Seeing Miao Xingyao return home on May Day, Deng Man's attitude softened a little. Although he was still cold, at least there was communication.
That night when she got home, Miao Xingyao locked herself in her room and played with her phone boredly.
To say he was not angry, Miao Xingyao was definitely still a little angry, but he no longer had the impulse that day. She already wanted to ease the relationship with Deng Man, but she didn't know how to speak. Sometimes she wanted to say it, but was persuaded by Deng Man's attitude.
In fact, she didn't feel that she had done much wrong at all. On the contrary, it was because Denman had been controlling her that she kept wanting to resist her.
"Knock knock knock." There was a knock on the door, and then Miao Qingyong's voice came, "Xiaoyao, are you asleep?"
"Not yet." Miao Xingyao sat up from the bed, straightened her hair, and said, "Dad, what can I do for you?"
"I want to talk to you." Miao Qingyong opened the door and walked in.
"Well, what are we going to talk about?" Miao Xingyao pretended to be stupid, knowing full well that she would definitely want to talk about Deng Man and Yu Jingxuan.
Miao Qingyong sat next to Miao Xingyao and asked, "Xiaoyao, are you still blaming your mother?"
"Blame? I didn't." Miao Xingyao thought to herself, how dare she blame her.
"Actually, Dad has always known that you have worked very hard over the years." Miao Qingyong said softly, "You are a child with many ideas and strong opinions, but you can only suppress your true thoughts, which also leads to your current character. Regarding this, Dad I feel very sorry.”
"It's not your fault." Miao Xingyao said, grabbing her other arm.
Miao Qingyong shook his head gently and said with a smile: "Dad is also wrong."
"I don't blame you." Miao Xingyao responded.
Miao Qingyong suddenly looked at the ceiling and said: "Xiaoyao, can you forgive your mother? After your mother gave birth to you, she originally wanted to work, but you were seriously ill at that time, so she quit her job and devoted herself to She takes good care of you, she just loves you so much."
"But..." Miao Xingyao didn't know what to refute. She knew that Deng Man loved her, but she couldn't interfere excessively in her life and decisions in the name of love. This was her life.
"Xiaoyao, there is a reason for this. Because your mother has lost her original life, so she can only revolve around you. It seems that you are the only one in her world. Do you remember? Your mother and I I have never traveled alone. We will take you with us wherever we go. When you went to study in Jinshi, your mother missed you all day and night. She often woke up in the middle of the night and dreamed that you were being bullied in the dormitory, so she would miss you every day. She and I will visit you every weekend." Miao Qingyong recalled that Deng Man loved Miao Xingyao so much that he always thought that arranging everything for her would make her suffer less. "You also know that your mother and your aunt, She has never experienced maternal love since she was a child. She is also a mother for the first time. She doesn’t know what to do best, so she always wants to arrange your life and give you the best, just to make you more happiness."
Miao Xingyao was silent for a long time before she said: "Dad, I know my mother loves me, and I have never questioned it. But... I am bound by this abnormal love. I can't feel happiness at all, and I can't feel happiness at all." I want the relationship with my mother to be like an ordinary mother-daughter relationship, where everything is discussed and discussed in an amicable way, rather than being unilateral."
"Moreover, she can't just revolve around me. Mom has her own life. She can't live just for me." Miao Xingyao added, these words have been buried in her heart, but she always wanted to shout but failed. Squib.
"It's Dad's fault that it turned out like this." Miao Qingyong blamed himself, "It's Dad who didn't stop this kind of deformed love."
"Yeah." Miao Xingyao lowered her head. She didn't want to love her father and it was just as painful, so she chose not to say anything. She felt very uncomfortable when she saw her father blaming himself.
"I have been communicating with your mother. In fact, she has been regretting it. She is trying to change the relationship between you little by little. She is also trying to let you grow up on your own. But with the sudden change, she lost everything. She I can't restrain my out-of-control emotions." Miao Qingyong touched Miao Xingyao's head and said, "Then can you forgive your mother? Forgive her for being willful this time. She doesn't want to be like this with you, and she doesn't want to change. It’s like this.”
"But I won't compromise." Miao Xingyao looked at Miao Qingyong firmly and said, "I just want to be with the senior. I don't want anyone else except him."
"I'm not asking you to compromise." Miao Qingyong said, "I just hope that you two can reconcile."
Miao Xingyao asked excitedly: "What should the senior and I do? If I apologize, she will definitely think that I followed her arrangement. I don't want to. I am not apologizing because I feel that I was wrong in this matter. .”
Miao Qingyong wiped the corners of Miao Xingyao's eyes distressedly and said, "Silly boy, what's there to cry about? In fact, Xiao Xuan has been coming to visit. You probably don't know that even though he has to go to work the next day, he still Come often and ask for our forgiveness.”
"Have seniors done these things before?" Miao Xingyao asked in surprise.
"Yes. In fact, your mother and I were moved by his sincerity. Your mother was wavering, but she couldn't bear it." Miao Qingyong said patiently, "Can you give your mother a step down?"
"Then will she agree to the marriage between me and the senior?" Miao Xingyao asked worriedly. It is not Deng Man's character to change from morning to night, she is just one-minded.
Miao Qingyong said frankly: "Not yet, but there are already results. Are you not confident in your marriage with Xiao Xuan?"
Miao Xingyao shook her head desperately and said, "Of course I am confident."
"Then it'll be okay." Miao Qingyong smiled, "Your mother will definitely compromise in the end, because we are the people who love you most in the world, and there is no higher priority than your happiness."
"I will have a good talk with my mother." Miao Xingyao finally gave in.
"Well, then I wish you a sweet dream." Miao Qingyong said.
"Well, good night." Miao Xingyao watched Miao Qingyong leave his room.
Miao Xingyao wanted to take out her phone and talk to Yu Jingxuan, but she didn't know what to say.
By the time she found out, she had already made the call.
"Hello? Yaoyao, what's wrong?" Yu Jingxuan quickly answered the phone.
"It's okay." Miao Xingyao sniffed and said, "I just want to hear your voice."
"Huh?" Yu Jingxuan asked immediately, "Do you have a cold?"
"No, no." Miao Xingyao denied.
"Then you must be crying, you little crybaby." Yu Jingxuan said.
(End of chapter)