Yan Shuo said "it's over", then pushed Shen Ze away, turned his back and plugged in the earphones, and lay down pretending to be deaf and dumb.
About a minute or two later, before he finished listening to a song, the headphone cable was suddenly removed.
"No." Shen Ze said behind him, "Have you forgotten what the second clause of the contract is?"
"..."
Article 2? "Any party has no right to unilaterally propose termination, and it needs to be decided through consultation"? ... Children are just playing house, who should take this kind of thing seriously.
"Just treat me as a breach of contract." Yan Shuo said softly, "I'm going to sleep, don't call me again."
He reached out to turn off the light, and in the darkness, Shen Ze didn't call him as expected, and there was an unusual silence behind him.
Yan Shuo could feel it, but Shen kept the posture just now, not lying down yet.
seemed to be watching him.
"..." Yan Shuo was a little depressed.
But he didn't want to think about his depression at all. In fact, he knew that Shen Ze should not be blamed for this matter. He had originally agreed that it was just helping each other. It was not a serious relationship. Shen Zeai could think whatever he wanted, without asking so high.
But theories are theories, and feelings are feelings. If he is unhappy, of course he doesn’t want to continue. The most important thing in life is to be happy. As Shen Ze said, "satisfying oneself" is the goal.
Yan Shuo put on the earphones again, but after a few words of the lyrics, the earphone cable was pulled off again.
"What are you doing?" He was furious, and turned his head to stare at Shen Ze, "Everything should be based on your love, I will, I don't want to make things up to you, can't you? Please understand, I am a man, not a woman .”
"..."
Shen Ze was silent for a while, his eyes in the dark were hard to see clearly.
Yan Shuo said: "I don't want to quarrel with you, can you stop bothering me?"
"I'm sorry." Shen Ze suddenly said, "I didn't mean to make do with you, and I didn't expect a girl like you to appear—it's simply impossible, no one will be exactly like another person."
"Oh." Yan Shuo had no expression on his face, and simply turned off the music, and threw the phone and earphones to the pillow.
Shen said, "I've finished explaining."
Yan Shuo: "?"
Shen pressed his shoulders and turned him over: "So why are we ending? What's your dissatisfaction? Isn't it good to continue helping each other like before, or... I didn't do well enough to let you enjoy arrive?"
Yan Shuo: "..."
"No." Yan Shuo said, "It's not important. If I say no, I won't continue. The sealed contract can still be breached. Why can't we end it? There are so many reasons."
He tried to push Shen Ze away, but Shen Ze suddenly pressed him up, firmly pressing him flat on the bed.
"No." Shen Ze said forcefully, "You can't go back on your word. You can't go back on your word when you promise me. You don't even have a reason. What do you think of me?"
"..."
What did I take you for? Should I say this line
Yan Shuo was annoyed, he didn't know whether he was angry or was too heavy, he had difficulty breathing, and finally said: "I said it just now, I want you to do everything I want, but now I don't want to, what do you want?" ? I don’t want to do what I don’t want to do, is that enough reason?”
Shen Ze didn't say a word, staring at him from a close distance.
Yan Shuo thought it was over, but Shen Ze suddenly said: "Because I said I don't like you, are you upset?"
"I didn't." Yan Shuo stared back unwillingly.
Shen Ze said, "You have."
"No!"
"Have."
"I-um!" The repeated excuses were blocked, and Shen lowered his head and kissed him.
Like every time before, the kiss was deep and hot, Yan Shuo tried to refuse, but his jaw was held firmly, and he was forced to open his mouth for others to taste.
Shen is not only tasting, but also oppressing.
The veins on Yan Shuo's forehead twitched, he stretched out his hand and pushed hard. But Shen was obviously on guard. He didn't push, but his hands were restrained instead.
Yan Shuo desperately sucked in a breath of air in the suffocation of the kiss, "... Shen Ze!" He bit Shen Ze, "Don't go too far, right? You disregard my wishes just to satisfy yourself? I don't want to satisfy you at all , you can order an inflatable doll if you need it!"
"..."
Yan Shuo was angrily, but Shen Ze was taken aback and let him go, "I'm sorry, that's not what I meant."
"Then what do you mean!"
The atmosphere became tense again, Yan Shuo tidied up his messed up pajamas.
