of a girl's left hand often means she is married. She was trying to show the authenticity of the matter and used this point to prove the fact, but it could not withstand careful scrutiny.
Duan can erase people's memories and can also read them. If Duan really wants to show the details, he should let everyone do things that fit their character rather than improvising things.
The most reliable answer is that Li Mo is dead. Ella marries an undead spirit and buys a ring to express her determination to silence everyone.
Sheng Ming's love is very hot, even if she is a sister, she can feel it. For such a big event as Tangtang's engagement, Sheng Ming received blessings from her parents, and Guang kissed Ella's forehead lightly, which was too polite and polite.
When the simple-minded Ella faced her, it looked more like she had made a huge mistake and was cautious in what she said and did. It wasn't until she accepted her job that Ella let go of her tense state and came to eat and play with her every day.
Not only were the two of them weird, but Ning Guang was even weirder. When she asked about the crane chicken, Ning Guang gave an evasive explanation. It was still a lie full of loopholes, treating her as a blind person who was not smart.
In many photos, the Scarecrow stands on the opposite side of the students, and in one photo it is clear that the students are fighting against it. Although the weapons were not touched, the look of hatred was enough to prove everything.
The price of thinking clearly is that the spirit is broken and the courage is gone. I hold my drooped head with one hand to adjust my mood.
She didn't mention going back, and Sheng Ming certainly wouldn't mention it.
Ning Guang and Ella were called out for dinner at noon, and Ella was ready to continue acting, asking her to reveal it in two sentences.
The red-haired girl simply gave up covering up and complained to her aggrievedly: "An Ruru, it's killing me these days. I don't want to steal love, but the senior said that before you leave, your biggest wish is for me and you. Two lonely people come together and he wants to help you realize your wish."
"What kind of love can be snatched away with a sword?" Lu Anru wondered.
Seeing that the red-haired girl was speaking freely, she felt a little more comfortable. This kind of nervous state suited Ella.
Sheng Ming coughed lightly and placed the ice cream he bought next to the two girls.
The red-haired girl timidly looked at the person who issued the reminder. She whispered weakly and avoided the topic: "Forget it, wait until the person involved tells you in person. I believe that he will recover and will not make the same mistakes again. He will definitely hold on to them." Stay with you.”
"party?"
Lu Anru became more and more confused as she listened. She guessed from the surface that someone wanted to confess to her. She looked at Ning Guang, who was most likely, and asked, "Do you have something to tell me?"
Ning Guang shook his head and nodded again the next second.
Lu Anru couldn't understand and was too lazy to guess, so he urged: "Is there any? Just tell me directly."
Ning Guang looked at Sheng Ming with a complex expression, and said very gentlemanly: "I used despicable means to take away your right to choose, which caused many big mistakes. This time, let Sheng Ming speak first, and I will speak after he finishes. You can choose freely.”
Faced with the situation where everyone was playing riddles, Lu Anru's patience was completely exhausted. He clenched his fists and smashed the table. He said angrily: "Oh my God, people in the future like to make mysteries. It's so annoying. Come on, what should I choose?" "
Seeing the petite person's fierce breasts, the three people who were accused were in a good mood and laughed one after another.
"Stop laughing!"
Lu Anru shouted angrily in a low voice.
Ella agreed repeatedly: "Okay, okay, don't laugh, we are just too happy. Being able to see you again, and being able to face you with my true self, there is nothing more joyful than this."
As Ella spoke, she secretly turned her head and gently tested her eyes with her fingers.
Lu Anru caught this small action with his eyes, so he did not continue to ask the question, and volunteered to act as a little live treasure to make the three of them happy.
After finishing the meal laughing and joking, she followed Sheng Ming back home.
Through chatting on the way, she learned that the company she worked for was the training class branch of Sheng Ming, and her boss was a subordinate of Sheng Ming. No wonder the process of editing the game is so simple and the boss is so happy to make money.
She shook the hand held tightly by Sheng Ming and said coquettishly: "You are so cruel, you plan to make me indulge in a wasteful life."
"Well, I will take care of Anru from now on. Anru just lives a happy life, buys what she wants to buy, and does what she wants to do, okay?"
Sheng Ming opened the door, pulled her into the house, leaned over and placed his lips on her forehead, kissing her from forehead to the tip of her nose.
Lu Anru chuckled because of the itch, stretched his hands to Sheng Ming's armpits, and scratched his itchy flesh.
The two's heartfelt laughter was so contagious that it attracted their parents to come from the living room.
"Anru, do you understand?"
The mother asked excitedly. When she saw Sheng Ming's doting movements and eyes, she knew it was not the right time to ask.
"You guys get busy first." She looked into her husband's eyes happily, and pulled her husband back to their bedroom quickly, "Let's go, we can go to work peacefully in the afternoon."
Even his parents loved playing riddles, and Lu Anru couldn't help but lose the mood to play with Sheng Ming.
He lowered his hands, ducked out of his arms, and muttered, "What can Xiao Ming and I be busy with?"
"Anru, I have something very important to tell you."
The wrist of her left hand was held again by Sheng Ming, and her right hand accidentally touched Yin Cang, who was fastened to her waist. The cold touch made her heart tremble, as if she had forgotten something very important.
"Wait a minute, Xiao Ming." She pondered carefully and remembered what she had forgotten.
The sacrificed team members! If she decides to stay, what will happen to the sacrificed team members
But going back means that if she can't change the future, she can just count the days. Over 600 days, every day counts and becomes less than one day.
After a painful struggle, she held Sheng Ming back and said, "I won't go back, but you have to go somewhere with me."
"Okay." Sheng Ming agreed happily.
Lu Anru took Sheng Ming to the flower shop where she bought postcards last time and asked Sheng Ming to take out the newspaper.
I wrote a letter to the people on the list one by one. I was afraid that excessive content would cause a big deviation in the determination of the conservation model. I just stated the time when the war started and the time of their death, hoping that they would be alert.
After signing, Lu Anru silently wrote five words: selfish AR.
Returning home in a depressed mood, he declined Sheng Ming's newly arranged activities: "I'll take a nap, Xiao Ming."
"Yeah, sweet dreams."
Sheng Ming gently stroked her hair and sent her to the house. He quietly waited for her to fall asleep before slowly exiting the house.
In the dream, Lu Anru was walking in thick fog and could not see anything, but could only smell the strong smell of blood.
She kept pushing her hands forward, trying to push away the thick fog. But the thick fog seemed to be against her, getting thicker and thicker.
I could faintly hear a very sad song, as if I had heard it somewhere.
I concentrated on recalling it, and suddenly remembered in the heart-string-tearing tune that it was Xiao Luan's soothing song!
She hadn't dreamed about Xiao Luan for about seven or eight days. Worry arose and she asked loudly: "Xiao Luan, where are you? Are the team members okay? I have something very important to tell them."
No one answered, and after a while, I heard a low cry as if someone had been shot: "It's you who is attacking us..."
Sheng Ming's voice!
Immediately afterwards, everything became clear before my eyes, and there were corpses everywhere!
(End of chapter)