Concerned about Muben's determination to ignore the shameless Fei, she returned home from XX Street. She didn't speak a word to Fei Jun until the light suddenly went out when she was taking a shower. She fell into the darkness and instinctively blurted out "Fei Jun, what's going on?!" Only then did he realize that he had failed. A minute or two later, the light in the bathroom was turned on again, and he returned to the warm and bright world. Caring Mu was filled with regret.
After taking a bath, I walked out of the bathroom wearing a bathrobe and smelled a scent. I cared about Mu Xunxiang and walked away. When I walked to the kitchen, I saw a bowl of pork rib crispy noodles, snow-white noodles, and red oily pork ribs on the counter. , emerald green onion, and a few small chili peppers, they looked extremely attractive, she sniffed, touched the wall of the bowl with her hand, it was still hot, it was obvious that someone had just finished it, although it was not the same as his Angry, but you can't be angry with this tempting bowl of noodles. After thinking for less than two seconds, Guan Guanmu moved a chair over, sat directly in front of the counter, picked up chopsticks and ate.
All kinds of details told her the fact that she couldn't do without Fei Jun.
She was a little frustrated by that fact.
The film invested by Fei's Light and Shadow Media Co., Ltd. was launched, and many reporters came to the press conference. After the 20-minute press conference, there was a reception in XX Hotel where reporters were invited. Fei Jun was also present.
This was the first time that Gu Xiran saw Fei Jun in public after breaking up with Fei Jun. Although she tried her best to restrain the emotional ups and downs in her heart and pretended to be calm, her eyes moved involuntarily to Fei Jun's direction. Fei Jun was still so perfect, wearing a well-tailored and high-quality suit, holding a wine glass in his slender hand, listening seriously and sincerely to a business elder in front of him. Started with the sentence "It's your young people's world now, but many experiences and ideas don't distinguish between old and new eras..." and began to teach the younger generation earnestly. Fei Jun has always respected the elders and listened with humility and patience.
In this colorful and colorful world, Fei Jun's eyes are like the brightest and most sparkling gemstones, he can always do this, he can attract most people's eyes by standing quietly in a corner without making noise, Every movement of his is very natural, exuding a dignified atmosphere, he is born to be a king, neither arrogant nor impetuous, neither arrogant nor aggressive, Gu Xiran felt that no matter how much he controlled himself, it would be difficult to take his eyes off Fei Jun, so he simply Watch him quietly.
She knew that he was married, had a family, and belonged to other women. This fact made her heartbroken. When she was in a relationship with him before, she reminded herself not to invest 100% in her relationship, because he was a man. The businessman is a man who puts interests first, so she has always been a little distant from him, but he doesn't seem to mind, and he is very comfortable with keeping such a distance from her. be consistent,
Although she was sad after the breakup, she didn't really realize how important he was to her. It wasn't until she learned the fact of his marriage that she suddenly realized that her heart was already with him, and he could easily dominate her happiness and unhappiness. hapiness.
Ironically, the distance between them was the same as it is now, neither far nor close.
Holding a wine glass, Fei Jun socialized with many people until he walked out of the banquet hall, turned around and entered the Tibetan lounge covered with murals, saw the woman behind him on the glass mirror, paused, then turned to face Gu Xiran, His complexion remained calm, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised.
Gu Xiran walked up and ordered herself to show the most natural smile: "I haven't congratulated you on getting married yet."
"Thanks."
"We will still be friends in the future." Gu Xiran found that under Fei Jun's deep eyes, her disguised mask suddenly shattered like a mirror, her true emotions could not help being revealed, and her smile was a bit bitter.
"certainly."
Friends... She and him can only be friends. Who told her not to keep him that day? gone, and can never be undone. Her smile became more and more bitter, and the water in her eyes appeared. She raised her glass and drank the champagne. The bitter liquid flowed into her stomach. She coughed, calmed down, looked at him seriously, and asked : "There is a question I've always wanted to ask you, have you ever loved me?" Her pronunciation of the word love trembled, and she suppressed strong emotions.
Before Fei Jun could answer, she blurted out: "No, please don't tell me, I withdraw this question."
She already knew his answer subconsciously. During the one year and four months with him, he never said he loved her. He just treated her very well and took good care of her. Maybe he liked her and appreciated her. But what about love? She thought it was ridiculous, they broke up, he was married, and she asked him if he loved her.
"Brother Jun." She looked directly into his eyes, her emotions gradually stabilized, "I apologize to you for my wayward behavior before, thank you for your care and help in the past year and a half, you have brought me a lot of happiness, I Thank you very much." She also loves you very much, but she can't say it, it's the last bit of dignity left for herself.
"Because of work, we may meet on many occasions. I hope you will not feel unhappy."
Fei Jun shook his head, his voice was calm and a bit cool: "No, it's just work."
The phone rang suddenly, and Fei Jun answered the phone with a very natural and normal voice, and said a few "um", "ok" and "ok", Gu Xiran clearly heard that the other party was a female voice, and waited for Fei Jun to hang up the phone , she asked: "Is that your wife
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"No, it's the secretary." Fei Jun spoke in a cool voice, without any emotion, "I still have some things to deal with, so let's go first. I wish you smooth work and realize your dreams as soon as possible."
