I didn't ask Qiao Si the same question. I knew he would always choose me no matter what time it was. Yan Wu was right. Qiao Si's feelings were so heavy that I was under too much pressure and couldn't bear it...
When Tang San came back, he brought another bowl of porridge. Since he is not a gentleman who can serve others, I still chose to do it myself.
"San'er, let me ask you a question." I thought about it and asked, "If your brother and I fell into the water at the same time, who would you save first?"
"Ah?" He was taken aback for a moment, "Don't you know how to swim?"
"What if I can't swim?"
"My elder brother will."
"What if your elder brother doesn't know..." I almost collapsed.
Tang San was also annoyed. "Why do you have so many inexplicable questions as a patient!"
"Just answer me..." I pretended to be pitiful, "If neither of us can swim, and we all fall into the water and are about to drown, who will you save first?"
Tang San replied without thinking: "Whoever is near saves who!"
I was taken aback.
"I'm about to die. How can I think so much about who to save first? If you can save one, it's one. This is how people in the Jianghu fight. There is no priority in life and death! You women are really troublesome." Tang San frowned.
Save the nearest person...
Tang San, he changed the concept secretly, but it was a good change! Yan Wu is right, I just like his rectum, but it always makes me suddenly enlightened.
"Also." Tang San frowned and poked my face, "Don't always try to get someone to save you, although I won't leave you alone, but I remember you used to be very conceited. You even slapped me! If you don’t want to drown, you have to stay away from the water or learn to swim. It’s better to save yourself than to wait for someone to save you!”
"Tang San..." I blinked my eyes at him, "I found out for the first time that you are also a pure man..."
I think Tao Er is angry...
The old doctor from Huichun Hall in the city came to see it once, took the medicine, drank it and fell into a deep sleep. When I woke up, the sky was full of red clouds. I coughed a few times, my throat was a little dry, and I stayed by my side The one was replaced by Qiao Si. Seeing me wake up, he rushed to help me, and poured me another glass of water.
"Qiao Si." I held the water glass and stared out of the window blankly, my mind was a little dull, "Is Yan Wu back?"
"I'm back. I came to see you just now and said that the fever subsided, so he left."
Now, I am terribly afraid of the word "go". There is a lot of turmoil, and the grass and trees are all soldiers. I am afraid that if he leaves, he will not look back.
"Joe Si." I lowered my head and turned the cup in my hand, always feeling that there was a lot to say, but I didn't know how to say it. Qiao Si hummed lightly to show that he was listening.
"Is there ever a time...you will hate me, blame me, want to leave me..." I bite the bullet and asked hesitantly, "I know, I am playful, promiscuous, life is upside down, and I don't look serious..."
"No." Qiao Si interrupted me, "I will not leave you."
"Even if I hook up one after another, you don't have any resentment, won't you leave?"
"No." Qiao Si was still very firm, looking at me with deep eyes, which made me breathless, "No matter what others say, you are the first person in this world who treats me well, and you are also the person I recognize. This is my own choice and there will be no resentment."
What a no regrets...
How can I respond to his following without complaint or regret
A wry smile... Sure enough, revolution is not a dinner party, and love is not an exchange of equal value, but some things are unfair from the very beginning. You, Yan Wu, know that the goods are defective, but you still paid for the exchange with your heart, and it took seven days to return the goods. Money, in this willing-to-play, willing-to-bear love transaction, did I break the principles first, or did you break the rules first
I got up with my clothes on, and said to Qiao Si: "I'm going to see Yan Wu."
"Want me to accompany you?"
"No." I sighed and shook my head, "My health is much better, I can go there by myself."
There are some things I can only say to him alone.
When I arrived at Yanyuan, I didn't see Yan Wu. After asking the people, I found out that I was invited by Tao Er. There was only one Bai Shengsheng in Yanyuan.
I was sick and tired, Bai Shengsheng saw me, smiled slightly and said: "Sister Yingyu, I heard that you are sick, Shengsheng has always wanted to see you, but there is progress in the case, so go out with senior brother , I really can't get away..."
"Call me sister-in-law." I lowered my head and tugged at my sleeves casually, lazily interrupting.
Bai Shengsheng's smile froze, but she was stubborn and refused to call me "sister-in-law".
"Hey..." There was no one around, so she stopped pretending and opened the skylight to talk to me, "Sister Yingyu, why are you doing this? In fact, the senior brother also told me about the matter between you two."
My eyelids twitched, and I froze for a moment, thinking that it's impossible... Anyway, let's listen to what she has to say.
"I know that Senior Brother is a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside. I remember he once said to me that a person's feelings and energy are always limited. If you share it with too many people, if you are passionate, you will appear fickle. He is not a passionate person. He is only willing to use his feelings on those few people, and outsiders will think that he is heartless, but in fact he is a truly affectionate person."
I fixedly looked into her eyes, even though I knew her identity was suspicious, these words still moved my heart - as if she was really Bai Shengsheng who had a childhood sweetheart with Yan Li.
"Senior brother naturally has feelings for you, but in a lifetime, you always have to fall in love several times before you know what true love is and who is worthy of true love. I also know that senior brother is a person who needs a lot of love. Sister, in your heart Whether it's good or around, there are too many people to take care of, so he seems to be ruthless to the senior brother. If the senior brother doesn't talk about it on weekdays, what will he think in his heart? He is a clean freak, insists on perfection in everything, and would rather lack than abuse. Forget about it, if you have to live like this for the rest of your life, can you still mislead others and yourself for ten or eight years?"
