People who don’t know will think she is a happy expectant mother. However, people who are familiar with her, such as Yin's father and son, often dare not look at her smiling face. She is small and thin, who pretends to be such a strong face.
"It's for you, baby!" The only person sitting at the window, touching her abdomen with her hand, her peaceful smile is always the same, "Baby, Mommy is sorry that I can't give you a complete home, but Mommy will give you the most complete Love will use her actions to tell you that there are many difficulties in life, so we must learn to be strong!"
There was a knock on the door, "The only one, isn't it okay? Go to the hospital for an examination today!" It was Yin Ziran who was waiting for her.
"Come!" The only one put on his coat and opened the door.
Yin Ziran's smile was like winter sunshine, and he stretched out his arms, "Come on! Baby!"
The only one tilted his head and smiled, holding him, and following his steps downstairs.
The corner of her eye secretly looked at Yin Ziran's profile, tears filled her eyes quietly. She was so lucky that God gave her such a man to be her elder brother. From childhood to adulthood, to the upcoming motherhood, she stood by her Guard her behind.
From the initial admiration of the youth to the pure brother-sister relationship today, she will always cherish the deep and mellowness of this. Perhaps she would evade him in the past, but now, she can finally enjoy his favor without guilt. In this way, can she make up for a certain gap in her heart
A cold and melancholic face slowly emerged from this gap, and the pain was overflowing with it. Even a blink of an eye would cause soreness in the eye, and the finger would be stiff and painful.
She knows better than anyone, some people, no one can replace, just like every night, lonely into a dream, she will still say his name over and over again in her heart, Yan, Yan...
When I woke up, I was wet with tears, only curling my legs, hugging the little things in the abdomen, and the little things connected to his blood, seemed to still hold him, and then forced myself to dream, looking for his eyes, His eyebrows...
She knew that she was very hopeless, but who would tell her how to miss him
For example, when she often sits alone on the window sill, his smiling face will appear in the window, smiling and calling her, wife, wife;
For example, when he is reading a book, the words on the book gradually disappear, and his eyes appear in the book, or indifferent, or naughty, or sad, or spoiled;
For example, now, his figure appears at the door again, still looking so handsome and charming, and his gloomy eyes are the same as before...
She laughed, facing the direction of his phantom, Leng Yan, Leng Yan, what should I do? Forgetting you, I am reluctant, not to forget, I am too sad, but can I choose whether to forget or not to forget
"Leng Yan?" Yin Ziran beside him shouted in surprise.
This cry awakened the only one from the trance, she rubbed her eyes, yes, it was Leng Yan! It's really Leng Yan! Not an illusion!
Her first reaction was to want to run into his arms, which seemed to have become her instinct, but her steps were stagnant because of the appearance of Jufeier.
Qiu Fei'er stood by his side grandiosely, holding his hand, looking directly at her provocatively, telling her that his side was her Qiu Fei'er's position.
At that moment, she admitted that she had been defeated and defeated thoroughly. The nails cut into Yin Ziran's arm fiercely through the thick coat. Who will tell her how to pretend to be strong
Yin Ziran understood her and stretched out his left hand to cover her hand with the warmth of the palm, leading her down the stairs step by step, and walked to the two of them.
The only one who didn't dare to look at him, let alone escape, looked over the gap between him and Qiu Feier, and landed in the garden of Yin's house.
"Leng Yan, the only one and I are going to the hospital, what's the matter?" Yin Ziran supported her body, supported her will, and supported the embarrassing situation in front of her.
Fortunately there is him, otherwise how would she speak? The pain in my heart keeps surging, and my throat is stuck. I can't breathe anymore. How can I talk
"Go to the hospital? Very good! I also just want to take the only one to the hospital." Leng Yan spoke, but put his hand on Qiu Fei'er's waist.
The only tingling in the eyes, is it necessary? Is it necessary to show off against an abandoned woman? But what does he mean by going to the hospital
She retracted her eyes and finally looked at him. There was a strange peace in his eyes, the same calm as a stranger.
His tone was the same calm, only the shock brought by the calm words had completely destroyed the only one.
"I'm here to take the only person to go to the hospital to be a trafficker, this child, I don't want it." An understatement, it seems to be telling someone else's story.
The only thing that came into my mind was the sentence he once said: my wife, whether it is a son or a daughter, is called Leng Ran, remember!
Her thinking fell into chaos, and these two sentences alternately entangled in her mind. For a while, she couldn't tell which one was an illusion and which one was true.
"What are you talking about?" Her throat was too tight to make a sound, only her lips moved slightly.
Leng Yan smiled gently, but turned to Qiu Fei'er, and then his eyes fell back to the only face, apologizing, but helplessly, "Mayfair doesn't like that I have seeds left out, so, the only one, I'm sorry, in fact, this way Okay, it will be easier for you to remarry in the future..."
At that moment, the only internal organs were hollowed out, my mind was blank, and I couldn't feel the pain.
He wants to take this child away
Once the crystallization of love, the best longing between them, he has been lying on her belly with pride and listening to the child's movements countless times. Has he forgotten all this
A small life conceived day by day in her body, she can already feel his occasional restless "movement", on the verge of her collapse, it is precisely because of his existence that gives her the courage to live, every loneliness In the middle of the night, he was the only one who spoke with her.
(End of this chapter)