After chatting with the senior, Jing Xun went straight back to the office.
He still shares the same office with Shen Yijin, but after the new laboratory, Jingxun basically works there. He will come back to the office mainly because Shen Yijin wants to see him.
Or he wants to see Shen Yijin.
Pushing open the office door, he saw Shen Yizhin sitting behind his desk making a call. Jing Xun didn't disturb him, so he walked in quietly.
I sat down at my desk and turned on the computer provided by the company.
Jing Xun looked at the monitor screen while occasionally peeking in the direction of Shen Yijin.
Finally, Shen Yijin put on the phone.
But before Jing Xun regained his peeking sight, he saw that the other party had stood up and was walking towards him.
"Why?" The two desks are not far apart, and Chen Yijin's long legs can easily reach him by just two steps.
He bowed slightly, and Jing Xun, who was looking down close at him, moved his eyes a little awkwardly, and his ears suddenly blushed again.
Because Chen Yijin's breath stagnated in his ears.
"looking at what?"
Jing Xun: "...I'm watching... Mr. is so handsome!"
Shen Yijin: "?"
Jing Xun raised his neck directly, his round apricot eyes glowed with bright water, and he held the corner of his lips and gave him a bright smile: "Just because my husband is so handsome, so I can't help but want to look more."
Shen Yijin: "..."
Raising his hand to caress the young man's slender neck, and finally to the back of his neck, he bowed more and looked down at the young man more closely, staring at his eyes.
"Then watch it for a while."
"Ha, okay." Jing Xun nodded obediently, indicating that he must be fortunate enough.
Although in the end he still kept watching without success.
—Shen Yijin directly "lifted" him from his seat, turned his position, and finally "placed" him on a clean and tidy tabletop.
Then the two of them kissed affectionately.
… If it’s not during office hours, maybe the kind of affection and passionate kisses that Jing Xun imagined in the office would be sitting down...
During the process, Jing Xun seldom actively hugged Chen Yijin tightly, looking a bit clingy.
And this seems to make Shen Yizhin even more unstoppable. In the end, if someone knocks on the door of the office, he can't stop at all...
In the sound of a polite knock on the door, Jing Xun rolled off the desk and returned to the chair. Finally, he covered his abnormally red face with a huge display.
Outside, Jin Zheheng knocked on the door and walked in, without squinting his eyes, walking directly to Shen Yijin's desk:
"President Shen, this is the financial situation of Hanchao Technology in the past two years and there are other reports."
"Well, put it down." Shen Yijin said.
Jing Xun, who was hiding behind the monitor, immediately pricked his ears.
… Han Dynasty? !
Isn’t that the technology company jointly opened by Ms. Yang and Zhagong to fight against her husband?
This kind of small company that was used for malicious competition, the husband would not even give a look in the past.
Why are you suddenly calling someone to investigate...
Jing Xun's heart suddenly twitched.
He deliberately ran back to the office to accompany Shen Yijin. It was decided temporarily after hearing about the villain in the original from the senior.
Jing Xun's previous feelings were not wrong, Shen Yijin, the person on the pillow who had been happily with him, was indeed the image of "Shen Yijin" that had not been blackened in the book.
… Even though there is not much attention to the villain in the early stage, just a few things can let readers see the depth, tolerance and power of the villain.
It's really heavy.
As for why it turned black, according to Senior Pei's spoiler, it was because of Chen Yijin's mother.
… The husband’s mother did not commit suicide, but homicide.
The murderer was Zha Gong's biological mother, and later Shen Yijin's stepmother Yang Nianjiao.
What's even more ruining is that Yang Nianjiao can't do things like sneaking into Shen's house and killing people alone. She has another helper.
And that helper is... Shen Yijin's father.
It turns out that the two of them didn't get better after Shen Yijin's mother passed away, but they had been secretive for a long time.
It's just covered tightly, no one knew it before.
They are very smart.
The incident of her husband’s mother jumping from the building was defined as suicide. Later, Yang Nianjiao entered the door as a stepmother. There was a period of time between them. So after so many years, no one has ever doubted it.
…
Jing Xun's feeling of knowing this truth can no longer be described simply as complicated.
He is like falling into an ice cave.
Just yesterday, Jing Xun just learned about her husband's mother.
For no reason, the little ember lying in front of the window was reflected in his mind.
… Because my mother died in front of me, my husband has been suffering for so many years.
But no one would have thought that that incident is not the end, but everything behind it.
In the words of seniors, the darkening of Chen Yijin does not surprise readers.
It will only make readers feel sorry.
The villain, who has been troubled by his mother's death for many years, has been a good person for many years through extreme self-restraint.
He is a prey, but he is not selfish.
He is harsh, but he has also achieved absolute fairness.
