Those things in the past have long been buried in the dust by her.
She didn't want to say it at all, and if she did, she would just humiliate herself.
"I don't care about the past... everyone will have a past."
Xiao Zhuyu still had a faint smile, and the way he looked at Bo Sufei was still gentle.
"you… "
Seeing his expression, Bo Sufei suddenly had a thought in her heart.
If he had told everything about his past, his expression would not be like this.
Thinking of this, Bo Sufei gritted her teeth.
The fingers moved.
"Twenty years ago, I came here to work as a nanny with my old sisters. At that time, we were assigned to different families... My good sisters were taking the adult college entrance examination and working at the same time, and I, because I am a Dumb! I also have low self-esteem and am afraid to communicate. This is also the case. In the end, the two of us embarked on two different paths. In the end, she became the young mistress of a rich family and I became the mistress who was kept captive by the master. Later, I couldn't bear it. After staying there, I returned to my hometown, but when I went back, I was already dizzy...:
When Bo Sufei came here, her fingers paused, as if thinking of that time, her eyes became even more panicked.
"I know that this is not good, but in my heart, I still hope that I can give birth to this child, so I gave birth to it despite the pressure... From then on, my reputation in the village became worse and worse. Originally, my parents were At that time, everything was fine, but when my parents passed away, the nightmare came, being raped, being slandered, being raped again... I thought about death, but I died, my daughter What should I do! Haha... I have been a prostitute, the kind of cheap prostitute who paid ten yuan a time, haha... I was raped for free, or for money, I naturally chose the latter, what can I do... I It can't be solved... I'm also afraid to go out, so I can only live in such cowardice and cowardly till now."
Bo Sufei's fingers paused.
Her hands fell to her sides.
There was no smile on Xiao Zhuyu's face, but the look in his eyes made her even more distressed.
"Haha... Are you disgusting with me now? You might even drive me away!"
Bo Sufei raised her head and smiled self-deprecatingly. Her eyes were also full of ridicule.
Xiao Zhuyu stood up and walked towards Bo Sufei step by step. He walked to her and stretched out his arms to hug Bo Sufei.
His embrace was very warm, and even had a faint bookish scent. This kind of scent made people's hearts calm down all of a sudden.
Bo Sufei struggled to get out of his arms, although struggling to do so was indeed a very difficult thing for her.
Because his embrace was so warm, she was a little reluctant to leave him because of the warmth.
Bo Sufei used all her strength to push Xiao Zhuyu away.
"You...didn't you see what I said clearly?"
Bo Sufei frowned and looked at Xiao Zhuyu, what's wrong with him?
He even said that he was above this level, but he was still like this.
"I heard it clearly, and I became more determined. I have a thought in my heart: I want to be with you, I want to protect you from wind and rain, and I want you to live a better life in the future."
(End of chapter)