While washing the cups, Lou Cheng was waiting for his girlfriend to be touched by his care and thoughtfulness, but he totally didn't expect to be greeted with such words, he was confused and aggrieved at the same time, and a little inexplicable.
If I regard you as a tool to vent my desire, then what is the purpose of suffering every time
If I regard you as a tool to vent my desires, why do I have to test your attitude every time before I dare to go further
He turned his head and looked over, and saw the complex emotions in the girl's eyes that were hard to distinguish, then took a breath, trying to calm himself down, and prevent the explanation from turning into a dispute: "How could I treat you as that, that kind of tool? Isn’t it because you don’t object this time that I dare to continue? If you don’t like it, you can tell me, you can show it directly, I’m sure I can hold back, and I won’t force you!”
When he said the last sentence, he felt that his emotions were uncontrollably agitated, so he kept silently chanting words such as "calm" and "communication".
Yan Zheke seemed to have calmed down, without the excitement just now, her nose was a little blocked, and she said urgently:
"I don't mean that, I mean, every time we get together alone, you act as if you only have that kind of thing on your mind, you act very reactive, you seem to always think about that aspect of things, and you act like we treat each other in private When we are together, there is only desire between each other, the taste of desire... "
She spoke in a mess, but her eyes did not dodge, she looked directly at Lou Cheng, pursed her lips and said, "Sometimes, I don't like it very much, but I feel that you like it very much and long for it. If you are not happy, I will still cooperate with you... "
Having said that, she paused for a moment, sniffed, and her eyes became even redder.
To be honest, Lou Cheng felt a little disappointed and hurt in his heart, but when he heard Yan Zheke's subsequent words, he felt her grievance, tolerance, and concession, and most of the emotions in his heart dissipated immediately. Take a closer look at your performance during this time.
It seems that, probably, it is always unconsciously that the alone time between the two parties is full of hormones and lust.
He let out the turbid breath just now and said, "You mean you don't like it every time, you mean I act as if I only think about that kind of thing? I hope I can do something else when I'm alone?"
"Ke Ke, if you don't like it, you have to show it. Although I am more careful in other aspects, I am still very slow and not that sensitive in this kind of matter. If you don't say anything or object, I will think you I also like it very much...”
As he was talking, he was amused and emotional, because he thought of a sentence that Xiao Ming once said: Sometimes, girls like it when they are happy, and they don’t like it when they are not happy, but sometimes, their happiness is not necessarily true. It is liking, dislike is not necessarily dislike.
Girls' minds are really complicated, no wonder Lover always says that the biggest test will come when they have a real relationship...
"Yeah." Yan Zheke nodded, her pale face turned blush, she seemed rather shy, but she still insisted on looking at Lou Cheng, and said with a slight trembling body, "Cheng Zi, it's not that I don't like our growing relationship. The more intimate you are, the less conservative you have to wait until the wedding day, but you acted too impatiently and reacted too much, which made me very scared and panicked, can you come little by little."
She paused, took a breath, her eyes were watery, frail and frightened, but she spoke firmly and stubbornly:
"Take your time, wait for me..."
Take your time, wait for me... Seeing Yan Zheke like this, and hearing such words, the remaining emotions in Lou Cheng's heart completely dissipated. He pursed his lips and promised earnestly:
"I will control myself!"
"I will wait for you!"
Amid the sound of the electric kettle, he put down the cup, took a step forward, took Yan Zheke's hand, and brought her into his arms, without kissing, he just wanted to hug her quietly.
Yan Zheke hugged his back, buried her face in his shoulder, and after a while said softly:
"During the qualifying competition, I was actually very touched and happy to see that you were able to endure for me, but you always acted like you were always thinking about that aspect, which made me a little cranky. , I can take this opportunity to see your reaction, to see if you are disappointed, frustrated, indifferent, or something else, but you already knew it, you were not disappointed at all, and you tried your best to take care of me, and prepared ginger tea... "
"I feel a little guilty and guilty. I feel that I misunderstood you, so I muster up the courage to tell you what I think in my heart and communicate with you. Don't hurt our feelings little by little because of these things."
