Qi Yan stared at the screen, and the words on it seemed to turn into sharp knives, which stabbed his eyes, and bloodshot eyes spread out. Qi Yan couldn't bring himself to accept such a result, but he still tried his best to keep calm and continue to investigate. He read the information on the Internet one by one, and went to search for relevant information about himself. Then he found out even more unbelievably that his partner was not the Shu Zimu he was thinking of, but someone else, Qu Fei who had a wicked heart.
In his memory, Qu Fei, who had a wicked heart, also did not change his nature here, not only coveting the wealth of the Qi family, but also discrediting him after cheating. The marriage ended quickly, and it also appears to have remained a figurehead. But even so, Qi Yan still couldn't accept the fact that she was blind and married Qu Fei. He didn't understand why he didn't marry Shu Zimu. With Shu Zimu around, how could he fancy others.
The information publicly available on the Internet is limited, and Qi Yan felt that he needed more in-depth and more credible information. He must find out what is wrong with the marriage partner, and he wants to know everything about Shu Zimu, especially... the reason for his death and whether it is true or not.
Qi Yan didn't want to believe that Shu Zimu was really gone. He still had a little hope that maybe the other party just changed his name and identity, and started a new life elsewhere.
Except for the problem with his lover, everything else is normal compared to Qi Yan's memory. If it is not for the loss of the person around him, this is basically the state he will be in ten years later. Qi Yan notified the assistant not to go to the company today, and then arranged for people to check Shu Zimu's affairs. According to his usual behavior, these things were done here without hindrance. The tone of those who received the notification were a little suspicious. They did not expect that the workaholic boss would suddenly give him a vacation, and he did not understand why he suddenly wanted to check the information of a person who had passed away for two years and had nothing to do with him. But they obviously obeyed and even feared Qi Yan. The order was accepted without any questioning.
In addition to finding out about Shu Zimu, Qi Yan also wants to know what happened to him these years, especially how he found the wrong person to marry. There is no way for his subordinates to investigate this matter, and it will obviously arouse suspicion. Qi Yan can only ask Aunt Zhang.
Aunt Zhang also became suspicious when Qi Yan asked him about his past, but Aunt Zhang was trustworthy to Qi Yan, and he had to know the past, the only choice was to ask the insider. I don't care if the other party has any doubts.
Knowing that Qi Yan "can't remember" her previous marriage, Aunt Zhang asked worriedly for a long time, trying to understand Qi Yan's symptoms, and asked him if he should go to the hospital. Qi Yan dealt with it patiently for a few words, and finally took a deep breath, her eyes were bloodshot, she looked at Aunt Zhang with an almost terrifying expression and said: "Aunt Zhang, don't ask, I will go to the hospital if I have something to do. First tell me what happened to my marriage before, I just want to know this now."
Aunt Zhang was taken aback by his appearance, and felt more and more that there was something wrong with him, but she didn't dare to disobey him, so she could only explain the situation at the beginning, and at the same time made up her mind to let him go to the hospital.
"You married Qu Fei when you were twenty-five years old, and you divorced after two years." Aunt Zhang said, "You have always disliked that person. It's a good thing."
Qi Yan closed her eyes, her voice was a little hoarse, "Since I don't like him, why would I marry him?"
Aunt Zhang was slightly stunned, "You don't remember this either? The fortune teller said you should get married when you were twenty-five years ago. That year, your wife held a banquet for you to pick a partner. That's how you picked him. You never wanted to get married. I just picked someone to deal with it at random." Aunt Zhang saw that Qi Yan's face became more and more ugly, and suddenly thought that the other party had asked Xue Zimu before, thinking about it, she said: "Speaking of which, you still chose Xue Zimu's first, but in the end That child didn't want to, so he quarreled with Xue's family, so he replaced Qu Fei." Aunt Zhang sighed, "That child's fate is also unlucky, if he agreed to marry in, maybe he wouldn't be so harmed by Xue's family. "
Qi Yan's face changed suddenly when he heard the words, he opened his mouth but only spit out a few words after a while: "... he is not willing?"
