Even though we have some misunderstandings with her, we should still be able to grow old together.
should.
"Master, Dongli. It's a daughter." I leaned into his ear and whispered, "It's a lovesickness bean."
His face was so pale that there was no trace of blood, his chest was fixed with a wooden frame and gauze, and the blood seeped through the white gauze, which was shocking.
How could the master withstand that hammer with its mighty force
It must hurt, it hurts...
I leaned on the back of his hand lightly, the back of his pale hand fell to my side, so cold that I couldn't feel the temperature, I didn't lift it up like in the past, shuttled gently through my hair, took my hand and kissed it on the lips, Whispering softly: "Yu'er..."
He treats me as precious as treasure, as pearls as jade.
Tears fell on Doudou's face with a patter, and Doudou burst into tears.
In fact, he has never betrayed me all this time, but I never trusted him enough. I forced him to come to this point.
Yan Li entered the tent, looked at me silently, and took Doudou away. "That's enough, it's time to send him away."
I was shocked and looked up at him, "What are you talking about? Who are you sending away?"
Yan Li looked at me in embarrassment, but didn't answer.
I lowered my head, took the water glass by the table, and moistened Master's lips with water, "You said you would find a way, you even saved me, so there must be a way to save Master."
"It's different...you wake up, his heartbeat has stopped."
In the past few days, how many times has Yanli said this sentence
"He said that he wants to grow old with me, how could he lie to me?" I shook my head, "I don't doubt him anymore. This time, he will definitely not lie to me."
Yan Li closed her eyes and was silent for a long time, then reached out and grabbed my arm. "Let him rest in peace."
My jade is all my comfort and sustenance. As long as you need me, I will always be by your side.
Master, do you really forget what you said
I want to send master back to the imperial capital, to the place where we have our common memories.
On the day when I woke up, the northwest wind was blowing, and it was extremely sharp.
There was a man from the north, dressed in dust and dust, with a tired face.
At that time, I was kneeling and sitting in front of the coffin of my master. Tang Si, Qiao Yu and Yan Li were standing behind me. I hugged Doudou and said to her softly: "Doudo, father is leaving..."
Yan left her face away, and was stunned when she saw Tao Qing who lifted the curtain and came in.
I turned my head and looked at Tao Qing blankly, moved my lips, and said lightly, "You're here."
Tao Qing walked to the master's coffin and stood still. After a while, he looked down at me and said seriously, "I'm sorry, I didn't expect..."
I smiled wryly and shook my head, "I can't blame you, everything is so wrong."
I pulled a small note from my sleeve. When the master came back the day he was injured, he lay in the tent, and I sat outside the tent, watching a white pigeon bump into the tent again and again, unable to get in. It was Tang Si who caught him and handed him over to me.
A note was tied under the white pigeon's feet, with only a few short words on it. —"The news leaked, Lan issued a killing order, return to Chen!"
That font is not unfamiliar, I saw it when I was in Minyue, and it is not bald.
When did he get in touch with Bubal? Those months we were in the mountains? What the hell is he trying to do
At this moment, I no longer dare and cannot doubt his purpose. Everything he does is for me, why I always don't understand...
I handed him the not-bald note. "I think only you can explain this clearly."
Tao Qing glanced at the note in his hand with a complicated expression, slowly closed his palms, and pondered for a long time with his eyelids lowered, before he replied: "We promised that person not to tell this secret."
"At this time, you still have to keep that inexplicable promise?" I sneered, staring into his eyes, "Tao Qing, tell the truth."
Tao Qing gripped the note tightly, and after a long time, he ordered in a deep voice: "The others leave first, I have something to say, talk to her alone."
I handed Doudou to Yanli to take away, and sat down face to face with Tao Qing, facing each other in silence.
"Perhaps it's hard for you to believe that Dongli and I have been allies from the beginning to the end. In the beginning, it was for our own interests to deal with the royal party together. Later, it was for you to deal with Minyue and even Liu Che. I I know, you have misunderstood him, and I can't help you untie this knot. You think he betrayed you to Liu Che, but in fact, he has no choice. Maybe he doesn't want you to go back to that dark place even more than I do. Imperial City, because he understands the filth of that place better than I do."