She raised her head, a little embarrassed, a little speechless, but still pursed her lips, looked at Lou Cheng sincerely and said: "Cheng Zi, I'm sorry, the first sentence I said was a bit heavy, no, it's not The real thought in my heart is just that I have considered several expressions just now, and I feel that they are either too euphemistic or too coquettish, and I cannot clearly let you know my attitude. I am afraid that you will not take it seriously, so I said that, it is not I really mean it."
"We don't need to apologize..." Lou Cheng stroked her hair and thought for a while, "I felt hurt at first, I couldn't believe you looked at me like this, but after hearing your grievances, you After I backed down, I felt that this was nothing..."
And when she was a girl's aunt, it was completely understandable.
Yan Zheke stretched her brows, and finally revealed a faint smile. She lowered her head, buried her face on Lou Cheng's shoulder, and said in a low voice, "It's nothing. Two people can't just pay one-sidedly when they're together." And patience, I can feel your intentions, so I also want to use my heart... "
"When you don't like it in the future, you must express it. I'm stupid, and I'm afraid I misunderstand your meaning. Now I don't know when to kiss and when not to kiss." Lou Cheng said with some distress.
Yan Zheke pressed her pretty face on Lou Cheng's shoulder, and said with a muffled laugh, "Idiot~ Atmosphere, feeling, understand?"
I don't understand, what does it mean to have the right atmosphere, what does it mean to have the right feeling, there is no quantitative standard... Lou Cheng blushed for a while, and was about to say something, when he heard the sound of the electric kettle switch beating.
He let go of the hug, waited for the boiling sound to stop, and scalded the cup again with boiling water. Then he tore open the package, put the brown sugar ginger tea in it, and brewed it with water. Finally, he activated the frost ability to let the temperature Reduce to a point where it's warm without burning your tongue.
The home-type ability is really good!
Yan Zheke stood beside him, quietly watching him busy, her eyes sparkled a little bit brightly, and the corners of her mouth outlined a curve of joy and warmth.
"Okay." Lou Cheng handed over the cup.
Yan Zheke took it with both hands, sat on the edge of the bed, closed her eyes, took a deep sip, and then smiled and said:
"I've always heard about this kind of tea, but I don't like the ginger flavor very much, so I didn't buy it after hesitating every time."
"Ah, did I pick the wrong one?" Lou Cheng asked angrily.
When he usually eats, he has the habit of paying attention to girls. He finds that she does not reject ginger in dishes and soups, so he thinks that she can accept ginger tea, and he can't ask directly about such things, otherwise he will be guessed. No more surprises.
With a smile on her face, Yan Zheke took another sip from the cup, her face turned rosy due to the heat, she looked to the side, and said as usual:
"I like it now..."
What I like is the boy who remembers my menstrual period, what I like is his carefulness after busy work, and what I like is the way he tolerates my stubbornness and self-willedness...
"That's good." Lou Cheng heaved a sigh of relief, sat next to Yan Zheke, thought for a while and said, "Ke Ke, I have to communicate with you about two things."
"What's the matter?" Yan Zheke blinked and looked at him, with some redness remaining in the eye sockets.
Lou Cheng weighed his words and said: "You said that I reacted too much and made you afraid, but it came from instinct, and I couldn't restrain it even if I wanted to. You are so beautiful, so attractive in my heart, and I am so angry Zhengwang, and I like you so much, even if I don't want dirty things in my mind, I can't help but have physiological reactions many times. I will hold back, I will try my best to make it go away, and I will respect your wishes."
"Really?" Yan Zheke bit her lip, curious about the baby's appearance.
Lou Cheng said sincerely: "Really, you can ask your girlfriends for advice."
"Hmm." Yan Zheke nodded thoughtfully, "What about the second thing?"
