Han Yan saw the embarrassment on Shen Changge's face and understood his intentions. She couldn't help but feel a little disappointed, but she also understood in her heart. She smiled freely, and then said slowly: "Young Master, there is no need to have any psychological burden. , Han Yan is just telling the truth about his feelings at the moment, and is not asking the young Marquis to give a clear answer now."
When Shen Changge heard this, he was filled with admiration for her carefreeness, but after all, she was still young, so he couldn't help but delay her, so he quickly folded his hands on top of his head and bowed to her. A great gift, the meaning is self-evident.
Han Zhuo was already blushing, but Han Yan just smiled understandingly, and then returned Shen Changge's graceful salute.
Han Zhuo felt that it was too embarrassing to stay any longer, so he said to Shen Changge: "Little Marquis, my brother and sister still have some clan affairs to deal with urgently. We can't delay any more at this moment. Let's take our leave!"
After saying that, he pulled Han Yan to leave.
Shen Changge quickly clasped his hands and bowed in salute: "Young Master, little Princess, please go slowly!"
However, Han Yan still walked and turned to Shen Changge and said: "Young Master, please remember what I said today. If you still want to discuss marriage in the future, please consider Han Yan first."
Shen Changge couldn't help but shook his head when he heard this, smiled and hugged her again!
Not long after leaving the inn, Han Zhuo immediately complained to Han Yan: "What did you do today? You clearly saw that woman nearby, and you deliberately told Shen Changge so much!"
Han Yan was surprised and said: "Oh, it turns out you also saw that I did it on purpose. I thought you couldn't see it with your elm head?"
"You are getting more and more presumptuous. I am your brother, how dare you tease me like this!" Han Zhuo said pretending to be angry.
Upon hearing this, Han Yan immediately clasped his hands and said, "Brother, please accept my bow from my little sister!"
"It's not serious. Seriously, what are you planning?" Han Zhuo said with a helpless smile.
"What kind of idea can I have? I just see Shen Changge's love is so pitiful that I can't help but want to help him!"
Han Yan's mood was obviously a little depressed.
"Haven't you admired him since you were a child? Why do you want to help him with this again?"
Han Zhuo doesn't understand.
Han Yan smiled bitterly and said, "You also saw what happened last night. How much he cares about that woman. If he hadn't been forced to announce his identity, I almost wouldn't have recognized him."
Han Zhuo was puzzled and looked at her doubtfully, waiting for the next step.
She then said with relief: "But it also allowed me to see his most affectionate side. He is indeed the future husband chosen by Master for me."
Han Zhuo said in surprise: "Are you saying that Shen Changge is the future husband chosen by Nanshan Sanren for you? Senior Nanshan is experienced in the world, has unparalleled talents, and can do calculations. Naturally, what he said is not wrong. "
Han Yan said with a gloomy expression: "I, Han Yan, am the chosen daughter and a close disciple of Nanshan Sanren. In the eyes of my future husband-in-law, naturally I can only be the only one in his heart. Since Shen Changge has his heart, then I Even if I admire him again, I will not interfere. After all, a bad marriage will harm one's own good fortune. It's a pity that Shen Changge has a deep relationship with that woman, but they are not destined to be together!"
At this point, she couldn't help but sigh: "Everything is fate, and you can't control it at all. Now I just hope that I am not good at studying and saw the wrong appearance. I hope she can escape this disaster! If it really can't be avoided, , then I also hope she can understand Shen Changge’s infatuation for her!"
After saying that, she ignored Han Zhuo's still confused expression and walked away.
In the past few days, after the doctor's constant care, Qingxuan's health has gradually improved, but she still leans against the window in a daze most of the day. She often doesn't say a word all day long, and her personality has become increasingly cold and withdrawn, even to Shen Changge. Started to become cold and distant.
She never mentioned Ye Hu again. Shen Changge had thought of countless reasons why Ye Hu couldn't come to see her, but in the end, none of them were used.
After a while, they had lived in the inn for more than a month. Shen Changge knew that his father must be very worried about his safety at this time. He also knew that Bian would be stranded in another country and would not return. After returning, his father would punish him severely, but he did not know that he would not return. He has no regrets. Being able to face Qingxuan day and night for a month already feels like this life is enough for him. Although Qingxuan has almost refused to say a word to him recently for some unknown reason, being able to protect her from a distance is, to him, That’s good too!
But the current problem is that all the money he brought with him has long been spent. He had no choice but to pawn his mother's belongings a few days ago. He doesn't want to wrong Qingxuan. All the items are made of the best. Now he can only use the best. It can be hard to support.
The most important thing is that what Qingxuan needs now is to rest. After all, the inn is still too noisy with people coming and going.
Today he saw that Qingxuan seemed to be in a good mood, so he suggested to her: "Qingxuan, why don't we go back to Yongzhou City, I will take you home first."
Qingxuan was stunned for a long time after hearing this, and then sighed: "Home? Where else do I have a home in Yongzhou City! It's just Ye Hu's home!"
Then she was silent for a long time, and then said quietly: "Brother Shen, I'm sorry! I never told you the truth. In fact, Ye Hu and I have separated!"
