When he held Natasha in his arms, he did not have such a strong urge to push her out.
On the contrary, this warm embrace made Xia Ye want to continue like this...
This made Xia Zhiye suddenly realize himself. Sharon was right. Deep down in his heart, he probably wanted both of them.
And when this moment came, laughing at one's own soul became the only thing Xia Zhiye could do.
"No, I'm the dirty one." Natasha said, "I know you already have a girlfriend, and I know what I'm doing is very shameful, but I still can't help but do it. I still can't help but get closer to you. This is me, the real dirty one..."
Xia Zhiye shook his head: "There's nothing wrong with liking one person, but liking two people is really wrong."
Natasha suddenly looked up at Xia Zhiye.
Xia Zhiye's eyes became a little sad: "The moment I was sure of this, I was already a bad man."
"You are the best." Natasha held his face and said seriously, "You are the best!"
"I will hurt two people who love me." Xia Zhiye said, "How can I be called the best when I am like this? You are the good ones... I am the bad one."
He inexplicably felt ashamed of himself.
In this world, two such pure hearts are tied to one ugly soul. Xia Zhiye doesn't know if he really saved the entire universe in his previous life, but is he really worthy of them
"No, you won't hurt her, and neither will I." Natasha said, "For the rest of my life, I only want to be by your side, nothing else. She won't know, and she can't know. To her, you are hers... That's all."
Xia Zhiye's pupils contracted: "This is not fair."
"That's fair." Natasha looked at Xia Zhiye.
Xia Zhiye gritted his teeth and said, "I will solve this matter, I will solve it..."
Natasha frowned. She wanted to say something else, but Xia Zhiye waved her hand and said, "Don't say anything more. I will definitely take care of this matter. And until everything is handled, everything will stop here for now."
"I see."
Natasha took a deep breath, let go of Xia Zhiye, and took a step back: "But I suddenly thought that neither she nor I can accompany you forever. In the future, you should find a new partner in the endless years. Although it may be a little early to tell you this now, but... I still hope that if that day really comes, I hope you can quickly accept that person and not live in your own memories... and suffer."
Xia Zhiye rubbed his face: "Too far... too far... Can we change the subject?"
"So what about Hela?"
“… Can we change the subject?”
"So what do you think we should say?" Natasha asked.
Xia Zhiye thought for a moment and said, "There is one thing I don't know if I did it right... I hope you can help me."
"What's up?"
Natasha asked.
"The first thing I wanted to tell you." Xia Zhiye said.
"Wasn't what you wanted to tell me originally something about us?" Natasha asked.
“… I said it wasn’t… Huh? Wait, didn’t you know about Hela before? Didn’t you see it?” Xia Zhiye suddenly realized!
"What did I see? Didn't you just tell me that?" Natasha asked curiously, "What happened to you?"
"There must be a strange misunderstanding between us, which has led to a strange deviation in the topic of conversation." Xia Zhiye scratched his head and said, "What I want to tell you is obviously about Tony."
"What's wrong Tony?" Natasha asked.
After a moment of silence, Xia Zhiye recounted the whole story.
After hearing this, Natasha was also stunned.
She had never imagined such a situation.
"Why is it so tangled?" Natasha was confused for a long time: "What should I do?"
"That's why I don't know. I have explained everything to Tony. As for how it will be resolved in the end, it's really not something I can interfere with." Xia Zhiye said, "Besides that, there's Steve's matter. My relationship with Bucky is secondary, but Steve and him have been friends since childhood. The relationship between the two is close enough for Steve to die in place of Bucky. And when faced with the current situation, I can't predict how everything will develop. When Bucky finally came back, I didn't know how to look at the final outcome between him and Tony..."
Having said this in one breath, Xia Zhiye rubbed his head sadly: "It is impossible to take care of everything, and if the result of all this is tragic, how can I face Steve?"
Natasha looked at Xia Zhiye's profile, and after a moment of silence, she came to his side, picked up one of his hands, and placed it on her face: "I was wondering, do you want to be God?"
"Um?"
Xia Zhiye was stunned for a moment: "What do you mean?"
"No one can do everything perfectly, because perfection does not exist in this world." Natasha said: "Human perfection is always judged by ourselves, and this is why there will always be people who find shortcomings in it. Unless you want to be God, you should not work hard to be perfect in everything."
"Stick to your principles. You should do what you think." Natasha looked into Xia Zhiye's eyes. "No one will blame you. You have done everything you can. If Bucky comes back, no matter what the result is, it is his choice. In fact, the best thing about you is that you gave them all a chance. Tony had the opportunity to choose whether to take revenge, and he had enough time to consider whether it was right to do so, instead of making a decision suddenly when he was hot-headed. And Bucky... You took back his memory and allowed him to face his life. That's enough, isn't it?"
After listening to this, Xia Zhiye gently rubbed his temples and said, "Maybe. I have tried my best."
Natasha smiled, then remembered her file, bit her lip, took it and said, "Instead of dwelling on this matter, let's consider something more important."