Jun Hu laughed at himself and said sternly: "I have changed, but who of us has not changed? Even you, the first young man in Beilin, a benevolent gentleman who prides himself on being elegant and upright, have also learned to deceive and covet other people's wives. ?”
Shen Changge immediately said angrily: "Wife? Have you ever had the slightest trust in her? Have you ever considered her to be your wife? Don't forget that you divorced her for Yuan Shuang when you were at Jialing Pass!"
When Jun Hu heard this, he couldn't help but think of what Yue Ruyi said to him when he personally interrogated Yue Ruyi many days ago.
"Jun Hu, my sister is a weak woman who fought to save you from the wolves. Not only did you not appreciate her life-saving grace, but you believed the words of that bitch Yuan Shuang, saying that my sister summoned the wolves and killed you. If my father, brother, and sister had that ability, the first one to be killed would be you two bitches!"
"Haha, you actually suspected that my sister was having an affair with Su Changfeng. You are really ridiculous. Do you know that? During the half year at Xiangsimen, my sister told me about you countless times. Every time she mentioned you, her eyes were shining. , how much she loves you, even me, an outsider, can feel it, why don’t you know? "
"How do you think you happened to see that scene in the backyard of Xiangsi Pavilion? Because everything was arranged. It was that bitch Yuan Shuang who suggested Su Changfeng do that, just to separate you from your sister. , In fact, my sister knew that you were behind her at that time, but she did not dare to resist, because if she moved, you would definitely die under the random arrows of the top killers of the Acacia Sect!"
"After that incident, my sister listened to Tao Pavilion and was in agony. She wanted to die. What about you? Where are you? You must be in Yunshuang Palace. Do you want me to help you recall what you and that bitch Yuan Shuang were doing at that time?"
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He closed his eyes in pain. If he didn't believe that Yuan Shuang was such a person back then, but now that he has been in the palace for so many years, he has personally seen her kill and drive countless concubines and palace people who stood in her way. Being able to leave no clues, he already knew what a terrible woman she was. What Yue Ruyi said was true. He had misunderstood Qingxuan in the first place.
He gently caressed Qingcheng's now delicate and delicate cheek, and couldn't help but think of the first time he fell in love with her in the hot springs by the Surabaya River. At that time, she was so beautiful that he couldn't take his eyes away. When did he start? The look in her eyes gradually changed.
Maybe it was because Yuan Shuang bent her bow and shot down the flying eagle in the sky with him, maybe it was because she refused to tell him that she could actually understand the animal language of the beasts that died under his arrows, maybe it was because From the sympathy she often showed unnaturally for those beasts, or from Yuan Shuang telling him that she could summon wolves to kill for her.
Wolf! She clearly knew how he survived among the wolves. He and his father, brother, and uncle, a total of fifteen people, went out hunting and encountered a pack of wolves. His father and brothers protected him. He saw those animals with his own eyes. The wolves bit his relatives until they were bloody and bloody. They opened their blood-stained fangs next to their ears and chewed the flesh and blood of his relatives in their long mouths. A continuous sound came from their abdomens. There was a grunting sound, and around him, bright red internal organs were scattered all over the floor, and thick blood spread everywhere...
From then on, he hated wolves so deeply that he wished he could eat their flesh, drink their blood, knock their bones, and suck their marrow...
But one day someone told him that the woman he loved deeply by his side could actually communicate with wolves and summon wolves to help her kill people. He didn't want to believe it, but all the evidence proved that she could really understand animal language, and It was true that she could summon wolves to kill for her, and she did not deny it. Then why did she refuse to save his father and brother, but watched them being bitten to death by wolves? Maybe the wolves were summoned by her in the first place. !
He didn't dare to ask, he didn't dare to verify, and he didn't dare to confirm. He was afraid that once it was confirmed, there would only be hatred between them! But he couldn't let go. From then on, there was a knot between him and her. The way he looked at her became more and more critical. When she laughed, he felt dazzled. When she cried, he felt distressed. He was hurt again and again. Seeing her sad makes him even more sad.
He married her, but he could never be completely good to her! He deliberately ignored her and alienated her, but she tried every means to please him, and he became worse and worse like a spoiled child!
Until he decided to go to the border to join the army because of his guilt for Yuan Shuang and his inability to face her. After three years of separation, she helped him take care of his mother in every possible way, writing to him every few days to comfort and encourage him.
He began to miss her. For a long time, in the dead of night, he often couldn't sleep all night because he missed her, and his whole heart felt empty.
But he was unwilling to admit his feelings for her. It was not until Shen Changge persuaded him that it was better to take pity on the people in front of him than to take pity on the people in front of him. He finally grew up and matured and no longer faced them awkwardly. Feelings.
After the Qingzhou plague, she narrowly escaped death, and he was worried. Then his mother died suddenly, and she suddenly became his only relative in the world. He vowed to treat her well and never let her down again in this life!
