As for my move back to Shenyuan, no one objected this time. Before, I kept saying that it was not safe for me to live alone, and I insisted on letting Qiao Si personally protect me. Could it be that now that the wolf cub has entered the house, it is safer
I exercised vigorously during the day, and was forced to take a medicinal bath at night. It is said that Yan Wu planned to make me into an invulnerable female Vajra. no.
I have soaked in the medicine bath for a long time, the master has already bathed, wearing a white loose nightgown, leaning on the soft couch and looking at something, but I saw his unmoving eyes, I guess there was something on his mind, so I didn't look into it.
I nestled into the master's arms and stuffed the dry towel into his hand. He took it naturally and dried my hair with gentle and moderate movements. I sighed comfortably. Being with Tang San is exciting, being with the master is like soaking in warm water, that's called relaxation...
After wiping for a while, guessing that it was almost dry, I opened my mouth after deliberation. "Master, I have something to tell you..."
The master hummed, put away the towel, and ran it down my hair for a while, I squinted my eyes, and simply curled up in his arms, smelling the clear but warm breath on his body, I almost fell asleep . no! Don't forget business!
"Let's talk about it." The master smiled lightly, and gently pinched my earlobe.
Ding-
Master, are you teasing me!
Putting away some unscrupulous thoughts, I said seriously: "I have been having nightmares recently." I narrowed my eyes slightly and said, "After I wake up, I don't remember much."
The master paused for a moment, but it was just a moment. "I can't remember, how do you know it's a nightmare?" He asked softly.
"I still remember that feeling, and after waking up, I was always flustered." I buried my face in his arms. "Master, my heart is always empty."
The master kissed my lips, and there was a touch of pity in his eyes. "Stop thinking about it, is it because you haven't been able to sleep well these days? Let Yan Wu prescribe some medicine for calming your mind."
I shook my head, shoulders slumped in frustration. "Master, that's not the case. In fact, there are some things. I thought to myself, let's forget about it. There is nothing more important than the present, but..." I lowered my eyelids, feeling a little sad, "The past and the present cannot be so simple. The earth is divided into two. Without the cleansing of the past, there will be no future."
"Yu'er, don't think about the past anymore." The master's fingers gently pressed my temples and massaged them slowly. The temperature at my fingertips was also slightly cool, I closed my eyes and leaned against his chest, and snorted softly: "I don't want to remember..." I wrapped my arms around him, and said coquettishly: "Now you are by my side That's enough. It's just..." I opened my eyes, "If some people appear and endanger you, I can't ignore them. Master, what did Liu Che say to you?"
The master's movements stopped, and the surroundings seemed to quiet down for an instant, so quiet that only each other's breathing and heartbeat remained.
"Yu'er." The master lowered his head to look at me and asked softly, "Are you worried that he will endanger the Li family?"
I nodded, stepped back a little distance, and looked directly into his eyes. "Is he holding something in his hand to threaten you? Does Tao Er and Yan Wu's departure have anything to do with him? Who is he?"
The master still smiled slightly, "No, he didn't threaten me."
I took a deep breath, "That's more clear. If he's not threatening you, he's pinpointed your weakness so that you can't refuse. Master..." I sighed helplessly, knelt in his arms, and hugged him. On his neck, he said slowly: "Yu'er and you have been living together for ten years. I always know better than others what your ambitions are and what your heart is. If he either threatens you with my affairs, or My family, the country, and the world force you to convince me, in your heart," I pressed my palm against his heart, under my hand, the heartbeat was steady and strong. "It's not just me."
He held my hand, put it on his shallow lips and kissed it, with a smile in his eyes: "A human heart is as big as a fist, how much world do you think it can hold? I have chosen you, so why are you uneasy?"
Hearing what he said, my heart was sore and numb, as if I had been stung by a bee. "When I was young, I felt that one day you would abandon me because of this world." I said sullenly, "I know your ambition is to become a famous figure through the ages, to assist Mingjun, and create a peaceful and prosperous world. Compared with this world , I am very small."
"Not insignificant." The master hugged me tightly, "My Yu'er is all my comfort and sustenance. As long as you need me, I will always be by your side."
Yes, he said so.
——Yu'er needs me, but the people of the world don't need me.
