Marry! My Black Horse

Chapter 19

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During He Qi's hospitalization, Caring Muge would visit her frequently with desserts, chat with her and tell her jokes. In her opinion, He Qi's spirit was much better, but the flickering light in her eyes showed that She didn't completely come out of the haze.

There are several strings of wind chimes hung on the bedside of the ward. They are made of shells, blue and white porcelain, and glass. They will make a nice sound when they blow in the wind. They are all bought by Zhan Shuo, because He Qi likes wind chimes the most. After He Qi had no children, Zhan Shuo's heart was also very heavy. He held up his spirit and came to see He Qi every day. He was more gentle and patient with her than before. Zhan Shuo's accusations and dissatisfaction gradually subsided.

"I don't know if I should be with Zhan Shuo again." He Qi took the apple that Guan Mu had peeled, took a bite, and said slowly.

"Ah?" Caring Mu was stunned, and then let out a soft voice, "Just because of the child? Qiqi, stop thinking about those unpleasant things, forget it, take good care of your body, and get another one after you get married."

He Qi smiled without saying a word, and took another bite of the apple with a click.

When Mu Zheng didn't know what to say, there was a knock on the door. She turned her head and found that the person outside the door had turned the handle and poked her head in. It was a quiet and well-behaved girl, wearing a very elegant dress, holding a bag in her left hand. holding a fruit basket and a bouquet of pink flowers in his right hand.

"Who are you looking for?" Caring Mu asked.

The girl smiled, looked past Caring Mu and looked at He Qi on the hospital bed. He Qi was turning her head. Their eyes met each other, and they saw each other, and some embarrassment and inevitable alienation appeared in their eyes at the same time.

The person who came was Zhan Shuo's ex-girlfriend Luo Luo. She came to visit He Qi and expressed her apologies. She also repeatedly expressed her request to have a few words with He Qi alone. Mu said: "Xinmu, you should go out for a while." Caring Mu looked at Luoluo suspiciously, thinking that she didn't look like she had any evil intentions or came to find fault, so she walked out slowly. Gently closed the door.

Guan Guanmu went to the vending machine to buy himself a cup of coffee, and chatted with the little girl who also came here to buy candy for a while. When she returned, she saw that the door of He Qi's ward was still closed, and she couldn't help approaching After a few steps, she wanted to know what that Luo Luo was talking about with He Qi, but it was wrong to eavesdrop on other people's conversations, and she didn't dare to put her ear directly on the door.

A few minutes later, the door was opened, Luoluo came out gracefully, Guan Guanmu immediately got up and walked into the ward, He Qi looked normal and there was nothing unusual.

"What did she say to you?" Caring Mu asked.

"She apologized to me and told me not to blame Zhan Shuo. Zhan Shuo is a good person and worth cherishing." He Qi's voice was a little tired.

br> "That's it?"

"Also, she said that she would be very happy if I gave up on Zhanshuo because of this matter, because she has the right to pursue Zhanshuo again." He Qi added, looking up at the beautiful wind chime beside the bed , "She's not a bad person, well-educated, understanding, and Zhan Shuo didn't like her wrong."

"Whether she is good or bad has nothing to do with you, she is just Zhan Shuo's past, the past is pass, Zhan Shuo loves you now, it is enough to understand this, don't worry about yourself." Caring Mu sighed .

"I used to think that I wouldn't mind, no matter who Zhan Shuo loved deeply in the past, no matter how hot and crazy he loved, as long as he is mine now and in the future, but just now when I saw Luo Luo face to face, I realized that I was Do you mind, after all, women are narrow-minded, and I am no exception." He Qi looked at Guan Guanmu and asked, "Don't you mind what happened to Uncle Fei?"

Caring Mu was speechless, of course she minded, no woman could truly not mind, especially now that she still couldn't figure out Fei Jun's heart.

"Sometimes I think, before I met Zhan Shuo, I should fall in love once, so that Zhan Shuo and I are equal. He has a past, and I have a past. He can love me, and I can love him, but he It's my first love, and I'm a stingy woman." He Qi laughed at herself, "So now I really care."