Lou Cheng smiled and said: "Actually, even if you didn't come to my aunt, I think I can hold back at the last moment. One is that I don't have the ability to shoulder your future life, and I promised the Queen Mother at the beginning. , I always feel that her eyes are watching me from afar, which is quite stressful."
"Secondly, long-distance relationships are most afraid of suspicion and lack of confidence. I want to show you that even with the girl I love the most, I can restrain myself when no one stops me, not to mention those who are outside, hehe, coquettish Bitch, I hope I can give you confidence in this way, so that our relationship can go on forever, uh, won't this think too long and too far, and seem silly?"
Yan Zheke burst out laughing, her eyes rolled and she said:
"Won't… "
I just like your silly look, and I like how you think about our future for a long time!
Holding the cup, she slowly drank the brown sugar ginger mother tea, exhaled and said, "I feel much more comfortable."
"Are you still going out for supper?" Lou Cheng asked.
Yan Zheke pressed her stomach with her right hand, thought for a while and said:
"Let me take it easy."
Speaking of this, she pursed her lips and turned her head to look to the side, blushing, and hummed: "You made me so emotional today, I punish you to rub my stomach!"
"Okay!" Lou Cheng was inexplicably surprised.
Yan Zheke took off her shoes, curled up with her back facing Lou Cheng, her black hair covered the white pillow.
Lou Cheng compared the poses, carefully lying on her side behind her, with his left hand around the waist, stretching towards the girl's abdomen.
At this moment, Yan Zheke snorted:
"You're hitting my hair!"
Ah... Lou Cheng hastily raised his upper body and asked the girl to pull her hair back before he dared to lie down.
His left hand touched Yan Zheke's abdomen, and gently rubbed the softness through the T-shirt.
After rubbing for a while, Yan Zheke suddenly said softly:
"You can reach in and knead..."
Lou Cheng looked at her in astonishment, only to see that she was still lying on her side without turning her head, her black hair was like a waterfall, and her ears were sparkling and lovely.
Taking a breath, he carefully opened the T-shirt and put his hand in, but the first thing he touched was the paper texture.
"What is this?" He subconsciously asked.
Yan Zheke said in embarrassment and annoyance, "Aunt's pants!"
"Huh?" Lou Cheng was confused, he had only heard of Aunt Towel.
"That's right, alas, it's an upgraded version of Auntie's towel, don't worry about leaking..." Yan Zheke explained shyly.
Oh, I made an aunt's towel in the shape of trousers... Lou Cheng suddenly realized, he put his hand in a little, touched the girl's lower abdomen, and began to rub it with his heart.
Smelling the girl's fragrance and rubbing her soft and elastic abdomen, Lou Cheng would inevitably have some physical reactions, but he quickly restrained himself, stopped thinking about it, and revisited what happened before, thinking about it. Every word of the girl.
The usual Keke is a beautiful and gentle girl, gentle on the outside, delicate on the inside, intellectually mature and cute and ignorant, but is this the complete her
No, just now she has her own opinions, bottom line, courage, and persistence. No wonder the queen mother said that she is stubborn in her bones.
And she will think about what kind of language is more appropriate, and will choose the former in terms of effect and tone. Compared with the euphemism and reservation of ordinary girls, she can speak up when she should... No wonder she has rejected so many boys, but there is no scandal , without too many entangled suitors...
Rubbing and rubbing, he heard Yan Zheke's breathing becoming longer and longer. Looking up, he found that the girl had fallen into a deep sleep. The torment of her menstrual period and the emotional agitation made her physically and mentally exhausted.
Lou Cheng watched quietly, without any thoughts. In this quiet and warm atmosphere, he also felt a little sleepy, and wanted to synchronize with Yan Zheke's breathing.
Sleep for half an hour... He unconsciously closed his eyes while rubbing.
When he suddenly woke up, he picked up his mobile phone and saw that the time was getting closer, so he forcibly pulled himself out of the warm and fragrant blanket, got out of bed carefully, and covered the girl's kicked legs with the blanket, hesitating for a while Do you want to help her take off her pants, but afraid of being misunderstood, she endured it again, turned off the light in the room, and tiptoed towards the door.
