Shu Zimu was hugged tightly, almost feeling a little breathless, but compared to this, Qi Yan's abnormality made him care more. Sensing the rapid heartbeat and slight trembling of the other party, Shu Zimu suddenly became a little panicked. Without struggling, he patted Qi Yan's back lightly like coaxing a child, and asked softly, "Did you have a nightmare?"
Qi Yan hugged him for a long time, confirming that the warm body in his arms was always there, and then he was a little relieved. Hearing Shu Zimu's worried question, Qi Yan tried to make himself look calmer, loosened his arms a little, and responded with a muffled voice.
Shu Zimu couldn't imagine what kind of nightmare could scare Qi Yan so much, but he still comforted him: "It's okay, the dreams are all fake, just wake up."
Qi Yan didn't respond, but just looked at Shu Zimu, with hot temperature and strong fear in his eyes. Shu Zimu was taken aback by his different gaze, and felt that Qi Yan's expression was unprecedentedly fragile. He stretched out his hand to caress the other person's eyebrows, and couldn't help muttering: "What did you dream about?"
Looking at his longing face, Qi Yan almost wished for Shu Zimu's touch. Seeing Shu Zimu's worried face, Qi Yan hesitated for a moment, and still told the experience that was so real that it didn't seem like a dream: "I dreamed that ten years after I went there, you would not be there."
Seeing Qi Yan's appearance, Shu Zimu felt that this nightmare might have something to do with him, but after hearing Qi Yan's words, Shu Zimu was still surprised. As the saying goes, thinking day by day and dreaming at night, Qi Yan would have such a dream, could it be that he has been hiding anxiety about their future
Shu Zimu was about to say a few words of comfort, but Qi Yan continued to say: "That world is not good at all, I was not able to be with you, and I did not protect you well. The 'I' there actually chose that Qu Fei as a marriage partner , when you were harmed by the Xue family, you didn't make a move. When I pass by, I won't be able to see you again."
"What?!" Shu Zimu paused, looked at Qi Yan in shock, and widened her eyes, "You dreamed that you married Qu Fei, and I was killed by the Xue family?!"
Although it was true, Qi Yan still didn't want Shu Zimu to be associated with the word "death". He responded in a low tone, and said, "Don't worry, it's just a dream, it must be fake."
In fact, Qi Yan can't say that it was just a dream. He has lived in that world for several years, and the memory of that period ten years later is still clear and real, especially the pain and despair of losing Shu Zimu, which is always unforgettable. Like a normal dream, it fades away from my mind little by little after waking up. In addition to the deep emotional impression, he even remembered many details of his work.
Because this memory is so real, Qi Yan couldn't help suspecting that it was the real development of another time and space. In that time and space, he explored bit by bit every bit of information left by Xue Zimu there, and he almost knew the other party clearly. Xue Zimu there is very similar to his lover, but there are also some differences. This difference is not in looks or personality, but in works.
Qi Yan is almost familiar with the other party's works, so it is not difficult to find that the level of Xue Zimu's debut work is much lower than that of "Super Power Office", and it was not until a few years later that the writing skills improved to this point.
This is a rare one between the two time and space, and it is not much different from the causal relationship between him and Shu Zimu's failure to get married. Therefore, Qi Yan focused on thinking and paying attention, and even came to an incredible conclusion: Shu Zimu may have had such an experience across time and space.
This conclusion is a bit absurd, and there is no way to verify it, but Qi Yan has always kept it in his heart, because he still holds the hope that he can return to his memory ten years ago.
But now that the hope has finally come true, and he can verify what he has always thought, Qi Yan gave up pursuing this point, and instead directly told Shu Zimu that the dream was false. Even though Shu Zimu's reaction seemed obviously wrong, Qi Yan didn't bother to take it into consideration, but just thought that maybe he shouldn't tell the other party this unpleasant dream.
Qi Yan didn't want to continue discussing this point, but Shu Zimu asked, "It's Qu Fei who married you. Are you still together ten years later?"
Qi Yan immediately forgot everything else when she heard the words, and hurriedly explained: "Of course not! I was already divorced when I went there, and the marriage before was just a formality."
Shu Zimu responded, and said again: "Then why are we not together? Is it because I rejected you?"
Qi Yan paused, and could only nod, "It seems that I didn't meet you at the banquet. Originally, I chose you as my marriage partner, but you may have rejected me because you haven't met me..." Qi Yan thought of his memory. I often feel sad when I miss it with regret, and I can't help but hug Shu Zimu a little tighter.
