After sending Xingbao back to the kindergarten, Qin Lizheng repeatedly confirmed that his little face was okay before leaving. After all, there was still grandma's funeral in Qin's house that needed to be dealt with. Therefore, the matter of apologizing to Xingbao's mother can only be shelved first.
When he went home from the garden, Xingbao ran to the bedroom to agitate.
"Xingbao, have you washed your hands?" Su Cheng asked in the kitchen.
"Wash it right away."
Xingbao stood on the chair, took out the piggy bank from the cabinet, and then looked back at her mother to make sure she would not find it, and then carefully put the pack of beautiful little stones in it. Then I put the lid on and shook it. Then I put it back in satisfaction, jumped off the chair, and hopped to the bathroom to wash my hands.
Su Cheng and Xingbao sat in a small dining room, chatting and eating. Su Cheng looked at his son's small face, as if he had found something, stretched out his hand to pinch his chin, "Xingbao, what's wrong with your face?"
Fearing that he might be discovered by his mother, Xingbao turned his face away, lowered his head and said, "I accidentally hit a tree."
Su Cheng has taught Xingbao not to lie since he was a child, so it is really difficult for Xingbao to lie to his mother. But for the sake of the uncle, Xingbao decided to hide it from his mother.
Su Cheng didn't doubt that he was there, and hurriedly asked, "Is it serious? Show me!"
"It's okay..."
The TV in the living room was playing news. Su Cheng suddenly heard something. Su Cheng was stunned and entangled with his son's face. He immediately put down the dishes and ran into the living room to stare at the TV screen...
When she came back, she carried her coat and bag, "Xing Bao, will you go to Grandma Yang to stay for a while after dinner? Mom will tell mom."
"Oh."
After Su Cheng went to Aunt Yang's house and said something, he hurriedly left.
She lived a bit far from Qin's house, and she didn't care about the money anymore, so she stopped a taxi and went straight there.
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In Qin's house, two white lanterns hung at the door, shaking with the wind from time to time.
Su Cheng got out of the taxi, ran over here, panting and stopped at the gate. Inside, a shed has been erected, filled with wreaths, and there is an endless stream of guests who come to express their condolences.
Su Cheng still couldn't believe it until now, that kind of grandma Qin really left like this. She thought of something, and quickly searched in the crowd, but she never found anything. After thinking about it, she bit the bullet and walked in.
The originally quiet villa was crowded with people. Su Cheng walked around them and walked into the lobby of the villa. It happened that she saw the housekeeper and immediately went over, "Uncle housekeeper, have you seen President Qin?" Su Cheng remembered his identity in the eyes of the Qin family and immediately changed his words, "Uh... I mean Qin Lizheng."
The butler replied: "The eldest master is in the old lady's room upstairs."
"Thank you."
Su Cheng walked up the stairs. There were no guests upstairs, but it was quiet. She found Mrs. Qin's room. The door didn't close, but it opened with a light push. Seeing the person sitting on the sofa, she walked in lightly.
Qin Lizheng was dressed in filial obedience, with his elbows on his knees and his head low.
After hesitating, she walked over and sat next to him.
Feeling the vacancy next to him sinking, Qin Lizheng slowly raised his head, and when he saw her, he raised his eyebrows, "Why are you here?"
Su Cheng felt a little embarrassed before realizing that she had just rushed over so recklessly, she was indeed very impulsive. Glancing at his red eyes, she lowered her eyes uncomfortably, "I see the news... I just want to come and check it out. If it bothers me, I'll go back first."
She was about to leave when someone suddenly grabbed her wrist.
He lowered his head and looked at him. He didn't speak but dragged her to sit down again. This time he got a little closer, and Su Cheng immediately tightened his body habitually. Then slowly lowered his head and looked at him holding his hand. From just now to now, he has never let go.
Su Cheng wanted to break away, but seeing him sitting there silently, remembering what Grandma Qin had told her, did he hide like this when his mother left? It's like... being abandoned by the world.
The softness in his heart was invaded by his inadvertent loss, Su Cheng retracted his gaze, embarrassingly let him hold it. He kept comforting himself in his heart. In fact, he was just too focused on sadness, so he just forgot...
Qin Lizheng remained silent all the time, with his head lowered, making it difficult for people to guess what he was thinking at the moment.
The sound outside was very loud, Qin Yikun invited a mage to supersede, but the room was terribly quiet, and only the sound of each other's breathing could be heard. It was very heavy, very heavy, and it was sinking into the abyss.
He clenched very tightly, never letting go of his strength, and seeing his deformed hand by his grip, it began to numb. But Su Cheng still didn't move, for fear of disturbing him.
As if suddenly realized, Qin Lizheng's dark gaze fell on the hand holding her tightly, and he reacted, and then immediately let go. Seeing her hands were squeezed red and struggling to move twice, he whispered: "Sorry, I didn't pay attention."
