Shen Ze's short five minutes, after Yan Shuo listened to it, it took five hours for him to recover.
No, it's been more than five hours—
He had insomnia for nearly a night.
He finally understands now that there are some truths that are difficult for you to understand when others tell you, and you can only truly understand it if you experience it yourself. For example, Li Jin said "Don't ask the bottom line, or you won't be able to handle it."
Yan Shuo really can't handle it now.
Shen Ze asked, would you like it? He didn't immediately answer whether I would, or not. He couldn't say the two answers. At that moment, his brain crashed, and a voice was shocked, "Shen Ze actually likes me!" ", another voice quietly sighed in the corner, "Sure enough, I actually felt it a long time ago."
Yan Shuo was stunned for a few seconds, maybe a few minutes.
Then he asked in a daze, "How are you going to be responsible to me?"
Shen Ze was taken aback by this question, and Shen Ze involuntarily leaned forward slightly, frowning slightly, as if there were countless full-score answers to be blurted out, but in the end he pursed his lips and said nothing.
Yan Shuo couldn't help thinking, what is he going to say
"I will be responsible for your feelings, I will not change my mind in the future, and will always be good to you; I will also be responsible for your career. Even if the company and fans object and work is affected, I will not give up. I will support you for the rest of my life and earn money for you." Come to a better life; also be responsible for your family, strive for your parents’ approval, and not let you be in a dilemma.”
— This is the most beautiful answer Yan Shuo can think of.
But they haven't started yet. If a person makes a promise so beautifully and completely in the first confession, it will seem too false.
Apparently, Shen Ze also knows that the other meaning of sincerity is "practical", no matter how beautiful the empty words are, they are just empty words in essence.
He lowered his eyes, stopped looking at Yan Shuo, and said almost a little embarrassed and nervous: "... I don't know, I haven't made up my mind yet."
"..."
Yan Shuo was speechless. In fact, he asked this question not because he was analyzing the future rationally, but because he blurted out the question out of his mind. No matter how Shen Ze answered, he had to get rid of the muddled mess in his mind first. After digesting, calm down and think about what Shen Ze said.
Yan Shuo pretended to be calm, but he didn't speak, Shen became anxious and reached out to pull the corner of his clothes: "Give me some time."
"That was not what I meant… "
Yan Shuo realized that his reaction had misunderstood Shen Ze, as if he was implying that as long as Shen Ze solved those problems, they would be able to be happy together. It has not yet reached that point.
Yan Shuo thought for a while, but Shen Ze was very frank, and he didn't want to hide his feelings, so he said directly, "Sorry."
Shen was taken aback.
Yan Shuo said, "Maybe I've been brainwashed too... I mean, like you, I don't understand myself, I think I... maybe I don't..."
Chinese is such a broad and profound language, but at this moment Yan Shuo couldn't find a suitable sentence to describe his mood, "I'm sorry, I don't know what I'm talking about, please give me some time."
"..."
What kind of answer is this? Shen Ze definitely didn't understand, Yan Shuo himself didn't know what he meant.
Shen Ze nodded: "Okay, I'll wait for you."
After speaking, he let go of the corner of his clothes, and lifted his hand up to touch his shoulder—it seemed that he wanted to make a further move, wanting to hug him as usual or something else.
But halfway through, Shen Ze suddenly curled up his fingers, and slowly retracted his hand, "Then go to bed early." Shen Ze silently turned off the light.
"… it is good."
Yan Shuo readily agreed, and then suffered from insomnia until the early morning of the next day.
At dawn, Yan Shuo finally fell asleep due to physical exhaustion.
Miraculously, he had a dream. This dream was the same as the dream he had when he was waiting alone when Shen Ze was exposed to "black material" last time. The same stage, the same birthday memories, and then he walked to the edge of the stage , was pushed down by Shen Ze.
Yan Shuo didn't understand the mysteries of dreams last time, but today he suddenly became enlightened—
Is this an omen? Or did he feel it subconsciously and panic in advance
Yan Shuo was still half asleep and half awake, he struggled in the dream but couldn't wake up.
I can only let myself fall from the edge of the stage, and keep falling, and there is a bottomless abyss below.
Yan Shuo was very scared, he felt that he was going to fall to his death in the next second, but the next second didn't come, he kept fearing all the time, there was nothing worse than this feeling.
Finally, a hand appeared above the abyss, a familiar, slender and powerful hand, stretched out towards him.
"...Shen Ze?" Yan Shuo heard himself in his dream cry out in surprise.
However, at this moment, the scene in front of him suddenly overlapped with the scene before Shen Ze turned off the lights. Shen Ze seemed to be about to touch him, but he withdrew his hand restrainedly, with a forbearing expression, a bit disturbed and entangled.
Yan Shuo panicked: "Help me, can you save me—"
Shen Ze frowned, and said coldly: "No, since you don't like me, you'd better go die."
"..."
What kind of weird nightmare is this
When Yan Shuo woke up the next morning, he was dizzy and dizzy, and the feeling of weightlessness that was infinitely close to reality in his dream remained in his nerves, making him suspect that he had really fallen once.
It's still early, there's still a while before the program group's breakfast.
Yan Shuo was sitting on the bed in a daze, when suddenly he heard the sound of water in the bathroom, and it was Shen who was washing up. He listened silently for a while, and then he was truly sober.
—What happened last night was true.
Shen confessed to him, and he said to Shen, give me some time.
... What do I need time for? Should I consider agreeing to him
Yan Shuo thought about it carefully. In the short five minutes last night, Shen Ze revealed his truest side to him, and said, "As long as I like you, I will always only like you alone". The innocent boy in high school made a vow of eternal love, but Kui Shen could say it out loud.
Yan Shuo felt numb in his heart and couldn't tell what it was like.