He was indifferent, but still provoked the heavy burden of the Shen family.
He was empty inside, unable to feel any emotions and happiness, all he could feel was the endless insomnia and irritability in the rainy night.
But this is him, but his moral bottom line is very high, and he is more reasonable than anyone else.
Everything in Mingming's eyes is black, black and gray, but Shen Yizhin forcibly gives the surrounding people a lot of color.
Even in order to maintain fairness and undertake important tasks sometimes, he has to experience and bear more than anyone else.
But even so.
He still lived a life like a precision instrument through extreme self-control, following the rules.
But all this dissipated after learning the real cause of his mother's death.
He was restrained and sober before.
How crazy it was later.
But this seems to be reasonable.
—Because of the stubbornly maintaining fairness and bringing color to the people around him, he has never received any good results.
He was actually under the same roof with a man who killed his mother.
The younger brother whom he has tolerated repeatedly is the son of the murderer of his mother.
He originally thought that his father, who prefers to be a normal younger brother, was the real culprit who killed his mother by teaming up with Xiaosan.
He didn't have to tolerate them.
Then why tolerate it
There has never been a trace of color in his world.
So I just ruined it.
…
This is the cause of the "Mr. Darkening" that Jing Xun has been worried about.
In the original book, after knowing the truth by mistake, the villain who was originally just completely indifferent and dedicated to his career suddenly turned black.
Because I want to avenge my biological mother.
The method of revenge he chose is also very simple, that is, to retaliate and torture all the parties by all means, including those who try to stop him, including the scum attack who has been constantly harassing him with small schemes, and he does not want to let it go. .
… But what makes Jingxun feel powerless is that Shen Yijin's mother has passed away for many years, and her death has long been a fact.
He couldn't change this kind of thing, and he couldn't reverse it.
Just hearing the description, Jing Xun's tears rustled and couldn't stop falling.
Half distressed, half urgent.
Even if Pei Qingnian was frightened by him and hurriedly asked him what's wrong, and wiped his tears, Jing Xun couldn't control it at all.
Readers who just read the book will feel sorry and pity for the villain, let alone him.
The seniors read only a book.
But what he saw was always Shen Yijin!
The book does not describe how Mr. sits until dawn, nor does it describe Chen Yizhin's depression, his silent hysteria and struggle.
But Jing Xun knew all this.
So he feels distressed.
What's more terrible is that he originally thought that the past was already an established fact, and he only hoped that the husband would be well in the future.
But the result is... the key that made Chen Yijin finally black has already been forged.
He can't figure it out.
He couldn't solve this problem.
Jing Xun didn't know how he regained his mood and ran back, nor did he know what to do.
Now he already knows the truth about the death of his husband's mother.
He should tell Chen Yijin.
But obviously you can't just tell him that.
He should also do everything possible to prevent Mr. from knowing this.
But is that fair to the husband
As a son of man, Shen Yijin has the right to know the truth about his mother's death.
…
Over there, Shen Yijin said to put it down, and automatically picked up the document and read it.
When he was looking at the information, Jing Xun was also looking at him.
After thinking about it, Jing Xun felt that the best way was to tell her husband, but before that, he had to make a lot of preparations.
The first is to deal with Mr. well, and slowly transition, at least to ensure that he will not instantly blacken after he learns the truth.
The second is to have ideas and use proper means to make Ms. Yang pay the price. It is best to make the crimes committed by her and her husband’s father public and ask them to pay for it. In this case, even if the husband learns the truth, he shouldn't use extreme methods anymore...
But these obviously take time.
And if the husband accidentally learns the truth during this period, then everything is over! …
Just now, Senior Pei said that the original book did not explain how Shen Yijin knew about this. He only knew that the timeline happened during the internship of the original owner in Yiwei.
… This is difficult to control.
Because the plot of the original book has long been rewritten.
According to the original book, it should be a long time before Chen Yijin learned the truth. After all, in the original book, there were many entanglements and entanglements with the scum attack before the original owner entered the post.
But Jing Xun felt that since the plot can be easily changed, this timeline can no longer be used as a basis.
Maybe the husband will learn the truth in a blink of an eye, or maybe it can take a long time...
"Xiaoxun?"
Assistant Jin had already left at some point, and Shen Yijin, who sat back at his office, called him.
Seeing Jing Xun looked at him suddenly and blinked again, it was obvious that he was in a daze just now, Shen Yijin smiled softly, and stretched out his hand at him: "What are you thinking?"
Jing Xun lifted his leg around the table and walked in front of him.
Shen Yijin said, "Xiaoxun is weird today. Did something happen? Tell me what happened, you know?"
"... No." Jing Xun shook his head subconsciously, "It's nothing."
"Yeah." Shen Yijin didn't ask him, but passed the investigation data of Han Dynasty in his hand to Jing Xun:
"Then look at this."
