Chapter 35 First Kiss
"Of course I don't want you to rush to change the status quo." Yu Jingxuan gently held Miao Xingyao's face with his hand and said, "But if you want to change, just do it boldly. Don't worry too much. I am your biggest backing."
"Senior..." Miao Xingyao called softly, looking at Yu Jingxuan's eyes twinkling, "If you say that, I will misunderstand."
"There is nothing to misunderstand." Yu Jingxuan said with a smile, "I am your husband. If I don't give you a sense of security, who will?"
"Thank you." Miao Xingyao lowered his head and said.
Yu Jingxuan gently lifted Miao Xingyao's chin and said, "Why do you say thank you again?"
"Ah, I..." Miao Xingyao didn't know what to say. She felt that Yu Jingxuan's eyes were a little hot, so she had to look elsewhere.
Yu Jingxuan laughed and said, "Why don't you dare to look at me?" It's so cute.
"I didn't." Miao Xingyao said stiffly.
"But you didn't look at me." Yu Jingxuan's tone was a little low.
Miao Xingyao had no choice but to look at Yu Jingxuan, but found that Yu Jingxuan's handsome face was closer, and said in a panic: "I..."
Yu Jingxuan lowered his head to seal what Miao Xingyao was about to say. He couldn't explain why he had such an impulse. He thought blushing Miao Xingyao was cute, and it was legal to kiss his wife. Although his wife was a little shy, but It's her fault that he's so cute, readers would think he's not a man unless he kisses Fangze.
Yu Jingxuan left just as quickly as a dragonfly. Miao Xingyao's eyes were so shocked that they kept widening.
"Hey." Yu Jingxuan noticed that Miao Xingyao was not breathing. He grabbed Miao Xingyao's shoulder with one hand and shook it gently, asking, "What's wrong with you?"
"Ah." Miao Xingyao quickly lowered her head. She had just realized that she was so embarrassed, so embarrassed. Her face was now very hot.
"You...could this be your first kiss?" Yu Jingxuan lowered his head to look at Miao Xingyao's face.
But Miao Xingyao buried her face lower and lower, and did not answer Yu Jingxuan's question.
"I can't see you anymore, raise your head." Yu Jingxuan said softly.
How could Miao Xingyao dare? Yu Jingxuan had no choice but to use force to force Miao Xingyao to look at him. Seeing her red face, he basically understood that his wife was really shy.
"I'm sorry, it's my fault." After thinking about it, Yu Jingxuan said, it was his failure to say hello that scared Miao Xingyao.
Miao Xingyao glanced away and said, "I just don't know what to do. It's not your fault."
Yu Jingxuan suddenly hugged Miao Xingyao, pressed her head on his chest, and said, "Is this your first time?"
"Yes." Miao Xingyao responded softly.
After a pause, Yu Jingxuan asked again: "Have you never had a boyfriend before?"
"Yeah." Miao Xingyao bit her lip. She really had never had a boyfriend.
Yu Jingxuan touched Miao Xingyao's hair and didn't know what to say for a moment. He had felt this way from the beginning. When it was confirmed, he was not only surprised, but also happy. Miao Xingyao was in good condition, so it was impossible that no one would pursue her. However, Yu Jingxuan didn't know why she had never been in love, and he also speculated that it had something to do with Miao Xingyao's overly strict tutoring.
"Then can I kiss you now?" Yu Jingxuan's voice sounded above Miao Xingyao's head.
Miao Xingyao pushed Yu Jingxuan away and said in a panic: "You, you, you didn't ask just now, why, why are you asking now."
Yu Jingxuan lowered his head to look into Miao Xingyao's eyes and said with a smile, "Because I didn't know it was your first time just now, so I was a little hasty. Now I want to ask for your consent."
"Then... what if I don't agree?" Miao Xingyao raised her eyes and looked at Yu Jingxuan secretly.
"I don't agree." Yu Jingxuan paused deliberately and said, "It's useless not to agree."
"Then why are you asking me?" Miao Xingyao said angrily.
"In order to prevent you from being frightened again and suffocating yourself to death." After Yu Jingxuan said this, he gently raised Miao Xingyao's face and captured Miao Xingyao's lips.
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Yu Jingxuan felt something was wrong, so he quickly opened his eyes, let go of Miao Xingyao, and said, "Xingyao, breathe."
