Yu Jingxuan contacted Ning Ruoxin through Ye Shaosi and asked her to come out for a talk.
"Xuan, you are finally willing to see me." Ning Ruoxin said first as soon as she sat down.
After that meeting, Ning Ruoxin kept trying to contact Yu Jingxuan, but Yu Jingxuan kept saying that he was not available. Of course she understood that Yu Jingxuan was deliberately avoiding her.
Ning Ruoxin is not as noble as Miao Xingyao thought...
"I'm very happy to see you again." Yu Jingxuan said directly.
"Me too." Ning Ruoxin smiled.
Yu Jingxuan was silent for a while and said, "We have passed."
"I know." Ning Ruoxin shrugged indifferently and said, "Those things have passed. Now that I am reborn, we should start again."
Yu Jingxuan shook his head and said, "Ruoxin, you should understand what I'm talking about."
Ning Ruoxin smiled and said, "I guess I don't want to understand."
"I'm very sorry for everything you did. I couldn't be by your side when you were in the most pain." Yu Jingxuan lowered his head and said slowly, "But no matter what happened in the past, I think it is just the past. We We should learn to accept everything now, because everything has changed and it is impossible to go back to the past."
"I don't want to understand this!" Ning Ruoxin suddenly said excitedly, "Xuan, do you know how I have survived these years? I think about your face again and again. I believe you will wait for me. I believe you will still be able to survive." Love me, of course you will fall in love with someone else and I have thought about it.”
"Then you should accept the status quo." Yu Jingxuan said.
Ning Ruoxin said: "But you don't love her, why do you want to spend your whole life with someone you don't love? For those responsibilities?"
"Yes." Yu Jingxuan admitted.
Ning Ruoxin was overjoyed and wanted to say something. Yu Jingxuan said, "That's what I thought at first, but now I find that it's not the case. I don't want to divorce Xingyao, not just because of the constraints of marriage. I think it's I'm so attracted to her that I can't live without her."
"Then who am I? Who are we?" A bitter smile appeared on Ning Ruoxin's lips.
"Let it go." Yu Jingxuan glanced at Ning Ruoxin and said calmly, "I loved you, but that is already in the past. I already have a new life and someone I want to protect, so I'm sorry for you. You are still waiting for me, and I feel very guilty about what happened to you."
"Since you are ashamed of me, it proves that you still have feelings for me." Ning Ruoxin said.
"I still have feelings for you, but they are not the same feelings as before." Yu Jing shouted, "Ruoxin, you should understand that so much time has passed and I have been living with my misunderstanding of you. I have suffered, struggled, worked hard, and cheered up. Gradually, I understood that you don’t seem to be that important to me anymore. I will often think of you, but it is just the memory of the sincere relationship in the past. After so many years, I mistakenly thought that I still loved you, but when you suddenly appeared, I felt very calm inside. I was shaken because I heard about your secret."
"Then why did you ask me to come out?" Ning Ruoxin asked.
Yu Jingxuan said calmly: "Because I want to say goodbye to the past and tell you my feelings for you clearly. I don't want to do anything that Xingyao misunderstood again. I also hope that you can open a new chapter and never stop Clinging to the past.”
Ning Ruoxin clenched her fists and said, "What about the school girl? Does she really love you?"
"I don't know." Yu Jingxuan said.
"Then why did you choose her? You clearly know that if it were me, I could give you a lot of help, and our social status is more compatible." Ning Ruoxin was a little anxious.
"You clearly know that I don't care about this at all." Yu Jingxuan said.
"Of course I know." Ning Ruoxin said lowly, "But other than these, I can't think of any way to convince you."
"Ruoxin, although I'm not sure about Xingyao's feelings for me." Yu Jingxuan thought of Miao Xingyao, and his tone softened involuntarily, "But the person I really want to hold hands with for the rest of my life is her. Maybe that person was you in the past. , but that was only before. I have started a new life. Those memories are beautiful, but they cannot bind me in any way. I have let go. You must also learn to accept it and learn to go out."
"Let it go?" Ning Ruoxin said, "You know me very well. I can't give up my self-esteem for anything, but I did it for you." Ning Ruoxin has probably never been so humble in her life. However, she has her own self-esteem and arrogance. The only way she can do things is to be free and easy and beautiful. However, the torture of the disease has changed her. Maybe not that much, but she will soften a little for love now, which is already huge. changed.
You know, the main reason why Ning Ruoxin chose to say goodbye in this way was that she could not abandon her self-esteem. She would rather leave beautifully than have Yu Jingxuan pity her.
"It would have been better if we were both willing to give in to our relationship." Of course, Yu Jingxuan also thought that she would choose to leave someone like Ning Ruoxin in this way because of their relationship at the time. They are more like competitors and seem to be a good way to get along, but both of them know that although their love is passionate, it cannot last long, and it is clear that they just need to take a step back.
"You're right." Ning Ruoxin suddenly figured it out. She actually knew the answer a long time ago, but she just wanted to try again. It was really painful to know the answer directly from her own mouth. She should pick up her mind again now. Self-respect, walking beautifully, this is who she originally was, all this is a thing of the past.
"There is one thing I want to apologize for." Ning Ruoxin said, "I met your wife and I said some bad things, which may have shaken her badly. I'm sorry to cause you trouble."
"I know, I will solve it." Yu Jingxuan did not blame Ning Ruoxin, because he understood her and she was not someone who would deliberately cause harm.
"I hope you can all be happy this time." Ning Ruoxin sent her blessings without hesitation.
"Du? Have you known Xingyao before?" Yu Jingxuanzheng was confused, how did Ning Ruoxin find Miao Xingyao.
"Ah, didn't the school girl tell you?" Ning Ruoxin was a little surprised.
"What did you say?" Yu Jingxuan frowned.
Ning Ruoxin smiled and said, "Then just wait until the junior sister wants to tell you."
"What's going on?" Yu Jingxuan was a little irritated. Why did Ye Shaosi and Ning Ruoxin know more than him? Miao Xingyao was obviously his wife, but now that he thought about it, he really didn't understand Miao Xingyao.
"How should I put it?" Ning Ruoxin tapped her chin with her fingertips and said, "She is a bit like you, in this matter."
In the end, Yu Jingxuan still didn't get the answer. Ning Ruoxin was not the type to talk behind someone's back, and she felt that this matter was also a hurdle that the two of them had to overcome together.
(End of chapter)