As she continued to review her memories, Shen Qingxuan blushed.
Because she thought of something.
When she was in the Qi Refining Stage, she was restless.
At that time, she thought it was the inner demon that was causing trouble, and subconsciously put the blame on the inner demon.
But now thinking back, it wasn’t really any inner demon that was bothering me.
There is no such thing as a mental demon that only comes to bother you once and then goes away and never comes back again.
At that time, she had clearly developed feelings for Luo Jing. Although the feelings were not strong, she was already upset.
Her husband's extremely embarrassing action at the time, pulling out Wang Xin's tongue on the pretext of venting his anger for her, was an extremely embarrassing act in the eyes of others, but in the eyes of her, who was always rational and calm, it should have been embarrassing and boring.
After all, this kind of boring flattery has been done by many people before.
But at that time, she subconsciously avoided this matter and didn't want to think about it too much.
Now that she has faced up to her feelings, Shen Qingxuan finally figured out how she felt at that time.
At that time, she should have been disgusted by her husband's childish behavior and felt embarrassed.
But she didn't feel embarrassed, she just felt uneasy.
Because the husband's action was actually very ordinary, an act to express his feelings.
He was asserting his responsibilities as a husband to her.
This should be normal. After all, they are husband and wife, and there is nothing strange about Luo Jing doing this.
However, Shen Qingxuan was upset because of this abrupt action.
She subconsciously avoided the matter and dared not think about it too deeply, because her husband's strong expression of his feelings made her, who had never been in love, feel subconsciously panicked.
She didn't know how to accept this feeling, nor did she know how to respond, so she was confused and subconsciously avoided it.
But now thinking back, it turns out that she had already fallen in love with her husband at that time...
It is precisely because you are moved and concerned that you dare not face it. Because you have never been in a relationship, you feel flustered by the love expressed by your loved one
Maybe she had already fallen in love with Luo Jing before that.
Otherwise, why would she suddenly become upset when she was fine
If she had not been attracted to her husband, she must have been feeling bored and childish.
After all, she always felt like this when the boys who pursued her tried to please her. She felt bored and was too lazy to even look at them.
The only exception is my husband.
The same embarrassing thing...even what her husband Luo Jing did was more embarrassing than the embarrassing things those suitors had done before.
But she didn't feel embarrassed, instead she felt flustered.
This proves that she was already attracted by him at that time.
Is it just because of her overly rational and calm personality that she subconsciously avoided her feelings for her husband and didn't realize her feelings
She originally thought that they were getting married to live together, but now that she thinks back, maybe she already fell in love with her husband before they got married...
After all, she had been on so many blind dates, but she only fell in love with her husband, and the two of them only met and interacted a few times before deciding to get married.
Finished…
Shen Qingxuan subconsciously covered her face, her face flushed with shame, all the way to her ears.
Has she been deceiving herself
What she thought was getting married and living together was actually love at first sight
Is there really such an irrational thing as love at first sight in this world
If it wasn't love at first sight, why would I be so anxious to get married after only meeting him a few times
Even if we are living together, there is no need to be so anxious.
With her usually calm and rational personality, shouldn't she observe for a while longer before finally getting married
Why didn’t I investigate more at that time
My behavior at that time was as if I had lost my mind. I came up with all kinds of excuses, such as I missed the opportunity and would never meet someone like him again... It was obvious that I was deceiving myself!
Given her personality, even if she really met the right person, it would be impossible for her to get married so quickly.
She had clearly lost her mind! She was bewitched!
Shen Qingxuan covered her face, her face as red as a ripe tomato.
She couldn't help but twist her body, wishing she could find a crack in the ground to crawl into.
This time it was really embarrassing...
I have always prided myself on being calm and rational, but in fact I have been doing stupid things to deceive myself.
Other people may not notice this stupid thing, but my aunt must have noticed it, right
My aunt knows her so well...
No wonder on the wedding day, when my aunt toasted to the couple, she had such a strange smile on her face.
Ahhh... How embarrassing!
Shen Qingxuan covered her face and crawled into the quilt, her body squirming violently like a worm.
no!
This cannot be known to anyone else!
I must keep it a secret and keep it in my heart as the biggest secret for the rest of my life.
Even my husband can’t know!
It’s fine if my aunt knows it, but no one else can know it from now on!
The human figure in the quilt twisted around awkwardly for a long time, and finally, with a red face, he lifted the quilt and sat up.
Shen Qingxuan, with messy hair, looked at herself in the mirror.
His expression was haggard due to ten days' worry, but his cheeks were slightly rosy now, and the corners of his mouth seemed to be smiling all the time, with an upward arc.
Even though she subconsciously pursed her lips and frowned, she didn't know if it was a psychological effect, but she still felt that the face in the mirror was smiling.
This face full of spring love is simply...
Shen Qingxuan covered her face again and murmured, “No wonder Junior Sister always teases me.”
Is my performance so obvious
Anyone who sees this face wouldn’t know that she is in love!
Especially now, haggardness and unsuppressible joy are squeezed on one face at the same time, forming an extremely distorted feeling.
It's like it's broken.
Shen Qingxuan murmured: "It seems that I can't go out today..."
She had originally planned to go to the library to look up classics, look for information related to the Blackwater River, and investigate the origins of Ji Canghu.
But now this plan has been abandoned.
Even her young master Xie Xingyao noticed her sorrow during these ten days and showed concern for her twice.
Not to mention the thoughtful little junior sister, who came to Shen Qingxuan many times to talk and want help.
If I go out like this now, I'm afraid my image will collapse and I'll be teased to death by my junior sister.
"Forget it, let's practice today."
Shen Qingxuan sat in the bamboo house and murmured to himself: "I'll go to the library tomorrow."
She decided to use practice to suppress the embarrassment in her heart.
The most embarrassing thing for a person is not doing something stupid and being caught on the spot.
But after doing something stupid, every time I think about it when I’m alone, I can’t help but want to kill myself.
The uncomfortable feeling as if ants were crawling all over her body made Shen Qingxuan restless.
In the end, she neither went to the library to look up classics nor practiced cultivation.
After all, spiritual practice requires very strict state of mind.
If you can’t even keep your mind as calm as water, how can you practice cultivation