Miao Xingyao half-opened her eyes and began to breathe slowly in confusion. Yu Jingxuan breathed a sigh of relief and hugged Miao Xingyao.
"Xingyao, you have to learn to breathe when kissing." Yu Jingxuan said helplessly. If he kept doing this, he wouldn't be interrupted all the time.
Miao Xingyao did not answer Yu Jingxuan, but pouted aggrievedly.
Yu Jingxuan chuckled, leaned into Miao Xingyao's ear, and whispered: "Do you understand?"
Yu Jingxuan's breath blew randomly in Miao Xingyao's ears, and Miao Xingyao could only avoid it and nodded.
Yu Jingxuan saw Miao Xingyao's look and knew that it would take some time for Miao Xingyao to get used to close contact. He sighed and said, "I will be gentler next time."
Miao Xingyao looked at Yu Jingxuan in horror and asked weakly: "Is there a next time?"
Yu Jingxuan smiled and pecked Miao Xingyao's pretty red lips, and said, "Of course, we are husband and wife, and kissing is the most common form of contact."
"Okay." Miao Xingyao lowered his head and said in a low voice.
Chapter 36 Gradually
That night, Yu Jingxuan did not kiss Miao Xingyao again, but the two of them hugged each other for a long time.
Yu Jingxuan went back to the company the next day to finish the last bit of work and then went home and began to officially enjoy his vacation.
But he discovered a very bad phenomenon, Miao Xingyao began to avoid him.
At first he thought it was his illusion, but on the new day, Miao Xingyao went to the hospital early and didn't come back until dinner. During the meal, he kept his head down and said nothing, nor looked at Yu Jingxuan. Yu Jingxuan deliberately refused to enter the study. Miao Xingyao, who was staying in the living room, walked unnaturally to the bedroom and never came out.
Just like the previous day, Yu Jingxuan pressed his head. Miao Xingyao did not come to the study again, but went back to the bedroom to sleep early.
Yu Jingxuan ruffled his hair. He thought he could get closer to Miao Xingyao, but unexpectedly it backfired. What was the point of Miao Xingyao hiding from him
After thinking about it, Yu Jingxuan got up and knocked on Miao Xingyao's door.
Miao Xingyao opened the door a little and asked, "What's the matter?"
"Didn't you say we wanted to watch "Volleyball Boys" together?" Yu Jingxuan made an excuse.
Miao Xingyao said: "See for yourself."
Yu Jingxuan pretended to be angry and said, "Didn't you say that I would call you if I wanted to see you? Why did you go back on your word?"
"I didn't." Miao Xingyao hurriedly explained as the door crack opened a little.
"Then come out and take a look." Yu Jingxuan said.
"But..." Miao Xingyao refused to move.
Yu Jingxuan said: "Are you avoiding me?"
"I didn't." Miao Xingyao denied guiltily.
"Really?" Yu Jingxuan raised his eyebrows.
Miao Xingyao had no choice but to open the door and muttered: "Can't I come out?"
The TV at Yu Jingxuan's home is an Internet TV and can be connected directly to the Internet. However, he rarely watches TV and has to rely on Miao Xingyao to fiddle with it.
"You are very familiar with it." Yu Jingxuan chuckled.
Miao Xingyao said awkwardly: "I didn't know how to do it at the beginning. I just figured it out slowly." He almost revealed that he often watched anime on TV.
"Well, we can watch a movie together next time." Yu Jingxuan said.
Miao Xingyao paused and asked, "What movie are you watching?"
"What kind of movies do you like?" Yu Jingxuan asked.
Miao Xingyao smiled and said, "Basically watch them all."
Yu Jingxuan smiled and said, "Then we'll decide together next time."
The anime started playing, but...
"Why are you so far away from me?" Yu Jingxuan asked helplessly, "Am I going to eat you?"
"Hehe." Miao Xingyao smiled sheepishly and said, "Then, can I sit closer?"
Yu Jingxuan patted the seat next to him and said, "Come and sit here."
"No need." Miao Xingyao said and shrank back.
Yu Jingxuan said: "Then I'll go over."
"Why do we have to sit together?" Miao Xingyao muttered.
Yu Jingxuan said seriously: "Is there anything wrong with my wife and me sitting together?"
"Of course there is no problem." Miao Xingyao lowered his head.
Yu Jingxuan compromised and said, "I won't kiss you. Can you come over?"
