Su Cheng shook his head, "I don't want him to know this. All I ask is for him to grow up like a normal child."
At this moment, her mobile phone vibrated in her pocket and took out the mobile phone, which was called by Ji Chenxi.
She settled her mind and answered the phone, "Hello?"
Ji Chenxi's voice was strangely hoarse, and it sounded very tired: "Su Cheng, are you free? I want to see you."
"I'll be there soon."
Ji Chenxi arrived soon. Seeing his appearance, Su Cheng was startled, "Why is his face so ugly?"
Su Cheng smiled complicatedly, "I... I actually came to apologize to you."
Su Cheng seemed to have guessed what happened in an instant, and Su Cheng heaved a sigh of relief and said, “I’m pregnant, right? Actually, you don’t need to blame yourself. This is a matter between me and Qin Lizheng. Even if you didn’t find out, I might not plan. Keep hiding it from him."
"It's not this." Ji Chenxi's eyes drooped, and he dared not look directly at her. "It's... it's about Xingbao's biological father."
that matter? Su Cheng was slightly surprised, and was silent for a long time, but she still gave him a chance to speak.
"In order to find the whereabouts of Xingbao's biological father, I went to the nurse who was responsible for providing the donor." Ji Chenxi helped Su Cheng sit down and recalled softly, "She said that she was negligent at the time and made the donor wrong. So that you are pregnant with someone else's child..."
After a pause, he looked at Su Cheng and said with some difficulty, "You didn't betray me, everything is because of a negligence, and I don't believe you so much, so I don't believe our feelings."
While listening, Su Cheng felt that the string in his heart was tightened little by little.
The pain that had been forgotten by her was brought up again by the past. It turned out that the things she had puzzled for so long turned out to be such a result.
However, to this day, these results have no meaning, or that she doesn't want to know the so-called truth at all.
Ji Chenxi didn't dare to look at Su Cheng's face at all, but lowered her head and continued to tell, "She didn't plan to provide it at first, until I said that Xingbao was sick and needed the blood of her brothers and sisters to save her life. She broke down and cried, saying that she had been guilty for so many years, and every day she worried that this work mistake would be broken by others.
Su Cheng sat next to Ji Chenxi, his slender figure straightened, and her long hair hanging down, covering her face, making it difficult to see what her face looked like at the moment. Kind of look.
Ji Chenxi forcibly endured the pain in his heart and finished the truth of the matter, but couldn't help but choked up again, "Su Cheng, I'm so sorry, at that time... I shouldn't have believed you at the time, so that you and Xing Baoping were wronged for no reason, maybe If it weren't for me, none of this misfortune would have happened..."
Su Cheng frowned, turned his head, and softly interrupted his next words, "It has been so long, and it doesn't make any sense to entangle who is right and who is wrong."
Ji Chenxi was stunned, and fell into silence as she watched the indifferent and alienated expression on her beautiful face.
Su Cheng held back the emotion in his heart, took a deep breath, and stared at him calmly, "I will not forgive you, let alone hate you, about what happened back then. I will just forget. We are still friends."
Ji Chenxi’s eyes were painful, "After all, I was the one who killed your mother and son. Even if you choose to forget, the guilt in my heart can’t be eliminated! Su Cheng, I’ve been thinking today if I come earlier. Looking for you, won't these bad things happen?"
Su Cheng shook his head faintly, "Even if there is no such thing as Xingbao, it may not last long between you and me, Ji Chenxi, this is everyone's fate, and it cannot be expected."
"Su Cheng." Ji Chenxi suddenly summoned his courage, stretched out his hand, held Su Cheng's slender wrist hidden under the wide shawl, looked down at her with sincerity, "Can you give me a chance to make up for me? I swear that I will take good care of you and your children for the rest of my life, and I won’t make you feel wronged any more!"
After all, his eyes were full of hope, and he stared at Su Cheng's face eagerly, expecting her to say I am willing, or even just a soft nod.
"Ji Chenxi." Su Cheng was stunned for a moment, with a slight smile on the corners of her lips, and she pulled her wrist away quietly, "If you didn't find out what happened back then, or I betrayed you back then, At this moment, will you still make the same decision?"
Ji Chenxi was stunned. After a few seconds, his eyes became firm, and he nodded slowly and vigorously.
Su Cheng looked at him indifferently, "Don’t nod in a hurry, none of us are saints. If you change to any person, I’m afraid we won’t be able to do it. So, please treat yourself as if you don’t know the truth and live your life well. , These words today, you just come with me and forget them all."
Her voice was extremely soft, but there was a kind of heart-shaking power. Looking at her faint expression, Ji Chenxi's mind suddenly sank.
