On the last night of the holiday, all five of the MEN went back to the dormitory.
It is said that Fu Xinyan went back to his hometown, but where Li Jin went wandering for a week is still a mystery. Yan Shuo has always been puzzled, how did Brother Jin manage to go out and roam around without being photographed by the paparazzi? If it was him, he would have been ripped off 800 times.
Thinking of this, Yan Shuo couldn't help but wonder: if he learns Li Jin's miraculous skills, will he be able to go out with Shen Ze casually in the future
I'm afraid it won't work. The goal of two people together is too big, and neither of them can pretend.
That night, they met in the living room.
This is the practice every time they come back from a long vacation. The five of them sit on the sofa, and the host of the meeting, Ms. Li Linjia, stands in front of the TV and gives a stage-summarizing speech in cadence.
Li Linjia spoke seriously, but the people on the sofa were all a little absent-minded.
Yan Shuo didn't know what other people were thinking, he himself was still immersed in the atmosphere after leaving Shen's house just now.
Just ten minutes ago, when he just came back, Shen Ze told Yan Shuo that after he sent his father upstairs, his father confessed a few more words in private, nothing more than the familiar set of instructions from parents: be a man Be cautious, don't play tricks, especially when dealing with feelings.
Shen said: "Let's carefully plan for the future."
Yan Shuo asked, "Which aspect?"
"Everything, everything." At that time, before Li Linjia started, Shen Ze stayed alone in the room with him for a while, "For example, should we buy a house in the future?"
Yan Shuo was stunned, and Shen said: "We'd better have a home, not your parents' house, not my parents' house, nor the company dormitory, it belongs to you and me, our own territory."
"Well, when are we going to buy a house?" Yan Shuo recalled the place where they lived recently, "How about living in your house? Decorate it?"
"How do you like it?"
"I also can."
Yan Shuo originally wanted to say whether the house is good or not, it mainly depends on who lives with me. This sentence seemed too nasty, so he held back and gave Shen Ze a smile of "even if I don't say it, you should know what I want to say".
Sure enough, Shen Ze knew that he didn't finish the rest of the sentence, and couldn't help but hugged him and rubbed him for a long time, and the two of them came out of the room after they had had enough trouble.
What is left
When Li Linjia was speaking, Yan Shuo thought about it by himself.
He heard Li Linjia say that the 14th of next month will be the 3rd anniversary of MEN's debut, and as usual, there will be a fan meeting on this day.
"It's been three years, and you've grown from rookie idols to big stars and old fritters." Li Linjia said pointedly, "You're all thick-skinned, don't take what I say seriously, right? —Don't Think I don't know what you guys are up to in private."
"..."
Yan Shuo was embarrassed, the company knew about his relationship with Shen Ze, Li Linjia's half-truth and half-fake threat should be for others, such as Li Jin and Qi Haoyu.
But Li Jin is a real old fritter, and there is no disturbance on his face.
Qi Haoyu obviously didn't do anything too outrageous, but his expression changed, and he immediately fidgeted, almost writing the words "I'm guilty" on his face, Yan Shuo couldn't help laughing.
But Li Linjia is not the head teacher after all, and they are not students, and the work and cooperation relationship, some things can be said at the end.
She sang bad faces for a while, and bad faces for a while. After summarizing this year's results in a business-like manner, she suddenly changed the subject and said emotionally: "This year is the year when your popularity exploded. What about next year? What about the next three years?" ? When it’s the sixth anniversary, I hope you don’t get too confused, you can still celebrate the anniversary happily, your career is still booming, your relationship is still good, don’t part ways so early—you don’t want to, do you?”
"Reluctance." Five voices said sparsely.
From this perfunctory tone, Yan Shuo smelled the long-lost smell of plastic, and everyone seemed to disapprove of it.
But this time his thoughts are different from before. In the past, he must have complained about false brotherhood, but now he suddenly felt a deeper emotion, and he almost detachedly understood what they didn't even understand himself. true mood.
—Because I'm still young.
Young and confident, who would think about what will happen after they are confused? It's all right.
And Li Linjia's old-fashioned argument is like the teacher's earnest warning on the podium before graduating from high school: "Treasure the time now, you will miss it very much after graduation."
All the students in the audience disagreed, and just wanted to pass the college entrance examination quickly and get freedom quickly.
Yan Shuo recalled the theme of "time" that Shen Ze talked about. After traveling to ten or twenty years later, what would they look like at that time
He couldn't go through it, but now he could feel a similar feeling just by imagining it.
Finally, Ms. Li Linjia finished her speech, opened the door and left.
They chatted for a few words, and went back to their rooms to rest. Yan Shuo still sleeps with Shen Ze, and when he was sleeping at night, Yan Shuo suddenly felt that he seemed to have forgotten a very important thing
"Brother." He pushed Shen Ze, "I seem to have something to tell you..."
"Like?" Shen Ze opened his eyes, "What's wrong?"
Yan Shuo said depressedly, "I can't remember, I just remember one thing."
Shen Ze: "..."
Yan Shuo was depressed for half the night, didn't remember what he wanted to say, and couldn't fall asleep.
Shen Ze had no choice but to chat with him, just picked up the previous topic, and continued talking about the unfinished future.
Shen is a person with a lot of ideas, and he is more serious than ever when he writes a plan for his life, but the person he meets is Yan Shuo, and Yan Shuo thinks that it is good to let nature take its course, there is no need to force himself before the age of XX Something must be done.
So in the end they didn't plan anything, they chatted and chatted, and they talked about decorating the house, what small things to add to the house, how to match the colors of the curtains and carpets, etc., trivial, trivial matters.
