That night, Bai Wanyun and Yu Huairen finally reconciled, packed their things and left.
In an instant, the whole house became cold. Yu Jingxuan kept a straight face and remained silent. Miao Xingyao was also preoccupied and did not take the initiative to say a word.
Miao Xingyao was conflicted in her heart. She really couldn't take the initiative to explain this matter. Although she had no intention of saying it at all, Yu Jingxuan's attitude was very clear. She had to take the initiative to tell him.
But Yu Jingxuan is not as "dictator" as Miao Xingyao thought. He is indeed angry, and he is angry with himself. He didn't understand Miao Xingyao's past at all, but Yuan Qianhui always clung to the past, and it was obvious that he had shaken Miao Xingyao.
Yu Jingxuan knew that there was a reason why Miao Xingyao kept silent. He did not want to force Miao Xingyao. He also always believed that the present was more important than the past. But when the past clearly affects the present, Yu Jingxuan doesn't know.
He was angry that he couldn't get Miao Xingyao's support. Although he was Miao Xingyao's husband, Miao Xingyao never told him what was on his mind. He was angry that even though he was very sure that he liked the current Miao Xingyao, he still cared too much about the past. That unknown past had not only shaken her, but also himself.
That night, Yu Jingxuan didn't say a word to Miao Xingyao.
In fact, the two of them have not had a heart-to-heart talk for a long time, and when Bai Wanyun is at home, the two of them will still show off, not wanting Bai Wanyun to discover anything unusual between them.
But now that Bai Wanyun has left, Miao Xingyao and Yu Jingxuan no longer put on false masks, and they don't even bother to exchange pleasantries.
Although they were sleeping on the same bed, Miao Xingyao felt that Yu Jingxuan was so far away from her.
Miao Xingyao lay on the bed and glanced at her husband, who had his back turned to her. It had been a long time. She was not used to Yu Jingxuan's hug, but now she was eager for it.
Habits are really a terrible thing. Miao Xingyao lay flat and looked at the dark ceiling. For so many years, Miao Xingyao worked hard to live independently, just to escape the shadow of the past and not make the same mistakes again... But now, she felt that she She doesn't have enough strength to face the past that she doesn't want to think about. Is it because she needs support that she longs for Yu Jingxuan's embrace? Or are you just like before, hiding in someone's arms and waiting for others to solve it for you
Miao Xingyao couldn't say it. It was because she felt shameless that she wanted to be strong and face it alone. She couldn't live under the protection of others all her life.
Like Miao Xingyao, Yu Jingxuan did not fall asleep that night. He wanted to rely on Miao Xingyao. He didn't care how full of holes Miao Xingyao's past was. He was willing to protect Miao Xingyao and help Miao Xingyao lick his wounds, but Miao Xingyao took the initiative to push him away. He couldn't figure out the reason.
He thought that Miao Xingyao had changed somewhat and was willing to let go of her guard and accept him completely, but she didn't.
The appearance of Yuan Qianhui actually lit up the red light for the marriage of the two people. The two people had been working hard but had bumps into each other. They always thought that as time went by, things would gradually get better, but in fact, the two of them did not at all. Any change, his appearance is inevitable. Even without Yuan Qianhui, the two people will eventually have a crack due to this issue one day. Yuan Qianhui only accelerated the process.
The sky slowly turned white, and Yu Jingxuan's sleep was not peaceful, so he woke up very early.
He slowly got up, not wanting to wake up Miao Xingyao who was sleeping.
Yu Jingxuan sat beside the bed in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking. Then he glanced at Miao Xingyao and left the room.
The door was gently closed by Yu Jingxuan, but Miao Xingyao suddenly opened her eyes. Unlike Yu Jingxuan, she really stayed up all night. She just pretended to be asleep when Yu Jingxuan woke up.
Miao Xingyao felt extremely energetic. He had obviously suffered from insomnia, but he was not sleepy at all.
"What should I do?" Miao Xingyao said silently while lying on the bed. She had not suffered from insomnia for a long time. The second day of insomnia was very uncomfortable. She had to go to work today.
Miao Xingyao got up with difficulty, and suddenly the door lock slowly turned. Miao Xingyao immediately lay down again and continued to pretend to sleep.
Yu Jingxuan came in just to get clothes. Seeing that Miao Xingyao was not awake, Yu Jingxuan simply changed into them in the room.
Miao Xingyao closed her eyes tightly and listened to the sound. Could it be that Yu Jingxuan was changing clothes? Thinking of this, Miao Xingyao suddenly blushed, and the scene when she helped Yu Jingxuan take a bath in the bathroom that day appeared in her mind. Although she didn't see everything, Yu Jingxuan should have a pretty good figure, with wide shoulders and narrow waist. Her skin is still a healthy wheat color, and Miao Xingyao feels very good.
No, what are you thinking about? Miao Xingyao wanted to slap herself twice. The two of them didn't say a word now, but she was acting like a pervert... Miao Xingyao, Miao Xingyao! When did you become so carnivorous
Fortunately, Yu Jingxuan changed his clothes and left directly, and Miao Xingyao could hear him going out.
Miao Xingyao breathed a sigh of relief and complained: "No, why did he just change clothes here? Aren't you afraid that I would suddenly wake up and see him?"
Wait, it seems that Yu Jingxuan is not afraid... Anyway, if she sees it, she will pretend not to see it. Yu Jingxuan doesn't mind being seen by her at all... On the contrary, Miao Xingyao will become very shy and embarrassed...
"Now is not the time to think about these things." Miao Xingyao patted her cheek hard twice and said, "I have to go to work."
For several days in a row, Yu Jingxuan returned home late, without even informing Miao Xingyao. This had never happened before. Even when they had just gotten married and the two were not familiar with each other, Yu Jingxuan would still inform him of his itinerary.
The two of them didn't sleep in separate rooms intentionally, but they had no communication at all, which was much worse than sleeping in separate rooms before.
Miao Xingyao wanted to break the ice with Yu Jingxuan, but Yu Jingxuan didn't give her a chance. Yu Jingxuan went out very early in the morning, and even if he came back early in the evening, he would stay in the study room. He would only go to the bedroom to sleep directly until very late.
In a week, Miao Xingyao didn't even see Yu Jingxuan's face several times.
These are Yu Jingxuan's usual tricks. When he doesn't know what to do, he will increase his workload and let these complicated tasks leave him no time to think about anything else.
Because Yu Jingxuan would become upset whenever he was free. Why didn't he want to change the status quo? But when he saw Miao Xingyao, he ran away because he had tried hard before, many times. It was Miao Xingyao who was unwilling to come out, it was Miao Xingyao who was unwilling to rely on him, and it was Miao Xingyao who was unwilling to open his heart. . He didn't know what to do and he was tired.
(End of chapter)