Tao Qing smiled wryly, "But even if he's just a young man, he's still the emperor after all. When he found Los Angeles, he had countless ways to blackmail us, and he didn't hesitate to fight to the death. It was Dongli's and my idea to agree to let him live in Li's mansion." After Liu Che moved into Li's residence, I transferred Young Master Fang, and while Liu Che was pretending to perform rituals, Dong Li and Mo Wei contacted Young Master Fang in private, promised him the throne of the country, and even promised to devote his life to it But A Dou is A Dou after all, he would rather be a free and unrestrained prince than take over the hot potato. Yan Li cut off Liu Che's veins, he did not exaggerate his illness, he is riding a tiger, internal and external troubles, we have no way The only choice is to let Yan leave to take risks, pretend to obey the esoteric sect, become the puppet suzerain and start from the inside, hoping to eliminate the war. It's just that you suddenly recovered your memory."
On the day of the fake ceremony, I remembered that Liu Che had told my fortune for me, and later he and Qiao Yu went after Yanli and Bai Shengsheng. At that time, the master disappeared, and it turned out that he was looking for Master Fang Xiaohou...
"That night, you recovered your memory. I was the only one who knew about it. I was the one who told Liu Che to do it."
I looked up at him in shock, and said slowly, "I always thought it was Master..."
Tao Qing smiled bitterly, shook his head and said, "Until then, he still advocated appointing another young vassal king as the heir apparent, but it was unrealistic. Firstly, he couldn't find it, and secondly, Liu Che would not be willing. Liu Che was too scheming and too suspicious. Duo, he doesn't believe in anyone except you. I made the final decision to support you as emperor. But Liu Che can't believe me, he even fears me, and only Dong Li can come forward. In fact, he has always been the person in charge of contacting Baihong Villa. However, Liu Che is suspicious of powerful forces, so he can only conceal his position, which seems to be against the martial arts forces of Baihong Villa. , in fact, the real target is Wanjian Villa. He can only hide it from everyone, even from Qiao Yuyanli, from you, maybe he didn't hide it on purpose, but he never found a chance to tell you... "
I wondered if I ever gave him a chance to speak, or if, without waiting for him to speak, I presumptuously condemned him.
Why doesn't he argue
In other words, if he refuted it, would I believe it
I'm not sure anymore. I used to doubt him like that, but originally, I should trust him unconditionally...
The result was that I spoke coldly to him in frustration, and if he didn't say anything on the face, maybe his heart was already broken.
"In the first attack on Baiyang Valley, Xu Li was caught in the nine thunder formations. In fact, we didn't know it at the beginning. It was Dongli who came to deliver the letter in the rain."
I asked in amazement: "He doesn't know kung fu, so he walked the mountain road alone on such a rainy night? Why didn't he let Qiao Yu go?"
Tao Qing smiled wryly. "Did you forget? Qiao Yu was sent by you to be on my side. He can't let people find out that he is cooperating with me in private and deceiving the king on the surface."
That's right, I remembered, that night Xu Li got into the trap, Ah Che fell ill, I couldn't find my master everywhere, and then I fell asleep in his tent, and when I woke up, I only remembered the joy of reuniting with Tang Si Taoqing, but I forgot to go and see where is the master...
"At that time, I saw that you had a strange attitude towards him, so I took advantage of you to meet Liu Che and talked to him. I didn't expect that you misunderstood him so deeply. I told him that smart people don't He will put himself in a desperate situation. He is dedicated to you, but unfortunately he used the wrong method. No matter how deep the relationship is, he can't stand the test again and again. He thought at that time, after you have completely taken over the power, you don't have to be afraid of Liu Che anymore. , and then explain the matter clearly to you, and before that, he entrusted me to take care of you. It's just that he didn't think of some things. He didn't think that you would misunderstand that he had malicious intentions towards me and Tang Si, let alone that you would feel that in the In his heart, Jiangshan Sheji will be more important than you..."