"...Then what happened to me being harmed by Xue's family?" Shu Zimu pretended to be calm and continued to ask, but in fact his heartbeat had already accelerated uncontrollably. What Qi Yan said matches up with his memories of his previous life, and what he experienced in his dream is likely to be his previous life! If the most important point is also true...
Shu Zimu didn't know what kind of mood he should have, whether he should be excited or worried. He only knew that he was eager to get an answer, but he didn't know why, and he didn't know what kind of answer he wanted to hear more.
Compared with the fact that the two failed to get married, Xue Zimu's death and Qi Yan were more unwilling to mention it, but he couldn't refuse Shu Zimu's request, so he could only briefly explain the matter in as tactful as possible, focusing on On the anger and hatred towards the Xue family.
Shu Zimu quickly confirmed his guess that Qi Yan really dreamed about his previous life! And according to his statement, not long after his death, the Xue family reaped the consequences and got their retribution!
Shu Zimu couldn't help but feel a little relieved when he heard this. Although the Xue family lost their wealth early in this life, those who knew that they were domineering in their previous lives and really caused him great harm were not able to be proud for long. Not to mention is still an extra joy. At the same time, Shu Zimu's hatred for the Xue family was completely ignored.
However, Shu Zimu only felt relieved for a moment, and soon thought of how sad Qi Yan would be when he went to the dream ten years later because of his death. Thinking about it this way, the gleam of joy just now disappeared without a trace, leaving only worry and distress for Qi Yan.
Qi Yan himself didn't want Shu Zimu to be sad with him, but when he talked about the other party's death in another time and space, the sadness he had savored again and again flooded his heart, and he couldn't help but move closer to Shu Zimu, burying his head in the other's neck , hiding some sore eyes that were about to cry, and said in a muffled voice: "I've been thinking about you."
Hearing his tone, Shu Zimu felt pain in his heart, hugged him a little tighter, rubbed his cheek against the top of his hair, and said, "Don't worry, I'll be fine. In that world we missed it from the beginning, But aren’t we together now? The Xue family can’t do anything to harm me now, so nothing will happen.” Shu Zimu said with a firmer tone, “We will always be together and never separate .”
Shu Zimu had never said such a thing before, perhaps because they had never worried about this before. Now that he heard such words that were half hope and half promise, Qi Yan was somewhat appeased. Of course, what's more important is that Shu Zimu is by his side now, which is the most effective comfort.
Qi Yan raised his head to look at Shu Zimu, and his eyes fell on his face with strong emotions. Shu Zimu's heart was sore, and he took the initiative to lean forward, touched him with the tip of his nose and lips, and murmured: "I am here, I have always been here .”
The gentle touch calmed the uneasy waves in Qi Yan's heart little by little, but it caused another kind of commotion. Shu Zimu embeds herself in each other's arms, offering a passionate and lingering kiss. The rapid heartbeat and scorching breath made the air a little hotter. Qi Yan had no intention of carnal desire, but was reminded by Shu Zimu's actions, and couldn't help but want to use the most intimate fusion to confirm the existence of the other party.
The temperature around the two quickly rose steadily. Shu Zimu obeyed Qi Yan's movements, put his arms around his neck, and sent himself to the other's mouth without reservation.
For the prey delivered to the door, Qi Yan naturally accepted it with a smile. He used his hands and lips to feel the smell of the prey inch by inch, and he learned from the traces left on Shu Zimu's body, the groans overflowing from his mouth, and the actions that he actively delivered to himself that made him feel stable. Yin Zi finally sent himself into the other person's body and sighed after being closely connected with each other, feeling that the cracks and holes in his heart were finally repaired and filled at the same time.
Qi Yan's movements were fierce and gentle, he felt Shu Zimu's existence vigorously, and at the same time carefully took care of the other party's feelings. Layers of pleasure accumulated, Shu Zimu's eyes were a little loose, but he raised his waist honestly, making each other closer.
Emotions were vented along with desire, and on the verge of climax, Qi Yan couldn't help whispering panting in Shu Zimu's ear: "Don't leave me behind." People who are closely connected with themselves. The other party's actions and words filled his body and mind, making him naturally utter the sweet words of love that he had never had before: "I will never... leave you, I will always... belong to you."
Qi Yan's movements froze when he heard the words, and then the highest point came under the catalysis. After the heart constricted, it beat vigorously with joy. Qi Yan looked at Shu Zimu, who looked satisfied but became more and more charming, and couldn't help exchanging a sweet and delicious kiss with him again.