Aunt Zhang glanced at Qi Yan, she seemed a little surprised that he would be so surprised to be rejected by Xue Zimu, and suddenly seemed a little different from the previous narcissism. "I heard that Xue's family tricked him into going to the banquet. The child was only in his teens at the time, and he was so young. He never thought of getting married suddenly." If I was found halfway to marry someone I didn’t know, I wouldn’t want to.” Aunt Zhang looked at Qi Yan, thinking that the second young master would not because this happened more than ten years ago, and because of his It's the most common thing to be angry with a poor man who's dead? I don't know why the second young master is abnormal today.
Of course Qi Yan wasn't angry, he just couldn't figure out why the person who should have accepted this marriage and quickly developed feelings for him who wanted to be with him for the rest of his life would reject him. And he, unexpectedly, changed another candidate easily, and did not continue to persevere. Since they would choose Shu Zimu at the beginning, obviously they have met before. That being the case, what went wrong and made things go so differently
Qi Yan's throat was dry, and his Adam's apple rolled, but his voice became hoarse, "Didn't we see each other again?"
Aunt Zhang was taken aback, "Then there is no chance to meet you again, I should have met you once on the day of the banquet... The child probably didn't even see you."
Qi Yan was stunned when he heard the words, recalled it, and found that he did not plan to go down to show his face at the banquet, but left without a glance to help Shu Zimu get out of the siege. In this way, is it because he didn't go down to find Shu Zimu for some reason, so the two missed it so much
Thinking of this, Qi Yan's expression turned even worse, while Aunt Zhang on the other side sighed and began to ramble, "Speaking of which, if it was Xue Zimu who married in at the beginning, the situation might be much better than it is now. That Qu Fei It's really abominable. At the beginning, you pretended to be good, but after you entered the door, you revealed your true colors. You only know how to get benefits from the Qi family, and repay your kindness. There is no benefit at all in this marriage. At the beginning, you should not have let you be casual at twenty-five Those who pick someone to marry say that they can meet a good peach blossom, but in the end that Qu Fei is a bad peach blossom. Xue Zimu is probably better than him, at least it can save a life, which can be regarded as good deeds."
When Aunt Zhang said this, she found that Qi Yan looked a little sad and disheartened, thinking that he was in a bad mood because of thinking about Qu Fei's betrayal, so she quickly said: "But although Qu Fei didn't do good things, he didn't do much. It’s bad, and I’ve done it myself, so I don’t need to take it too seriously. It’s a pity for Xue Zimu, but it’s because of their Xue family that the accident happened, and we can’t blame us. Besides, I’m just talking casually, in fact, we don’t know him well, really If you want to marry into the family, you may not be better than Qu Fei, so don't take it too seriously."
Qi Yan shook his head and said hoarsely, "No."
Aunt Zhang thought he was saying he wouldn't think too much about it, and was about to breathe a sigh of relief, but Qi Yan said, "If it was Zi Mu, I would never get a divorce."
Aunt Zhang didn't react for a while, but she turned around and went upstairs when she saw Qi Yan finished speaking. When she looked at Qi Yan's back and figured out the meaning of his words, her eyes widened in surprise.
Aunt Zhang immediately wanted to follow up and ask for clarification, but thinking that Qi Yan has always been a character who doesn't like to talk too much, and she is just a housekeeper after all, it is not easy to ask too much, so she still didn't catch up, but turned around and contacted him worriedly. Bai Xinlan.
Qi Yan's reaction this day has been very strange. He suddenly asked about Xue Zimu, and didn't go to the company restlessly. Then, as if he had lost his memory, he asked her about his previous marriage. In the end, he said something unbelievable, and the meaning in the words sounded like he had a deep-rooted love for Xue Zimu.
