"Let me contact Xingyao." Ye Shaosi took Yu Jingxuan's phone directly, only to find that his password had been changed.
Ye Shaosi could only return the phone to Yu Jingxuan, and use his own phone to contact Miao Xingyao.
"Hey, Mr. Ye, why do you want to see me so late?" Miao Xingyao soon answered the phone.
"Are you free now?" Ye Shaosi glanced at Yu Jingxuan, who had no intention of stopping him.
Miao Xingyao said: "I'm free."
"I think you should have a good chat with Axuan." Ye Shaosi said.
"Yeah." Miao Xingyao responded. She also felt that she should have a good chat with Yu Jingxuan, even if the ugly scars were revealed. This was not because she figured it out first, but because she couldn't stand the relationship between the two of them and she wanted to have a good life with Yu Jingxuan.
Ye Shaosi told Miao Xingyao's address and asked her to come directly.
Sitting in the taxi, Miao Xingyao couldn't help but think of what Su Hanyu said to her.
"Yaoyao, you should tell Yu Jingxuan about you and Yuan Qianhui, and what happened next." Su Hanyu told Miao Xingyao over the phone.
"But... you also know that I don't want to mention this matter." Miao Xingyao said tangledly.
"So what if it's embarrassing? Don't you trust Yu Jingxuan's sincerity towards you?" Su Hanyu scolded, "And you were still young at that time. Who didn't make one or two mistakes when they were young?"
"It's not a matter of being embarrassed or not, it's that I was ridiculous and absurd at the time. I was in a hurry to escape and ended up making the same mistakes again. How could I say this?" Miao Xingyao laughed at herself.
Su Hanyu said helplessly: "Yaoyao, if you keep avoiding talking about it, it proves that you don't have the courage to face the past directly, and you haven't really come out."
"I have come out!" Miao Xingyao eagerly proved, "If I tell the senior, wouldn't it mean that I am relying on him now? I just don't want to be like this."
"Yaoyao, you are husband and wife!" Su Hanyu emphasized, "The relationship between husband and wife is extraordinary. You should become each other's most trusted people and show all the ugliest and weakest parts to each other. Moreover, even if you rely on your senior So what? It doesn’t mean that you are the same as before, but because when we are alone, we are all weak, and there will always be times when we cannot solve it ourselves. Reliance is not dependence, so rely on seniors, you are no longer Alone."
…
It was already late when Miao Xingyao arrived at the bar, and Yu Jingxuan drank a lot during this period.
Facing the wine bottles on the floor, Ye Shaosi said helplessly to Miao Xingyao: "I can't persuade him."
In fact, Yu Jingxuan was not drunk. He had a good drinking capacity. He just needed alcohol to calm himself down.
"Then it's time for me to go." Yeshua went to get his clothes.
"No need." Miao Xingyao said with a smile, "Although it's embarrassing, it is indeed my past and there is no way to change it. Ah, if you have something else to do, please leave first."
Miao Xingyao felt that she could be more courageous in the presence of a third party. These words were difficult for Yu Jingxuan to say, but not for others. And she knew that Ye Shaosi supported her and that she was not alone.
Miao Xingyao had already mentioned this, so Ye Shaosi had no choice but to put down his clothes and sit down again, but as far away from the two of them as possible.
"Senior." Miao Xingyao called softly.
Yu Jingxuan responded without looking at Miao Xingyao, but continued to pour himself a glass of wine.
"Senior." Miao Xingyao called again, but Yu Jingxuan didn't seem to respond.
In a hurry, Miao Xingyao snatched the wine from Yu Jingxuan's hand and said, "I'm thirsty."
Then Miao Xingyao drank it all in one gulp. It was just beer, but was it so spicy? Miao Xingyao's little face wrinkled up.
"You don't know how to drink." Yu Jingxuan understood after seeing Miao Xingyao's reaction and eagerly grabbed the wine glass.
"It's okay, it's just that I can still drink beer." It's a bit hot, Miao Xingyao thought.
"Stop drinking." Yu Jingxuan put down the glass and said, "You didn't come here just to drink."
"Of course not." Miao Xingyao said, "I'm here to confess. I will tell you about the past."
Yu Jingxuan and Ye Shaosi both looked at Miao Xingyao quietly.
Miao Xingyao smiled and began her self-narration: "I am like most children who want to leave their parents. I am not mature mentally, but I think I have the capital to leave. But in fact, I only Discover how weak and incompetent you are.
I just thought so in my mind, but when I took actual actions, I understood how helpless I was.
At this time I met Senior Qianhui, who led me like a big brother. I know it’s ridiculous to say this, but in fact it was because I had relied too much on my mother since I was a child, and I didn’t realize it. , but I just hated my mother's control over me.
When I first arrived in high school, I was at a loss as I suddenly lost my mother's protection. I didn't even know what specifications to buy a laptop. Senior Qianhui gave me most of the help. Even if I was ostracized in the class, he would help me without hesitation. At that time, it was like I had found another supporter, and I desperately relied on senior Qianhui.
However, I gradually discovered what kind of person Qianhui senior is. He has a terrible desire to control and possessiveness, even worse than my mother. He didn't allow me to talk to boys, play ball, or participate in any activities. I could only stay by his side and quietly be a vase.
Later I found out that the reason my classmates stopped bullying me was because Senior Qianhui warned them, so they stopped bullying me and stayed away from me. I wanted to escape, but found that I was hopelessly in love with him. My deeper wish was that I wanted to be with Senior Qianhui, which is ridiculous.
I started to struggle pointlessly for a period of time, but Senior Qianhui was the same as always. He was such a person. He had his own plans and would not let anyone disturb him. He never said anything about dating to me, but He asked me to stay only by his side.
Once he slapped me because I went to play ball secretly. Although he felt guilty later, I understood one thing. I could only do what he said, otherwise he would be very angry. Obviously I should I wanted to break up this abnormal relationship quickly. The funny thing is that at the time, my mind was full of fear that Senior Qianhui would hate me, so I clung to him even harder and changed myself according to his preferences.
Just like everyone thought, I thought we would be together, but no matter how hard I tried, Senior Qianhui neither admitted nor denied it, and it wasn't until that day that I finally woke up... "
I cried several times while writing this paragraph. It was actually no one’s fault, it was just that we were all too young at that time.
(End of chapter)