I clenched my fists in my sleeves expressionlessly——Bai Shengsheng, you are studying psychology, right? I can deny her identity, but I can’t deny her words. I’m picking at the other’s dead point. This woman is really terrible. !
"Brother has already told me today that we will set off tomorrow to Minyue Kingdom."
I was taken aback, "Did you find out?"
"En." Bai Shengsheng responded casually, "Master Tao acted resolutely and found out the truth. The brother said that when he avenged his revenge, he would hang the pot to help the world, travel the rivers and lakes, and fulfill the last wishes of his parents. I will accompany him, although He still only regards me as his junior sister, but I will exchange my sincerity, and one day he will forget you and heal from his old wounds." Bai Shengsheng smiled, "Sister Yingyu, I will help you take good care of senior brother of."
No way... Yan Li will kill you, bone spirit after taking revenge... And then... In the future Jianghu Yeyu, whether he is alone, or becomes a fairy and hero with others, there will always be no one by his side. I'm out of place.
Thinking of this, my heart throbbed uncontrollably.
And that dead girl is still going on. "Sister Yingyu," she lowered her head and sighed faintly, "I know you are reluctant to part with senior brother. In your heart, it is naturally better to have one more than one less..." I was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but want to yell—you It's too ugly to say! "You're just jealous when you see your brother talking softly to me, but have you ever thought about what you do and feel when your brother sees you flirting with others?" Her words hit the nail on the head and hit the nail on the head, " But you already have four companions by your side, since senior brother is dispensable to you, please let him go free for the sake of each other..."
Calm down... calm down... I can't refute a word... I can't untie these five knots, I can't untie them...
I took a deep breath, the fever had just subsided, my head was still a little dizzy, and there was a buzzing noise in my ears. "Miss Bai, it's too subjective for you to say that. As an outsider, it's better not to intervene in the matter between me and Yan Wu. Whether he goes or stays is his business, and whether I let go is my business. It's nothing to you anyway."
"If you really want to leave, why do you stay and why do you stay?"
"If he really wants to leave, why should I stay?" I quickly replied, but I thought in my heart, would he really want to leave? Maybe it's just lying to Bai Shengsheng, maybe it's just a moment of anger, maybe... maybe I'm too confident...
If this is just a step in the plan between him and Tao Er, should I stay or not? If it's a layout, then whether I stay or not, it can't affect his decision.
Bai Shengsheng's eyes moved, and he said with a smile: "So, sister Yingyu, you don't intend to keep senior brother..."
I resisted the urge to strangle her to death, thinking that the good qualities of pity and pity were all due to her failure, so I squeezed my forehead with a headache, and turned to leave.
Since he went to Tao Er, I'd better look for him over there, idlers and others, sir, I'll get the hell out of here!
In a bad mood, I kicked open the door of Tao Er's study room, swept my eyes, but didn't see Yan Wu.
"Where's Yan Wu?" I asked in a bad tone.
Tao Er sat behind the desk, folded his hands on his knees, and raised his eyebrows when he heard this, "He just left, what's wrong?"
I walked up to him with big strides, condescendingly, and said imposingly: "What the hell are you trying to do!"
Tao Er gently pulled my wrist, let me sit in his arms, and pressed my forehead against each other for a moment, "Well, it will be fine when the fever subsides."
I dodged back, dissatisfied: "Don't avoid my question, what are you going to do, are you really letting Yan Wu go to Minyue Kingdom?"
"This is his own decision." Tao Er stepped back a little bit, and said in a calm tone, "He will avenge the ghost doctor's revenge with his own hands."
"Then will he come back..." I asked anxiously.
"Heh..." Tao Er smiled, his voice was a bit cold, "It depends on whether he still has nostalgia for you."
I stared blankly at the smile lines on the corners of his mouth, feeling a little cold in my heart. "You promised..."
"Yes, I promised to give you a stable home." Tao Er's mouth slightly raised, the smile did not reach his eyes, and his hand gently rubbed my face, "As long as I am here, no one can Hurt you, hurt the people in the Li family."
"But it's impossible for me to help you keep your other men. I can keep them from being hurt, but it's impossible to guarantee that they can tolerate you being intimate with other people like me." Tao Er clamped his hands lightly I raised my jaw, "If they want to leave, you are not qualified to keep them, let alone me. If you want me to help you maintain the status quo of polyandry, Li Yingyu, do you think this is realistic and fair? "
Tao Er's eyes are so close that I can even see myself clearly in his eyes - pale, frightened and trembling. His breath brushed against my lips, and the lips were rubbed against them lightly, perhaps because my body was still hot, the chill from his lips made me shiver uncontrollably.
The lion hid his fangs and claws from me, but it was my own foolishness to think he was docile from now on.
What he said is not wrong, probably because he always plays the role of the parent. Over time, even I take it for granted and put all the responsibilities on him. cruel.
"Yes, I'm sorry..." My voice trembled slightly.
When he heard this, he just smiled lightly, the pressure from him before suddenly disappeared, pinched my cheek, and he sighed with a smile: "Little thing with no conscience... Did I scare you
I lowered my eyelids and whispered, "No."
He leaned on the back of the chair, held my palm with one hand, and rubbed my heart with the other hand, "Smart women will pretend to be stupid, but stupid women like to pretend to be smart. So more often, I I like your silly look, although I know that you are just pretending. Some things, you and I know it well, it is best not to say it, if you have to talk about it, it really hurts feelings. "
To his words, I could only smile dryly. The hand he was holding was slightly wet with sweat, and he pulled it to his lips and kissed the back of it lightly. "I respect your choice to the greatest extent, give you freedom, and protect you from wind and rain, but..."
"Don't forget, I'm a normal man too."