Su Cheng wanted to say something, and held back.
In this situation, she really didn't want Ji Chenxi to participate anymore.
When Ji Chenxi appeared, it was three hours later.
He came straight from the airport eagerly, with the suitcase still in the back seat of the car.
Su Cheng stroked his eyebrows and raised his eyes to look at him, "Didn't you say you don't have to come over?"
"You know, I can't ignore it." He looked at her, eyes burning.
Su Cheng avoided the sight, "Chenxi, we should have made it very clear between us, you and I..."
"Chengcheng, don't say anything impossible." Ji Chenxi frowned, stepped forward and held her shoulders, "I missed it once, and I won't be wrong the second time!"
"No," she shook her head, "I was sorry for you back then, not your fault..."
"Do you think I haven't thought about this problem?" Ji Chenxi's expression was somewhat complicated, and he looked straight at her, "I have told myself countless times that you have ruined all my illusions about future happiness, and I also I want to ruin you together! But... But I can't do it."
Su Cheng's hands were tightly clenched. At that time, she was so painful that she lost her skin.
"I can't see your pain, your tears, or even your unhappy!" Ji Chen hoped to fix her, and said firmly: "Chengcheng, I have already thought very clearly this time. I won't let it go anymore. The time we missed is made up for every minute."
"Chenxi..." She still wanted to speak, but Ji Chenxi went over her and came straight behind her.
"Uncle, auntie." He bowed and saluted the two elders with great respect, "I should have come to visit you two long ago. I did not do well before, and I hope you can forgive me."
His attitude in this meeting was low enough, and his sincerity was also full of sincerity. No one could bear to be harsh any more, even Su Haotian, who had been ready to train him a long time ago, silenced him.
Fu Hui looked at him, sighed and said, "Chenxi, let the past happen to it. By the way, we owe you."
"What do we owe him?" Su Haotian murmured at this moment: "Our daughter was wronged and put on such a big hat. Now I don't know where to make sense!"
Fu Hui glared at him: "This is the time, why are you still talking about this?"
"I don't say that I am aggrieved! I am aggrieved for my daughter!"
Su Cheng lowered his head: "Dad, stop talking..."
Ji Chenxi frowned, hands folded into fists on both sides of his body, solemnly said: "Uncles and aunts, I am here to assure you that I will never account for the past! I don't care whose son Xingbao is. From now on, he can only be my son of Ji Chenxi!"
His words moved Fu Hui so much, "Chenxi... Well, I don't know what to say..."
Su Haotian was also so moved that he couldn't bear to scold again, and everyone expressed his attitude. Why should he repeat the old thing? So he waved his hand happily, "It's all right, it's all a family, so I won't mention this! No one else!"
Su Cheng stood there, eyes twinkling.
It would be a lie to say not to be moved, but if this was said earlier, maybe she would really be touched, and then rushed into his arms in desperation. Tell her how guilty she is...
But now, in addition to being moved, she is still moved, but she can't make any promises.
Because her heart has long been occupied by another man, this is an indisputable fact. Seeing that his parents were going to see Ji Chenxi as a son-in-law, Su Cheng couldn't keep silent.
"Dad, mom, can I make my own decision on this matter?"
Her voice was not loud, Su Haotian and Fu Hui were taken aback, looking at the few daughters who were so determined, they also slowly fell silent. Immediately, the faces were all regretful and distressed.
This is the child they brought up, how can they not know what she is thinking? In the end, it could only be a sigh and turned around and went in.
Ji Chenxi also knew it in her heart, turned her head and looked at her with a pair of clear eyes, "Chengcheng, I have heard enough if I refuse, what you have to do now is not to rush to answer me, you just have to feel comfortable. Just accept everything I give."
Su Cheng shook his head: "I can't feel at ease, you are not mine, and I am not your responsibility. Chenxi, we will never go back."
"Because of a Qin Lizheng?" Ji Chenxi's voice was raised a few points, a few steps past, and he looked at her incredulously, "Chengcheng, do you love this person that much? Don't hesitate to give me even one chance?"
"Yeah." Su Cheng nodded and looked at him calmly, "I am love. And I love it very much."
With that said, he should understand.
Seeing the injury and loss in his eyes, Su Cheng really felt distressed. After all, he had such a sincere relationship with him. But this cannot be used as an excuse for her to consume his feelings at will! The way to be truly responsible to him is to confess her feelings to him, even if he will get hurt, she believes it will only be temporary.
For a moment, Ji Chenxi seemed to not know her, stepped back and tilted his head to look at her: "Then what about me? What am I in your world? Is it a passerby?"