But how is this possible? They obviously only had a one-to-one relationship more than ten years ago. Although they did have the opportunity to become a partner at the beginning, they missed it. They have never seen each other for more than ten years. Qi Yan never mentioned the other party. Why did Qi Yan suddenly remember now, and acted very unusually towards the other party.
Thinking of Qi Yan's various abnormal behaviors this day, Aunt Zhang felt uneasy. Na Qufei is obviously a rotten peach blossom. This Xue Zimu is suddenly mentioned after many years. Could it be Qi Yan's rightful peach blossom
Aunt Zhang thought that Qi Yan asked Xue Zimu first, and then learned that she was rejected by the other party with an ugly face, and finally left such a series of behaviors, she had to be more certain about this conjecture.
Although I don't know why Qi Yan didn't care about it before, but now he suddenly pays attention to the other party, but maybe this is the effect of Zhengtaohua
It's just that if Xue Zimu is really suitable for Qi Yan, then now that Xue Zimu is gone, isn't the second young master of their family...
Thinking of this, Aunt Zhang's heart tightened, she contacted Bai Xinlan even more eagerly, and told all about what happened today and her guess.
Qi Yan knew the general situation, but it became more and more difficult to accept it. It is probably because he did not go to meet Shu Zimu, so Shu Zimu did not stay with him, and was even hurt by the Xue family and died young. As long as he thought of this, he couldn't calm down at all. Even if Qi Yan is still unwilling to believe that Shu Zimu is really gone, and hopes that he actually changed his name and changed his surname to start again, but he hopes that all this is just a dream, and that Shu Zimu has never been hurt too much, but should be like him. As happy as I remember.
It's just that this world is very real, so he can't take everything as a dream or some kind of prank. Except for Shu Zimu's absence, he didn't find any loopholes. Whether it's technology or people, they are indeed what they will be in ten years. Qi Yan can't hide his ears and take these as fake.
But if these are not fake, is it true that in his memory he will develop with Shu Zimu
Qi Yan was even more unwilling to accept this.
Qi Yan stayed in the room, unable to rest assured to wait for someone to investigate Shu Zimu's results, and prepared to go out with a heavy heart, but was stopped by Bai Xinlan who rushed over.
Bai Xinlan was startled when she saw Qi Yan's appearance, and realized that what Aunt Zhang said might not be an exaggeration. Qi Yan never showed her thoughts, but now she could clearly see the heavy sadness from her face. It is an exaggeration to say that the eyes are bloodshot but somewhat lifeless, and there is a hint of despair and madness in them.
This look is quite a blow.
Bai Xinlan had never seen her son like this before, her heart arose and she asked, "Ayan, what are you doing?"
Qi Yan didn't want Bai Xinlan to worry too much, so she closed her eyes and said calmly, "I'll go for a walk."
Bai Xinlan hurriedly said: "Then I'll go with you." Then she went to hold Qi Yan's hand. However, Qi Yan avoided it sideways.
"I want to go alone." Qi Yan didn't pause after finishing speaking, and walked away.
Seeing his state, Bai Xinlan didn't dare to stop him, so she could only ask someone to follow him from a distance to ensure his safety.
Qi Yan went to the cemetery and stood for a day in front of the tombstone with Xue Zimu's name engraved on it.
The black and white photo is indeed the person in his memory, but it is not so glamorous, with lingering tiredness and depression on his brows. It was the first time Qi Yan saw such an expression on this face, and felt a sting in his eyes.
He stretched out his hand to gently caress the eyebrows and eyes of the person in the photo, as if he wanted to smooth the gloomy look that he deliberately concealed but failed to hide, but in fact, his hand was a cold and hard touch, not only unable to let The person in the photo showed his face, but he himself felt as if he had fallen into an icehouse. The chill spread from his fingertips to his limbs and bones, and even his blood was completely cooled.
But he still used his eyes and fingertips to trace the other person's brows, eyes and lips little by little, his eyes were deep and tender in pain.
Qi Yan maintained this posture until the investigators reported the results to him.