After returning from the hospital, Yu Jingxuan went home, took a shower and went to sleep. He was so tired that he just went to get Miao Xingyao's luggage before returning home.
Only then did Miao Xingyao realize that Yu Jingxuan was so tired, and she instantly felt apologetic because she didn't notice Yu Jingxuan's tiredness at all because of Su Hanyu's incident. He must be very tired, having been busy all night and still tossing himself around.
In the evening, Miao Xingyao went shopping for groceries and came back to find that Yu Jingxuan was already awake.
The two of them didn't talk much and just ate some casually.
"Knock knock knock."
Yu Jingxuan put down the book in his hand and said, "Come in."
"Senior, do you want to eat fruit?" Miao Xingyao asked in a low voice. She was afraid that it would affect Yu Jingxuan's work.
"Eat." Yu Jingxuan stood up.
"I'll bring it in." Miao Xingyao came in with the fruit and put it on the table before leaving.
"You can eat together, too." Yu Jingxuan called to Miao Xingyao.
Miao Xingyao asked, "I won't disturb you."
"I'm not working." Yu Jingxuan said with a smile. No wonder Miao Xingyao looked cautious.
"Yeah." Miao Xingyao stayed.
Seeing Miao Xingyao standing all the time, Yu Jingxuan picked up the fruit and walked to the center of the study and said, "Come over here."
"Well, thank you for today." Miao Xingyao sat upright.
"No need." Yu Jingxuan said, "This is what I should do."
"But you must be very tired after working all night." Miao Xingyao said with some distress.
Yu Jingxuan said seriously: "Xingyao, I am your husband. I hope you can rely on me more. This is nothing."
"Yes." Miao Xingyao nodded slightly, but it was true that she wanted to rely on someone, but this was too difficult for her.
Yu Jingxuan seemed to have read through Miao Xingyao's thoughts, and said softly: "We can take it slow, at your pace."
"Thank you." Miao Xingyao smiled.
"I hope we have a relationship where we don't need to say thank you." Yu Jingxuan said with a smile, "Can you work hard slowly from now on?"
"Senior, I've been thinking, is it really good to choose me?" Miao Xingyao thought for a while and said.
Yu Jingxuan was confused: "Why do you ask that?"
Miao Xingyao took a deep breath and said as if he had made up his mind: "Because you see, you are the boss of a game company, and your family is a chaebol, and I am just an ordinary person who is nothing, and I don't even have the word "excellent". You have nothing to do with me. My only value to you seems to be that I am a woman who can marry you."
"Xingyao, I am the one who chose you. I have never regretted it. I am even very lucky." Yu Jingxuan stood up and said, "Can I sit next to you?"
"Ah, of course." Miao Xingyao was a little flattered. They had almost never sat side by side except in the car.
Yu Jingxuan sat down, looked at Miao Xingyao, and said, "You are not worthless. On the contrary, you are a person worthy of letting me hold my hand for the rest of my life. If you have no intention of leaving, I will not let you go."
"But I'm just an ordinary person." Miao Xingyao and Yu Jingxuan looked at each other.
Yu Jingxuan smiled and said: "I am just an ordinary person."
"You are so good. When you were in school, you were the prince above me, and I was just a clown duck." Princes are always with princesses, but she is not.
"I have never thought about it this way. I also have people I want to be with, not people who are chosen by others to match me." Yu Jingxuan said frankly that he had never thought that Miao Xingyao had always had this kind of uneasiness in his heart. , is his problem, his attitude from the beginning to now has not given Miao Xingyao a sense of security, but he is not the kind of person who is good at expressing himself.
"Is that so?" Miao Xingyao lowered his head and looked at his restless fingers.
"You also have many advantages. For example, I like the articles you write very much. Not to mention how beautiful the words are, but they are very delicate and fascinating. I often take them out and read them." Yu Jing said with a smile.
Miao Xingyao looked up and said in disbelief: "Do you watch it often?"
"Yes." Yu Jingxuan nodded.
"My articles are not deep enough for people to read them over and over again." Miao Xingyao lowered her head again. She liked writing very much, but she didn't have the confidence. She was even afraid of seeing other people's comments. The reason is very simple. Deng Man denied that she had this talent early on, and her classmates also thought that she was only a little good at composition, not someone who could become a writer.
"Be more confident in yourself." Yu Jingxuan said, "Don't always deny yourself. Isn't this your ideal?"
"But this is very unrealistic." Miao Xingyao said.
"Others thought it was very unrealistic when I started making games." Yu Jingxuan slowly began to tell his story, "But I kept insisting after constantly running into obstacles, because I think I only have one life, and I want to do what I really want to do. I don’t want to be dominated by others when it comes to things, so even if my family gives me generous bargaining chips, I’ve never asked them for help.”
"Have you never taken money from your family to start a business?" Miao Xingyao said in shock with her eyes widened. She always thought that Yu Jingxuan had some support from his family, he was still so young, "Then how do you solve your financial problem? "
"When I was in college, I participated in professional competitions and earned my first pot of gold in life." Yu Jingxuan said, "Later, I started a joint venture with my classmates."
"Did you become a professional player in college?" Miao Xingyao asked.
"Well, I will retire a year after I graduate from college." Yu Jingxuan said.
"It's amazing." Miao Xingyao murmured.
"The same goes for you." Yu Jingxuan said with a smile, "If you have some courage, you can achieve what you want. At worst, I will support you."
"I don't want it." Miao Xingyao said.
Yu Jingxuan held Miao Xingyao's hand and said seriously: "I mean what I said. I have no intention of letting you work outside for the rest of your life."
Miao Xing looked at Yu Jingxuan from a distance and asked, "Why?"
"You have to take care of things at home again. As you can see, I can hardly do housework. My aunt used to clean it for me. Now you have to do housework and work too hard." Yu Jingxuan said.
"But I don't want to be a housewife." Miao Xingyao said, knowing that becoming a housewife would lower her horizons.
Yu Jingxuan stroked Miao Xingyao's broken hair behind her ear with one hand, and said with a smile: "I don't want you to be a housewife, I just feel sorry for you working too hard. If you have something you want to do, of course I fully support you. Do."
"I'm still very satisfied with this job. I don't have such an option in my mind about pursuing my dreams." Miao Xingyao said with a smile. This is the truth. She is not a radical character in the first place. It is completely wrong to say that she prefers to settle down. Problem, she's happy with the status quo.
(End of chapter)