"No!" Su Cheng denied immediately, his eyes were not for an instant, "Chenxi, each of us will pass for a while, maybe if we go on, it will be a lifetime. But, we didn't... We turned halfway, and reached the next At an intersection, you meet the next person. But this does not mean that your existence is meaningless. None of us can forget such a sincere and wonderful time."
"Haha..." Ji Chenxi smiled suddenly, lowered her eyes, smiling sadly.
"You think of me as the past, but I haven't, and never have been... After so many years, I can't forget you. In my heart, you are the only one."
"Chenxi..."
"Chengcheng, no one in this world knows you better than I do!" Ji Chen hoped to say to her: "I don't care how deep your feelings for him are, it will gradually become the past. I will give you enough time to forget. After that, I want you to belong to me completely!"
Su Cheng stroked his forehead and shook his head: "Impossible... Chenxi, it is absolutely impossible for us."
She was so sure that Ji Chenxi squinted his eyes, and he quietly hid a sense of hostility.
In the end, he just wrote lightly: "Let's not say this for now, what do you plan to do in the future?"
"What should I do?" Su Cheng didn't quite understand what he meant.
"You still want to stay in Qin Lizheng's company?"
"..."
Su Cheng frowned, she had never thought about this problem. Although she likes this job very much and it is very challenging, but... Since she has decided to erase the traces from his life, it is not good after all to bow her head and not see up.
Seeing her like this, Ji Chenxi's expression eased a little. He said, "If you don't mind, I can introduce you to a job."
"No need." Su Cheng refused without thinking, she said: "This is my business, I will arrange it."
"Cheng Cheng... Until now, do you still treat me as a stranger?" He was forbearing, suppressing.
Su Cheng didn't want him to misunderstand him, and explained: "Chenxi, I am not a child anymore. I don't want to trouble anyone anymore. Besides, this is my life. I have to rely on myself to provide Xingbao with a guarantee."
Ji Chenxi was silent for a while, nodding expressing understanding: "Well, I respect your wishes. But Chengcheng, if you encounter any trouble, you must tell me, you know?"
"Well, I will." She smiled kindly at him.
In any case, Ji Chenxi treated her well, and she kept it in her heart.
At this time, Xingbao walked out of the vague house, "Mom~"
"Baby, are you awake?" Su Cheng picked up his son and kissed his little cheek. "Did you sleep well?"
"Well, good... I didn't see you when I woke up, I thought you were gone."
Seeing that the little guy was a bit aggrieved, Su Cheng hurriedly coaxed him, "Why? Mommy will take our handsome guy with us wherever she goes."
With that said, Xingbao showed a smile.
Ji Chenxi bent down and touched his little head with big hands, "Xingbao, do you remember Uncle?"
Xingbao woke up a little bit, and his big eyes blinked when he saw him, "Uncle Chen?"
"Hehe, it's me."
Ji Chenxi took him from Su Cheng naturally, and hugged him with an arm that didn’t take much effort. "The little guy is not bad, he weighed a lot, and your mother should not be able to hold him soon." ."
Su Cheng didn't understand what he was suggesting, but just ignored it deliberately.
"Of course! I have a good meal every day~" Xingbao said triumphantly.
"Yes, so you can grow into a man soon!"
"Yeah!" Xingbao nodded vigorously, and said: "I want to become a man, and then protect my mother, not let anyone bully her, and no longer let her cry at night!"
Hearing what his son said, Su Cheng was taken aback for a moment, and soon looked away, hiding the redness there.
Originally, she didn't care about it, but the little Xingbao saw it all in her eyes...
Ji Chenxi also frowned slightly, his jaw tightened, and the expression in Su Cheng's eyes was unspeakably distressed.
He smiled at Xingbao, as if promised, and solemnly said: "Okay, in the future, I will protect my mother with Xingbao, and promise not to let her shed a single tear."
His eyes fell on Su Cheng, this was his promise to her.
Xingbao nodded happily: "Hmm! Good!"
Two people, one big and one small, slapped their palms, and then both laughed. No matter whose child he is, Ji Chenxi really likes this little guy more and more.
Su Cheng pursed his lips, trying to say something, but couldn't bear to see his son's small face.
Looking at the harmonious picture not far away, anyone can see that it is a happy family of three.
An inky line of sight slowly retracted, and his eyes dropped. The cigarette in his hand was already half-burnt, and there were a few cigarette butts under his feet.
Slowly, he took a deep breath of cigarette, threw away the cigarette butt, lifted his foot to crush it, and turned around and walked towards the car parked on the side of the road. Get in the car, look at that direction one last time, and then start the car decisively...