Let him think about it, and he doesn't know how to think about it correctly.
They all suffered from the loss of not having a relationship.
But he didn't reject it right away, this reaction itself is worth pondering...
Yan Shuo shook his head vigorously, and got up lazily.
Fortunately, Shen Ze did not make it difficult for him. Not only did he not rush to ask questions, but he changed his attitude towards him. How should I put it? Seems more restrained? I didn't get close to him as presumptuously as before, and I didn't say any cross-border words anymore.
Shen seemed to be possessed by something, and suddenly turned into a considerate gentleman, taking good care of him for several days, and would even buy him snacks when he was out on location.
That time they were filming separately, and since the start of work in the morning, he has not seen Shen Ze's shadow. In the evening, Shen Ze came back with a bag of what seemed to be desserts in his hand. When he saw him, he walked over and stuffed it into his arms.
"...why?" Yan Shuo hid back for a while, but failed to dodge, being stuffed into his arms.
Everyone around was watching, other guests and staff were in the living room, and many people heard the sound and looked over.
"I'll eat it for you." Shen lowered his voice, "Just now, I went to shoot a location and bought it from a cake shop."
He spoke naturally, with the same expression on his face, as if it was a matter of course for Yan Shuo to bring snacks—just like coaxing his girlfriend for granted.
Yan Shuo felt that many people in the room were looking at him, so he couldn't help feeling a little hot.
He didn't argue with Shen Ze, and quickly accepted it, saying thank you.
As a result, Shen Ze became addicted to buying, and gave him snacks almost every day, all kinds of snacks, if you say no, this is not a formal gift, but accept it, I always feel that it is not the case.
But it would be too hypocritical to refuse seriously.
Yan Shuo suspects that if he continues to eat like this, he will soon lose his qualifications to be an idol, and he will no longer be able to rely on his face for food.
Could this be Shen Ze's trick
Raise him into a pig, let his career be directly scrapped, and be fired by Li Linjia, and indirectly solve the biggest obstacle on the road of love—
God, Shen Ze is too vicious.
Yan Shuo slandered a few words, and at this moment, WeChat suddenly rang.
Qi Haoyu: "Brother! Are you there QVQ?"
Qi Haoyu: "I miss you to death!"
Yan Shuo: "..."
Yan Shuo got goosebumps all over the floor, and typed intermittently: "Yes, what are you doing?"
Qi Haoyu: "What have you been up to lately?"
Yan Shuo: "It will take at least a month to record the show, what's wrong?"
Qi Haoyu: "It's nothing, I suddenly remembered your online dating partner, I added it in my QQ at the time, how is it, are you still chatting?"
"..."
Hey, Yan Shuo didn't expect Qi Haoyu to remember this, it's been a long time since he mentioned it.
But he was embarrassed to tell the elementary school students that that person was you, Brother Ze.
Yan Shuo: "It's been a long time since we talked."
Qi Haoyu: "Oh, what do you usually play now? Don't you chat with people?"
Yan Shuo: "Who are you talking to? No one talks to me about QVQ."
Qi Haoyu: "Well, let me introduce one to you!"
Yan Shuo: "..."
Yan Shuo: "No need, I'm a little busy right now, and I don't really have time to chat."
Just kidding, Qi Haoyu introduced his girlfriend's girlfriends last time, and even changed his girlfriend this time, maybe it's not a new batch of girlfriends.
really-
Qi Haoyu: "QAQ Okay, let me just say it straight. In fact, my girlfriend's good friend wants to date online, but can't find a suitable partner. I think, this is not ready-made. It just so happens that you don't have a partner, so you just pretend to be me. I found a human-shaped tree hole for you, let her relieve your stress."
Qi Haoyu: "Are you okay? Brother QAQ"
Yan Shuo: "Not good."
Qi Haoyu: "No, you are my brother QAQ"
Yan Shuo: "..."
The elementary school student is too active, but his attitude is different from the last time he kidnapped him for online dating, seems a little urgent? As if with a certain purpose, it was full of mysterious py trading atmosphere.
Yan Shuo: "Let's be clear, are you just introducing people to online dating? Nothing else?"
Qi Haoyu: "Ah? What else?"
Yan Shuo: "Well, it's fine if you don't have one."
Qi Haoyu: "Okay! Did you agree bro?"
Yan Shuo: "I don't agree, I really don't want to engage in online dating anymore, I have no interest, you should change someone, why don't you try with Fu Xinyan?"
Qi Haoyu: "He doesn't do it either."
Qi Haoyu: "Hey, actually I don't want to find you either. I was forced to do nothing. My girlfriend said that her good friend is a bit autistic, because she was unhappy in her childhood and was bullied at school... Anyway, it's miserable. How miserable, how miserable, QAQ is so pitiful."
Yan Shuo: "..."
Qi Haoyu: "So my girlfriend hopes that she can open up her heart through making friends online, become more cheerful, and love the world again!!"
Yan Shuo: "The task is too difficult..."
Qi Haoyu: "Well, I actually made it up. The truth is that my girlfriend asked me to find someone for her girlfriends. I can't find it QAQ"
Qi Haoyu: "She has always wanted to see me, but I don't want to see her, because of this matter we have been depressed several times, I don't want to continue to make her angry QAQ please help me, brother."
Qi Haoyu: "You can add a QQ friend and just chat a few words, so that I can't find anyone alone. She thinks I'm perfunctory and deliberately doesn't want to help her find it."
Qi Haoyu: "Qiuqiu you are hot, brother brother brother QAQ"
Yan Shuo: "..."
Yan Shuo really didn't want to get involved in the drama of primary school students, but Xiao Qi has already talked about this, it's just a matter of little effort—
"Okay, give me the number."