Miao Xingyao did not find a seat, but stood anxiously at the door waiting.
The door opened, and Miao Xingyao immediately greeted him.
Yu Jingxuan laughed and said, "I knew you would not be obedient."
"How's it going?" Miao Xingyao asked.
Yu Jingxuan joked: "How come you are like a husband waiting for his wife to give birth."
"Why are you still in the mood to joke around?" Miao Xingyao said coquettishly.
Yu Jingxuan pointed to the private room and said, "Yuan Qianhui said he wanted to talk to you alone."
"Then I'm going in." Miao Xingyao opened the door after saying that.
Yu Jingxuan grabbed Miao Xingyao and said, "You must protect yourself."
"Don't worry, if something happens I'll shout loudly and rush in." Miao Xingyao said with a smile.
Yu Jingxuan only let go.
Seeing Miao Xingyao come in, Yuan Qianhui said, "Actually, I thought you didn't want to see me again."
"I really don't want to see you." Miao Xingyao said angrily, sitting opposite Yuan Qianhui.
"Then I'm quite honored." Yuan Qianhui smiled.
Miao Xingyao said: "I just don't want you to come and ruin our lives again, so I want to see you and make it clear."
Yuan Qianhui spread his hands and said, "I have already guessed that it is the only possibility that you would want to see me."
Miao Xingyao said seriously: "You don't have to be me, do you?"
"Probably." Yuan Qianhui replied.
Miao Xingyao said: "You just can't give up the items you can't get. Your character has always been like this, but I am not an item."
"Maybe." Yuan Qianhui chuckled, "But why haven't you thought about another possibility?"
"What's the possibility?" Miao Xingyao asked doubtfully.
Yuan Qianhui looked directly into Miao Xingyao's eyes and said, "I have fallen in love with you since the first time I saw you. I can't give up on you because I don't want anyone but you."
"So what?" Miao Xingyao also looked at Yuan Qianhui, "Love is unreasonable. If it were before, I would definitely be happy, but now I am completely different. I have long loved If I fall in love with him, I don’t want anyone except him.”
"What if I hadn't left at the beginning?" Yuan Qianhui asked suddenly.
"Who knows. No one can say for sure what has not happened. We should live in the present." Miao Xingyao paused and said, "But now I am very grateful to you for leaving, so that I can meet him, and Falling in love with him."
Yuan Qianhui laughed self-deprecatingly: "So I am still the matchmaker for you two?"
Miao Xingyao shook her head and said: "Senior, even if I didn't meet Senior Jingxuan, it would be impossible for me and you. At that time, I was stupid and would suppress myself to prevent you from abandoning me, but sooner or later I would I can't stand it. The two of us are not suitable to begin with. I'm just not good at expressing my thoughts, but I'm not a person without opinions."
"I know, I know all this. But I am doing it for your own good. If I am too assertive, the final outcome may not be good." Yuan Qianhui said.
"Stop using this excuse to cover up your selfishness, senior, you are not doing it for me at all, you are doing it for yourself." Miao Xingyao said, "In fact, I have been thinking for so many years that you don't love me at all. , you just love yourself.”
"Why can you say exactly the same thing as Yu Jingxuan?" Yuan Qianhui said with a smile.
"Because that's what everyone thinks."
"Not at all." Yuan Qianhui strongly denied, "I love you, I know it very well. I just hope you will be happier and not repeat the tragedy of my family."
"Senior, it doesn't matter to me whether you love me or not." Miao Xingyao said, "I don't know if I can gain anything if this continues, but one thing I can be sure of is that. I must be unhappy."
Yuan Qianhui smiled bitterly: "I thought that was happiness."
"Senior, you should look for happiness that truly belongs to you, instead of worrying about my affairs, because no matter what, there will be no going back between us." Miao Xingyao said sincerely.
Yuan Qianhui smiled and said: "You have really changed, Yaoyao. You are no longer the person you were before who could only rely on me."
Miao Xingyao looked at Yuan Qianhui and said, "Senior, we will all grow up. Just like you have become more capable after you came back, and I have met more people and grown differently."
"..." Yuan Qianhui was silent for a moment and said, "I don't want this kind of change. I just let myself change a way to accept these things that I have to accept, so that it becomes natural."
"This is the difference in mentality." Miao Xingyao guessed, "It is also because of this that you are as strong as ever. But if I can't keep up with others, I will be left behind."
Yuan Qianhui explained: "I didn't leave you behind, Yaoyao, I just had no choice..."
Miao Xingyao shook her head gently and said with a smile: "Senior, no matter how immature our minds were at the beginning, we all need to pay for our actions. Of course, I don't mean to blame you. It's just that you have already done this. Things have happened, then you should also accept the subsequent changes."
"No matter how proactive I am, will this be the result in the end?" Yuan Qianhui laughed at himself and said, "Do I have to..."
Miao Xingyao was a little moved. She understood Yuan Qianhui's family to some extent. The environment in which he grew up was not very good, which may have also created his twisted character. No matter how glamorous he looked on the outside, he could not block the darkness inside.
"Okay, I accept it." Yuan Qianhui looked at Miao Xingyao and said, "I won't bless you, but I won't pester you anymore."
"Thank you, senior." Miao Xingyao lowered her head, wondering why she felt guilty.
"I should apologize to you for almost ruining your new life." Yuan Qianhui looked at Miao Xingyao with tenderness in her eyes. He really liked her. Although Miao Xingyao no longer belongs to him, their memories remain at that most beautiful age. He has always understood the truth of not forcing it, but he is unwilling to accept it. Now, all he can do is watch the woman he loves get her own happiness.
"Senior, I once wanted to resent you, but I couldn't." Miao Xingyao smiled and said to Yuan Qianhui, "I only hope that you can also reap your own happiness. I don't want our parting to be sentimental again."
"Well, I will." Yuan Qianhui made up his mind and said, "I will probably leave this city for a while. I apologize to you again for my previous behavior."
Some people may think that Yuan Qianhui gave up so quickly. Please see the extra for details. He is the protagonist of the extra.
(End of chapter)