Yan Shuo even suggested buying a small jar and asked his mother to help pickle pickles, which he said was his favorite when he was a child.
Then he pretended to be knowledgeable, and made up some high-level theories on the skills of pickling pickles, which made Shen Ze stunned for a while.
However, one night passed, and the next day Yan Shuo still couldn't remember what he was going to say last night.
The more he tried to remember it, the deeper it was hidden, it was clearly on the lips, very familiar, but he couldn't think of it.
Yan Shuo had to give up temporarily, he didn't want to.
Of course, it was actually because they were too busy. As soon as the five of them started work, they resumed their previous flying schedules all over the country, even domestic and overseas.
Just in time for the end of the year, various commercial performances and events, and on February 14th, which is Valentine's Day, they will hold a fan meeting for the third anniversary.
Although it is called a meeting, the company attaches great importance to it, and it is held on a large scale, which is equivalent to a concert with 10,000 people.
Before this day comes, fans are eagerly looking forward to it. Hot topics on Weibo have already been posted, and there are also various third-anniversary gifts prepared by the fan club.
These were shown by Qi Haoyu to Yan Shuo. He has not been online recently, he is busy with his schedule and dancing every day, and if he has any spare energy, Shen Ze takes it all to himself—they are too busy, so they can only make out intimately.
And Qi Haoyu was busy, and still kept his mobile phone in his hand every day, as if he was chatting with Shen Yuan.
About Shen Yuan, Yan Shuo inquired a few words, Xiao Qi's words were the same as before, "ordinary friends", "playing games together", "nothing else", he said it seriously, Yan Shuo didn't know if it was real or not. Prudish.
Primary school students grow up, maybe they have reached the age of first love, and there are various possibilities for development in the future, which is out of his control.
The night before February 14th, Shen Ze did not sleep with Yan Shuo.
The reason was strange, he said that he had been having nightmares for the past two days, and he was afraid that Yan Shuo would be frightened by too much reaction during sleep.
Yan Shuo didn't need to think about it to know that he was talking nonsense, but it was not unusual at all. According to the normal routine, on such a special day as Valentine's Day, once his boyfriend behaved abnormally, it meant that he was going to make trouble on the festival.
What are you doing
Will Shen surprise him? What gift to give him
Yan Shuo was looking forward to it, and at the same time prepared a gift for Shen Ze, which was a love letter, handwritten. God knows that this is the first time he has written a love letter to someone, and it feels quite retro.
He sent the love letter to Shen Ze by mail, looking forward to what Shen Ze would give him.
Yan Shuo guessed in every possible direction, and suddenly he had a flash of inspiration, and suddenly remembered what he wanted to ask Shen Ze that night—
It's a song, Shen Ze wrote a love song for him when he was in the program group, but it wasn't finished at the time, why didn't there be any news after that? Was Li Linjia killed
Yan Shuo's heart moved, could this song be a Valentine's Day gift...
What is the name of the song
At that time, Shen said that it was called "I Know You Like Me Too", but he felt that Shen was deliberately teasing him. At that time, they were ambiguous, and the real name of this song must not be so casual.
Like a prophet, Yan Shuo guessed ahead of time the surprise that Shen Ze had prepared for him.
Thinking about it this way, it became clear why Shen Ze wanted to sleep separately. Did he want to rehearse several times alone in the room? Can't let him know.
"It's a pity." Yan Shuo sighed, "I already knew."
So how can we make a 100% unknowingly surprised face tomorrow? It's time to test your acting skills.
For this reason, Yan Shuo was really distressed, but the facts proved that he underestimated Shen Ze.
Shen Ze didn't know what method he used to get Li Linjia's permission to put the song for Yan Shuo on the stage of the fan meeting, and it was the first song in the opening.
When he was on stage, Yan Shuo realized that he was the only one kept in the dark.
Li Jin, Fu Xinyan, and Qi Haoyu all looked mysterious and looked at him with smiles. Yan Shuo asked in a low voice, where is Shen Ze
Before the words fell, a piano rose in the center of the stage, and Shen sat in front of the piano and smiled at him from a distance.
Fans in the audience couldn't see all this clearly, the entire stage was dark, only a beam of spotlights fell from above Shen Ze's head, and the big screen was a close-up shot of him and the piano.
Shen Ze moved the microphone, his expression was so calm that there was almost no expression.
But his eyes were gentle, and his voice was also very gentle. He said: "Good evening, everyone. I really want to explain why I am the one to start today, but you know, there are some things that Miss Jia doesn't want to say. So—"
When he said this, the entire venue screamed, mixed with "we understand" laughter.
"So I won't talk about it." Shen Ze cleared his throat, "I'm not delaying, there is only one song, and I want to finish it in front of everyone. Of course, the most important thing is, I want to give it to someone , because... today is a special day."
Shen Ze's eyes turned to his teammates again, and the big screen followed Yan Shuo and the four of them in a timely manner, giving a close-up.
At this time, Yan Shuo didn't pay attention to what other people's expressions were, and his whole heart was suspended.
He knew that Shen Ze was looking at him, and of course the only person Shen Ze was looking at was him—
"This is an unreleased song, and it's the first time I've sung it publicly." Shen Ze said, "Why did I choose this way? Because I only intend to sing it once, and its meaning is like... I only talk about one song in my life." I’m in love, I only love one person, I only spend my life with one person, and I only sing my favorite song once.”
"It's called "First Love", for my first love."
The sound of the piano sounded, accompanied by the screams of tens of thousands of people in the audience like a tsunami.
Yan Shuo was deaf at that moment, he couldn't hear anything, only the silhouette of Shen Ze playing and singing in front of the piano—
This is his lover.
His Valentine's Day gift.
the rest of his life.