The idea of giving gifts has been lingering in her mind, she rubbed her cheeks in boredom, and tapped her head, no, I don't want to think about it anymore, there is one more important thing right now Things, 'forcing' her to think.
She thought bitterly of her brother, her cute little brother, her favorite brother, she was really powerless, she couldn't help him, he had to drop out of school.
The shadow of her younger brother kept appearing in her mind. The younger brother is a very sensible boy. The three of them became sensible very early. Although the younger brother is the favorite of the parents, he has always been very sensible. , in the years when snacks were scarce, my mother would occasionally use the eggs laid by her own chickens to exchange them for popsicles. At that time, it was a great luxury for them to eat a popsicle Enjoy, one chicken egg can be exchanged for two popsicles, she and her sister eat one, and the younger brother eats one alone, but the younger brother never swallows that popsicle alone, he always lets his mother eat first Take a bite, and then let Dad eat. Dad often waved his hands and twisted his little face. He would not let Dad have a bite, and then he licked the ice bit by bit. 'Great'.
The younger brother is very handsome, the three of them look alike, they all inherited their mother's handsome face, they all have a pair of beautiful and smart eyes, the younger brother's eyebrows, nose like his father, taller than his father .
There is another thing that made her feel very deep for her younger brother. That thing made her little heart feel guilty for many years. It was a hot summer day. One day, when my mother went to the field in the morning, she especially told her to take good care of the nine chicks that the old hen at home had just hatched.
Be careful that the little 'chicken' is taken away by the cat! When my mother was about to leave the 'door', she told her loudly.
She agreed repeatedly, but secretly rejoiced in her heart, secretly thinking that she would be able to safely catch those chickens as soon as her mother left. When she was a child, she always had a wish to catch a bird to play with. But the little birds flying high in the sky are always out of reach. She often stands under the big tree looking up at the branches and chirping. The playful little birds are in a daze. How she longs to catch them Play, but this is always just a wish, she has never caught a bird, those cute little chicks, how much like a little bird chick, she can't wait to catch it in her hand and play Play.
Originally, there were no chickens in her family, but the mother exchanged wheat with neighbors for fifteen chicken eggs, and borrowed a hen in the village who was raising chickens, and only nine chicks hatched. These chicks have only been out of the nest for two days. The mother carefully guards them and does not allow them to touch the chicks. Now the mother asks her to take care of them. Oh, what a good opportunity, she is waiting impatiently The mother hurried away, watching the back of the mother getting away, she excitedly took the lead to catch the chicks. Among the nine chicks, there was only one little black chicken, and she was dedicated to catching the only one. She was playing with the little black chicken in her hand, and she held it in her hands and stroked its tiny, soft fluff. She was happy, satisfied, and ecstatic, and her brother and sister also ran over eagerly to catch the little chicken. , she held the little black chicken tightly in her hands, for fear that her siblings would catch the little chicken to death, she only let them reach out and touch the little black chicken in her hand, and she held the little black chicken The black chicken played with it like a beloved toy, and finally put it down reluctantly, but she found that the little black chicken seemed to be overly frightened, not as clever as other little chickens, she didn't care at the time, and was in a hurry to do housework I went, and when she finished her work and went to see the little 'chicken', the little black 'chicken' was standing in the corner shaking and dozing. The ground was dying, and the little chicken stopped moving after a while. She was terrified, and thought, her mother would definitely beat her severely when she came back. What should I do? She was in a state of panic and panic. Suddenly, she had an idea. She thought that her mother loved her younger brother the most. How did the mother's little 'chicken' die, you hear? She took her brother's hand and said, tomorrow when my sister will pick fruit for you to eat when you go to school, you can say that you accidentally grabbed the little chicken and killed it, okay? Mom loves you the most, and she will never beat you. Tomorrow, my sister will definitely pick fruits for you, and I will give you all to eat. The younger brother was moved by the talk, nodded and agreed. When the mother came back at noon, she found that a little black chicken was missing. She told her mother that it was the younger brother who killed the little chicken, and the mother immediately became furious. At that time, the mother's temper was very violent. She "fucked" a rotten wooden stick and beat her younger brother's ass fiercely. The rotten wooden stick was beaten into two pieces. Fearing that his younger brother would confess himself, the younger brother kept silent with tears in his eyes and never told his mother the truth. Later, his mother 'beat' them both with the half stick in her hand, blaming her for not handling it well. Brother, at that time, the younger brother was only four years old, and she secretly vowed in her heart that she would pick the fruit back for him tomorrow.
At that time, there was an orchard near the school. The fruit was not yet ripe, and there was a little sweetness in the sourness. After school, the students sneaked into the orchard to steal the fruit. Catch a few students who stole fruit, and during the "fuck" between classes, the principal severely reprimanded them in front of the teachers and students of the whole school, and sternly warned the students not to steal fruit again, and the fruit farmers also stepped up their precautions , she did not steal the fruit, and came back empty-handed very regretfully. She saw her brother who was waiting on the road full of joy, and ran towards her bouncing after seeing her. To tell the truth, when my younger brother heard that he had been expecting for a long time, he had worked so hard to eat the fruit he got in exchange for his flesh and blood, and immediately ran away crying in sadness and disappointment, but his younger brother never reported to his mother. She, this made her feel very guilty all the time, very guilty, and later she loved her brother doubly, but she still couldn't forgive herself for this matter.
After growing up, this incident was gradually forgotten, and it became a childhood fun in their chats and jokes, but her love for her younger brother became stronger and stronger, and she loved him like a mother.
She recalled the past of her childhood with infinite sorrow, buried her head between her palms, and couldn't help crying sadly.
She cried for a long time and her head cleared up a little. She will ask for leave to go home tomorrow. Anyway, she has to go home to see her mother. Her brother will drop out of school, and her mother will be even more sad. She will go back to comfort the two old people.