When he returned to the seventh dormitory, Lou Cheng, who had been blown by the cold night wind all the way, finally calmed down a bit, no longer so excited, no longer so excited, no longer so intoxicated.
As soon as he woke up, he suddenly felt a lot of worries. Would this progress be too fast for Yan Zheke? Will it make her unable to accept it and psychologically resist? Will it make her feel like she's too hot-headed and more carnal than emotional
He had thought about these things before, so the first kiss plan was more of a test, but he was a little worried about gains and losses if he really succeeded, for fear of spoiling his impression in the girl's heart.
But at that moment, I really couldn't control it. What I was facing was not another girl, but the girl I loved. She was shy and timid, and she looked like you could pick and choose. If you can hold it back, you will be worse than a beast...
Lou Cheng found a corner flower bed and sat down, with the cold wind blowing, holding his mobile phone, thinking whether he should admit his mistake to Yan Zheke.
No, it's too irresponsible for a man to admit his mistake after kissing her, and it will make the girl think that she just wants to take advantage...
Well, to act responsibly and want to treat her better...
Although the Internet is full of comments such as "women can't marry", "men can't marry" and "dating is normal", Lou Cheng feels that he may be a conservative person, and he hasn't experienced too many setbacks in society. When her hand kissed her lips, she would think of words such as "life, life, life, life, life".
While he was thinking, QQ beeped, Yan Zheke returned to his previous happy expression, and said with a "humming and chirping" expression: "Don't talk to big perverts!"
Seeing such a reply, Lou Cheng was not surprised but happy, and realized that the girl was more coquettish than angry.
He breathed a sigh of relief, "poorly" replied: "I can't help it at the moment."
"For a while?" Yan Zheke sent a look of gazing at the sky, "Hmph, I've thought about it carefully, and I think you planned it beforehand! Tell me honestly, did you have bad intentions when you asked me to go for a walk by the lake? gone?"
Is this all seen? Lou Cheng blushed suddenly, feeling extremely guilty, thankful that the girl was not by his side, but through the phone.
He thought about it, decided to confess, and told the girl exactly what he thought, without lying:
"Yes... not only did I want to kiss you when I asked you to go to the lake, but I also wanted to kiss you in the movie theater. I just saw that you were too focused on the plot and couldn't bear to disturb me. I haven't found a chance... Maybe boys are more impulsive and impatient. I want to be closer and more intimate with you, and, when you accepted the confession before, didn’t you say that you still need time to adapt, that you are not ready for having another person in your life, and that you haven’t reached the stage where you particularly like me?”
"I don't want to put pressure on you, but I'm afraid that you in my palm will float away one day and tell me to go back to the original position, so I always long for more certainty, more confirmation..."
He finished typing this paragraph with a heart, and changed a few words in order to describe his heart more accurately.
He always remembers a sentence from classmate Xiao Ming, in emotional matters, it is better to be frank than to hide, and it is better to communicate than to sulk.
After the news was sent, Yan Zheke was silent for a while, and replied with two words:
"Fool… "
Fool? Lou Cheng was a little puzzled by what he said, but he came to his senses immediately, and seemed to understand the girl's underlying meaning:
Fool! If I didn't get used to it and wasn't ready, would I let you kiss me without resistance
Fool! Do you have to say that I really like you before you understand
Fool! Don't think about it by yourself!
Lou Cheng was surprised and delighted, felt that he had touched the girl's heart, and hurriedly replied: "Yes, I'm an idiot, a big idiot! I can clearly feel the change between us, but I can't believe it..."
"Hmph, it's good to understand." Yan Zheke said with a "head-beating" expression, "Forgive you once, pervert, you can't kiss me casually in the future!"
Uh, can't you kiss casually? Lou Cheng snickered, recovered his emotions, and quickly typed: "Yes, yes, no casualness!"
After chatting for a while, and confirming the time and place to invite the girls' roommates to dinner tomorrow, Yan Zheke saw that it was almost half past ten, and hurriedly urged Lou Cheng to wash up, so as not to delay sleep and affect the exercise tomorrow morning.
Humming a ditty and returning to the dormitory, Cai Zongming laughed and scolded Lou Cheng, who was in high spirits, "the face is full of pride in the spring breeze".
After finishing everything and getting under the covers, he picked up his phone and was about to say good night to Yan Zheke, when he saw the girl sent three voice messages a few minutes ago.
Uh? Lou Cheng opened it suspiciously, brought the phone to his ear, and switched to receiver mode.
"Huh, Chengzi, be my trash can, just listen and don't answer."
Yan Zheke's soft and clear voice came out, the environment around her seemed to be very empty and quiet, mixed with some wind noise.
She was on the balcony... Lou Cheng made a positive judgment and continued to listen.
"I was very scared. When I gave up resistance and chose to accept it completely, I was full of anxiety about the future and the future..."
