Miao Xingyao stopped abruptly here.
Yu Jingxuan asked angrily: "He beat you?"
"Well, that's why I'm very afraid of Senior Qianhui." Miao Xingyao recalled that day, it was a nightmare, but she continued to cling to Yuan Qianhui like crazy.
"It's okay now." Yu Jingxuan said distressedly. He didn't expect Yuan Qianhui to hit a woman. Miao Xingyao and Yuan Qianhui's physiques were very different. She must have been very scared at the time.
"I know." Miao Xingyao nodded. In fact, after so long, she was no longer as scared as before when she noticed Yuan Qianhui's displeasure.
"What about that day? What happened again?" Yu Jingxuan asked.
"That day was the day we first met..." Miao Xingyao smiled, she finally made up her mind to tell Yu Jingxuan all this.
"Yeah." Yu Jingxuan knew which day Miao Xingyao was referring to.
Miao Xingyao continued: "I overheard others on the basketball team talking about Senior Qianhui going to study abroad, because I stayed with Senior Qianhui almost every day, but Senior Qianhui never told me about this. I think my mind was very unclear at the time, so I went to see Senior Qianhui."
That day, Miao Xingyao went to Yuan Qianhui very unconsciously.
"Senior, are you going to study abroad?" Miao Xingyao looked at Yuan Qianhui expectantly, hoping that he would tell her that this was a lie.
Yuan Qianhui showed no expression and just said: "Yes, I will go abroad at the beginning of next month. All the procedures have been completed."
"Then what should I do?" Miao Xingyao asked in a hurry. She was more angry than shocked. Everyone knew that the relationship between them was very close, but she was the last to know.
Yuan Qianhui did not give Miao Xingyao any response.
Miao Xingyao cried and said, "Senior, I like you." She had never confessed to Yuan Qianhui, because Miao Xingyao's love was humble, so how could she dare to speak so easily
Yuan Qianhui was silent for a long time and only said three words: "I'm sorry." He would not let anyone disrupt his plan, not even the woman he liked.
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"Then I ran away. I didn't know what to do at all. You know, Qianhui-senpai was not just someone I liked, but the person I relied on most in high school. I suddenly didn't know what to do in the future. ?Because my high school life only revolves around him. He and I are different. His world is colorful, but I only have him." Miao Xingyao said with some sadness. At that time, she felt the most Dark moments. Yuan Qianhui had been imprisoning her by his side, constructing himself as everything about Miao Xingyao, but suddenly he left because he was selfish, and he never considered what would happen to Miao Xingyao.
But at this moment, Miao Xingyao was grateful to Yuan Qianhui. If Yuan Qianhui hadn't left suddenly, she wouldn't have been completely independent. This was what she longed for. She didn't want to live at the mercy of others her whole life.
"What happened next?" Yu Jingxuan frowned. He regretted his cold attitude towards Miao Xingyao these days. It must be painful to uncover this past by himself.
Miao Xingyao put on a smile and said, "Fortunately, after that day, I never met Senior Qianhui again. He only left a note: Goodbye."
"I'm sorry, I haven't considered your mood at all these days." Yu Jingxuan said regretfully. He couldn't fully empathize with it, but he also knew that it was very painful. Miao Xingyao's world was equivalent to being completely demolished and reconstructed. But now, he wants Miao Xingyao to uncover this scar again.
Perhaps before Yu Jingxuan got to know Miao Xingyao, he would have been very puzzled as to how Miao Xingyao could completely treat one person as the whole world. But considering Miao Xingyao's original family, Yu Jingxuan understood. The story begins with a girl who has no experience in the world and runs away alone, but discovers the fact that she is incompetent, so she relies on another person.
"I haven't finished saying everything yet." Miao Xingyao said, "Actually, there are only two people I am most grateful to in high school, one is you and the other is Hanyu."
"Why me?" Yu Jingxuan didn't feel that he had done anything, except that that day he and Miao Xingyao basically had zero intersection in high school.
Miao Xingyao raised his head, as if reminiscing, and said: "That evening, you just did it unintentionally, but you helped me when the world had just collapsed. I suddenly felt that the world was not that bad, and Hanyu had no reservations in high school. Help me to understand that my world should also be colorful and not just revolve around one person."
"But, I didn't do anything." Yu Jingxuan still had something to say. He didn't care about Miao Xingyao at all at that time. He was not worthy of Miao Xingyao's evaluation of himself.
Miao Xingyao shook her head gently and said with a smile: "Although you only had one person in your eyes at that time, and that person was not me, I still admired you very much. Of course, I also envied my senior sister for getting all your love. You two My personal relationship is just right, nothing more and nothing less, unlike my abnormal relationship with senior Qianhui.
Of course, I didn’t dare to expect anything. I just kept staring at you silently. I knew it would make you feel sick, but I didn’t know what to do, and I couldn’t control my heart, because from that day on, You have become my spiritual support. As long as I think that there are people as perfect as you in the world, I will feel that the world may not be so bad. "
Ye Shaosi listened to everything silently. He found that many things he knew were wrong. For example, he did not know the reason why Miao Xingyao fell in love with Yu Jingxuan, nor did he know that the relationship between Miao Xingyao and Yuan Qianhui was so abnormal. He I thought it was just Yuan Qianhui's departure that hurt Miao Xingyao. He originally thought that Yu Jingxuan's role would be the same if he were replaced, but this was impossible. Yu Jingxuan was the one who helped her. He thought it was just pure unrequited love. It turned out that from the beginning, he lost Gave it to Yu Jingxuan.
"I'm not as good as you think." Yu Jingxuan said.
"I have never thought about marrying you. When you mentioned it to me, I never considered rejecting it. I admit it was because you helped me in the first place. But after contacting me, I discovered a lot of things I didn't know about. I don't feel disappointed." Miao Xingyao said softly. She felt very relaxed now. It turned out to be so relaxed after she made it clear. She shouldn't think wildly about what Yu Jingxuan would do, she should leave it to Yu Jingxuan to decide.
Yu Jingxuan silently hugged Miao Xingyao tightly. He didn't know what else to say. Sometimes the strength of the body can convey the sincerity better than words.
(End of chapter)