Me And My Four Backup Dancers

Chapter 36: in my heart

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There is nothing particularly worth mentioning about Yan Shuo's family and upbringing.

He is like every child who is spoiled and grown up. His family is not particularly rich, but his life is rich, material is not lacking, and he is spiritually complete-his parents have a good relationship and pay attention to his education methods. Most parents in China are more open-minded.

In addition, Yan Shuo has always been excellent since he was a child, and his occasional naughtiness is not a problem. His parents are satisfied with him, and the two sides have almost never had any conflicts. The whole family has always been very smooth.

But enlightenment is relative, Yan Shuo is not sure how his family will react if he comes out to the family.

However, it shouldn't be too violent, at least he can be sure that his parents won't break his legs, and won't break off the relationship, so there's nothing to be afraid of.

In fact, he has more confidence in his mother. When he first debuted, his mother, Ms. Xu Yunlan, was afraid that no one would like him, so she specially pretended to be a small fan, cheered him up on Weibo every day, acted as a high-level sailor, came and went, and met a few True fans, and others have become mutual fans and little sisters.

Later, the company arranged for him and Fu Xinyan to be the CP of the sales team. Ms. Xu Yunlan expressed her understanding. As a celebrity, in this industry, you have to adapt to various hype methods.

Later, MEN became popular, Yan Shuo really became a star, and Ms. Xu no longer needed to be a "water army", so she no longer logged in to that Weibo account. One was because the initial freshness had passed, and the other was Yan Shuo. After he became popular, he was always hacked. My mother couldn’t stand it anymore, so she simply ignored his scandals and stopped paying attention to his scandals. She only paid attention to major events such as new albums and concerts, and expressed her support. son's career.

Of course, because she has always supported Yan Shuo, she is also very familiar with Yan Shuo's teammates, and her mentality is probably like a parent looking at a child's classmates with love.

But Yan Shuo himself is a wicked person. When his mother praises a classmate as "other people's child", he will slander the other party in a serious manner. For example, he once said to Xu Yunlan: Shen Ze is very cold, with eyes on the top of his head. On the Internet, I am much more arrogant than on TV, which is annoying.

Ms. Xu believed it, and comforted him: It's okay, if you can't get along, go elsewhere, let's stay away from this kind of person, don't rush to make cold faces, or it will be over.

— Yan Shuo is so regretful that his guts are turning green now.

Is it still too late to reshape Shen Ze's personality

He pondered depressedly for a long time, and confessed the matter to Shen Ze truthfully.

At this time, they had already left the dormitory and came to Shen Ze's own house.

The house is in a high-end residential area within the second ring road. It is said that this set was given by Shen Ze's brother on his birthday last year.

When Yan Shuo heard it, the two brothers had a good relationship. He thought that Shen Ze had conflicts with his brother—could it be because the most important thing in his family was money, and giving expensive ones didn't show his intentions, and he didn't care, but put his heart into it. What is prepared (such as making small gifts by yourself) is more important

Yan Shuo felt that this line of thought could be used for reference. He put the matter of the birthday gift behind him, and first described in detail how he had slandered Shen Ze in front of Ms. Xu and how he had discredited him. Yan Shuo got up from the sofa.

"You used to hate me?" Shen was not very happy, "Am I that unpopular?"

As the so-called beauty is in the eye of the beholder, it is obvious that Yan Shuo can no longer understand why he didn't like Shen Ze in the first place, which is obviously very good.

"I didn't." He said hypocritically, "I was joking with my mother. It's okay, don't worry, she didn't have a good impression of you at first, which means there is a lot of room for improvement. As long as you behave a little better, it will be easy If you win her favor, she thinks you've changed your ways, and the prodigal son won't be exchanged for money, right?"

Shen Ze: "..."

Yan Shuo babbled a lot of nonsense and forcefully explained.

Shen didn't have the same knowledge as him, so he pressed the person into his arms, turned over and pressed him on the sofa.

They have kissed, hugged, and helped each other now, and they are only short of actually doing it once.

When moving here from the dormitory, Yan Shuo saw that Shen Ze had put "criminal tools" in his bag, God knows when he bought them.

Yan Shuo moved his position under him, broke free his arms from the confinement, and put his arms around Shen Ze's waist.

"What are we doing?" Yan Shuo said, "Just eat and sleep here, eat and sleep, and stay here for a week without doing anything?"

Shen smiled: "No, we can play games, watch movies, chat, and go to bed. Not only the bed, but also the bathroom, sofa, floor, balcony, kitchen, and floor-to-ceiling windows—we have enough time, so we can try it slowly."

Yan Shuo: "..."

Well, it actually sounds pretty good, but there are a few locations that are better ruled out.

Yan Shuo thought for a while: "How about this, I'll take you home for a meal, but let's not talk about our relationship, just come to our house as a friend... What do you think?"

"..." Shen Ze paused slightly, "Won't you reveal your secrets?"

"No way?"

