When I woke up, it was still dark around me.
Jing Xun rolled over under the warm quilt, and he was not surprised to find that the person beside him was not there, but then a thunder sound rang, and he opened his eyes suddenly.
-Its daybreak.
But it was raining outside and it was overcast.
I don't know if it's the rainy weather. It feels like the whole room is chilly.
Jing Xun couldn't take care of this. He turned over and went to the ground, and saw Chen Yijin's figure at least ten meters away.
Every morning at six thirty minutes, Chen Yijian would open his eyes and get up on time.
But the time now is 6:08 in the morning, but the husband is standing in front of the window neatly dressed.
There was no light in the room. Outside the retro carved window frames, there was a clouded sky and fine rain.
The sky that had just struck by lightning was now reflected in a gloomy purple hue.
The outside is only slightly brighter than the inside.
And Chen Yijin stood in the weak sky light that penetrated.
He is wearing a simple white shirt and sports trousers.
Putting one hand in his pocket casually, his figure is still very tall and straight when viewed from the side, standing comparable to a military posture, with a slender and straight back, as sharp as a scabbard.
Seeing this scene, Jing Xun paused in his footsteps, then quickly lifted his steps, moving closer to the opponent's direction at a faster speed.
The closer you get, the more you can find that Shen Yijin's face is as expressionless as ever.
The corners of his lips were tight, and he stared deeply out the window, staring only a little, not knowing whether he was thinking or staying.
This bedroom in the main house of the Shen family is too big and spacious, and when you step on the thick wool carpet, you can’t wait to hear back.
So even though it was noisy outside, Shen Yijin still found the youth approaching.
He turned his head first, his gaze slowly moved from outside the window inwards, and finally fell on the barefoot young man.
He was wearing a simple loose T-shirt, and the bottom of the shirt just covered the base of the youth's legs.
Jing Xun didn't wear pants.
The thin soles of the feet were deeply sunk in the thick wool carpet, revealing only the snow-white back of the feet. Further up are the youth's slender ankles and straight calves.
Since the young man stepped on the carpet, Chen Yizhin was not overly nervous, nor did he approach him immediately.
He just looked at the youth slowly, from top to bottom, and then from bottom to top.
In the end he tilted his head slightly and asked: "Xiaoxun?"
"Why do you wake up so early."
The rate of speaking is much slower than usual.
The expressionless Shen Yijin seemed to be so difficult to say such a complete sentence.
Knowing that the other party's tone was wrong, I expected that Mr. was "ill" again. Jing Xun tried his best to behave as usual, and said without any exception: "I just got up and went to the bathroom. How about you, sir... Are you in a bad mood?"
"Ok."
Shen Yijin was stunned for a long time, as if he needed to carefully consider every word Jingxun said, and then make associations to understand the meaning of his sentence, and it took a long time before he replied: "I'm fine."
As he said, he rushed to Jingxun and raised his hand, and said, "Come here."
But after noticing that the young man was in the middle of his position and there was still a section where there was no carpet, he took the initiative to walk over, walked back to the bed, took out the slippers that the young man had left under the bed, and turned around to put it down. Back to the youth.
"Isn't Xiaoxun going to the toilet?" He stared down at him, and said seriously.
"I… "
Jing Xun lifted his foot on the slippers and met Shen Yizhin's sad and unhappy gaze. He subconsciously suggested, "Sir, would you like to go with me...?"
It's true to want to go to the toilet.
But inexplicably, he didn't want to leave Shen Yijin here alone.
Even if two people are still in the same room, even if he just left for a while...
So let's go together.
Anyway, it's an old man.
Jing Xun simply grabbed Chen Yijian's hand and took him to the bathroom.
Of course, he was not unrestrained and perverted enough to let Shen Yijin go in and watch him release the water. He took the person to the bathroom door and let go of that hand. Jing Xun suggested: "Are you waiting for me here?"
"... Be good, don't move." Jing Xun added.
At this moment, Jing Xun suddenly gave birth to a sense of sight with children.
…Who made the child Shen, who was a full half taller than him, really obedient
Shen Yijin really stood there and said, "Yeah."
After agreeing to come down, when Jing Xun came out of the bathroom, he was still standing in his original position without moving.
Jing Xun raised his hand that had just been washed and dried with a trace of water vapor. He was about to hold Chen Yijin, but the opponent took a step ahead of him.
Ten fingers intertwined, Shen Yizhin's big palms were dry, and his knuckles were long and powerful.
He asked him: "Are you ready?"
"..." Jing Xun replied, "It's ready."
"Then we're going back." Shen Yijin said softly.
Jing Xun: "..."
He just came over with Shen Yijin.
When he went back, it turned out that he was led back by the other party.
Seeing her husband carefully pulling him back and taking care of him, Jing Xun suddenly understood: Mr. He Zhu thought that I didn't dare to go to the bathroom alone, so he wanted him to accompany me
…
So how did this think so
Of course Jing Xun never dared to go to the toilet alone.
But Chen Yijin has always been responsive to him.
… If he was misunderstood that he told him to accompany him to the bathroom, the husband would not say anything.
It is indeed his style to accompany him directly.
…
so be it.
