Escorted by her manager and security guards, Gu Xiran returned to the lounge at the backstage, sitting on her own soft chair, her thoughts were lost in an instant, until her manager handed her a glass of water, she came back to her senses and took it. She took a sip from the cup, then took out her mobile phone from her pocket, and pressed it to the album. Her mobile phone album is locked, and the password is Fei Jun's birthday. After opening it, there are two or three photos of Fei Jun inside. .
Fei Jun doesn't like to take pictures, so the only few photos were taken secretly by Gu Xiran, one was on the plane, Fei Jun fell asleep with his eyes closed, his stern face was unprepared, it looked so gentle and even a bit Gentle, at that time she felt that his appearance moved her very much, so she secretly photographed it.
Until after the breakup, she was not willing to delete this photo. Every time she was tired physically and mentally, she would call it out and take a look. Unconsciously, she would have a misconception that he was still by her side.
During the one year and four months of dating Fei Jun, she was very happy. Fei Jun was her first love. She was very fortunate to meet such a mature and considerate man like him. She didn't need to deal with almost anything. All handled properly. When she was in love, she also had the capriciousness and unreasonable troubles of ordinary girls, but Fei Jun tolerated it generously, and I have to say that every day with him was happy and content, until she proposed to enter the entertainment industry, but he was rejected by him. Strong objection.
He is a somewhat machismo man, and he doesn't want his girlfriend to enter that complicated and changeable circle. He hopes that she will always be a news anchor in a well-behaved manner, but she can't resist the temptation. She has been singing and dancing since she was young. Because her mother is a dance teacher, she has more opportunities to observe various large-scale performances than her peers. Whenever the performance is over and the hall is empty, she will jump on the stage and start dancing , with a taste of self-admiration, that was her happiest moment. Slowly, she began to yearn to stand in the center of the most dazzling stage and accept the praise and affirmation of everyone. Her natural desire to perform gave her an inextricable desire for the entertainment industry. Because the name of the sweetheart anchor gradually became popular, she began to have many such opportunities, such as advertising endorsements, spokespersons for small and medium-sized charity events, hosts, catwalks, and until the heroine of a music MV, she deeply felt that doing These times are far happier than being a news anchor. What she needs is a wider stage to show her abilities and characteristics, instead of being confined to a small studio every day to broadcast news that has no interest in her.
The price for realizing her ideal is to lose Fei Jun. When Fei Jun expressed her opinion for the last time, she already felt that she would lose him, but she still wanted to take a gamble, betting that he would tolerate and support her again, But it turned out that she and Fei Jun had a big fight. When Fei Jun left the house, she turned her back to him and didn't keep him. In the end, he closed the door, but she ignored him. She didn't answer his calls after that, and never did after that. After that, Fei Jun completely left
her world.
When she heard the news of Fei Jun's marriage, the blood in her whole body froze almost instantly, and a sentence was circling in her mind: How is it possible
If she turned around to keep him and held his hand that day, the result would definitely not be like this; if she was willing to soften her attitude that day and disregard her pride and self-esteem, the result would definitely not be like this. But there is no if, the fact is that Fei Jun got married and he gave up on her.
She numbly finished the work at hand, returned home and sat on the sofa, tears flowed down involuntarily, and the heart-piercing pain rang out after a while, she truly realized that she had lost Fei Jun, and it was impossible to have anything with him again. Intersection, why is this happening? What did she do wrong? She just wanted to pursue her own ideal, to be a truly valuable person, but the price of this pursuit was to lose Fei Jun? It turned out that it was only after losing her that she realized that Fei Jun was much more important than she imagined. In the past year and four months, Fei Jun had become as natural and indispensable to her as air. How to be strong
Listening to a song repeatedly, there is a sentence in it that is "I am used to losing myself in the days when I have you", which is her true portrayal.
The saddest thing was that she realized that she was nothing but dispensable to Fei Jun, and this man just let her go without hesitation.
On Saturday, Fei Jun took Guan Guanmu to go shopping, because Guan Guanmu was a woman who didn't have any desire to shop, she followed him sleepily to shop one after another men's counters, Fei Jun gained a lot, bought a A set of pens, a tie, a shirt and a camera. He didn't focus on her until he finished shopping, and said, "You don't have anything to buy?"
"I just want to find a place to sit down now! My feet are so sore!" Caring Mu frowned.
Fei Jun had no choice but to take her hand to the restaurant on the top floor of the shopping mall. Guan Guanmu ordered a lot of things and put them all on the table. Fei Jun glanced at her with a "you are a pig" look glanced at her.
While caring about Mu's meal, something incredible happened to her. An intern waitress in the restaurant came over to ask Fei Jun for his autograph. She said bluntly, "You are Mr. Fei Jun. I saw you on the Internet. I admire your entrepreneurial experience and the management system you put forward. I personally study economic management. My dream is to be the best restaurant chain in the country. Although I am only a basic-level waiter, I believe in myself It will be successful. You are my role model and spiritual pillar, can you sign for me?"