After a long time, he spoke again, "Actually, I also know that with your character, it is absolutely impossible to forgive what happened back then, and it is absolutely impossible to accept me. No matter how much I desire to start again with you, I can't force it."
After a pause, he said again, "Su Cheng, now I don’t have any complaints in my heart. Even if I try my best, I will help you find Xingbao’s biological father and help you treat Xingbao’s illness. Okay, it can be regarded as atonement for the sins I committed before."
Su Cheng silently hooked up the corners of his mouth and looked at him very sincerely, "I thank you for Xingbao."
Ji Chenxi looked at Su Cheng and hesitated for a long time before saying, "Can I take a look at Xingbao?"
A smile appeared on Su Cheng's pale face, "Of course, as long as you want, you can do it anytime."
She was holding the seat back with some effort. She had just finished the operation. Her pace was very slow, and her slender figure couldn't help but tremble slightly. Ji Chenxi followed her half step behind her, trying to stretch out several times. He went to support her, but he didn't move at all.
When he walked to the door of the ward, Xiaoding went to the company, and Molly accompanied Xingbao. He was holding a small train toy in his hand and waving it in the air, making a "Woo" sound from time to time in her tender little mouth.
The moment he saw his son, Su Cheng's eyebrows and eyes were filled with soft tenderness, and his bloodless face seemed to have added a sense of radiance.
Ji Chenxi glanced slightly, and saw Su Cheng with a gentle expression. His long eyelashes cast a faint shadow on the white and delicate skin. The corners of his lips were slightly bent, and the cheeks were slightly vortexed. Enchanted.
Suddenly, he seemed to understand why she would rather hurt herself, abandon her lover, and do her best to save Xingbao.
He walked into the ward, sat next to Xingbao, leaned down, and whispered to him, "Wow, Xingbao's train can actually fly, so amazing."
Xingbao heard the sound, his little head tilted, black and bright and moist eyes fell on Ji Chenxi, immediately remembering who he was, and immediately yelled sweetly: "Uncle Ji!"
Ji Chenxi looked deeply at the well-behaved and beautiful boy in front of him. Between his brows and eyes, he looked like Su Cheng, and he was so white and heroic.
If it wasn’t the accident at the time, this child would be the crystallization of him and Su Cheng...
"Uncle Ji, what's wrong with you?"
After returning to his senses, he found Xingbao tilted his head, with doubts written on his small face.
The corners of his lips were slightly bent, he raised his broad palms, rubbed his little head hesitantly, and fixed his gaze on the little red train in his hand, "Could you lend me this to play?" "
Xingbao curled up his mouth, smiled sweetly, and handed his beloved toy into his hand.
Ji Chenxi took the toy and pretended to be curious: "You haven't told Uncle, why does your train fly?"
"Because it is a Transformer, it will become a robot to save the world when necessary."
The child's language is innocent and innocent, combined with the innocent smile, like sunshine, sweeping away the haze in people's hearts.
He played with Xingbao for a while, and didn't say goodbye until he answered the phone.
Su Cheng escorted him to the door, and the two stood face to face, always a short distance apart.
Ji Chenxi said slowly: "Xingbao, this kid is very clever and clever, just like you."
Before, it was a lie to say that there was no grudge. But now, after eliminating the prejudice, it turns out that Xingbao is so pitiful, like a little angel.
He is really selfish.
Su Cheng chuckled softly when he heard the words, and said faintly, "Grandpa and grandma did it well, and I don't have much credit for it."
Ji Chenxi's eyes lightly lifted, and she quietly looked at her delicate face, her pale color was like lily petals glowing with fragrance, and she was speechless for a while, and she seemed to have a thousand words in her heart, not knowing where to start.
Seeing that her face was really ugly, he said, "Quickly go in, don't give it away."
Su Cheng nodded, Ji Chenxi took a few steps and turned around, looking at her with a serious expression, "Su Cheng, I promise you, I will help you find Xingbao's father! Definitely!"
Su Cheng's eyebrows were bent, and there was a little shimmer in his dark eyes. He smiled and nodded, "Thank you."
Back to the ward, Xingbao was already asleep.
Molly was sitting quietly, folding up his little underwear one by one.
Su Cheng sat down and said with a smile: "Sure enough, he is the one who has taken care of the children. I feel attentive when I look at it."
Molly put the clothes in her hand aside and asked in a low voice, "Why did Ji Chenxi come to you
Covering up his emotions appropriately, Su Cheng smiled, "Just come and see Xingbao."
"It's still a very caring person."
Su Cheng remained silent, his eyes filled with unexplained sentiment, thoughtfully.
"Okay, you can go to the police station to rest now, and get a good night's sleep." Molly said with a serious expression: "You are so weak now, if you can't support the illness, what should Xingbao do?"