Jing Xun shook the hands of the two of them, and said, "Thank you, Mr., for being with me... for the toilet with me."
Shen Yijin looked back at him, and suddenly there was a little smile in his eyes.
He didn't speak, but he was very indulgent and said that it was okay.
After being led out of the bathroom area, Jing Xun was taken all the way back to the bed before Shen Yijin said, "Xiao Xun will sleep again?"
He said seriously: "When you sleep well, it will clear up. Then we will go out to play ball."
"... Hmm." Jing Xunzai looked at Shen Yijin carefully, feeling that the speed and intonation of Mr.'s speech seemed to have returned to normal at this time, not as slow and dazed as before.
The gentleman at this moment, in Jing Xun's view, was completely the same as normal.
But Jing Xun knew well that Chen Yijin wasn't nothing at all.
He is really bad this time.
Jing Xun took Shen Yijin and sat down on the side of the bed, trying to say, "Mr., also accompany me to sleep?"
Shen Yijin still had no objections. After Jingxun lay back in his position, he carefully covered him with a quilt, and lay on the side.
The indoor air conditioner is still on, and the sound of rain outside the window makes people feel cold.
After lying down, Shen Yijin closed his eyes directly, as if he was really going to sleep.
It wasn't until Jing Xun touched his hand and rolled over to look at him with his upper body half supported, Shen Yijin opened his eyes and asked softly, "What?"
Jing Xun was half lying there, looking at him blankly: "If your husband is really uncomfortable, tell me, don't hold it alone."
To the lacquered eyes of Shen Yi Jianwu, Jing Xun said very seriously.
Then he suddenly leaned over and started rubbing his head against him, rubbing here and arching there like the kitty.
Although the latter husband had never had a particular illness, when he met with a psychologist as a family member last time, Jing Xun asked about Chen Yijin's feelings when he was sick and how to deal with it.
Dr. Li provided him with many ideas. He said that when his husband’s mind is confused, one of the ways to help him get back to reality is to constantly touch with him and guide him to focus on the real touch. .
"Of course, when Mr. Shen is not in good condition, he will show some... quite strong resistance. Before that, Mr. Shen had never allowed anyone to come into contact with him when he was sick."
Dr. Li told him in the original words: "So if Mr. Yan wants to try, he still has to pay attention to Mr. Shen's state at that time."
The implication is to look at the wishes of the unconscious gentleman before using touch therapy. If you don't let it touch, don't force it.
However, Jing Xun, who had never been rejected before, did not accidentally successfully touch the opponent this time.
Not only can he touch, but he can also transfer half of his body's weight to Chen Yijin's body, rubbing him like that.
After leaving Dr. Li's instructions behind him, Jing Xun was very hardworking for the first time he officially took up the post.
Shen Yijin, who was crushed on the bed by the youth, seemed to have understood what the other party was doing for a long time.
"Jing Xun."
He called him, his dark eyes moved down slightly, and his eyes gradually converged on the face of the young man who was half lying on him.
Not only did he indulge the opponent's movements, he even raised his hand to clasp his waist and held his body.
Thoughts shuttled in the chaos, he called his name again:
"Jing Xun."
"… Hey."
Jing Xun responded with a sore nose.
Based on experience, he knew that Chen Yijin was in very bad condition at the moment.
Whether you are standing, sitting or lying down, as long as you are awake, it won’t be good. It's impossible to fall asleep if you want to sleep.
It's because he woke up.
The husband tried to show him the calmest and most common side.
-If it weren't for the extremely confusing internal thinking at this moment, how could the husband mistakenly think that he wants him to accompany him to the toilet, and also mention what day he will go to play basketball.
… He didn't even say that he would still play today.
In my husband's mind, I'm afraid it's not like what Dr. Li said, something hallucination has occurred.
But even so, Chen Yijin still struggled to discriminate between reality and illusion.
Without thinking about it, he moved his steps to accompany him to the bathroom.
He agreed and went to play when the rain stopped.
…
No matter whether it is true or not, he will always only make the best decision for him, and work hard to behave normally in front of him...
Jing Xun really can't say how he feels now.
It feels like this is similar to awkwardly trying to pretend to be okay in front of him, Shen Yijin... It is too distressing!
He simply plunged into each other's arms distressedly.
In the two of them getting along, the husband protects him in all aspects with an absolutely super strong attitude as a partner.
Even when he was sick, he was trying hard to stick to his heart and emotions for him, pretending that there was nothing.
But for such a considerate Chen Yijin, Jing Xun couldn't help him much.
This feels really bad.
In fact, the husband has not been sick for a long time.
The last time he showed a trace of emotional out-of-control was when Brother Tang came back and they went to the bar together.
That time, the husband said that he would not feel out of control because of thunder and rain.
Of course there was thunder and rain in the later time, and Chen Yizhin really felt okay.
So how is this today...
Obviously everything was fine yesterday.
I was puzzled, but now is not the time to think about it.
Jing Xun turned over suddenly, completely turning to Chen Yijin's body.
Reach out and unbutton the button on the other party's shirt. At this time, just touching it doesn't feel enough.
Jing Xun also leaned down.
—Bite it directly!
I can't let go of any neck, anyway, Mr. said that he likes to be bitten by him.