Guan Guanmu was dumbfounded, seeing Fei Jun took the waitress' notebook and pen, and signed an autograph for her, she smiled and said thank you, then glanced at the crumpled napkin next to Fei Jun's plate
, asked very politely: "Mr. Fei, am I lucky enough to get this napkin you used?"
…
Guan Guanmu was completely stunned, this was the napkin that Fei Jun used to wipe the curry sauce on her mouth just now.
"Please." Fei Jun smiled.
After the waitress left gracefully, Fei Jun said leisurely: "Look at the little girl, she has dreams and goals at such a young age, what about you?"
"Dreams and goals?" Caring Mu sneered, "That's her pick-up language, why are you her role model and spiritual pillar, go, go, she only cares about your appearance."
"You mean my appearance is good?" Fei Jun asked back.
Guan Mu stopped talking, she couldn't admit to the fact that Fei Jun was a handsome guy.
Out of the restaurant and out of the shop mall, Fei Jun's cell phone rang, he answered the phone and talked seriously about business, let go of Guan Mu's hand, and Guan Mu followed behind him, leaving her with a stalwart back and a noble back of his head , she kept looking up at him, but didn't notice the low steps under her feet, stepped on the air, and staggered and fell on him, he turned around and quickly caught her.
"Why are you like a child? You can't even walk well?" Fei Jun scolded lightly.
"Who told you not to hold my hand." Caring Mu said naturally, and regretted it a little after saying it. Is this acting like a baby
"You look like a baby." Fei Jun stretched out his index finger and tapped Guan Mu's forehead, "It's not cute."
But in the next second, he took her hand. His palm was big, dry and warm, with some thin calluses on his fingertips, which could completely wrap her hand. She suddenly found a long-lost feeling, like holding her hand when she was a child. The feeling of touching her father's hand, but the number of times like that is very small, because her father Guan Shaoguan is a serious and rigid man. Her childhood did not get spiritual pampering, and some were only material enjoyment, which was a little empty point, and at this moment, she found a kind of satisfaction.
Small hands hold big hands, there is a song that says so.
Just immersed in the sweetness, Caring Mu felt that something was wrong with her feet. She looked down and saw that the strap of her wedge shoes was broken. She bought these wedge shoes with a group of female colleagues in the office, and they were only one hundred and fifteen After buying it, she showed it to Fei Jun and said how cheap it was. Fei Jun glanced at it and commented rudely: "What's the use of being cheap? These shoes are so ugly."
But at this moment, under Fei Jun's nose, this pair of ugly shoes unexpectedly had a quality problem, which completely broke what Guan Mu had said before, "What's the use of being beautiful, it's comfortable to wear, and the key is high quality and low price." …
"You wait." Fei Jun said and turned back to shoppin
g mall.
Care Mu retreated to a corner in embarrassment, sat down on the long rest chair, and waited for Fei Jun to bring her new shoes, but a picture appeared in his mind, it was that shocking photo again, The scene of Fei Jun squatting to take off his shoes for Gu Xiran, Fei Jun in that photo is so gentlemanly, gentle, and pampering. Could it be that today, in a large crowd, she can also enjoy this princess-like treatment ? It has to be said that she began to look forward to it, and the corners of her mouth raised involuntarily.
Fei Jun was quick to buy shoes for Guan Guanmu. Within fifteen minutes, he came out with a shoe box and opened it in front of Guan Guanmu. Inside lay a pair of low-heeled broken shoes with a simple style but full of atmosphere. , or silver, he knew that Guan Guanmu was not used to wearing high heels, so he bought low heels.
"You have a good eye." Caring Mu Zan said, "Very beautiful shoes."
Fei Jun stuffed the shoebox to her: "Put it on quickly."
"Huh?" Caring Mu Mumu took the shoe box, feeling that it was different from what he expected.
Fei Jun had already put one hand in his trouser pocket, and raised his arm to look at his watch with the other. The meaning was very clear, do it yourself, and have enough food and clothing.
Caring Mu leaned over, took off his old shoes slowly, took the shoes slowly, and glanced at Fei Jun again, but did not put on the shoes for a long time.
"What's wrong?" Fei Jun glanced sideways at her, "It's so slow to change shoes."
"Aren't you going to help me put on my shoes yourself?" Caring Mu asked.
"You, yourself, no, have, hands?" Fei Jun said word by word, full of aura, and there was already some joke on Leng Yi's face, as if the request made by Caring Mu was very ridiculous.
Guan Guanmu glared at him, lowered his head and gritted his teeth and quickly put on his shoes, feeling full of injustice, why is the treatment so poor? Can't Fei Jun bend down his noble body and help her change her shoes? How could she be his wife? He did this for his previous girlfriends. Doesn't she have the right to enjoy this treatment at a higher level? Is there such a distinction
The more she thought about it, the angrier she became, Guan Mu changed her shoes, stood up suddenly, walked forward with her head held high, completely ignoring Fei Jun, who knew that Fei Jun's arm pulled him into his strong and burning chest in the next second, He chuckled softly, "Didn't you want me to hold you well?" He completely treated her like a brat.