Shen Ze was silent for a while: "I thought we were two-way, I like to be close to you, and you also like to be kissed by me, don't you?... So I misunderstood, you are not happy, you don't like it, you don't feel it at all. enjoy."
When he said this, Shen Ze had a rare low-spirited tone, his tone was almost soft, and he still had some subtle emotions of disappointment or injury that he couldn't tell. Yan Shuo suddenly had a heart attack, and the next accusation choked back in his throat, and he didn't say it.
... The problem of eating soft but not hard food can be cured.
Yan Shuo sighed, quarreling is really a technical job, with no experience, he doesn't know how to handle this situation.
YouQi Shen just looked at him like this, he suddenly turned off the ignition, but he couldn't save his face and speak nicely.
Why did it become like this
In the past, he and Shen were close colleagues. At the beginning, he complained about all the other three teammates, but Shen was a little more pleasing to the eye, because Shen didn't bother him and didn't make trouble. He likes to ignore each other, but he will not take the initiative to get under Shen Ze's nose, so ignoring each other can be called harmony.
Why are you arguing now? Why did he quarrel with Shen Ze? Is there any result after the quarrel? We are still colleagues, the same as before.
So why bother to make it so embarrassing? Just be polite, save some face for each other, and just continue to use plastic, don't worry about it so much, and it's not a big problem at all.
Yan Shuo suddenly figured it out, he found that this is how people are, the closer the relationship is, the more demanding they are on the other party, and it is easy to get angry. But once the positioning is reduced to the level of plastic, it doesn't matter what the other party does, and the tolerance is extremely high.
But having said that, there is still some inexplicable blockage in my heart.
Yan Shuo moved the corners of his mouth and put on a smirk: "It was two-way before, and I really felt good." He said, "But you can change your mind when you are in a relationship. I don't want to help each other with a straight man. I'm afraid After I get used to getting close to men, it's very bad if I accidentally fall into a ditch... Is this reason understandable? I don't mean it against you. "
Shen Ze didn't reason or not understand, it should be understood.
When he said "planted" just now, Shen Ze's eyes moved, probably because he felt something about this sentence - in the first place, it's nothing to help each other, but it's not good to bend each other, sexual orientation starts with sex.
Yan Shuo heaved a sigh of relief, he thought he had finally convinced Shen Ze that he could sleep well.
Get back on track in the future and don't have to worry about it anymore.
Unexpectedly, Shen Ze suddenly said: "Are you afraid that I will bend you? Is it because we are too sticky together? Then we can change it, don't do that often, and keep a little distance."
Yan Shuo: "..."
Keeping distance means reducing frequency? This logic is really...
Yan Shuo didn't want to talk anymore, so he pushed Shen Ze away and turned his back again.
Shen Ze was dissatisfied by his repeated rejections, and pulled him up from the bed: "All right, if you want to break the contract, you can, but should you pay some liquidated damages?"
"... What liquidated damages?" Yan Shuo was convinced, "Money? I'll transfer it to you."
"What do I need money for?"
Shen Ze's expression was blurred in the darkness, and just as he was about to speak, his phone rang suddenly.
"Your phone." Yan Shuo pointed.
Shen Ze didn't even look at it, just put the phone away, and continued: "I can't accept your reason, what is a real straight man afraid of being turned around? You are not straight in the first place, right?"
Yan Shuo said angrily: "Yes, I'm not straight, I'm gay, men and women can't kiss each other, my mother never let me play with boys since I was a child, I might get pregnant—is this reason acceptable?"
Shen Ze: "..."
They were in a stalemate for a while, and the phone rang again suddenly, this time in a frightening manner.
Yan Shuo picked it up and saw that it was Li Linjia.
Li Linjia doesn't sleep in the middle of the night, why call him
"Hello, Miss Jia?"
"Let Shen answer the phone."
"..."
Yan Shuo was taken aback for a moment, and keenly heard that her tone seemed not right, as if it was too serious.
"Looking for you." Yan Shuo handed over the phone, and Shen picked it up.
He pricked up his ears to listen, and then he heard Li Linjia say to Shen Ze on the phone: "Look at the trending searches.... Okay, Shen Ze, you haven't had any accidents in three years, and if you have an accident, you will make a big one for me."