After Yunshouyu lived, Qi Yan no longer showed any uneasiness before. He hugged Shu Zimu, who didn't want to move, and started to comfort the other party, saying that he might be able to make a lot of money because of this dream, and also talked about his dream. What I learned about Shu Zimu's past.
"I went to your former neighbors, teachers and classmates in my dream. They said that you have been very good-looking, sensible and smart since you were a child, and you are very lovable."
"The old neighbor said that there is a tree in front of your house. Your mother made you a swing and hung it on it. The children in the yard like it."
"Your teacher told me that when you were young, you had a doll head and looked like a beautiful little girl. There were several misunderstandings. Later, you changed it to a flat size, but it still looks good."
"You were in high school for your birthday once, and you got a prank and scary gift, and you accidentally knocked over the cake in fright."
Although it is likely to be just a dream, Qi Yan still cherishes the memory of Shu Zimu's past very much, and it is like a treasure. But he just wanted to make Shu Zimu feel more relaxed, but he didn't want the other party to say after listening to a few words: "I don't even remember, but I remembered a little after you said it. That gift is a gift that can laugh. A face-changing ghost doll, right?"
Qi Yan was startled when he heard the words, and Shu Zimu continued: "My mother did make me a swing, and she also cut the doll's head and board size when I was a child. It is basically correct. But it must be you who said that I was sensible and smart since I was a child. Processed, right? I was quite naughty when I was in elementary school."
Qi Yan became more and more stunned, and for a while, he didn't dare to think deeper about Shu Zimu's words. If what he dreamed about is correct, doesn't it mean that the world can basically be confirmed to be real? Isn't the ending of Xue Zimu in that world... also true
Qi Yan's mind was rumbling, and he didn't know what he was thinking for a while, but just looked at Shu Zimu in a daze.
Seeing this, Shu Zimu smiled, made up his mind, looked at Qi Yan and said, "Actually... I also had this kind of dream."
Shu Zimu summed up his previous life experience with "dreams", and told Qi Yan selectively, saying that he, like Qi Yan, had a dream once, and dreamed of the timeline after he had been there for a few years. The situation in the dream was very real, making him think that he had time traveled and lived in that world for several years.
Shu Zimu didn't tell all the memories of her previous life, but only said that after five years of dreaming, she lived there for another two or three years. Shu Zimu sorted out the beginning and the end of that memory, skipped the few things that were persecuted by the Xue family, and chose the years when he was in the best state.
Shu Zimu said that he was mainly coding in those few years, so he had some accumulation as a writer and knew some information, so he thought of investing in projects such as "Blood War Dawn". In short, what Shu Zimu was talking about was basically the advantages brought about by that "dream", and he didn't want Qi Yan to know that he had fully experienced the pain that the Xue family had inflicted on him.
Although Qi Yan already knew those things clearly in his dream, it turned out that Qi Yan could still treat those things as dreams. If he knew that Shu Zimu had really been treated like that, he would definitely be more sad and angry because of it.
Although I don't know why Qi Yan had such a dream, but the other party has understood his past and endured more pain, Shu Zimu also wants to be as honest as possible to his lover. Shu Zimu was not worried that he could not accept the truthful confession of the other party, but he was reluctant to let Qi Yan feel too uncomfortable because he knew that he had been in a miserable situation.
Shu Zimu's idea was correct. Qi Yan didn't think too much after learning about his situation, because he had his own example, so he believed that he was also having a dream. Shu Zimu said that he didn't know that he was killed by the Xue family, and Qi Yan didn't doubt it, so he felt much more at ease. But even so, Qi Yan silently decided in his heart to find trouble with Xue's family again, at least to vent his pain for the two or three years in Shu Zimu's dream.
Realizing that the other time and space in the dream seems to be real, Qi Yan, besides being distressed by Xue Zimu's early death there, also became more and more resentful towards Xue's family, regretting that Qi Yan and Xue Zimu there missed each other. Fortunately, Shu Zimu was by his side in this time and space, so Qi Yan let go of his negative emotions for the time being, thinking that he and Shu Zimu had the same strange experience, and learned more about Shu Zimu, he finally understood the dream. A little positivity.
Then the two still cuddled together and talked about the things in the "dream". They both wanted to know about each other's experience, worried about each other's state, and they were secretive when they talked about themselves, but they seemed even sweeter. Once the other party doesn't answer their own questions seriously and wants to fool around, they use various physical contact to punish each other, and the chat is full of interest.
I completely forgot about the phone ringing before.