By the end she was speechless.
Shen Changge felt sour in his heart and immediately said to her: "Qingxuan, I bought the small courtyard in Yongzhou City. The deed of the house is still in my hands. It was originally a wedding gift from me to you. It was never just Ye Hu. People’s homes.”
Qingxuan forced a smile when he heard this, but couldn't help but shed tears.
In the end, she followed Shen Changge. They took a carriage and stopped and stopped along the way. It was already a month later when they arrived at Yongzhou City.
Qingxuan returned to the small courtyard, and the familiar scene immediately made her cry again.
The flowers, plants and trees in the courtyard are still lush, the screens and benches in the hall remain unchanged, and the pavilions, bridges and flowing water in the backyard are just like before. But it’s still different after all!
A gust of cold wind came, and Qingxuan couldn't help but tighten his collar.
Shen Changge saw that she had been standing in the courtyard with a gloomy expression, so he pointed in the direction of the front hall and said to her: "Qingxuan, who do you think that is?"
Qingxuan looked up and saw a little boy about ten years old and a little girl about seven or eight years old, standing in the main hall and smiling at her.
The boy had bright eyes, was dressed in black, and was carrying a sword that was almost as tall as him. He had a maturity that was inconsistent with his age. The girl next to him wore a pair of flat buns and a pink gauze skirt. It looks very smart and cute.
Qingxuan watched for a long time and still couldn't remember who they were, so she shook her head at Shen Changge. Seeing this, the little boy's expression immediately changed from joy to disappointment.
He hurriedly ran to Qingxuan and bowed deeply to Qingxuan.
"Sister, I'm Fonda, the little one you saved in the teahouse. Don't you remember me?"
After Yue Ruyi's death, it was the first time someone called Qingxuan sister. Those unbearable past events suddenly overflowed into her heart again. Qingxuan immediately collapsed. She screamed loudly as if she had seen a ghost.
"Ah... ah... ah..., I am not your sister, don't call me sister, don't call me sister, don't call me..."
Fang Da and Shen Changge looked at each other, and Fang Yao behind them was so frightened by Qing Xuan's appearance that she almost cried.
Shen Changge quickly pulled Qingxuan into his side, then patted her back and comforted her softly: "It's okay, it's okay, forget it if you don't like it, I won't scream anymore..."
After that, he helped Qingxuan up in the room, and finally waited until she fell asleep. Then he walked out of the room, but at a glance he saw Fangda still standing in the courtyard, his back straight, still carrying the same gun as him. Gao's sword was given to him by Ye Hu before he left. He treasured it very much and carried it on his back almost all the time.
When he saw Shen Changge coming out, he asked hurriedly: "Brother Shen, sister, no, Doctor Qingxuan, how is she?"
This child was only ten years old, but she had exquisite thoughts that should not be expected at this age. He touched his head, and then said softly: "Doctor Qingxuan, it's not that I don't like you calling her sister, she is just sick, so Don’t take it to heart.”
"I don't blame her. She is a good person. She was kidnapped by the bad guys in order to save me. The bad guys must have bullied her and that's why she behaved like this. You can't blame her."
Every word he spoke was precise.
Shen Changge didn't know what to say to this child who had already experienced a lot at such a young age and was extremely precocious.
He sighed in his heart, a ten-year-old child still understands the truth, why Ye Hu, you don't understand! Or you just don’t want to understand!
Shen Changge was about to return to the military camp to reinstate his father. Before leaving, he told Fangda to take good care of Qingxuan, saying that he would come back in the evening to have dinner together.
But Fangda didn't see him until the next day.
Qingxuan woke up soon after Shen Changge left. She asked Fangda, "Where did Shen Changge go?"
Fangda told the truth, and Qingxuan has been silent since then.
Aunt Li prepared the meal and Fangda brought it into her room himself, but Qingxuan didn't eat a bite. She just stared at the window in a daze. These days, she had become accustomed to Shen Changge being by her side, but he suddenly wasn't there. , she suddenly began to panic again, and couldn't help but want to find a place to hide.
She knew that she was ill, suffering from a serious mental illness, but like almost all doctors, she could not cure herself.
She tried her best to adjust her emotions, fearing that her hysterical appearance during the attack would scare the two children in the hospital, but she didn't know why her heart had been empty and panicked since she came back.
After they returned to the courtyard and Fangda called her sister, she seemed to hear Yue Ruyi calling her in her ear whenever she closed her eyes. She was so frightened that she screamed loudly. She didn't dare to close her eyes again all night long. I just stared out the window with my eyes open all night.
Fonda hired several doctors and prescribed a lot of medicine, but to no avail.
Shen Changge has not been seen for seven days until today. Qingxuan feels that she can no longer hold on. There is always a voice in her ears reminding her: "Life is so painful, why are you still alive? After death, It’s all over once and for all…”
That night, while everyone was sleeping, she hung a piece of white silk on the door frame, preparing to end her life. However, she thought that the two children would be frightened when they saw her death the next day, so she hung the white silk on the door frame. Ling untied it.