But listening to him say this gave me a vague illusion, as if his company was just making compromises to take care of my feelings. I needed him, but he didn't need me.
Probably, women are always suspicious and suspicious, even if they look into his clear eyes.
Dongli, master, you are the best at deceiving people, even you can deceive yourself...
"At that time..." My eyes were a little dry, "If it wasn't for my life hanging by a thread, would you have left me?"
When the emperor reunited that year, even though he hid his emotions very well, the shock and sadness in his eyes when he learned of the existence of Tao Qing and Tang Si were still deeply imprinted on my heart. There are places where my memory always excels, remembering all the sorrows and joys of the person I care about.
The master is a person with a slight obsession with cleanliness, just like Yan Wu, such a person would not even share a cup and bowl with others, let alone a lifelong lover. I should have known that at that moment, he decided to quit. If I hadn't been calling his name when I was dying, maybe at this moment, there would be no Shen Dongli in the Li Mansion in Luocheng.
I don't know if my words hurt his heart, but he still looked peaceful, and his fingertips unconsciously rubbed the skin behind my ear, "It was also at that time that I realized what is the most important thing to me. .Nothing is worse than death, as long as you live, I will accompany you in whatever you do.” He looked at me with a smile, but somehow it made me want to cry. "It doesn't matter why I stayed, what matters is that I stayed. You know me, I don't care about the process, only focus on the result."
Just like his way of being an official, as long as the country is peaceful and the people are safe, he doesn't care about getting his hands stained with blood and dirt. This deceitful way of officialdom, looking at Dongli, which is as clear as a mountain spring and breeze, is also playing well. His obsession with cleanliness seems to be deliberately trying to avoid his dirty side in politics.
But emotional matters, how can it be the same
I can't say enough about him...
This is the knot between us, until now, has not been untied.
Whether to stay together, or to share a partner with others. Is it to hide in the city, or to help the common people
I am always afraid that one day he will leave me, and I have no reason to keep him.
"Liu Che is looking for you, the matter must be related to the national economy and the people's livelihood." I forced myself to calm down and asked him as calmly as possible, "Is it related to the Minyue Kingdom?"
He nodded directly, "Not bad."
"That's why Fang Xiaohou came here?"
"It is."
"What about Tao Er and Yan Wu?"
"This is their Jianghu affair, I don't know." The master replied lightly.
In fact, people in the government don't think much of Jianghu people. Heroes use martial arts to violate the ban. When I was young, I heard from my master that those Jianghu people fight in groups and fight with weapons. .
Therefore, although the master has no famous words for Tao Er, Tang San and Yan Wu, he still has some things to say. Qiao Si is considered to be half an official family member, so the master treats him differently.
On the other hand, Jianghu people like Tang San and the others are equally disgusted with the government. It's just that the master is famous, so they respect him at a distance.
It seems that the specific situation can only be interrogated after Tao Er comes back.
"Yu'er." I was lowering my head and thinking, when I suddenly heard my master call my name softly, I raised my head and met his eyes. "What is the reason that made you finally want to face the reality and stop being drunk and dreaming?"
"This..." I looked at his eyes that were close at hand, the black pupils reflected the flickering of the candle flames, deep and vast, I accidentally fell in, and my heart skipped a beat, "Because... Lian Er said, master, I can't I've become so depraved and negative, I want to be a good master and protect you..." My voice gradually weakened, can I protect them, can I
The master laughed, the corners of his mouth were raised, and the lip line was elegant, which made me saliva from the bottom of my tongue, and I swallowed hard...
"What a silly boy." He sighed, rubbed my hair, and kissed my forehead, "It's late, let's rest." He said again, "That's fine, if you have something to say in the future, tell the master, Don't keep it all in your heart."
I stared at him with wide eyes and nodded repeatedly. When he got off the soft couch, he leaned over and hugged me again. Unprepared, my heart skipped a beat, and I hurriedly grabbed his neck.
Who said that a scholar is powerless! My master can at least pick up my weighted little chicken!
I widened my watery eyes and conveyed my desire to court him. He smiled and said nothing, and didn't give me an official response. It wasn't until I was stuffed into the bed that I realized that I was silently rejected...
"Master..." I crawled over again, my fingers climbed onto his chest, and he grabbed him. "Your body should not be overworked. You did it last night and ran for a long time during the day. You should rest well tonight."