"Li Yingyu, when did you become so unconfident? Shen Dongli is a bit pedantic. He thinks of the king, the minister, and the common people, but until now, he is willing to stand up for one person, and he is only willing Dedicated to one person, serving as a minister for the rest of my life... Some words, if you say too much, it seems hypocritical. He disdains to say too much, but if you say too little, he is afraid that you will not understand. He didn't say these things at that time, and I couldn't say them for him. Later, he I didn't have time to say it, and up to now, he can't speak, so I can only convey it. At least, don't leave with your misunderstanding."
I lowered my head and looked at the tips of my knees, my eyes were sore and uncomfortable, but I couldn't shed a single tear.
In fact, watching his mental journey these days, I should have understood. The master's love is as deep as the sea, and I am in it, but the authorities are obsessed, and I use my own thoughts to speculate on him...
He even said, let me treat Tao Qing with sincerity, why would I want to eradicate them
I thought I loved him, but it seemed that I had never really understood him or trusted him. Master, he is more confident than me, and he can trust each other more than me. He is confident that my feelings for him will last forever, and he believes that I will believe in him just like he believes in me, that even if there is a misunderstanding between us, we can still grow old together after the past is settled—he never thought of leaving me, the only one who cares about gains and losses, I am the only one .
Can you still blame him for being dishonest? Obviously I failed his trust...
Tao Qing squeezed the note, and said slowly: "You have already met the suzerain of the Tantric Sect, and the owner of this note must also know it well. When you were in Minyue, he took advantage of Yan Li and Ye Lian's friendship. Contact information, I found Dongli and me in reverse, and put forward conditions. He wants to borrow from Chen Guo to help him get rid of his puppet status. As long as the Bai people overwhelm the Blue people and gain the right to speak, Minyue will sign an alliance with Chen Guo , into a line."
I was stunned, and couldn't believe that the seemingly cunning and honest monk would have such an ambition. "Why did he propose this deal? Why did he think we would believe it and agree to it?"
Tao Qing silently clung to my ear, and said in a low voice, "He did it to avenge the murder of his wife, and also, for his son. He once violated the precepts and had a son with a believer." Write a word on the palm of your hand - leave! "When he dies, 'he' will succeed as suzerain. With his relationship with you, this covenant is more reliable than anything else."
I looked up at him in shock, and a bald smiling face flashed in front of my eyes.
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"I think that person looks familiar."
"Familiar? When you say that, I also feel..."
"The way he smiles looks a lot like you. It looks kind, but it hides evil intentions."
At that time, it was just a joke, how similar are Bubal and Yanli? Thinking back now, the way Bubal looked at Yan Li seemed to have an unusual kindness...
"Only a few of us know about this matter. Before he succeeds, he doesn't want to be known about the existence of 'him', so as not to become the assassination target of the blue tribe or even the Bai tribe. The subsequent marriage was a plan, and Lan Zhengying thought he would win In my hands, I will not kill Dongli at the mercy of the sky, not to mention that in those few months, the suzerain sent out the confidential information of the Blue Clan one after another, and Dongli was the only one who was able to enter Minyue and join forces with him. He Dongli promised the suzerain, so I can only tell you part of the news. What I didn't expect was that such an accident would happen later... "
"It seems that something happened inside the Tantric Sect. The conflict with the Blue Clan intensified. The suzerain's hidden line was uncovered, and the matter was exposed. Then the Blue Clan suddenly sent Lan Zhengqi to kill Dongli—Dong Li had too many Blue Clan masters in his hands. It's a secret." At this point, Tao Qing's eyes flashed sadly, "He sent out the last warning, but unfortunately it was too late. The Tantric Sect and the Blue Clan are fighting each other, but what happened is still unclear. unknown."
I know... the day before the wedding, he asked Bai Zhi to escort me and Yan Li Tang Si out of Fujian and Yue, and confronted the Blue Clan head-on, Bai Zhi was captured.
It turns out... I actually killed the master...
Knowing all this now, after all, it is too late...