The night when Yu Jingxuan came back from a business trip, Miao Xingyao was waiting in the living room.
Neither of them spoke. Yu Jingxuan took the suitcase back to the room, started packing it, and then took the clothes out to take a shower.
The sound of bathing sounded, and Miao Xingyao took a deep breath. Very good. She should be more indifferent. She couldn't show her emotions. After a few days of thinking, Miao Xingyao already knew her thoughts very clearly. If Yu Jingxuan couldn't speak out, she would, and she would take the initiative to let go of Yu Jingxuan. She loves him, so she wants him to be with the person she loves.
"Let's get a divorce." Seeing Yu Jingxuan come out, Miao Xingyao said coldly.
"Why divorce?" Yu Jingxuan frowned.
"We are not suitable." Miao Xingyao did not dare to look into Yu Jingxuan's eyes.
"What's inappropriate?" Yu Jingxuan asked.
"Character." Miao Xingyao swallowed and said, "The personality is not suitable. Didn't you say you wouldn't stop me if I wanted a divorce?"
Yu Jingxuan was silent for a while and said, "Okay."
Miao Xingyao returned to the room, took out her mobile phone, opened the WeChat chat box with Su Hanyu, and typed: "Hanyu, I have decided to divorce."
But Miao Xingyao couldn't click to send, and then deleted "I decided to divorce" and changed it to: "You want to congratulate me, I want to be single again." Click to send.
Su Hanyu immediately replied: "What's going on?"
"I just want a divorce." Miao Xingyao also added a laughing expression.
"Tell the truth." Su Hanyu knew that Miao Xingyao must be holding it in again.
"What's the truth?" Miao Xingyao still pretended to be stupid.
Su Hanyu called via WeChat, and Miao Xingyao picked up the phone: "Hello."
"Are you crying?" Su Hanyu raised her eyebrows.
"No, why should I cry?" Miao Xingyao sniffed and said. She had obviously been crying for several days. She thought she would not cry when she announced this decision. She would completely surrender this relationship, which was a relationship that troubled her. Unexpectedly, her will is still not strong enough.
"What's going on?" Su Hanyu asked bluntly.
Miao Xingyao was silent for a long time before saying, "I just suddenly felt that the senior and I were not suitable."
"You didn't feel it before, why do you suddenly feel it now?" Su Hanyu asked forcefully.
"I... met Senior Sister Ning." Miao Xingyao finally admitted.
"Ning Ruoxin? What did she say?" Su Hanyu raised her voice, "You are both married, can she still come to destroy it?"
"No, Senior Ning is not that kind of person." Miao Xingyao explained, "It's because after I met Senior Ning and found out some things about that year, she is the one who should be with Senior."
"But you are already married, that is all in the past." Su Hanyu emphasized.
"I'm tired, Hanyu, I'm going to bed first." No matter what Su Hanyu said, Miao Xingyao hung up the phone.
Su Hanyu's message was sent immediately, with only one sentence: "Yaoyao, you can't always sacrifice yourself for the happiness of others."
"Sacrifice?" In the dark night, Miao Xingyao looked at this line of words for a long time...
Yu Jingxuan did not fall asleep. He was obviously very tired. He was so busy on purpose to escape reality.
After Yu Jingxuan learned the secret behind Ning Ruoxin's departure that year, he was very confused. He was already married and there was no way he could look back. It should be so, but he could never let go of everything Ning Ruoxin had done for him.
Yu Jingxuan admitted that before meeting Miao Xingyao, he only wanted to live casually alone because he still loved Ning Ruoxin. But after meeting Miao Xingyao, everything seemed to have changed. He just wanted to be with Miao Xingyao, but Ning Ruoxin came back.
All the peaceful life was broken, Yu Jingxuan didn't know how he should deal with the two people, so he ran away and arranged himself so much that he had no time to think about other things.
He didn't know why Miao Xingyao mentioned divorce. Maybe it was his attitude that made this sensitive girl aware of it. Miao Xingyao was very smart. She had been silently showing her efforts for herself through actions. Yu Jingxuan felt that he had no face to mention anything to Miao Xingyao. It was originally his fault. If he could have been more firm to Ning Ruoxin, this would not have happened. But without ifs, there would never be regret medicine in this world, and there would be no chance of it happening again. Opportunity.
Yu Jingxuan vaguely felt that this was not what he was thinking. He was escaping because he could not face Ning Ruoxin or Miao Xingyao. If he felt that he was just sorry for the two of them, he shouldn't be like this. He couldn't do it. What is clear is your own heart.
He knew that he would not divorce Miao Xingyao, but he didn't know how to deal with his relationship with me, Ning Ruoxin. He is such a scumbag, Yu Jingxuan thought.
Yu Jingxuan recalled the time he spent with Ning Ruoxin. The two of them had similar personalities and were both very competitive. Although Ning Ruoxin looked gentle, she was actually very strong. Before he accidentally confessed, the two people knew that the other liked them, but they still refused to confess, feeling that they would lose if they spoke first. This is how two people get along with each other all the time. Many times they will quarrel if they are unwilling to compromise. Thinking about it, they seem to quarrel often. But even with this kind of relationship, Yu Jingxuan still thinks it's very good, even though fire and water are often incompatible.
Maybe even though he and Ning Ruoxin love each other, they are not suitable for each other.
Just like Ning Ruoxin couldn't believe Yu Jingxuan and couldn't tell Yu Jingxuan the truth, Yu Jingxuan knew that she would definitely accompany him. Ning Ruoxin was unwilling to let Yu Jingxuan pay, or she didn't believe Yu Jingxuan's feelings for her. The two people seem to be very similar, but they don't understand each other that well. Even if they know what the other person wants, they may not do it.
Ning Ruoxin was great at the beginning. She endured the illness silently because she loved him, so she didn't want Yu Jingxuan to know about it. But Yu Jingxuan still blamed her, why didn't she want to tell him? Love should sometimes be about sharing things together, rather than thinking that it is good for the other person.
Of course, no one really knows the right answer, and the book of love is intoxicating, painful, and disorienting.
Miao Xingyao was also like a mysterious book. Yu Jingxuan wanted to take a closer look. She seemed to have some kind of magic power, which made Yu Jingxuan's eyes just want to follow her closely.
If it weren't for Ning Ruoxin... Yu Jingxuan was actually thinking about this ridiculous possibility. He was clearly struggling a second ago...
"I don't want a divorce." Finally, Yu Jingxuan muttered.
This was the second time that Miao Xingyao and Yu Jingxuan stood at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau.
(End of chapter)