Yan Shuo imagined the scene, "My parents probably wouldn't think about that, let's bring some gifts, my mother sees that you are my friend and you are sensible, she will definitely change her mind about you, maybe she will like you very much .”

"I hope." Shen agrees, looking a little nervous, Yan Shuo fully understands his feelings, they are the same.

So that night, Yan Shuo called his family and made a report.

They decided to visit tomorrow, and Shen drew up a gift list, asked someone to buy it, and studied what would be the most appropriate to wear tomorrow, and then everything was ready, and he was waiting to visit his father-in-law and mother-in-law.

— It's going fast.

It was so fast that Yan Shuo was a little dazed, they had only just confirmed their relationship, and they had already developed to this point - if they were heterosexual, they were almost ready to get married, so formal.

Is it a little flippant

That night, Yan Shuo was lying on the bed thinking, he hadn't figured out what love is, and he had already given the promise of a lifetime.

In fact, being too reckless is also a kind of irresponsible performance, because if it is a kind of ability to insist on loving someone until you grow old with him, he is still not sure whether he has the ability to shoulder his life.

Thinking of this, Yan Shuo suddenly became a little worried.

Any risk that may appear in the future, whether it appears on Shen Ze or himself, is a threat that can neither be touched nor dispelled by him at this moment.

Yan Shuo leaned to the side, and grabbed Shen Ze's hand under the quilt: "Are you asleep?"

"No." Shen Ze clasped his fingers with his backhand, turned his head and asked, "What's the matter, what are you thinking?"

Yan Shuo was silent for a moment: "Do you think we look like high school students?"

"..." Shen turned over and lay on his side, looking at him intently, "Like it? Why do you say that?"

Yan Shuo thought for a few seconds before deciding how to speak.

In fact, what he wants to say is that because high school students fall in love, they don't understand anything but they like to talk about eachother, and they must do their best and vigorously. But to say that is to underestimate their feelings too much. He wanted to express a similar meaning, but not to such a deep extent.

But if he didn't say it, Shen himself understood the implication.

"Do you think I'm immature?" Shen Ze said, "You don't trust me and suspect that I will treat you badly in the future? Or, do you think I will change my mind?"

"... That's not what I meant." Yan Shuo hugged Shen Ze's arm, said softly, "I don't doubt you, I just think... the development is too fast, like a dream."

"Soon?" Shen Ze looked at him, "We have known each other for three years."

Yan Shuo: "..."

Can you do that

But yes, after knowing each other for so long, they have a little understanding of each other's character, at least they know that each other's character is reliable, this is the root of their mutual trust, although they have never thought about this issue.

"Maybe I'm immature." Yan Shuo raised a hand to cover his eyes, covering his expression, "...it's the first time I've been in a relationship, and it's been less than three days since I first fell in love. I'm going to bring my boyfriend home to see you Parents, I seem to be a little...too bold? Should I think about it more carefully. "

"Think about what?"

Shen embraced him and tightened his arms, "If you mean to think about seeing your parents later, that's fine, we can wait. But if you want to think about whether there is a problem with being with me, I advise you not to do it Useless struggle, you are already mine, baby. Life-long contract, you can't repent."

Yan Shuo: "..."

"Are you all musicians so... um, so romantic? Artistic?"

"Is this a compliment or a derogation?"

"Commendation, praise you."

"..."

Shen squinted slightly, not quite believing it. Yan Shuo smiled at him, trying to prove his innocence.

Shen said: "Maybe, you're right. I'm immature, but I have an advantage. Sometimes I don't know what I should do best. But since I have my own consciousness since I was young, I know very well It's instinctive to like something."

"..."

"Although I often don't know how to define this kind of liking, but I like you, this can be very sure, does this have something to do with maturity? What I like is you, you will always be you, even if you get old, Even if you become ugly, it will still be you. I will grow old and ugly together with you, and the last second of us that slowly changed—every second remains in my heart, and those who can’t be changed or taken away by anyone Let's go, if there is love, it is love."

"..."

Yan Shuo was shocked and couldn't digest it for a long time.

Shen Ze held his face and kissed it tenderly.

This gentleness is a bit too careful, and it doesn't match the vows of the words just now, perhaps because expressing oneself can be passionate and unscrupulous, but waiting for a response is always passive, with anticipation and uneasiness.

Yan Shuo's lips were hot, and his chest was numb.

He was silent for a long time: "Just now I thought, we have developed so fast, even if you have always liked me, what if I change my mind? I don't know what will happen in a few years, or decades, but now I know Let alone a few years or decades, even if I die, there will be no one I like more than you."

Yan Shuo was not used to saying such provocative words, his skin was too thin, and after he finished speaking, he leaned on Shen Ze's shoulder, covering his face tightly.

Shen Ze picked him up and rubbed him, then digressed and said, "I can't help it."

"Huh?" Yan Shuo stood at a loss with his rumpled hair.

Shen Ze bit him hard: "What should we do tonight, Yan Yan."