"You don't really want to break up with Zhan Shuo, do you? Of course he was wrong about this matter, but he doesn't want to see such a result, and he loves you now, treats you wholeheartedly, so it will be , Why do you think so much?" Caring Mu enlightened, "What you need to think about now is how to take care of your body, how to make yourself happy, forget the unpleasant memories, and be a happy bride."

"I will try my best." He Qi said softly, lowering her eyes, her long eyelashes were like the wings of a sad butterfly.

When Guan Guanmu went back, he saw Zhan Shuo in the corridor, Zhan Shuo walked over quickly with a thermos cup in his hand, smiled when he saw Guan Guanmu, and said politely: "Thank you for always coming to accompany Qiqi. "

"Thank you, Qiqi is my sister, of course I want to accompany her." Guan Guanmu said, "Zhan Shuo, she is not in a good mood, you should be more careful."

"En." Zhan Shuo nodded.

On the way back, the car passed by the cosmeceutical building in the city center. There was a new season advertising poster hanging on it. It was Gu Xiran's beautiful and smooth face. Caring Mu slowly rolled up the window and turned his head sideways, but he was thinking in his heart, why? The love in this world is not "love at first sight, stay together for life", because it is not so beautiful, so the men and women who come and go have ex, Zhan Shuo also, her Fei Jun also, what He Qi said just now It hit a pain in her heart, she

She also cared about the previous relationship between Fei Jun and Gu Xiran, in which Fei Jun kept silent to her, as if it was a forbidden area for him, a world that she could not enter, sometimes she only cared more about Fei Jun Why not open up all his inner world to her, just because in his eyes, she is a little brat? She was depressed and wanted to pretend to be magnanimous, but she secretly cared about it in her heart. She really didn't want to think about herself, she didn't like herself like this.

Fei Jun had a social event that night, so he called Guan Guanmu to tell him that he was going home for dinner. After eating instant noodles, Guan Guanmu went back to his room to preview the instruction manual of a massage chair that will be promoted in the new season. This massager has many functions and is easy to operate. It's a bit more complicated. She is a salesperson, so she must keep these instructions in mind, even to the point where she can memorize them by heart. She has a big head, holding a highlighter and scratching on the instructions, as if she was back in the college entrance examination. when.

She was so attentive that Fei Jun was already standing in front of her, but she didn't even notice.

The neglected Fei showed a helpless smile, coughed heavily, caring about Mucai looked up, and said casually, "Are you back?"

"What are you looking at?" Fei Jun took off his suit and tie, looked down at the manual in front of Guan Guanmu, frowned and asked in confusion, "Are you sure you can understand such a complicated thing?"

"Can you stop mocking me for a day?" Caring Mu chewed an olive and shot back, "Don't underestimate me, my sales performance last month was the third in the group."

"You mean a team with only four members?"

"Five!" Caring Mu was about to jump up, but Fei Jun quickly patted her on the top of her head with his palm, and was suppressed back again.

"That's not a good grade." Fei Jun continued, looking at Caring Mu's hard work, and remembering her frequent overtime work recently, he couldn't help saying, "If you think it's too strenuous, don't do it."

"Don't do anything?" Caring Mu finally came to his senses, and said vigilantly, "You want me to go home and be a full-time wife, waiting for you 24 hours a day?"

"That's not bad." Fei Jun raised his eyebrows, his voice bright, "You can really do that, I'll give you a month... the basic salary is 700, commission and bonuses are calculated separately."

"Qibai? Are you embarrassed to ask?" Caring Mu retorted, "How can I say that he is also a college student who graduated from a prestigious school, has work experience, passed CET-6 in English, and has passed the elementary accounting qualification certificate!"

"Because I cover your food, clothing, housing, and transportation, and the monthly entertainment expenses are also paid from my card. The basic salary of 700 yuan is not low." Fei Jun took off his shirt, opened the closet and took out the home clothes. The strong naked back was presented directly in front of Guan Mu's eyes, and her face was slightly hot.