Jing Xun naturally took it. The first page was the company's financial statements for the previous year. He glanced over it hastily and felt that nothing could be seen.
The husband's sudden investigation into the company still made him feel extremely upset.
Jing Xun couldn't bear his temper. He asked, "Why sir... Suddenly became interested in this company?"
"Remember when someone spread rumors that my father's car accident was related to me?" Shen Yijin lifted his chin blankly: "This Ms. Yang did it."
...!
Jing Xun: "... Ah."
The hand that clenched the report subconsciously relaxed... It turned out to be because of this.
Although Ms. Yang can even make a fuss about her husband, it feels very surprising.
But it's not a day or two if she can't get along with Shen Yijin... Such small rumors shouldn't be a big deal
At least it's still far from Mr. Let's blacken!
Jing Xun was relieved in an instant, and his thoughts turned. He started to follow this matter only: "... But spreading such rumors is not easy to be found? Even if the husband’s reputation is damaged, it will slow the company's listing. Footsteps, but Ms. Yang herself exposed?... Grandpa's side... "
"Well, of course their purpose is not just this."
Shen Yijin lowered his eyes indifferently, and his long eyelashes instantly covered the emotions under his eyes. Jing Xun, who was standing by, suddenly couldn't see his eyes.
At the same time, he heard Shen Yijin say: "Their purpose is to drive me crazy... Xiaoxun, do you know? They killed my mother."
Jing Xun: "...??"
! ! !
"Sir, how..."
The thing that was extremely worrying a minute ago has already happened! Jing Xun found his throat tightened and couldn't speak at all.
He choked, then reluctantly spoke again: "When did sir... know..."
"Not long ago." Shen Yijin replied in a very calm tone, and he has always said little.
But the more it is, the more it feels like the tranquility before the storm. Perhaps he had noticed this too, and his long, drooping eyelashes were lifted again, and he raised his eyes to look at the youth; "Did I scare you?"
"No, it didn't scare me." Unable to think of anything, Jing Xun rushed directly on Chen Yijin.
He stretched out his arm and tried to hug him with all his strength.
Like last time, touch him as much as possible.
He put his chin on the opponent's shoulders, and his long necks intersected, he felt the other person's breathing, and let the other person feel his.
Jing Xun felt that he couldn't understand the feelings of her husband, even in case.
But at this time, he can only save others by himself. He thought, if it were him, he would need to be hugged... tightly hugged.
He said nonsense: "Mr. is not happy. It is reasonable to be angry. It is excusable... When that happened back then, we will definitely make them pay the price, but the husband must be calm, and the husband's mother will not want to be impulsive... "
"Xiaoxun." Shen Yijin's textured voice sounded, with a trace of worry: "Are you shaking?"
Jing Xun couldn't help but shiver: "..."
He didn't want to shake either.
It's really... He has never been so scared in his life.
I'm afraid that Chen Yijin will be sad, that her husband will be trapped in a new vicious circle and can't get out anymore, and I'm afraid that he can't stop Chen Yijin, what the other party has done...
No matter how difficult it is to break through the firewall on the Internet, Jing Xun is confident to overcome it, and nothing can stop him.
But the reality is not the network after all, and the human heart is not a firewall.
He wanted to break through Chen Yijin's heart wall, but he couldn't do anything.
So scared.
Can't you be afraid...
Jing Xun didn't know what else to say.
But suddenly, trembling, he was embraced by Shen Yijin.
The other party said in his ear: "Don't be afraid."
The big hand stabilized his waist, Shen Yijin's voice was low, but it was soft: "Don't be afraid, Xiaoxun."
"..."
This time the scene was changed and searched for a stunned.
… The gentleman's hand is still slapping his back regularly.
The reaction of the other party did not seem to be blackened after hearing the news.
I was able to realize something, shock and surprise superimposed in an instant, Jing Xun seemed to have lost strength, and his body went straight down.
But he quickly realized that it was not the time to be paralyzed, so he reluctantly propped up his arms and stood up to look at Chen Yijin's eyes.
Holding the tie on Shen Yijin's chest, Jing Xunzai looked at each other carefully and carefully asked him: "Sir, you... have nothing to do?"
Shen Yijin looked at him more suspiciously: "What is Xiaoxun referring to?"
"..."
Seeing the other person's gaze, Jing Xun was completely relieved: "Huh."
After exhaling heavily, he said, "...I am worried about what you will do... impulsive things."
Shen Yijin asked, "Is it illegal?"
Jing Xun suddenly raised his eyes to look at him.
Shen Yijin stretched out his hand and touched the broken hair scattered beside his cheeks: "I promised you that I won't do anything illegal."
"..."