Miao Xingyao looked at Yu Jingxuan, then sat down next to Yu Jingxuan.
Yu Jingxuan looked at the tense Miao Xingyao and said with a smile: "Relax a little, you will get used to it sooner or later."
"Yeah." Miao Xingyao responded, really relaxing a little, just a little.
Yu Jingxuan sighed and continued watching TV.
Perhaps because the plot was too fascinating, Miao Xingyao was no longer so nervous. He slowly relaxed and would take the initiative to talk to Yu Jingxuan.
"Ah, Oikawa-senpai is coming out!" Miao Xingyao suddenly pointed at the TV and said, "It's really cool here. I fell in love with him the first time I saw him."
Yu Jingxuan asked: "Do you like him that much?"
"Yes! He is my destiny!" Miao Xingyao said happily and looked at Yu Jingxuan.
"What is your destiny?" Yu Jingxuan raised his eyebrows.
Miao Xingyao didn't know why, but she saw the danger signal in Yu Jingxuan's eyes. She quickly turned her head and said quickly: "That's the person I like the most."
"But he's just an animated character." Yu Jingxuan said with a hint of jealousy. It was a bit different to hear Miao Xingyao say it in person.
"In their world, they are all living people, and there are many people who fall in love or even get married with paper people." Miao Xingyao said seriously.
Yu Jingxuan frowned and asked, "Do you also want to fall in love or even get married with the paper man?" Although he didn't know the specific meaning of the paper man, he roughly knew what it meant based on the context.
Miao Xingyao shrugged and said, "I would also like it if possible."
"Ah?" Yu Jingxuan didn't expect to get such an answer and asked in disbelief, "Then why did you marry me? Wouldn't it be better to marry your Oikawa-senpai?"
"Mr. Yu, I was just joking. I'm not crazy to that extent. Reality and fantasy are still separate." Miao Xingyao said helplessly.
Yu Jingxuan said in surprise: "What did you just call me?"
"Yu...Senior, what's wrong?" Miao Xingyao changed her words in time, thinking that she was a little too relaxed, so she adopted her habit of chatting with friends.
"It's almost time for you to change your words." Yu Jingxuan just said lightly.
But when Miao Xingyao heard these words, her chest began to rise and fall violently. What was she going to call him? Jingxuan? Or A Xuan? Or... Xuan
No, no, no, Miao Xingyao shook her head, no matter which one she could say, she couldn't say it.
"What's wrong?" Yu Jingxuan asked.
"No, no." Miao Xingyao said hesitantly.
"Yes." Yu Jingxuan stretched out his hand and brought Miao Xingyao into his arms, letting her lean on his shoulder.
"Senior, this is not good." Miao Xingyao struggled to remember.
Yu Jingxuan said: "That's it. I'm just holding you. I won't do anything else. Isn't it just a hug that you can't accept?"
Miao Xingyao thought for a while and stopped moving. It was just the extent of the hug that she should get used to. Yu Jingxuan had decided to follow his own pace. He also had to make efforts to get used to close contact with Yu Jingxuan as soon as possible.
Thinking of this, Miao Xingyao raised his head and glanced at Yu Jingxuan. He had a perfect jawline, and above that were the thin corners of Yu Jingxuan's lips.
Miao Xingyao lowered her head suddenly. She recalled that night again. She must have been so embarrassed. She knew nothing. Yu Jingxuan would have felt like she was kissing a piece of wood.
At this time, Yu Jingxuan rubbed Miao Xingyao's head, lowered his head and kissed Miao Xingyao's hair.
Miao Xingyao raised his head and asked, "Don't you know how to do nothing?"
"Sorry, I just suddenly wanted to do this. Don't you like it?" Yu Jingxuan said.
"No... neither." Miao Xingyao lowered his head shyly.
Yu Jingxuan smiled and kissed Miao Xingyao's hair again and continued watching TV.
I don't know how long it took, but Yu Jingxuan heard the steady breathing of Miao Xingyao. When he lowered his head, he saw that Miao Xingyao was actually asleep. Did you give her enough sense of security
Chapter 35 is blocked. Woohoo. I described a sweet kiss between two people, but they won’t release it. I can’t help it. If I change it, that chapter will be completely unusable. If you want to read it, you can leave a comment. Tell me and I'll consider releasing it somewhere else. So I put whatever content I can in this chapter for the sake of plot coherence.
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