"The operation lasted for several hours. Finally, when the doctor came out, Jing Lan said that the fetus was a little big when she had a miscarriage. The operation was not done well and it caused heavy bleeding. In addition, she was delayed for a while in the private clinic. So, although she is saved now Came here, but she would never have the right to be a mother."
"I was stunned, and suddenly remembered to call Leng Yi, and then sent her to the ward with the nurse. She was still very weak, and she had to talk to me after she was a little stricken. She asked if I knew why. She wants to shed her and Lengyi’s children. Actually I know, but I can only say that I don’t know."
"Then she explained to me, she said it was because of me, because she loved me, she really didn't want to go against her heart and marry Leng Yi. She also said, anyway, I am alone now, she will treat me better than Tingzi Better. Of course I would not agree with her proposal, but she just had the operation and I didn't want to irritate her, so I just comforted her and asked her to rest."
"And I don't know, Leng Yi has arrived at the hospital at this time, and is standing at the door of the ward, listening to our words without revealing it. When I saw Jing Lan's horrified eyes, I looked back, Leng Yi walked towards me angrily and punched me, saying that I had killed his child and wanted me to return it to him!"
"I want to explain, and I feel that I really have nothing to explain. Jing Lan is indeed because I shed the child. Seeing that her feelings were discovered by Leng Yi, Jing Lan simply didn't care, and frankly proposed to dissolve the marriage contract with Leng Yi. Leng Yi It can be said that Yi is heartbroken. Jing Lan is a girl he has liked for many years. It was hard for both of them to grow up and get married, but it was because of me."
"I was eager to clarify that I had nothing to do with Jing Lan, so I immediately said, I will not marry her, and there is nothing between me and her. As soon as this word came out, Jing Lan fainted immediately, Leng Yi was upset, and called a doctor. At the same time, he was furious at me, saying that I was an irresponsible man! And regardless of the three or seven twenty-one, he fought with me."
"I didn't want to fight with him, so I kept tolerating, and finally the hospital guard pulled us away. I saw Lengyi here, so I left the hospital. I shouldn't have been here. A few days later, Jing Lan was discharged from the hospital, foolishly. Looking at me, my face is pale. I still can't bear it. I think if a woman can't be a mother for a lifetime, it must be very painful, and this is more or less related to me."
"I finally chose to leave home, wandering around outside, and between every hotel, hoping that my disappearance would make Jing Lan forget me, but I was wrong. It was Leng Yi’s birthday that day, and he called it a long time ago. Call me to go home for dinner."
"I think I should go back for his birthday. He drank a lot of alcohol in the evening, and I drank with him. Both of them were a little drunk. Especially me, I didn’t know how to drink, so how did I go upstairs? I don’t even know."
"At the corner of the stairs, Jing Lan suddenly appeared, her face was as white as a piece of paper, her eyes were hollow and she said foolishly,'Leng Yan, I love you.' At that time, I was stunned, and then She suddenly rushed over and kissed me proactively. At that time, my mind was blank and completely frightened by her, but Leng Yi suddenly appeared and began to reprimand me loudly."
"The scolding was terrible. The shadows of my childhood reappeared. He said that I was a wild breed, a bastard born from a bitch, a woman who robbed her, took his property, and said that I am nothing. He shouldn't show up at all. Leng family, as the master of Leng family, he ordered me to go away."
"Jinglan suddenly knelt down to beg for me, begging him to forgive me, forgive her. I was very depressed at the time. Actually, I had nothing to do with her. Why should I ask for Lengyi's forgiveness?"
"But when Leng Yi saw her begging for me, he became even more angry. He almost snarled at me, asking me to use the old way to solve this matter with him. Our old way is racing. Whoever wins is in charge. The duel is almost the same, whoever wins is with Jing Lan."
"I was actually a racing master when I was in middle school, but every time I let Lengyi win, I don’t know why. Maybe it’s because I was an inferiority person in Leng’s family. I am willing to wrong myself, but this time, I don't want to fight him because, this bet is not what I want, I never thought about wanting his woman."
"When he saw that I refused to get in the car, he pointed to my nose and cursed, saying that I had lost the face of Leng's family and was not fit to be a Leng's person. Whoever loses would get out of Leng's house and forcibly push me into the car. One step ahead of me and drove away."
"I originally chased it for a while, but then I thought it was really boring, so I changed my way. I thought, since Lengyi wants me to get out, then I'll get out. I'm not interested in the wealth and status of the Leng family. So, I packed up my things that night and went to Japan."
"A few days later, I received a call from home saying that Lengyi died in a car accident and wanted me to go home immediately. I regret it, if I continue to follow that night, maybe Lengyi will not die. I should have thought of it, Lengyi drink It is very dangerous to drive at a speed after being so drunk."
"Actually, Leng Yi is a very good person, especially during the period when I came back from Japan, he really treated me as a younger brother. I think I indirectly killed him. Actually, I didn’t intend to hurt anyone, but I Always doing things that hurt others, maybe my existence is a kind of harm to others."
"The fortune teller that Zeng's mother asked for said that I'm depriving my wife. Of course, I don't believe it, but my appearance really makes everyone unhappy.
"Without me, my mother might have a better life, so she wouldn't be begging my father for me. Without me, Leng Yan's mother would not hate me so much that she stumbled when she reprimanded me by the lake. Fell into the lake; if it were not for me, Leng Yi and Jinglan would be a loving couple; if it weren’t for wanting to give birth to me, Tingzi would not die. Ever since I was a child, I thought I was a superfluous person, and It turns out that I am indeed..."
(End of this chapter)