"Cheng Zi, can we go all the way to the end? Can we hold each other's hands and go through the trials and tribulations one after another, until our hair is all white, we can't speak clearly, and we still cuddle together?"
"I'm so scared, I'm afraid that I put my heart and all my feelings into it, but in the end I will be defeated by reality, and I can only watch you go away in pain and melancholy. In that case, I feel that my heart will be very painful. It's like falling... "
"They all say that first love can't go to the end. I'm so worried. I'm worried that one day the person I'm going to marry won't be you. What kind of nightmare will that be..."
"Okay, the negative emotions are over, I have never been so concerned about gains and losses before, it's all your fault!"
Lou Cheng listened quietly, only to feel that all the voices in the dormitory had faded away, his mind was clear, and his eyes were slightly red.
He took a breath, ignored Yan Zheke's words, and gave his own answer:
"I am also very afraid, and I will be afraid of such a future, but if we don't even have the courage to try, aren't we destined to miss it? Only by trying and working hard will there be hope!"
"I practice martial arts hard and strengthen myself, just to be able to grasp my own destiny, grasp that opportunity and that hope."
"Although it's funny to say such things at my current age, I still have to say, I have confidence in myself, and I also have confidence in my liking. This life is destined to be you."
After a while, Yan Zheke sent a scolding expression:
"I told you not to come back!"
"Go to sleep, big pervert!"
Lou Cheng smiled and said immediately, "Good night!"
"Good night, see you tomorrow~!" Yan Zheke seemed to have forgotten what she said and answered just now.
"See you every day!" After sending this message, Lou Cheng waited patiently, anticipating that the girl would have another reply.
Ten minutes later, he finally saw Yan Zheke's new message:
"Well, I'll try my best too..."
After carefully watching the news for a few minutes, Lou Cheng raised the corners of his mouth and fell into a dreamland with a smile on his face.
...
The next day, he did morning exercises, special training, took a shower, changed clothes step by step, and then ran to the door of the women's locker room, waiting for Yan Zheke to come out.
The weather was abnormally cold, and Yan Zheke was dressed like a cute little bear. When she saw Lou Cheng, she snorted, turned her head to look to the side, and moaned, "A pervert! A big pervert!"
Lou Cheng couldn't help laughing, stretched out his left hand, grabbed her slender palm and said, "Yes yes yes, I am your exclusive pervert!"
"What are you talking about?" Yan Zheke didn't expect Lou Cheng's face to become so thick, she was speechless for a while, and hurriedly changed the subject, "Let me tell you about the other two roommates, one is Li Lian Tong, we all call dirty Tong..."
While talking and joking, the two left the martial arts gymnasium and walked towards the teaching buildings, intending to cross there, board the long bridge, return to the pedestrian street in the dormitory area, and go to the Xueyuan restaurant to meet Zong Yanru and the others.
As they walked, Lou Cheng and Yan Zheke found a group of people in front of them, all looking up at the roof, so they followed them curiously, and found a male student they didn't know standing outside the window on the seventh floor, looking down look down.
"Jump off the building!" Yan Zheke held Lou Cheng's hand tightly, her voice trembling and authentic.
It was the first time she encountered such a thing.
Before Songcheng University used the new campus, one or two students jumped off the building almost every year. After moving here, there has been no accident for more than half a year. It is said that the principal once lamented the good feng shui here. Unexpectedly, someone will complete the first jump today...
Lou Cheng's thoughts turned, he took a breath, and said to Yan Zheke, "Stay away, I'll go over and have a look."
"Well, be careful." Yan Zheke understood Lou Cheng's thoughts tacitly, and warned her.
As soon as Lou Cheng approached, he saw the boy smile palely and jump down decisively.
Damn... Cursing inwardly, Lou Cheng put all his strength on his feet, jumped forward, and landed in the position of judgment. Regardless of the injury to his right arm, he stretched out his hands amidst a burst of exclamation.
Snapped! Under Yan Zheke's worried eyes, Lou Cheng caught the boy who jumped off the building, and just as he touched him, his feet suddenly pushed inward, causing cracks to appear on the concrete floor.
The violent force rebounded, his back straightened suddenly, his arms sank down, shrank back, and then shook out.
The boy who fell straight down was thrown horizontally, and was thrown not far away. His face was full of fear and bewilderment, as if he had finally woken up from a nightmare.
Lou Cheng let out a breath, feeling that his sneakers were about to be worn out, and the injury to his right arm was a little more serious.
But no matter what, none of these matters is a human life.
Seeing the teachers and security guards surrounding him, and seeing the melon-eaters staring blankly at him and the boy who jumped off the building, Lou Cheng said loudly:
"I'm not even afraid of death, what else is there to be afraid of?"
After finishing speaking, he turned around and left, meeting Yan Zheke outside the Second Teaching, hiding his achievements and fame. ()). If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote, your support is my biggest motivation. please come. )