"It's okay." Su Cheng shook his hand and raised his eyes to look at him, "I know that everything is pale for comfort now, but sadness needs to be released. You can't keep holding in your heart like this, you will get sick. "
Qin Lizheng lifted the corner of his lips and squinted his eyes. The sparkle under his eyes was fleeting, "She is my only relative in this world."
Su Cheng stared at him without saying anything, listening in silence. Telling is also a kind of catharsis, let him say what he wants to say, he will feel a lot more comfortable.
Qin Lizheng talked intermittently, talking a lot, including his childhood and his time with grandma. Pieces and pieces, just like the scattered pieces that he deliberately omitted in the memory corridor, now that he recalls, this scene will emerge alternately.
Looking at the man who is always sensible next to him, even if he is suffering from extreme sadness, he still has no obvious mood swings. Perhaps it was cold-blooded in the eyes of others, but through this pair of skins, Su Cheng saw his deep sorrow.
For some reason, in the face of him like this, Su Cheng developed a desire for protection in vain. Although she understands that this man is strong enough to be invincible, she just wants to protect him at this moment.
This idea is absurd, but deep-rooted.
When Qin Lizheng laughed at himself and said that he was used to being abandoned by someone who cared, Su Cheng opened his arms and hugged him without thinking.
Qin Lizheng's body froze, and the body leaning over was soft, as if made of water, it would melt at any time.
Su Cheng hugged him, bit his lip, and said softly: "No one is destined to be given up. Grandma Qin just left for a while. Maybe when you need her or miss her, she just Will appear."
For a long time, he raised his head and looked at her.
Su Cheng blushed for no apparent reason, and immediately turned his gaze away, slowly letting go of his hand, and then quietly moved to the side. She didn't look up, but she was embarrassed to death!
It's over, what would he think of her
seduce? Take advantage of the void? Don't have any intentions
Oh my god! What is she thinking about!
Su Cheng is really about to cry stupidly by herself, and is always used to feeling emotionally! It's alright now, how can she face him
At this time, an unhurried voice came to mind next to him: "You really suck to comfort people."
The knife Qin Lizheng made so hard hit Su Cheng completely. She lowered her head feebly and whispered, "I'm sorry."
Hearing that she would actually apologize to herself, Qin Lizheng inadvertently raised the corner of one of her lips, slowly turned her eyes away, and said faintly, "But to me, it's not bad."
Su Cheng was stunned, raised his head and stared at him.
Qin Lizheng looked back, dark eyes, like the night sky with countless secrets, vast and mysterious, and it is easy to lose your way.
"Thank you for coming." He said, sincerely.
Su Cheng was a little embarrassed to be so thanked by him, "I didn't do anything."
He looked down, "That's enough."
When he needs to adapt to loneliness again, he can sit here quietly by himself, listening to him say some indistinct words; then hug him gently and comfort him with not-so-smart words enough.
At this moment, the housekeeper knocked on the door and came in and handed a set of filial attire to Su Cheng, "Grandma, please change it."
Su Cheng was stunned, and suddenly remembered that she was the daughter-in-law of the Qin family, so she should be wearing filthy piety and filial piety. Qin Lizheng glanced at her, "I won't force you."
Su Cheng looked at him, and finally took the filial piety clothes and put on him, then put on the filial piety hat. Qin Lizheng watched her doing all this silently, and the emotions in her eyes became more and more intense.
Su Cheng dressed in filial attire followed Qin Lizheng and went downstairs. Although she did it for Granny Qin, she still felt uncomfortable all the way to receive curious gazes. She couldn't help but lower her head and put it behind Qin Lizheng, using his broad back. Block her.
As if he had noticed her little behavior, Qin Lizheng turned his head, and then reached out and lowered her filial piety hat until he blocked most of his face before turning around.
Su Cheng was a little blushing and heartbeat by his caring behavior. Staring at the road from under the brim, she followed his footsteps and entered the mourning hall.
Qin Yikun and Xiao Meiyu raised their heads and were a little surprised to see the people behind him. Qin Yikun was about to speak, but Xiao Meiyu held him tightly and shook his head, "Yikun, so many people are watching, so just say a few words!"
Qin Yikun held back his anger, gave this side a fierce look, and turned his head to the side again with anger.
Xiao Cheng saw the two of them and beckoned, Qin Lizheng and Su Cheng walked over and knelt beside him.
"Hey," Xiao Cheng sighed, regretting: "I didn't even have time to see grandma for the last time."
Qin Lizheng burned the paper and said calmly: "She won't blame you."
Xiao Cheng chuckled, "Yeah, why would grandma blame me? In her heart, she always pretends to be a grandson like you. What does it matter whether I see or not?"
Qin Lizheng looked up at him, and Xiao Cheng quickly said, "Hey, I'm telling the truth! Don't think about it. It's not good for grandma to misunderstand me. What if you ask me to settle the account at night?"
If you have something to go out, it will be a little later in the second time. It is recommended to watch together tomorrow. But no matter how late you come back, it will definitely be updated.