"Because..." The only thing she couldn't say, after holding back for a long time, she finally spit out a few words, "Child... no more..." The sharp pain in her chest swelled instantly, blocking her voice hoarse and unable to cry.
Leng Yan stayed there for a long time, only to hear the only slight sob in the room, and his heart seemed to be torn apart with the arrival of the news...
Couldn't the heavens hear his prayer? If suffering must fall on him, why let the only suffer? Why should children be implicated
Habitually, I deeply inserted my fingers into my hair, and the hair was entangled in my fingers, making my scalp sore...
The only one stood up gently, wiped away the tears on his face, and walked in front of Leng Yan, bringing up a little wind with her unique aura, alarming Leng Yan who was drowning in pain.
"Why don't you lie down and rest?" He raised his head and asked lightly.
The only thing that didn't answer, he took out the bag from the closet and slowly packed his own things.
She suddenly discovered that she had nothing to take away. The only thing that belonged to her was the little cloth bear, which was left in the old house...
She smiled bitterly, so be it, nothing is taken away, from then on is a new beginning...
She brushed the spread from the sideburns, and she walked out.
"Where are you going?" Leng Yan shouted behind him.
She stopped and replied nonchalantly, "The child is gone, I should go too..." She didn't look back, because she was afraid that the courage she had finally gathered would be melted by the look in his eyes...
"No!" He yelled, rushed forward and hugged her from behind, buried his face in her hair, and muttered like begging, "Don't leave, don't leave me..."
The only tears fell, and the big one dropped on the back of his hand, "If I continue to stay here, what will it be? Yes, I once promised to be the surrogate of the Leng family, but I regret it now, I regret it. Is it okay? Leng Yan, let me go, okay?"
The fragrance of her hair penetrated into his heart with his breath, the strands entangled his heart, and the traces made him feel distressed, "No, I don't allow you to go! The only thing, I can't live without you!"
"Really? I have never found myself so important to Mr. Leng!" The only verbal mockery was carved into his heart like a knife.
"The only one, I know I'm sorry! The child is gone, it's my fault, I shouldn't leave you, but, I really..." He choked up, "I don't know what to do, the only one, give me something Time, okay? We will still have children..."
The only one who wiped the tears on his face fiercely, forced himself to be cruel, "Yes, you will still have children. With the aura of your Mr. Leng's richest man, there will be countless women willing to give birth to you. Isn't it a surrogacy game? Who is different from you? So, find another woman who is willing to give birth to you. Good luck!"
"The only one! You only understand what you want me to say!" He held her shoulders and forced her to turn to face him. "There is only one and only one in the world, and you are the only one I have. Do you know that I am busy? What does it feel like to come back day after night and not see you? I was looking for you all over the world like crazy, and I almost broke down when I found myself!"
"So, what are you up to all day and night?" The only one raised his head and looked directly at his black eyes.
"I..." Leng Yan hesitated to speak, finally avoiding the only gaze.
The only one smiled, tears rolled down, "Leng Yan, I believe you, I believe you love me, and I love you too, but love is not enough for two people together. With you, I’m so tired. , It’s so hard. Take a step back. We try to give each other and ourselves one more choice, one more space, we... Let’s separate first... Maybe, without each other, we will live better, what do you think?"
Her crystal eyes were filled with tears, Leng Yan stretched out his hand, with a tear drop on the palm of his hand, carrying the residual heat of her body temperature, and the sour feeling began to spread from the palm of his hand, he clenched his fist...
To love someone is to make her happy, and she said she was tired, she said she worked hard, then, then...
She and Yin Ziran were laughing freely together. When was the only one who was strong and brave and could not shed tears disappeared? She always cried in front of him, and endless tears penetrated his and her lives. .
"Mr. Leng, judging from your face and handprints, you are the life of your wife..." said the fortune-teller who Zeng Ma brought many years ago...
Finally, his hand gradually loosened.
Although he still didn't believe in divination, the departure of the child cast a shadow over his heart.
He doesn't want the only one to cry for him again, and he doesn't want her to be in danger. If she leaves him, she will be happy, will have a relaxed life, and smile again. Then, he is willing to let go...
Let him guard his gloom, his loneliness, for the rest of his life...
As long as you live better than me, baby...
Looking at the tearful face when she turned around, watching her figure disappearing step by step outside the white fence of Xia Hua's remnants, Haizi's poems reappeared in her mind, and she muttered in her heart:
I also bless you
Wish you a bright future
May your lover finally get married
Wish you happiness in this world
I just want to face the sea and the spring flowers bloom...
Close the door to isolate the sun and sea breeze outside. He is destined to only have darkness in his life...
The only thing that doesn't regret is that the falling elves in this world brought him a dreamlike life, which gave him the illusion that God finally sent the sun to his corner.
The illusion is an illusion after all...
Think of it as a dream, waking up from the dream, he is still the same...
(End of this chapter)