Jing Xun remembered that on the night of the engagement, which was the night he explained his identity to Chen Yijin, Chen Yijin had indeed promised him that he would not be blackened and would not do anything wrong.
With eyes facing each other, Jing Xun was speechless.
… Yes, the husband promised him.
It's not that he forgot. It's just that although Shen Yijin has always promised a lot of money, there is no guarantee that the gentleman who knows the truth will remember or care about this seemingly random promise.
After all, the villain who was blackened in an instant, it is said that the six relatives did not recognize him.
It's not that he didn't think that maybe the husband would... For him, keep his sense.
But no one can tell this kind of thing.
Just in case, Jing Xun will only think about how to deal with the worst situation.
So from the very beginning, he didn't take his role into consideration at all.
But now, it seems that the worst has really not happened yet?
"So, how do you feel, sir? Your mother, sir, don't worry, they will pay the price... Don't be angry, don't feel sad, I promise..." Jing Xun was relieved and said what he thought of.
For a while, he cared very much about Shen Yijin's feelings now, fearing that he would be uncomfortable.
After a while, I wanted to comfort Chen Yijin, telling him that the wicked would surely suffer the consequences.
This caused what he said to jump horizontally in two directions repeatedly, until Chen Yijin stopped him and kissed him lightly.
"Xiaoxun."
Shen Yijin said, "Thank you."
Jing Xun’s clear eyes met the opponent’s, and he heard Shen Yijin say: “When you went for an interview in the afternoon... it was difficult to accept the news when I heard it. But as long as you think of Xiao Xun, you can calm down. Coming down."
"..."
"I promised you." Shen Yizhin raised his hand and touched his heart, his voice was soft like a feather, scratching people's hearts and feeling so loud.
Shen Yijin said: "I promised you not to do bad things."
In fact, apart from falling into the panic rainy night that he could not get out of anyway, before completely losing his emotions, Shen Yijin's heart should be more miss, puzzle, and resentment for his mother.
His mother had also suffered from a serious mental illness.
depression. Since he was very young.
But in spite of that, Zaohui's Shen Yijin's memories are all the voice and face of his mother's gentle coaxing him to sleep.
So what made him unacceptable was that his mother chose to end her life after all, leaving him alone in the world.
Can't help but wonder, does that kind of mother love him
Then why can't you be stronger for him
Does she really love him
It was later that he had a deep understanding of the feeling of illness, and after experiencing the pain, Shen Yijin slowly let go and forgot his resentment towards his mother.
But even if there is no complaint, there is really nothing left.
Until just now, he learned that in his memory he would gently comfort his mother who fell asleep, but he didn't actually want to leave him...
Hatred swept back again.
He wants to avenge his mother, get rid of everyone who deceived him with his own hands, let them pay for the things that have happened over the years, and get the mother who has been misunderstood by him to rest in peace.
At that moment, he even suddenly found the meaning of living hard for so many years—
He wants to kill them all.
…
But also at that moment, accompanied by monstrous hatred and blood, there was also a... Qingjun and warm face.
The owner of that face pinched his buttons without a trace. His cheeks were stained red, and he said softly, "Sir, don't get lost."
……
For many years in the past, Chen Yijian could not feel the temperature of the sun.
No color can be seen. As if trapped in that rainy night, his world is always pale and obscure.
But from a certain day, it was suddenly different.
He has been living to the present, his life is not completely without color.
…
He promised youth that he would not be blackened.
……
"Mister's mother has always loved her husband, and hopes her husband can be happy." Jing Xun said seriously.
After roughly understanding the other party's feelings, Jing Xun's voice also became a little dumb.
He suddenly understood a point that was not mentioned in the original book. The reason why Shen Yijin in the book became black is not only because he hates his father and stepmother, but also because he actually recognized the thief as his mother and lived with the murderer for twenty. At the same time, he also deeply misunderstood his biological mother for twenty years.
For 21 years, he thought it was his mother who abandoned him.
This misunderstanding of his birth mother became the reason why Chen Yijin was also unable to forgive himself.
Although apart from the murderer, no one has noticed the slightest abnormality in these 21 years.
There is nothing wrong with Shen Yijin.
But the paranoid and extreme Shen Yijin in the book still chose to destroy it together.
This kind of thing was originally a devil with one thought.
Perhaps the blackening is just because Shen Yijin in that book is too lonely.
No one can tell him that his mother must hope that he can grow up healthy and happy.
It would be sad to see him afflicted by disease.
Knowing that he would be sad if he chooses to burn both jade and stone...
… Fortunately.
No one said to her husband in the book, it can be said by him now.
Gently pull up the opponent's hand, passing the fingers through the other's slender fingertips, interlacing the ten fingers little by little.
Jing Xun said to him conscientiously: "So, sir, you must sleep well and live a good life."