She calculated it, including Jiang Cheng's salary. She now has more than 1,000 yuan in cash on hand. This is all her savings. She feels that she has never been as rich as she is now. The money was originally saved for younger brothers and younger sisters. The living expenses and tuition fees she prepared are not needed now, or they have more important uses, she wants to bet them all, she wants to buy an expensive gift, and must surpass other gift givers, she is desperate, determined to win, You must know that this thousand yuan is equivalent to her half a year's salary!
She was excited, restless, anxious, sad, depressed, with mixed emotions in her heart, and she was very excited.
She waited quietly for a long time, and at about eleven o'clock in the evening, she finally heard familiar footsteps in the corridor, and the jingle of keys when the 'door' was opened, and she jumped up from the sofa , she opened the 'door', Jiang Cheng was opening the 'door', with a black briefcase in the creaking nest, glanced at her, and suddenly asked in surprise, what's the matter with you, why are your eyes swollen like peaches like? The light from the door of her dormitory reflected her flushed cheeks with pear blossoms and rain, she said wearily, let's go back to the room and talk about it.
Jiang Cheng quickly opened the 'door' and pressed the switch on the 'door'. The 50-watt incandescent light bulb in his dormitory suddenly lit up blindingly. She blinked her sleepy eyelids and stood still. After entering the 'door', he threw the briefcase on the 'bed', held her cheeks with both hands and looked at her face carefully, and asked urgently, what's the matter? Why are you crying like this
With a 'twitch' of her nose, she threw herself into his arms and climbed on his shoulders, crying 'twitching' and telling him everything that happened, he didn't speak, and listened to her quietly After speaking intermittently, he held her tightly while stroking her back tenderly.
When she finally finished speaking, she felt relaxed and refreshed. Now someone shared half of her troubles. She was no longer fighting alone. She crawled on his broad and strong shoulders, feeling safe, powerful and extremely relaxed.
They hugged each other for a long time, he said quietly, you always think of the worst of things, you always think of the worst of things? Why do you think that if your younger brother drops out of school, the ending will be tragic? Nowadays, there are so many college students, and the enrollment rate of colleges is getting higher year by year. Many technical secondary schools hang on the brand of universities and turn into college junior colleges, and some simply merge with nearby universities to become higher education institutions. Schools, all set up the so-called 'popular' majors, the tuition fees are high, and you may not be able to find a decent job after graduation. Our generation is lucky to have a job, but they are not as lucky as us. In the future, it will not be so easy for Huaye students to enter this threshold. For powerful people, they will not worry about finding a job at any time. They don't even need a job. Corrupt people like us spend a lot of money In the end, financial resources and energy are spent working everywhere and looking for jobs all over the world. I think it is better to enter the society early and experience early than to work sooner or later. Maybe it will be a blessing in disguise? Um? What do you say
She raised her head and looked at him with tears in her eyes, thinking, he always has a set of principles to convince her, and what he said seems to have some truth, at least she feels relieved a lot, he smiled gently, raised his hand to pity him Wiping the tears on her cheeks gently, this man has always been like this. In his opinion, things that she thinks should be sad and painful are nothing to worry about, and he doesn't think so. Maybe he will face it with a smile when the sky falls.
The corner of her mouth twitched, and she smiled wryly at his consolation, my brother dropping out of school may not suffer as much as I imagined, but it is definitely not as good as you said, with no knowledge, no money, and more Without someone who can call the wind and rain, what would he use to practice in the society? Apart from the brute force, what capital would he have to fight for? Those so-called self-made people, those so-called successful people who drop out of school and start a business, who are not relying on powerful people, who are not shrouded in the invisible net of power, those ordinary people who have no power, no power, no money, except shuttle in Between the concrete and steel bars, they are soaked in severe pollution without protective measures, either scorched under the scorching sun, or huddled in a cold street corner. Such people are probably very rare in their entrepreneurial success. The whitish saline-alkali land is his battlefield and his destination.
He looked at him in amazement, and seemed unreasonable to her sudden hysteria. He sighed, let her go, turned and said to the wall, it's no use crying! No matter how much you complain about others, it's useless! There are hundreds of millions of farmers in China, and my brother is also a farmer, and they still live happily!
Yeah? Are the farmers happy? Are those peasants who leave their homes and work as hard as they can but still can’t pay their children’s tuition happy? Are those peasants who work hard like oxen and horses all day long in the yellow land happy? She sneered and didn't talk to him. She went to sit on his 'bed' and suddenly remembered that she was doing it for another more important thing today. His, she wondered how to obliquely mention it to him.
He found that she was no longer hysterical, so he suddenly fell silent, walked over and sat down next to her, took her into his arms, and murmured, "Let it be, it's not your fault, nor your responsibility, I know you love your brother and your parents very much, but there is nothing we can do at the moment... I must work hard, believe me, I will support you.
His cheek touched her face lightly, his stubble made her cheeks itch slightly, his words were gentle and affectionate, she was so touched that she wanted to cry, she closed her eyes, and tilted her face slightly, waiting for his excitement ''kiss'.
He 'kissed' her passionately, his mouth smelled of alcohol and a touch of mint, his body trembled and pressed against her, his trembling hands touched her skin, his fingers touched her The place was numb like an electric current passing by, and she was immersed in the dizzy and exciting pleasure like flying high in the sky.
His hand moved down slowly, he was undressing her, she suddenly had a feeling that she was about to commit a crime, and her heart was full of a strong sense of guilt, yes, she was completely orthodox under the strict discipline of her mother since she was a child She regards any deviant behavior as a crime, she grabbed his hand vigorously and resisted, he stopped, he looked up at her, the passion on his face slowly Slowly fading, replaced by annoyance, frustration, disappointment, he said in a low and trembling voice, our 'bed' is next to 'bed', separated by a wall, I hate this wall, you know, On those lonely nights how I wanted to tear down this wall, tear down this wall!