I choked on his words, and I couldn't say the phrase "not overworked".
If I say this, it seems that I am mocking the master for not being able to do it. But the master is not Tao Er and others, he will think that I am provoking generals, if provocative generals are useful, I would like to give it a try...
Sigh... Could it be that the master dislikes me, has been used by others, and doesn't want to share it with others...
This thought hit my mind again, I silently withdrew my hand, turned around, faced the wall and thought about it, resisted the urge to hit the wall, and pulled my hair...
"well… "
I accidentally let out a sigh...
No, it doesn't seem to be my voice
"Yu'er, you're thinking wildly again." The master used declarative sentences, put his hand on my shoulder, and pulled me back to face him. The candlelight was dim, and there was a heavy curtain (oh, the damn curtain), so I couldn't see his expression clearly, and I guess he saw me vaguely.
"You despise me..." I said sadly.
"I care about you." He corrected.
"Don't lie to others and yourself." I suppressed my sadness and tears, "You have been perfunctory me..."
I was tangled, and the master probably was also tangled. He was silent for a long time before he sighed. "Silly girl, what should I do with you..." He leaned over and kissed my eyelids lightly.
This time, I didn't move, I didn't move, and I put on a steadfast appearance of "I have anger in my heart, but I let you pick it up".
The master laughed, his hands slipped from his shoulders, landed on the ribbon around his waist, and rubbed back and forth a few times vaguely. "Can your body take it?"
At this time, let steadfastness go to hell!
I nodded vigorously!
"Then what, life lies in exercise, especially exercise!" I coughed twice, and my voice was a little out of tune.
So I understood, what kind of tricks are used to whom, and to the master, it is necessary to use bitter tricks to make progress!
After the ribbon around the waist was removed, the wide nightgown opened with a single pull. Fortunately, the smell of the medicinal bath tonight was not strong, and there was still a faint astringent fragrance.
I worked so hard to resist the urge to fight back against my master, and my whole body became tense, with both hands tightly clutching the bed sheet, even more nervous than the first time...
The tip of the master's tongue swept over the scar on my chest, looked up at me, his voice was hoarse, and he said with a smile, "Why are you nervous?"
I took a deep breath and said, "Master, if you don't hurry up, Yu'er will turn into a big bad wolf!"
He looks like he is moving slowly, but I don't know that I have been thinking about him for a long time...
After hearing what I said, he was still not in a hurry. He is really a patient man. He has endured it for ten years. He is not in a hurry at this moment. His hands are walking on my body. I bend my knees, spread my legs, and lead him When I came in, he only teased my ears with his lips and teeth.
When I was sitting in his arms practicing calligraphy, he liked to tease my ears with a brush, so he knew how sensitive my ears were. Could it be that at that time he wanted to pounce on me who was still pink and green and tender... Cough Cough, am I too evil or you are too evil, Master... Thinking of this makes me a little hotter... (Actually, it is stipulated that you can only write above the shoulders, and you cannot kiss deeply&g;_&l;~)
This foreplay was so long that it was exhausting. I panted and rubbed against him to beg for sex, but he was only afraid of hurting me. The first time really left a shadow on him. I am not afraid of him, what is he afraid of? What's more, looking at his skills, he clearly learned a lot without telling me!
In the end, my endurance was not as good as his. With a groan, I counterattacked and knocked him down, and then I was thrown back by him...
In the end I fell asleep in his arms, and he wanted to pull away, I hugged his waist tightly, my tongue was a little knotted and said: "Don't go, let's give birth to Xiao Xiaoyu, okay..."
Unexpectedly, these words almost made him lose control again. After a long time, he kissed my heart, held my hand tightly, and said softly: "You agree, that's it." ...
After getting up early the next morning, I used the name of morning exercises to run around the Dali Mansion. While guessing what Liu Che was up to, I turned around and went to Dingyuan.
That guy Mo Wei got up later than me, and I still had some exercise at night, what kind of bed did he sleep on
"Master Fang is gone, and Liu Che is here again." I bent my index finger and tapped the table, keeping my eyes fixed on him. "What the hell are you planning! My lord, let me make it clear to you. The country is a matter of the world, and it's none of my business. If you want to deal with Minyue, you should find your own way. Don't use my Li Mansion as a base! Then Liu Che doesn't know what he did to my master, but let him move in grandiosely, you, carry Liu Che and Fang Xiaohou for me, go as far as you can, don't disturb the master's peaceful life!"