"What about the commission and bonus?" Caring Mu gritted his teeth.

Fei Jun turned his head and looked at Guan Mu meaningfully. The corners of his mouth slightly raised, and he said slowly, "I'll give you a hundred for doing it once?"

Guan Guanmu slammed the pillow in his hand: "Fei Jun, you bastard! You're more than that number!"

"Do you think your kung fu is comparable to Miss's professional skills?" Fei Jun retorted unhurriedly.

"You, you, you! Congratulations! You! Morning! Day! Got! Sick!" Caring Mu said loudly.

Fei Jun smiled, and went to wash his face and brush his teeth leisurely, before he walked into the bathroom, he turned his head to look at Guan Mu, who was breathing heavily, and said in a deep and doting voice, "I'm serious, don't do it if it's too hard. "After speaking, he closed the door.

The puffed cheeks of caring and admiration were suppressed in an instant, how could you feel that Fei Jun's last words carried some very warm pampering? Could she really choose to be a millet bug and lie comfortably in Uncle Fei's rice vat without paying anything? Although that kind of life is very beautiful, but a little boring, she hummed, and still has a sense of accomplishment by making money by herself. Even though she doesn't earn much, she is still proud, thinking about it and continuing to study the manual with her head down.

This night, Guan Guanmu had a nightmare. She was sitting on the plane, and suddenly a big hole appeared under her feet, and she fell suddenly. The parachute, but the parachute hadn't opened when it was about to land... The dream was very real, it seemed that she was about to fall into the abyss.

Guan Guanmu called out, but heard Fei Jun's voice next to her ear, she struggled to open her eyes, Fei Jun's unbelievably handsome face suddenly enlarged, and her eyes were filled with worry and anxiety.

"Having a nightmare?" Fei Jun wiped the thin sweat from Guan Mu's forehead with his hand.

Guan Guanmu's heart was beating fast, his hands and feet were cold, his throat was very dry, and he said shyly, "I want to drink water."

Fei Jun turned to get water, Guan Guanmu suddenly reached out to hug Fei Jun, pressed his head against his chest, sniffing the faint smell of shower gel on his pajamas: "Hold me for a while."

Fei Jun smiled, retracted his long arms, hugged Guan Mu, and patted her on the back lightly. His embrace was spacious, and the pleasant smell of his skin came out from the crevices of his skin, through the thin clothes, Lingering around the tip of her nose, her cold hands and feet slowly warmed up. He was like a big furnace, scalding hot all the time, just like his spirit, always exuberant and unabated.

"I thought I wouldn't have nightmares anymore. During the college entrance examination, I stayed up late and read books. I went to bed after two o'clock in the morning every day. In addition, I was nervous and had difficulty falling asleep. I always had nightmares. It felt like Someone covered my face with their hands, I knew I was dreaming, I knew I should wake up, but I couldn't wake up, I couldn't move my limbs." Caring Mu's voice became softer and softer, "At that time, I was really afraid that I would not wake up. meeting

Die in sleep, never wake up, like that movie, when the morning came, the parents came into the room and saw that the child had stopped breathing, the child also wanted to call the names of the parents and let them come and wake him up , but he had no strength and could not open his mouth. "

"I'm by your side, so you don't have to be afraid, I will wake you up if you make any movement." Fei Jun said.

Caring Mu looked up, a question suddenly popped up in his heart, and he asked directly: "Will you sleep by my side forever?"

"Sometimes I really don't know how to answer such... childish questions." Fei Jun frowned helplessly.

Caring Mu's eyes immediately darkened, and his hands slipped from Fei Jun's waist.

"Yes, I will always be with you to welcome the sun the next day." Fei Jun said immediately, holding Guanmu's hand and connecting her ten fingers. On the finger, "Mrs. Fei, don't worry, I won't marry again, and you won't marry again, we will be together forever."