After finishing speaking, he turned around, brushed her tall body against her shoulders, and walked forward without looking back, leaving her standing alone in the corridor, perhaps because the air was too cold, she was cold from foot to head, His phrase "realize the dream as soon as possible" was circling in his mind. The dream was the fuse of their quarrel. He strongly opposed her chasing this dream, but now he blesses her generously, explaining what is self-evident, she blinked Blinking, an unknown liquid gushed out of his eyes.
The night wind was very cool, because Fei Jun was drunk and couldn't drive, the driver took him home, he sat in the back seat, looking sideways at the night scene outside the window, the city of S at night was like a ♡ witch, waving to you all the time, Take you into the charming night, but he doesn't really like the bustling and gorgeous, what he likes to see are green mountains and green waters, what he advocates is a natural and simple life, and the same is true for people.
The first time I saw Gu Xiran, she was still a college student, wearing cheap jeans and a plaid shirt, her braids were high, there was no makeup on her face, a few drops of sweat flowed from her forehead to her neck, she was broadcasting He was an intern in the building, and that day happened to be an exclusive interview with him. She poured tea for him in person, he said thank you, and she said you're welcome.
The second time we met was at a simple business banquet. She and her teacher were both present, and he didn't pay special attention to her. He couldn't even pronounce her name. It was a very ordinary meal. After the meal, he left the restaurant. He got in the car and rolled down the window, and saw her giving ten yuan to an old man who was begging along the street. After the old man took it, he kept saying thank you. , and finally gave him another ten yuan.
This detail made him have a good impression of her. She looked at the ragged old man with a kind of love and kindness in her eyes, which he rarely saw. He smiled and showed approval.
The third time we met was at the Broadcasting Building. She was being reprimanded by the leader, who scolded him harshly, without showing any sympathy. From her explanation and rebuttal, he seemed to guess that she had been blamed and wronged, but She resolutely refused to admit her mistakes, nor did she compromise. She spoke very straightforwardly, saying, "Someone is trying to harm me. I don't accept this punishment. You are the leader. You should treat all employees fairly. You can't be indiscriminate." He suddenly laughed , Laughing at her straightforward nature, with simplicity and frankness, she is a rookie in the workplace who has not been infected.
After the leader left angrily, she stood in the corner with dull eyes and pale face, but for some reason, he walked up to her side, and said in a deep voice, "Are you going to cry?" She turned her head, already crying full face.
During the one year and four months of dating her, he saw the reservation in her eyes, and also
Seeing the distance she deliberately created, he didn't point it out, because he thought it was good for both parties, and it was easy and comfortable. He admires her more than he likes her. He appreciates her seriousness, courage to fight, independence, and strength. She is soft on the outside and strong on the inside. She has very clear goals and will not blindly follow the crowd. She knows what life and future she needs, and she will not Like some little girls of the same age, they are proud of their beauty and youth, and indulge in unrealistic dreams to waste their time. He likes many of her advantages, but the irony is that the final breakup is also because she has too clear goals and too strong opinions, which is similar to him, so he didn't back down.
After the breakup, he felt regretful and empty, but he was not sad and uncomfortable. Maybe he was getting old inside, he thought to himself.
Thinking back to when we were in love, he never said he loved her, nor did he impulsively say it, he didn't promise her, he didn't commit to her future, and she didn't ask for it. Now that I think about it, he is indeed an irresponsible man. He didn't Loved her, but possessed her for such a long time.
Why do you want to fall in love with her? Maybe it's because he feels that he's old enough to need a girlfriend, and his parents are also pressing him to arrange one after another for him. He doesn't like those proud and reserved women. He thinks that if he really wants to fall in love, he must find one. Appreciate and like it.
Or... a word from that brat.
He remembered that the little boy said to him at that time: "Uncle Fei, why are you still not married? Nowadays, leftover older men have terrible psychological problems, so hurry up."
"Why do you care about my business? Have you finished your homework?" He remembered his disdainful attitude at the time.
"I don't have homework! I'm already twenty-one years old, and you still think I'm a child?" The little kid stared at him, "I tell you, I already have a man I like."
"Oh?" His eyes suddenly became deep, and there was an indescribable feeling in his heart. Even this little kid has his own man, so it's time for him to find a girlfriend.
Then, he met the right Gu Xiran.
When Fei Jun returned home, he saw Caring Mu sitting on the sofa with his head tilted and falling asleep. He walked over and leaned over to shake her gently. She said in a daze, "It stinks of wine." Pushing him with his hands, his head tilted to the other side and continued to sleep. He chuckled lightly, picked her up easily, went upstairs, entered the bedroom, and put her on the bed, only to find that the necklace around her neck was hooked on the first button of his suit, tightly wrapped, He couldn't get around it, and was afraid of strangling her, so he could only untie it patiently. She smiled suddenly, as if dreaming of something funny, and his cold eyes moved to her fair and flawless face, looking at her like The child's smile immediately caused a strong emotion in his heart, and he ignored the chains and buttons on his hands, and directly bowed his head
Covered her lips.