"What time is it?" Suddenly, Yan Zheke, who had lost the warmth behind her, asked in a daze.
Lou Cheng stopped at the same spot, turned around and said, "Hurry up."
Yan Zheke struggled to get up, turned on the bedside light, walked to the suitcase sleepily, and found a set of pajamas and a bag of things from inside.
She passed Lou Cheng, and when she entered the bathroom, she lowered her head and said softly:
"You can sleep here tonight, you won't be able to fall asleep if you toss back and forth, and, moreover, you can continue to rub my stomach! Yes, rub my stomach!"
Lou Cheng looked over in astonishment, and saw the girl's face was as red as blood, and she closed the door of the bathroom with a bang.
sleep with her? Lou Cheng was stunned for a moment, but immediately felt a surge of joy. Although he couldn't do anything, he still felt very good.
Yan Zheke changed into her aunt's trousers, washed her face and brushed her teeth, and walked out of the bathroom. She didn't dare to look at Lou Cheng, so she hummed coquettishly:
"Go and wash it, it stinks!"
Lou Cheng chuckled, cleaned himself up after being busy for a while, and when he returned to the room, Yan Zheke was lying on his side again, with his back facing this side.
Her body was completely buried in the quilt, her black hair was like a pile of clouds, setting off her melon-seeded face very small, and the dim yellow bedside sprinkled down, making everything so warm.
Holding his breath, Lou Cheng came to the bed, hesitated for a while whether to take off his outer pants, but finally took them off carefully, pulled the quilt away, and got in.
A burst of fragrance hit him, he took a breath, lay down stiffly, and then heard the girl humming again:
"You're holding my hair down!"
This... Lou Cheng looked confused, why does this kind of thing happen all the time.
In the future, when voting for the words that men and women say the most while lying on the same bed, if the woman has long hair, I will definitely choose "You are pressing my hair"...
He lifted his upper body again, put Yan Zheke's hair back together, then turned off the bedside lamp, lay down on his side, put his left hand around, stretched it to the old position, and continued the previous massage.
There was a faint fragrance in the bed, the girl's pajamas were thin, and her skin was delicate, Lou Cheng couldn't help but reacted, just as he was about to shrink back, Yan Zheke took the initiative to lean into his arms, no accident was held back.
"I, I will hold back, this is instinct..." Lou Cheng hastily explained.
Yan Zheke didn't turn her head back, and said while stuffed in bed:
"I believe you… "
I believe you... Hearing these four words, Lou Cheng immediately felt that the previous hard work and dedication were worthwhile, his eyes became hot, and he massaged and rubbed more attentively.
The two chatted one after another, and soon Yan Zheke fell asleep again, and Lou Cheng embraced Yuan Shouyi, and soon fell into a deep sleep.
At 5:30 in the morning, he woke up naturally, only to see the twilight shining in from outside, illuminating a little darkness, but the delicate body in his arms was soft, and the nose was fragrant like a musk, an indescribable beautiful picture.
Enduring the throbbing, he left Ruanrouxiang with difficulty, afraid of waking up the girl, he planned to go back to his room to wash.
At this moment, feeling his departure, Yan Zheke turned around subconsciously, but she flew into the air, opened her eyes in a daze, and said a little too late, "Are you up?"
"En." Lou Cheng knelt on the edge of the bed, buried his head in it, and lightly pecked her pink lips.
Yan Zheke raised her hands, wrapped them around his neck, and muttered, "I haven't brushed my teeth yet..."
Hearing this sentence, Lou Cheng chuckled secretly, lowered his head again, parted his lips, and kissed deeply, without any lust.
Yan Zheke withdrew her hand and looked at him delicately and prettyly:
"Remember to buy me a breakfast when you come back~"
"Okay..." Lou Cheng put on his clothes and left the room briskly.
When walking in the dark corridor, he felt extremely satisfied and warm. The scene just now seemed to be a picture of his dream after a long, long time:
Every morning after marriage. (.)