Mo Wei yawned and patted my head with a smile. "Xiao Yu'er, don't be so angry. How can you and I easily shake Dongli's decision? Fang Xiaohou and Liu Che have feet on them. My little seven Pin county magistrate, can't control so much... "
"Ah—" I'm depressed, I'm troubled, I'm pulling my hair! I just thought about a stable life where there are beautiful men to watch and little chickens to eat. Is it so difficult! "I don't care anymore! If something happens to my master, I will take you first!" Grinning at him, I flung my sleeves and walked away. After leaving, I remembered the two little thieves sent yesterday, and forgot to ask Mo Wei what to do with them. I really forgot...
I stood still, looked up at the sky speechlessly, and let out a long sigh...
"Good morning, sir."
A voice suddenly came from behind, which made me tremble in fright, I jumped a step to the left, and looked back at him abruptly.
"You!" I looked around, but I didn't see anyone else, and finally fixed my eyes on the face of Liu Che who was elusive. "Where did you come from?"
"The villain has always been here." Liu Che said, shaking the yellow talisman in his hand, and pointed to the wall with half of the yellow talisman on it, showing that what he said was true.
Unsurprisingly, every word the two of us said at this time will become a testimony in front of the master. In broad daylight, there are still quite a few dark corners lurking in Tao Er, Tang San and even Qiao Si's men and horses. It is estimated that Liu Che dare not and cannot do anything to me.
My heart was relieved, I coughed twice to cover up my previous gaffe, lowered my head and patted my sleeves, pretending to be careless and said: "Do your own thing well, don't be so narrow-minded!" The corner of my eye rolled on his face, Seeing him talking and laughing without changing his face, one knows that he is also a young and mature smiling tiger.
"My lord, you have a bad year," he said, and his hand became active. A yellow talisman was folded in his hand like this, and it turned into a paper crane. The Zhu pen counted, and it just landed on the two wings, which looked very lifelike. "This talisman paper crane is blessed with a spell, which can keep you safe." He smiled and handed the paper crane over.
I hesitated for a while - who knows if there is poison or some kind of curse on it, I looked up at him suspiciously, but he looked at me sincerely, with such clear and bright eyes, my sentence The refusal was stuck in his throat.
"Ahem..." I moved my fingertips hidden in my sleeve, scratched the back of my hand a few times, and finally stretched out my hand to take it. "Understood, you...you should do your duty well!"
Say that and run away.
It's just a magic stick, knowing any spells, it's all pretending!
Running to a place where no one was around, I looked down at the small talisman paper crane in my palm. I felt uncomfortable all the time. It felt strange, as if a dull bell had been struck, buzzing continuously, and my chest was numb. That young man, my first impression of him was not disgusting, there was even a subtle familiarity and kindness, if it wasn't for him, he might have plotted against the master, at most I would treat him like a passerby, but...
Glancing at the talisman paper crane in my hand, I sighed lightly.
Woman, you are always too soft-hearted...
When someone shows you affection, you forget your original purpose, shouldn't you give him a hard time and warn him, why did you accept the talisman paper crane he gave you
I knew how to fold this paper crane when I was a child, but I haven’t moved it for many years. At that time in the Imperial College, I woke up bored and tore up the Four Books and Five Classics. It’s just that it’s too long ago now to think about it. When I get older, it will be hypocritical to do that kind of thing again. After three or two years, it will be something that only my son and daughter will do.
I raised my hand a few times, but in the end I didn't throw it out, I squeezed it firmly, and stuffed it into my waist, planning to let Tang San see if there is anything unusual on it later.
Tao Er wasn't at home these two days, Tang San took the lead, but he was so busy with the defense of the house that he didn't bother to trouble me. Although I went to Tangyuan to meet him with the mentality of being brave and generous to die, but I didn't see anyone, and I was still disappointed.
Tang Yuan's servants were brought by Tang San from Tang Sect. When they saw me, they greeted me very politely.
"Has the third son gone out?"
The man replied: "The third young master didn't give orders, so he should be still in the mansion."