But the sweet days were too short. She was kidnapped in Yongzhou City, and there was no news at all. He was so anxious that he went around looking for her without eating or drinking. He even wanted to leave the military camp secretly and go to the enemy country to look for her. If Shen Changge hadn't been keeping secretly Looking at him, he almost deserted and was killed by Shen He as a warning!
But when he tried hard to find her, there was already a Chu Yujin beside her who made him feel ashamed. He saw them hugging each other in the backyard of Xiangsimen, and Chu Yujin kissed her and broke up. Her clothes... She didn't resist at all!
But he clearly remembered that in the few times they had intimacy after they got married, she resisted every time and tried desperately to push him away. He had to use force almost every time. In fact, he didn't like this. They were obviously husband and wife. , why is she so resistant to getting close to him
So he was already mad, and he and Yuan Shuang were consummated as husband and wife in Yuan Shuang Palace that day. Yuan Shuang was so tender and affectionate, and it made him feel for the first time that Qing Xuan might have never loved him!
But it wasn't until today that he realized that he didn't understand Yuan Shuang at all. She was too smart, and many times he would be used by her even if he wasn't careful. Maybe she really loved him, but he couldn't love him more and more with this scheming attitude. A profound woman. After three years in Nan'an Palace, she climbed to the position of noble concubine despite everyone's opposition.
He knew that she had killed many concubines and palace people because of this, and he initially made excuses for her, saying that she was just insecure. But later he clearly promised her that she was unique in his heart and he only loved her!
But why did she still want to kill Wu Shishi, and knowing that Wu Shishi wanted to kill him, she deliberately let her avoid inspection and bring a knife into the Tai Chi Hall. What made him even more uncomfortable was that he never gave Wu Shishi a single bit of love. Love, but this woman was still reluctant to kill him after learning from Yuan Shuang that her entire family had been killed by him.
He still clearly remembered that she suddenly turned the blade at the last moment when she rushed towards him with the knife that was as sharp as clay! Wu Shishi, who was only eighteen years old, fell in front of him covered in blood. She said she hated him, but she refused to hurt him in the end.
But what about Yuan Shuang? This woman who he had given the most love to, for her own ambitions, regardless of the possibility of hurting him, instigated Wu Shishi to commit murder in front of the palace, and then wanted to save her in exchange for the position of queen. This woman who kept saying that she didn't want to embarrass him and was content as long as she could stay by his side, ended up inciting other women to kill him just for the sake of being the queen!
Wu Shishi did not kill him in the end, and Yuan Shuang was unable to save him and became a queen. However, this incident completely cut off his last trace of love and sympathy for Yuan Shuang!
Later, he met Qingcheng in Shaomu Palace. She was following Shen Changge. Although she was always wearing a veil, she looked a little weird. Based on his understanding of Shen Changge, he probably wouldn't like this kind of personality. Girl, so he glanced at her more, but Shen Changge protected her very well and wouldn't even let him get close. He felt baffled, so he became even more curious about her!
Then because of the sudden appearance of "Qing Xuan", he was very angry at that time and almost fell out with Chu Yujin on the spot. Later he noticed that it was not only him who was angry because of "Qing Xuan", but also Qingcheng. He Immediately, I felt like she was a fallen person from the end of the world.
Then she disappeared inexplicably. He saw that Shen Changge was completely panicked at that time, so he helped search for her everywhere. In the end, he actually found her in the cemetery in the back mountain. How could he have known that they had just met her? She hit him on the head with a stone.
Then, in order to avoid the rain, the two of them had no choice but to hide in a cave and share a room. For some reason, he felt a very familiar feeling towards her, and unconsciously wanted to care about her, but the result was tragic. He was beaten, scolded and kicked by her, and he was injured all over his body. Because of this, he almost left Nan'an Kingdom with no heirs.
He kept saying that he wanted to kill her, but he knew in his heart that if he hadn't wanted her in his heart, she wouldn't have been able to get close to him.
Later, on the Yongzhou battlefield, she suddenly rushed into the battlefield inside the pass as if falling from the sky. She flexibly threw out the flying needle in her hand, stood in front of Shen Changge, and begged him loudly not to shoot the arrow!
At that moment he hesitated. The way she threw the flying needle was almost exactly the same as Qingxuan's. Qingxuan's flying needle stunt was actually taught by him. At that moment, he suspected that she was Qingxuan, but the next second, he I saw her getting up from the pile of dead people, her wide sleeves catching the wind in the strong wind.
She pointed at Guanxia, which was covered with blood and corpses, and shouted to Shen Changge: "Changge, look behind you, look at them! They are all dead!"
Then she pointed to the soldiers who were still alive.
"But they, they are still alive, Fonda is also alive, he is just a child! Have you ever asked them if they are really willing to die? They all have families, and their families hope that they can Go back alive! Why do we have to die in battle to protect our country? We have tried our best, but we obviously can't defeat them, why not surrender? We can only live once in this life, why do we have to make such a unnecessary sacrifice? It’s not righteousness! It’s stupidity!”
He admitted that he was completely in love with her at that moment! No matter who she is! He's all in love with her!